Gundam Wing Fan Fiction ❯ Tears ❯ Prologue

PAIRINGS: 2x5/5x2, 1+2/2+1, 1x5/5x1, 3x4

WARNINGS: This might get a bit complicated (the fic, I mean), yaoi, language, perhaps angst later (but not to much), POV for this - you'll find out who next chapter (it's only POV for this chapter.)

DISCLAIMER: I don't own Jack, Gundam Wing or anything else I happen to use in this fic.

NOTES: Okay, this is just a teaser and it might take a little while to update. I am going to write a bit more before I start posting properly, but I should post more often than Grace This Earth. . . hopefully. ^_^;;; Thanks for reading, anyway and I would REALLY value ANY input on this. Tell me what you think!! It won't all be like this, btw. It's just the prologue.

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Tears. One thing I have never seen on his face. I have seen him smile, many times and just for me. I have seen him laugh. I have seen him serious, pissed, annoyed, content, lonely, haunted; but never has he cried. Sometimes I think that he is like that girl from Secret Garden - Mary, who never cried.

Mary, Mary, quite contrary. How does your garden grow?

It's strange that it took me all these years to notice. I have known him for 5 years, now, and he cried. The first time I have ever seen him cry. Broken sobs, jerked out from beneath bowed shoulders. Tears pulled from near-black eyes by a grief that is so intense that most would have just ended it. Grief for me, for us, for what we were both content with . . . for a time.

And why, you might ask. It was because of me - all because of me. I can not continue living a lie. I may run and hide, but I never tell a lie. That motto includes living lies. And I won't break the nutshell that is me.

God knows I love Wufei. But he also knows that I love Heero. So I broke it off with Wufei, who I had been with since the Mariemaia incident. I'm sorry Wufei, it hurts me to.

I just couldn't bring myself to get closer to Wufei, to take our relationship to the next level. Not while I loved . . . love Heero. So, I did the only thing I could think of. I ended my relationship with Wufei and I am now going to find the others. I am going to bring us together one last time before I leave . . . indefinitely.

Don't try and find me. Don't bring me back.

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Anastasia

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