Angel Sanctuary Fan Fiction ❯ Lamentations ❯ First Day X Genesis ( Chapter 1 )
[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]
By: Kurayami Ryuu 
Brief introdution-type chapter; the next one will be way longer, promise! Should be out sometime soon (I hope) since this a finished story...
Anime/Manga: Angel Sanctuary Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Angst / Romance / Hentai | Type: Yaoi | Uploaded On: 07.13.2005 | Pages: 1 | Words: 1.2K | Visits: 563 | Status: Completed
Brief introdution-type chapter; the next one will be way longer, promise! Should be out sometime soon (I hope) since this a finished story...
Anime/Manga: Angel Sanctuary Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Angst / Romance / Hentai | Type: Yaoi | Uploaded On: 07.13.2005 | Pages: 1 | Words: 1.2K | Visits: 563 | Status: Completed
Lamentations
(FINISHED) AU Somewhat short and really strange. C'mon, it doesn't take that long to read! Rosiel begins to wonder if Katan had been right about the concept of blind loyalty all along. RosielxKatan with implied one-sided RosielxAlexiel. Please review!
Welcome, Mad Tea Party!!!!!!!!! (grin)
Disclaimer: Not mine. Not now, not ever, it's very sad, blah blah, blah blah.
AN: Oh dear. I didn't even mean to start writing this. B-chan, I'm sorry!!! XD But what really concerns me, besides from B-chan trying to kill me 'cus I'm not working on 'her' stories, is that right now I have no idea what's going to happen with Katan coming back. I only have up to book four!! Take pity on me! So, yeah, just try to think of it as extremely AU. And sadly, the real Katan isn't actually going to really be in this fic hardly at all, since the 'Katan' that is here is just Rosiel's puppet. So don't come complaining to me if you think he's OOC, 'cus actually, he is. Yeah. Other than that, first Angel Sanctuary fic, can bairly even remember how to spell Sanctuary, so I hope that nevertheless you'll be able to enjoy!
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First Day X Genesis
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Did you end your life in peace?
Did you die in pain? Were you afraid?
(I think, from the tears you cried, you were.)
Your palms have gone cold in a tightly clenched fist
You red lips and hair that blew in the wind;
(Writhing cords and clumps of flesh...)
Made me wonder whether this might all have been a dream.
Kill me with the pain you felt;
("Did that hurt? You would've been better off dead...")
With your final good-bye.
Take me with you.
(Don't leave me!)
o)(o)(o
A few days after he came back, I made love to him. It was something I'd always wanted to do, I suppose, in an off-hand sort of way. And I'd suddenly found that my guilt at that act, at least, had dissapeared. Why was that, I wonder? He moaned and writhed and screamed most eroticly, but I had to wonder - does he really feel the pleasure or the pain? Perhaps my guilt is gone because this is not a creature that I've somehow fallen in love with, but merely a lifeless object pretending. Is the thing that truely makes him Katan still out there somewhere, thinking and feeling, or have I really, finally, lost him forever? You unforgivable creature...
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Alexiel...
Big sister? How did you become so sinful?! How could you give youself over to sin... and leave me so far behind...
Rosiel frowned grimly as he stalked through stained-glass corridors. He should not think such thoughts anywhere in Heaven, he supposed. How tiring. He supposed he'd probably been pampered by his time on earth. People thought whatever they wanted to there - and he'd seen what could come of that...
And anyway, it was totally off the subject. You would think that, when it came to something as important as this, he wouldn't get so easily distracted. And yet, it was almost routine now. How long would it take for him to awaken?
Don't die on me, Katan. Don't leave me behind...
Every day, he came to check. Thank goodness that... thing... seemed happy enough to stay in the coffin. Well, except for when any life form came near it; perhaps he would bring it a snack later... Rosiel was dissapointed, though, to see that the lid remained firmly in place. It was fairly light. If Katan had woken up, he would have pushed it off... Nevertheless, he had to check.
What he saw took his breath absolutly away. He had been expecting some sort of gradual transformation, maybe, but no. How peaceful he looked, breathing gently as he slept. He looked almost too peaceful to disturb... But as Rosiel watched, the cherub's eyes flickered open. He smiled cheerfully.
"Lord Rosiel! Forgive me for keeping you waiting. Is there anything I can do for you?"
A slight grimace passed over his features, bairly visible to most people, but Katan sat up hurriedly. "Are you all right, my lord? Are you in pain?"
Rosiel frowned. "No, I'm fine." Are you?
Katan beamed. "I'm glad. Is there anything I can do?"
He stared at him for a long moment. This is... not right... This wasn't like him at all. Katan never smiled so much for no reason. For some reason, this bothered him. He wondered how bad the damage was. Well, there was one easy way to see... He grabbed the man's chin, and kissed him roughly.
He should have pulled away. He should have been horrified. He could still remember the look Katan had given him the other time, the first time he'd tried to give him the chip. But instead, Katan began to kiss him back... So Rosiel was the one to jerk back instead, staring wide-eyed at the cherub's smiling face.
"Katan! ...Don't ever do that again!"
He nodded. "Of course, Lord Rosiel."
Why does it bother me so much? This is what I wanted, isn't it?
No, not really...
Had it changed the others this much? He hadn't noticed. He supposed he'd never known them that well. He knew Katan better than anybody, come to think of it...
Oh well. Never mind. It wasn't worth getting upset over. In fact, he should be pleased. At least his Katan was still alive.
His... oh...
He frowned. Damn it all... Katan simply smiled.
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AN: Ah! Poor Katan! (tears) This is going to turn out to be a terrible fic, I just know it. I'm horrified to think that I'll get book five, and decided that this just simply won't work... But oh well - knowing me, that probably won't keep me from writing it ;) Hmm... But regardless, the first chapter was pretty bad. The only part I really liked was what I did with that poem, and the lil' flash-forward kind of thing was okay... That part about Alexiel seemed random, didn't it? He'll think more about that in the next chapter, though. Assuming everything goes as planned, though it probably won't. I don't even have the foggiest idea of how long this fic'll be. Speaking of length, I'm also sorry that it's so short; this chapter is really more of an intorduction. The next one will be much longer. But enough of my rambling! Now it's time to... R&R! (cackles for no apparent reason)
(FINISHED) AU Somewhat short and really strange. C'mon, it doesn't take that long to read! Rosiel begins to wonder if Katan had been right about the concept of blind loyalty all along. RosielxKatan with implied one-sided RosielxAlexiel. Please review!
Welcome, Mad Tea Party!!!!!!!!! (grin)
Disclaimer: Not mine. Not now, not ever, it's very sad, blah blah, blah blah.
AN: Oh dear. I didn't even mean to start writing this. B-chan, I'm sorry!!! XD But what really concerns me, besides from B-chan trying to kill me 'cus I'm not working on 'her' stories, is that right now I have no idea what's going to happen with Katan coming back. I only have up to book four!! Take pity on me! So, yeah, just try to think of it as extremely AU. And sadly, the real Katan isn't actually going to really be in this fic hardly at all, since the 'Katan' that is here is just Rosiel's puppet. So don't come complaining to me if you think he's OOC, 'cus actually, he is. Yeah. Other than that, first Angel Sanctuary fic, can bairly even remember how to spell Sanctuary, so I hope that nevertheless you'll be able to enjoy!
o)(o)(o
First Day X Genesis
o)(o)(o
Did you end your life in peace?
Did you die in pain? Were you afraid?
(I think, from the tears you cried, you were.)
Your palms have gone cold in a tightly clenched fist
You red lips and hair that blew in the wind;
(Writhing cords and clumps of flesh...)
Made me wonder whether this might all have been a dream.
Kill me with the pain you felt;
("Did that hurt? You would've been better off dead...")
With your final good-bye.
Take me with you.
(Don't leave me!)
o)(o)(o
A few days after he came back, I made love to him. It was something I'd always wanted to do, I suppose, in an off-hand sort of way. And I'd suddenly found that my guilt at that act, at least, had dissapeared. Why was that, I wonder? He moaned and writhed and screamed most eroticly, but I had to wonder - does he really feel the pleasure or the pain? Perhaps my guilt is gone because this is not a creature that I've somehow fallen in love with, but merely a lifeless object pretending. Is the thing that truely makes him Katan still out there somewhere, thinking and feeling, or have I really, finally, lost him forever? You unforgivable creature...
o)(o)(o
Alexiel...
Big sister? How did you become so sinful?! How could you give youself over to sin... and leave me so far behind...
Rosiel frowned grimly as he stalked through stained-glass corridors. He should not think such thoughts anywhere in Heaven, he supposed. How tiring. He supposed he'd probably been pampered by his time on earth. People thought whatever they wanted to there - and he'd seen what could come of that...
And anyway, it was totally off the subject. You would think that, when it came to something as important as this, he wouldn't get so easily distracted. And yet, it was almost routine now. How long would it take for him to awaken?
Don't die on me, Katan. Don't leave me behind...
Every day, he came to check. Thank goodness that... thing... seemed happy enough to stay in the coffin. Well, except for when any life form came near it; perhaps he would bring it a snack later... Rosiel was dissapointed, though, to see that the lid remained firmly in place. It was fairly light. If Katan had woken up, he would have pushed it off... Nevertheless, he had to check.
What he saw took his breath absolutly away. He had been expecting some sort of gradual transformation, maybe, but no. How peaceful he looked, breathing gently as he slept. He looked almost too peaceful to disturb... But as Rosiel watched, the cherub's eyes flickered open. He smiled cheerfully.
"Lord Rosiel! Forgive me for keeping you waiting. Is there anything I can do for you?"
A slight grimace passed over his features, bairly visible to most people, but Katan sat up hurriedly. "Are you all right, my lord? Are you in pain?"
Rosiel frowned. "No, I'm fine." Are you?
Katan beamed. "I'm glad. Is there anything I can do?"
He stared at him for a long moment. This is... not right... This wasn't like him at all. Katan never smiled so much for no reason. For some reason, this bothered him. He wondered how bad the damage was. Well, there was one easy way to see... He grabbed the man's chin, and kissed him roughly.
He should have pulled away. He should have been horrified. He could still remember the look Katan had given him the other time, the first time he'd tried to give him the chip. But instead, Katan began to kiss him back... So Rosiel was the one to jerk back instead, staring wide-eyed at the cherub's smiling face.
"Katan! ...Don't ever do that again!"
He nodded. "Of course, Lord Rosiel."
Why does it bother me so much? This is what I wanted, isn't it?
No, not really...
Had it changed the others this much? He hadn't noticed. He supposed he'd never known them that well. He knew Katan better than anybody, come to think of it...
Oh well. Never mind. It wasn't worth getting upset over. In fact, he should be pleased. At least his Katan was still alive.
His... oh...
He frowned. Damn it all... Katan simply smiled.
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AN: Ah! Poor Katan! (tears) This is going to turn out to be a terrible fic, I just know it. I'm horrified to think that I'll get book five, and decided that this just simply won't work... But oh well - knowing me, that probably won't keep me from writing it ;) Hmm... But regardless, the first chapter was pretty bad. The only part I really liked was what I did with that poem, and the lil' flash-forward kind of thing was okay... That part about Alexiel seemed random, didn't it? He'll think more about that in the next chapter, though. Assuming everything goes as planned, though it probably won't. I don't even have the foggiest idea of how long this fic'll be. Speaking of length, I'm also sorry that it's so short; this chapter is really more of an intorduction. The next one will be much longer. But enough of my rambling! Now it's time to... R&R! (cackles for no apparent reason)