Beyblade Fan Fiction ❯ A Careless Whisper ❯ Chapter 3 ( Chapter 3 )

A/N: ffffuu~ continuing on

 

Warnings: Shounen-Ai/Yaoi/Self-Mutilation/Language/uh….anything else?

 

Disclaimer: I do NOT own Beyblade or any of its characters.

 

A Careless Whisper - Chapter 3

 

Well guess who fucked up again, ladies and gentlemen. I'll have you know I didn't return that night. To dinner I mean. After repeatedly slicing myself up and cleaning up the mess I had made I retired to my bed. Not that I was tired. No. Faking sleep is just one of my many ways of dealing with situations I have once again screwed up. Really. When that bitch said she was pregnant I had a few desires at that point. One was to off myself then and there. The other was to off her and take Kai back to my room for some fun. Of course, neither happened. If the first had happened I wouldn't be telling you guys all this now would I? and If I had killed her this chapter probably would have opened with either a funeral scene where im happy as fuck or a sex scene where im also happy as fuck.

So yes. Im alive. She's alive. She's pregnant with his baby. He's obviously okay with that. Im not. She is. He's the one I want. He's the one she has. So what am I going to do about this? Well…it doesn't matter what I can do about this. What matters is what I will do. And what I will do is sulk about my room and then punish myself when I get to optimistic. And then around Kai I'll act all fine and dandy and then steal him away from her out of nowhere like two toddlers wrestling over the last juice box…

How old am I? 5?

How fucking immature can I get?

Apparently, very immature does not even do me justice.

And you know how this all gets better?

Kai and I share a room.

Yes. Him and I share a room. Two beds. Two boys. One room. One is single, gay and horny 9 times out of 10. The other one is taken, straight, and in about 9 more months is going to be a father. What you're probably wondering here (if you're a pervert who likes to know details) is how in the world this works if his girlfriend is always spending the night. Spending the night in our room. In his bed. With him…

TMI yet? No? Well then lets continue…

With him…naked. Yes. While I am across the room, the same room as those two, trying to innocently sleep (haha right) Kai and Meikayla are fucking like rabbits.

Did I mention im in the same room as then when they do that?

Yes.

TMI yet?

Thought so.

You might think all this information is pointless drabble. And in a way, it is. But you will never be able to fully understand how and why I feel the way I do every day unless you know the gory details.

And I mean all of them.

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Kai Hiwataris POV

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I've given up. Not on any one thing really. Just…on life. I've given up. It's full of shit and things that just don't matter. You probably wonder how that ties in with my current situation. What is my current situation? I'm 19 years old. A world champion beyblader. Strong. Handsome (so I've heard). I've got a hot girlfriend. I get sex whenever I want it. But the fucking cherry on top? She's pregnant. And it's not mine.

Yeah. You read that one right.

It's not mine.

How do I know?

Because my girlfriend is a bit of a slut.

..

Okay. My girlfriend is a helluva slut. And she got tested. It's some guy named Hiros baby.

But yeah…only we're not telling the guys. The blade breakers. We're going to let them go under the belief that it's mine.

Speaking of which…

I stepped outside in the fresh morning air. 4 AM Beyblade practice. Meikayla didn't stay over so I'm full of energy that im not used to. I walked around and took a seat just on the edge of the bey dish, my mind wandering.

The reactions were to be expected. The shock. The wonder. The…Chinese boy running off and then never coming back down. What the hell was Rays problem anyway? He never seemed to have any problem with Meikayla or with me or with the…er…extent of our relationship. Infact, if I do say so myself (and im sure Meikayla can back me up on this one) on a few nights I've heard Ray making sounds like he was the one getting laid.

Sometimes I have to wonder about that kid.

But for now, I had to wonder about other things.

More important things that what Ray was up to.

I had to wonder about the near future.

TBC…

A/N: =O this story is chalked full of profanity so im sorry if that ruins it for anyone. But I feel like it's just very fitting with the plot and the way I want this whole thing to pan out. SO read and review please.