/ ❯ Dear Diary.. ❯ Dear Diary.. ( One-Shot )

19/12/02, Thursday Morning.

Dear Diary,

My mum bought me this diary because she wanted me to write my feelings down in it and everything else too. I'll tell you a bit about myself now. My name is Pan Son, and I'm the daughter of Gohan Son and Videl Son. I have dark black hair that is shoulder-length and dark black eyes that look like big pools of ink. I'm 17 years old. My mother, Videl has short black hair and clear blue eyes. My father, Gohan, has short black hair and dark black eyes too, just like me. My mother and father's brother, is Uncle Goten. He has short black hair and black eyes. Their mother and father are my Grandma Chichi and Grandpa Goku. Grandma Chichi has shoulder-length black hair and black eyes, just like everyone in my family except my mum. She cooks the greatest and best food in the world! Grandpa Goku has spiky black hair and dark black eyes. He trains us a lot and I love them a lot. Chichi's mother is unknown but her father is the Ox King. He has black hair and black eyes. Goku's mother is also unknown but he has a brother called Radditz, but you know what colour hair and eye colour he has don't you?! Goku's father is Bardock, one of the greatest fighters on Planet Vegeta. He was killed by Frieza. My mother's father is Mr Satan, or Hercule to others. He has a dog called Bee and he's a cute doggie! He has black afro hair and guess what?! Black eyes!

I have a major crush on my best friend's brother, Trunks Vegeta Briefs. He doesn't have black hair and black eyes, instead he has short lavendar hair and crystal clear eyes. Trunks is very muscly and the hottest guy in the world. Bra..Bra Vegeta Briefs, my best friend and Trunks's younger sister. Ah, now she is a work of art! She is so beautiful! Bra has aqua-cloured hair and blue-green eyes. Her mother is Bulma Briefs and she looks like Bra. Her father is Prince,- I mean King Vegeta, of the Saiyans. Black spiky hair and black eyes, he has...More later!

20/12/02, Friday Night.

Dear Diary,

I went over Bra's today and we went shopping. We both love it and we bought a ton of things. I am not joking! When we came home it was 4:00 pm and we called my mother and asked if I could sleep-over and my mum said it was fine, but did I want her to drop some clothes off. I said no, but thanks anyway. I'm writing in you, diary, while Bra's in the can. Flush! Oh no, she's back and wants to know what you are. "It's my diary, Bra." I say to her. "Cool, can I write in it?" she asks me. "Sure." I reply, shrugging my shoulders. Here she is.-

Hi, I'm Bra Briefs! You know, Pan's best friend!

"Bra! You're writing too big!" I say and write. Sorry, Pan, is that a little better? Yes, Bra it is much better, but no more writing in here. You write too big, my writing is much better, sorry for bragging. "When's Trunks coming home?" I ask. "Um…" she checks her watch. "10:30." She says after she sees the time. "Wow!" I cry. "It's 10:00." "So?" she snootily says. "That's cool ain't it? Goten is coming with him." I say. "He is?! We need a makeover right away!" she cries. She drags me off to the bathroom and about 30 minutes later we are finished, just when the doorbell rings. I run to the door and I see Trunks there, struggling with some shopping bags, and Goten looks the same. "I couldn't grab my keys." He says to me. "No prob." I smile. Goten frowns as if he sees the vibes between us. Then Bra walks up behind me and his whole face lights up. I think he likes Bra, I know she likes him. They would be such a good couple. Then she would be my auntie. I wish Trunks liked me…

21/12/02, Saturday Lunch

Dear Diary,

Today at lunch at Bra's house, Trunks came back from work early. Everyone was happy, but he wasn't alone. He had brought a pretty redhead with green eyes along with him. "Everyone," he says as he as stares at me. "Me and Keiko are getting married." I gasp and run to Bra's room and grab you, and jump out the window, flying at top speed. I am sure everyone noticed me…. Sorry, I was just crying because I feel as if my heart has been ripped out of my body. It hurts so much. Obviously Bra knew about her. Why didn't she tell me?! She is such a traitor. I'll tell you where I am. I'm in this secret cave that's behind a wonderful waterfall. No-one will find me here. I can't write now, I'm too heartbroken….

22/12/02, Sunday Night

Dear Diary,

I'm back and still heartbroken. I haven't eaten and I know my parents are worried about me. I mean, who's wouldn't be? Hold on, my phone's ringing. "Hello?" "Hi Pan." "Bra." "What's wrong with you?" "You are! You didn't even tell me about Keiko! You know how I feel about him." "I do, he told me not to tell you though and that's why I didn't tell you." "I can't accept your apology." "Good-bye then!" Sheesh, she's all mad at me. For good news, it's almost Christmas. 3 days to be exact! I can't wait and I still don't know what to get Trunks... Wait! I got it! I won't be back for a few days! I know exactly what to get him now, but I can't face him and Keiko. She'll be so mean to me. Sigh, help me diary!

24/12/02, Tuesday Afternoon.

Dear Diary,

Well I got it. Want to know what it is? I'll tell you right now. It's a dragonball. A black-star dragonball, and it is number 7. I got an inscription written on it and it says-

"Love is the emblem of eternity.
It confounds all notion of time,
erases all memory of a beginning and
all fear of an end..."
Is that too sweet? Or too sappy and mushy? I don't know. If I gave it to him, his wife wouldn't like it, would she? It took me ages to get this for him; I had to go all the way into space to get it. How can he reject that?! I'm so confused.. should I give it to him? Or as an anonymous gift? I need help! I'll tell you my decision tomorrow!

25/12/02 CHRISTMAS!

Dear Diary,

Yay! It's finally Christmas and I'm so excited. I've decided to give it to him personally. I'm in the car and I'm holding the gift, cradling it in my arms. We're here! I jump out of the car and knock on the door. "Hi Panny!" Bulma cries. "How are you?" I ask. "I'm great." She says. "Good." I reply. "Come on in, everyone is here." She says noticing my mom walk in. "Videl! How are you?!" she greets her. I take this as my cue to leave. I walk in and Bra says hi very coldly. I still have Marron and Goten and Uub though. I find them and I find Marron and Uncle Goten making out. "Oji-san is she going to be my new aunt?" I sweetly ask. "Maybe." Goten grins while Marron blushes. I start to walk off and I am stopped by my uncle again. "Oh and Panny?" "Yes?" "Don't call me Oji-san, it make me feel so old!" he shudders as I spit. "DON'T CALL ME PANNY!" I slam the door and walk over to Bra. "I'm really sorry Bra." I sincerely say. "It's alright." "Friends?" I hold out my hand. "To the end!" she grins as we hug. Uub-san comes over and kisses her cheek. "BRA!" I cry happily. I walk over to her and whisper into her ear, "I thought you liked my uncle." "No I love Uub." She blushes and walks off with Uub. "Pan." I hear a voice say. I know that voice too well…it's Trunks. I stammer, "H-hi Trunks." He closes his eyes and says, "Keiko is really happy we are getting married." "I'm happy for you too." I say. "Pan..I know you aren't." he frowns. "I am!" I shout. "Bra! I need help with the ball tonight. I don't have a dress or anything." I stomp out yelling for her. "You came to the master." She coolly says. She grabs my hand and off we are to the mall. We go to a shop called, A Woman's Needs. "Bra.." I pout. She looks out of the store at a different store and cries, "Pan, we have to get to that store!" She grabs my hand and we run to the store. "BRA! What are we doing?" "We have to get to that dress before that bimbo gets it!" she says. She grabs a dress and cries, "It's mine!" "But it's mine!" Paris cries. Paris, Uncle Goten's ex-girlfriend. It's a soft silky black dress that has slits up the sides and it had gold specks all over it. The sales clerk comes over and says, "What seems to be the problem?" "I want that dress for my friend." Bra points to me. "I want it!" Paris whines. "I think it should go to this young lady over here." She says pointing to me. "HER?!" Paris yells and stomps off. I pay for it and Bra takes me home. She puts makeup on me and herself and says, "Pan. I have a gift for you." she hands me a wrapped gift and I open it. It is a gold charm bracelet with some charms on it. One is a karate gi. I smile. One is a mini- Goku. I whimper. One is a credit card. I love to shop and the last is…a Trunks plushie. I burst into tears. "Oh Bra, it's gorgeous." I hand her a gift and she opens it. It's a silver necklace with a red heart on it. She cries and we go outside into the ballroom for the ball.

25/12/02 Ball Time…

Dear Diary,

I walk into the ballroom and spot Trunks. "Trunks!" I say. "Panny?" he questions. "I.. have something for you." I stutter. I have over the wrapped gift and say, "I mean every word Trunks, but I know you don't feel the same way." I say and I run off, heartbroken. I run off to some small bleachers and make obvious signs that I want to be alone. "Pan-chan!" I hear my best-friends voice say. "B-chan?" I ask. "Pan, what's wrong?" she asks as she sits down next to me. "I gave Trunks-kun a gift. It was a black star dragonball and it had an inscription on it saying in obvious words that I loved him!" I sob into her shoulder. "Sssh. Panny, it's okay." She whispers. "Why am I the only one all alone? What's wrong with me?" I cry, almost making a puddle on the floor. "Panny, you aren't alone. I'm here for you and your family is there for you." she murmurs. "I know, I know, I don't have anyone to love me and to hold me!" "You do, but the person just doesn't see it… Now come on and let's go dance!" she cries, boogying down. "Okay." I wipe my face, hoping that my mascara hasn't run. I get off the bleachers and she finds Uub and begins dancing with him and then I see my uncle dancing with my soon-to-be aunt, Marron. I sigh unhappily and walk over to the balcony. "I'm going to commit suicide." I think as I jump off the balcony…

1/1/03, New Boyfriend.

Hey Diary, I have a new boyfriend and his name is Kain. We're going to a club now and I have to go. We're at the club now and he's dancing with me. Uughh. I feel so drunk. Now he's driving me home and we turn a corner sharply, obviously very drunk. He doesn't see a truck coming and….

1/1/03, Trunks's POV

I turn on the radio and here some tragic news. "Girl..Pan Son…white ferrari. Boy..Kain Kushi..died in the accident.." My heart leaps into my throat when I hear this news. "KEIKO!" I cry. She comes running into the room and cries, "What!?" "Pan..she's been in an accident…" I gasp. "Call her parents and friends, they need to know." She says. I stumble to the phone and dial Pan's phone number. 55734567.."Gohan!" "What, Trunks?" he says icily. "Pan..accident..hospital..gotta go…" I hang up and he stares at the phone in bewilderment. Then he realizes what Trunks said. "Videl, our baby's been in an accident!" he screams. They drive off…

1/1/03 Hospital, Pan's POV

Dear Diary,

I slowly open my eyes and see myself in a hospital and I wonder what the hell I'm doing here. Then I remember. Kain and I were in an accident but it looks like he isn't here. "Ah, you're awake!" Nurse May says as she walks into Pan's room. "Mum..dad..know?" I pant. "Yes, they've been notified and they should be coming." She smiles. "What..Trunks..Keiko?" "Yes, they're coming too, don't worry." She grins and says, "By the way Kain Kushi died in the accident and.. is the Trunks fellow your boyfriend?" she asks. "Kain died?! No, Trunks isn't my boyfriend, he's getting married to Keiko." I gasp out as I faint…

1/1/03 Trunks's POV

I run into the hospital with Keiko by my side. "Pan Son." I yell. "Room 123." The nurse replies. "BUT!" she shrieks. "Are you Trunks and Keiko?" she asks as she points to us. "Yes, we are." I say. "Oh and only Trunks is allowed in, sorry Miss Keiko." She smiles grimly as I run down the hall. I run into Room 123 and see Pan Son, lying there, pale. I sit by her side and grasp her hand. "Panny, it's all my fault." I say to no-one, even though Pan is awake but I don't know it. "If only I had been there, Pan, I would have saved you." I feel her head and it is growing warm. "Are you awake?" I ask as I smile. "If you are squeeze my hand twice." I feel her hand squeeze mine tightly. "You are awake!" I cry with joy. "Trunks.." she murmurs. "I meant every word.. I do love you.. but I know you don't feel the same way because you love someone else." She finishes. My feelings for Pan suddenly begin to change. She's not a girl who's jealous for me. She's a girl who loves me and can't change her feelings even though she knows that there is hope, but just not now. Pan is quite a woman… I want the best for her even though I know she has no hope for her future. She knows what's going to happen to her.. It's just not fair…

1/1/03

Dear Diary,

Pan Son here. I love Trunks. I can't help it, my feelings won't change! "Trunks.." I manage to gasp out. "I love you, and I wish you the best for your future. I'm going to die, Trunks, and I know it, you know it and everyone knows it. I hope you and Keiko live well in the future." I say just as Keiko comes in quietly, no-one knowing she'd been watching the whole scene. "Trunks," she says. "hold out your hand." Trunks does so and she puts something in it. "This is the way it was meant to be Trunks." She walks out of the rooms and out of the hospital. Trunks, he opens his hand and I gasp at what is inside. It is a gold ring with a gorgeous sparkling diamond on it. "It's beautiful.." I gape at the ring. "Not as beautiful as you though.." Trunks says as he places the ring on my finger. My eyes, they fill with tears as I say, "You, you, mean it?!" "Yes..I love you.." he kisses me and I kiss him back. "I love you more than words describe Trunks." "I do too Panny and it would have been a mistake marrying Keiko." Trunks actually loves me and I am getting married to him! There is hope, oh thank you lord….

3 Months Later, Pan's POV.

"Do you, Pan Son, take Trunks Briefs, to have and to hold, to cherish and to love forever in eternity and as your lawfully wedded husband?" the priest asked. I smile and I say, "I do." " And, "Do you, Trunks Briefs , take Pan Son, to have and to hold, to cherish and to love forever in eternity and as your lawfully wedded wife?" "I do." He says. "Then by the power invested in me, I now pronounce you husband and wife.. you may kiss the bride." He says to Trunks, but the first part to both of us. He kisses me passionately and I know that we willbe together forever….

1 Year Later, Still Pan's POV.

"Well, Pan Briefs?" the doctor asks. "Yes, that's me." I say as I am in the hospital again. "You have a beautiful baby girl… What do you want to name her?" he asks as I look at Trunks and I say, "Keiko, Keiko Briefs." The doctor smiles and says, "Beautiful name.." Then he hands me my baby. She has soft lavendar hair and blue eyes, just like… "Just like her father." I say. Trunks smiles and I hand his daughter over to him. "She's gorgeous." He coos as the door bursts open and Bra, Uub, Goten and Marron run in. "Awww, she's so cute! What'd you call her?" Bra exclaims. "Keiko." Trunks replies. Bra and Uub got married and that makes Bra my sister in law. Same with Trunks but Bra was already his sister. Goten and Marron got married making Marron my new aunt. We are a whole family. A big family. A family that will be together forever, in and out of love..

4 Years Later, Keiko's POV

Mommy gave me her diary and I just read it all. I'm Keiko Briefs, Pan Briefs and Trunks Vegeta Briefs's daughter. I'm 5 and it's my first year of school. I have lavendar hair and blue eyes like my father. I'm growing up fast and guess what? I'm ¾ Saiyan. I'm the only one of those so far. I think that is totally cool! I have a huge family but you don't want to know everyone. My mom told you about everyone, anyway. My mommy's coming in now and I wanna tell her that I wanna keep her diary! Bye diary and I'll see you when I get older..

-_- Keiko -_-