Beyblade Fan Fiction ❯ A Careless Whisper ❯ Chapter 19 ( Chapter 19 )

A/N: You know what I wish? I wish my other stories got as many hits/reviews/favs as this one .__. Seriously. It kinda blows…NOT THAT I AM NOT APPRECIATIVE! I love you guys for even liking this story which now that I re-read it it has a lot of grammar/spelling mistakes and the program I typed the chapters in randomly eats words and takes them out of my story -,-

 

Fallen-Crystal-Seraph:: glad I could make lawls happen 8'D

 

Annoying talking animal:: xD that definitely would have been a hilarious ending to that chapter. Ahh you and your bears and your bats and your rats and your hats.

 

Neko-Jenn:: Tyson SHOULD die via lamp but sadly, that would kill the story. Thanks for all your reviews.

 

Awed-Reader:: Because Ray is cool. That's why >3> Tyson hits Max because, as was implied but never directly stated, he's a freak and he's discovered it brings him joy to hurt him. Tyson wouldn't be Tyson if he wasn't a douche ((..that's actually more fitting for Kai but oh well. Kai is un-douchey in this story)) and thank you! Actually, I think you're the only one who noticed there even WAS a lemon in the last chapter. Nobody else commented on it Dx ohh lul.

 

Warnings: HEY HOE, LETS GO! No. seriously. Lets go, hoe.

 

Disclaimer: The only things I truly own are my non-sensical warnings and disclaimers.

 

A Careless Whisper - Chapter 19

 

There are plenty of times in my life where I have been angry. Infact, more often than not I AM angry. So also, there have been plenty of times in my life where I have been angry enough to beat the living shit out of someone. I've done it a lot in my lifetime. But never have I ever felt the desire to hit someone I love. I mean, not that I've really loved that many people. Tala…maybe Bryan…but that's different. I'm okay with hitting them. Mostly because the love I have for them is brotherly. Nothing romantic. But my love for Ray is definitely something else. Beyond family and friendship. Beyond anything this world could ever conceive. I love him no matter what. But…

 

That doesn't change the fact that today, I sincerely wanted to grab him round his throat, choke him and then finally drop him when he's moments from blacking out and just beat the living shit out of him. I really really wanted to.

 

Now don't jump to conclusions here.

 

I didn't do anything to him. I wanted too. But I didn't. If I had it would have made me just like Tyson. Then Max and Ray would have discovered that they could run away together, off into the sunset and Tyson and I would hook up and lots of sex would ensue. Well…that's what would have happened if I had hurt Ray and if this was a crappily written, cheesy ass fan girl-squeal-inducing fan fiction of pure shit.

 

Wait…

 

Waaaait…

 

Okay so this is a scrappily written, cheesy ass fan girl-squeal-inducing fan fiction of pure shit.

 

But that's not my point.

 

Eh…what was my point?

 

….

 

Oh right!

 

Why I wanted to choke Ray.

 

So earlier today we were locked in our room, going at it for around the fifth time today when I pressed down hard on his wrists.

 

I'm guessing we all know where this is going right? So I'll spare you the details. Anyway, because im a guy and because I was already fucking him I wasn't about to stop. But right after we finished (and cleaned up, mind you) I grilled him about it.

 

- - Flashback - -

 

“Why? Huh? What's going on?” I knelt down in front of my beautiful neko-jin, but couldn't take my eyes from his newly scarred wrists. A trembling whisper ust barely reached my ears. I frowned.

 

“Max? what's Max got to do with this, Ray?” I growled, bringing my eyes to his. He looked afraid. At first I thought for himself. But then I looked beyond the emotion. There was something else there. Something Ray was known for.

 

Selflessness.

 

- - End Flashback - -

 

And my genius self put two and three and a nickel together and solved the equation.

 

Ray wasn't cutting because he was unhappy and not because it really had anything to do with him.

 

He was doing it because he was scared…for Max.

 

He explained it to me. His thinking.

 

When did Ray loose his sanity? Was my first thought, shortly followed by That sort of makes me want to cry. And that was quickly followed by When did I loose my sanity?

 

Ray was hoping for a miracle.

 

And I was right there hoping too.

 

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Tyson Granger's POV

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So I'm going to burn in hell.

 

But before I get that far, im going to be brutally beaten and tortured for the rest of my life. And you know what? Im going to be okay with that. Because its everything I deserve for what I've done to Max. Hitting him. Sleeping with him and then ditching. I'm a horrible person. But I can't help it. It's like some kind of psycho addiction. A real psycho addiction. I mean most of the addictions I've had in my lifetime have been weird but never psycho nor dangerous.

 

I mean, once when the Bladebreakers were just starting out, I was addicted to the froth on these coffee drinks Hiro use to buy. Like, severely, psychotically, addicted. And then one day he brought home some new brand. I was so mad. But like all good froth-fans I gave the drink a try. And promptly threw it out the window. Seriously. It landed outside in the yard. Later on Max and I started a discussion on weird addictions. He brought up froth and asked me if I still had an addiction to it. I said' "I used to have one of those, but the frothing was too much for me to handle." (1)

 

And it was true.

 

Weird.

 

Yet true.

 

I hope this abuse addiction is like my froth addiction.

 

Short lived.

 

TBC…

 

A/N: im not sure how much sense any of this chapter makes. You'd have to really be awesome to get it.

 

(1) - that quote. Okay, so, as a prize for quoting Oprah in their review, Annoying talking animal got to pick a random quote for me to use in this story. And that's the quote they picked. YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW HARD IT WAS TO COME UP WITH THAT FROTH-BIT Dx I had to look up what froth was /fail