Beyblade Fan Fiction ❯ A Slayed Angel ❯ One-Shot

[ P - Pre-Teen ]

Kai sighed as he finished writing in his LJ, and started to look through other people's
LiveJournals, he smirked as he found one with the odd user name Angel_Slayer. He clicked
on it and found her first entry then started to read,
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I don't know what's wrong with me, I don't feel right anymore.
I used to at least feel something I don't anymore it might be hearing so many fights
I think it gets to you after a while. And trust me being left alone on your on to figure
things out at such a young age really makes you grow up to fast. Jessie once told me
I was a grown up in a childs body, well now that I'm a teenager they've started to notice me,
now they know I'm alive they say somethings wrong with me. That I'm not the way I used to
be. Sometimes I want to scream "I'm not a child, I grew up making my own, where were any
of you when I needed you? where were you when I cried because of the fighting?
Where were you when I had to help my friends keep their minds when their parents
broke up?" Sorry if I'm rambleing it just feels so good to talk about this, I hate that they're
trying to make up for 'lost time,' lost time my ass I was 7 years old when they left me,
not in body they were always around that way. I always knew when they were home because
the screaming would start, then again but somehow they weren't. I had to grow up to take care
of people my friends, my little cousin, my Sister, when she was sick and where were they
fighting. With my grandparents my aunt and my uncle, my older cousin so many people who
couldn't make sense of their lives yet they didn't think a thing of ruining my life making me grow
up before my time yet when someone else does that they get mad why I scream but only in my
mind but then no one answers me but then again I don't really think they will.
well I have to go bye
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Kai shook his head she was a bit odd, but she was a good writer granted her grammer
left alo to be disired, but that could be fixed, but what was so good about her was that she
was full of fire and passion. Kai could hear his room-mate Ray start to wake up, so he
added her to his friends list and signed off, he mused to himself that she was the first and
only one he'd ever added to it. He thought about what kind of life she must live where she was,
who she was, and he realised something, he had read what she wrote but he still knew nothing
about her. As he stalked off to training he told himself to wait he'd read some more the next night
and then he find out about her.
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Kai signed on again right after Ray went to sleep, and started
to read again, the next entry made him smirk, she was an
odd little thing, he'd give her that. He could almost see her
talking non-stop and barely stopping to breath, he almost
started laughing at the thought, though she was no bubbly
air head she seemed so full of energy. *She'd make a great
beyblader* he thought oddly before chuckling lightly and
going back to her entry.
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It's been a pretty good day today no fighting but then again,
I'm over with my friends, anway I doubt anyone will notice
I'm gone, hell they normally don't even notice when I'm there,
until they want someone to yell at... other then each other.
I guess I should have gotten used to it, them not caring I
mean but in some small way it still hurts, I have no thought that
if I went out and jumped off a bridge, they wouldn't care.
And the smothering it's getting to be to much, They've told me
too many times how they feel about me, for me to all of a
sudden believe they've changed. I've lost count of how many
times I've prayed to GOD that I have belonged to another
family but I still have yet to get my wish. My little cousin
Tara asked me a couple of weeks ago why I never cry
I told her I didn't know how anymore which is true I don't know
why. Well on to better things I'm spending the night at my best
friend Jessie's house it's great she's got a really nice Mom even
though their Mom and Dad aren't together anymore both of
them are still really nice. Me and Jess have been watching movies,
T.V, listing to the best band in the whole world BSB #1, and
we still can't believe that next year we'll be driving we're so
happy. I know for a fact what little time I spend at home will be no
more, I'm also thinking of moving in with my other Uncle on my
Moms side, he doesn't fight like everyone else, and he told me
I could come live with him when ever I want. To bad he never
had kids he'd be great with them, he acts more like my Dad then
my Dad does which is really sad when you think about it. Well I
have to go talk later bye
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The next morning Kai was sitting in front of his computer
checking, his LJ and hotmail, he'd given the others a day off
to rest up before the next game, he just hoped this wasn't a
mistake. When he was done with that he went back to
Angel_Slayers LiveJournal to read more about her, for some
reason he couldn't get enough of her, she seemd so unreal. And
he want to know her to figure her out, and he was sure he would,
he clicked on the next entry and started to read.
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I've had a great day, the fightings stopped and Mom's got
off my back, it's, made me so happy. Me and my Friend Jessie
are planning to go get our drivers license together, so I'm
hopeful nothing happens until after I get i,t my birthday is
like 3 months at the end of April. I want to see that movie
'a walk to remember' but alas it's not at my home-town theater,
those things are curse cause think about it I mean you want to
see a movie it's just the luck of the world it's either bad or
something happens so you can't even watch it. Even my older
sister Claire said she wanted to see it, and now it's not coming
out here, I have a good mind to call up the therter and scream in
their ears and if they hang up go down there and beat them
black and blue, "lmfao" I know I have a bad temper I only use
it when someone ticks me off to the point of no end.
So it's mostly their own fault CJ, my friend Neca's sister told me
I'd be put in jail if I hit them, I asked her what her point was
and she backed off I guess it's becuase I was mad Jessie says
when I get mad I can pin poeple down with this cold, evil,
heartless stare that a cat would envy. I guess it's just my way,
but I have noticed when I'm mad I ground out words so bad
you can hear my teeth. My other friend Jamie told me when I get
mad my fangs show you know those pointy teeth on each side
top and bottom, anyway she says they show and for some
reason I have very sharp fangs it's really weird. Sorry if I'm
babbling it's just with no fighting I starting to notice
little things that I didn't notice before like my other sister Nora dyes
her hair, because she hates the color red, and her hair is a dark red
color but still it's red. My sister Claire is on the point of stalking
the cast of the X-Files, my Mom looks everything she eats over
before she puts it in her mouth, and my Dad doesn't talk about
anything but fishing. And don't get me started on my Grandparents,
they're in a league of their own but hey as long as they leave my
alone I'm alright. You see my parents seem to have this crazy
idea I'm my sisters that if they don't like something or if
something doesn't work for them it's going to be the same with
me now I admitte me and my sisters have a lot in common but
we're not copies of each other but then again what can I
really ask from people who don't even know the name of
my favorite song oh well hopefully I'll haave better luck in
my next life see ya;
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Kai smirked as he finished reading her entry, it was loud, open,
brash, and colorful to say the least, if he keep reading her entrys
he might start to have a sense of humor. he groaned inwardly as
he heard Tyson yelling from the main room of their hotel suite,
He went to see what he wanted, but declined to go with them to
see the sights. Las Vegas was very nice to look at but he didn't
want to be stuck with all those people, crowds were never his thing,
instead he sat back down to read another one of Angel_Slayers LJ
posts before going down to get something to eat.
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I've had a really good day today, hell, if things keep up like this
I might start thinking I'm on earth instead of in Satans play pen.
I finally got my movie Hook, and I found some great Seaquest
fan fiction stories, I love that show, I'm trying to find someone
whose taped it, so I can buy the tape from them seasons 1, 2
and 3 but I'll settle for mixed or just one season. I also found some
really really good smallvile fan fic too. I'm hoping they don't take
off UC: UnderCover I love that show. Well sorry I don't have
much to write see ya later Bye
Hugs
Kiss's
and
Cookies
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He shook his head as he read that one, it sounded like the girl
in his mind, loud, full of life and energy, here one minute, gone
the next. He was honestly starting to wander about his sanity,
he shouldn't have even noticed her but he did, and he could tell
the truth to anyone who asked, she was so weird.
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When Kai came back he settled back into his chair to continue
his reading, he clicked on her next entry when it came up he started
to read
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They've brought back Wolf Lake, I love that show and they went
and took it off for awhile. But, I've had a really good day, and
when I said that to NecaI nearly fainted, I mean come on
I know I'm gonna have good days but 3 weeks full of them that's
a record for me. And don't sit there and say I'm just making a
mountain out of a mole hill, because I'm not, I've lived 14 years in
hell, and misery. But I've had a great day spent my whole day sitting
in front of my computer reading fan fic and listening to my CD player,
that I've got hooked up right next to it. I'm also trying to find out
what time Sea-Quest comes on, I love that show but I don't know
when it comes on. I'm sorry if this is a little bad I'm not good at
writing. Hey if anyone who reads this is ever at,
look up my friend Neca her S/N is Ice Princess, you might just like
one of her stories. And is it just me, or are parents the most annoying
people on earth, also I've heard just about enough of teenagers getting
on TV and saying their parents are their best-friends, my parents
are not even my friends much less my best friends, sorry three other
people have already filled that role very well, my Friends Neca, Jessie
and Jamie. Anyone want to agree or argue with me just post see ya bye.
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A sad smile started to grace Kai's lips as he read over the page in
front of him, she was lonely, he knew that feeling all to well. He
brought up a reply box and started to type to her, he wrote,

TO: Angel_Slayer
FROM: Ice_Phoenix
Well Angel I happen to agree with you on quite a few notes, I've
been reading your journal for days now and I have yet to figure
you out if I do say so myself. It seems to me your not as angry
with the world as you want to make it out to be, I'm angry with the
world Angel, but you.... your just lonely and upset. But since I've
started reading your journal I've been wanting to talk to you, maybe
you can reply to this and then I'll finally be able to figure you out,
if not then I'll just have to live with it. Good-Bye Angel.
Kai pressed send and clicked to bring up another entry.
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By the time the others had gotten back Kai had signed off
and was already starting to get ready for bed, Ray watched
Kai closelytrying to figure out how to breach the matter with him.
Kai on the other hand was wondering if Angel_Slayer would write
him back soon, if at all. He was brought out of his deep thoughts
by Ray waving his hand in front of his face, "what?" Kai snapped
angry at having his thoughts broken. Ray sighed and looked at
Kai, "Kai I was asking you what has been keeping you up so late
here lately, it's not like you, and it's got not only me worried but
the others as well". Kai face took on a look of defeat "it's nothing
Ray don't worry about it okay? I've just been talking to someone
that's all" Kai said wondering if he should call Nattie his friend.
"Alright Kai, but if something is bothering you, you can tell me okay?"
Ray asked sensing there was more going on but not wanting to pry
into Kai's life to much, Kai nodded his head "yeah I know Ray thanks"
he muttered, he then hopped into bed and rolled over on his side.

THE NEXT AFTERNOON
Kai was sitting in his chair again, pratice was over and he had
some free time on his hands, so he went back to Angel_Slayers
LJ, he clicked on another entry and start to read,
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Have you ever felt like it would be better if you just curled up and
died, rather then live another day? that's how I feel, don't get me
wrong, for once it's no one's fault but my own. No agruements,
no fights, no yelling, nothing like that. I just want my life to end
that's all I mean I've realized something importent here I really
don't think I should live, sometimes I wake up at night gasping
for breath asking myself why me? But nothing, no answers, do
you know no-one really knows how it is to like that I feel this way
which is good trust me, it means I can hide myself behind stone
wall's that no one can break down, and for that I'm happy. one
night I found myself sitting in my room on my bed trying so hard
to cry yet not able too, I knew then I was meant to be this way
hard, unforgiving, tough, uncaring, soulless, and heartless too. So
I feel better knowing that if anyone ever reads this they'll know
more about me, then any of my family hell even my best friends
know me better then any of my family. But still it's nice to know
I have at least one friend in the world, it hurts though to know
when it all ends for me, that's all anyone can ever say for me. But I
feel sorry for everyone like me in the world, I wish, I could stop
all their pain and heat-ache, kind of silly isn't it? The girl with no
heart can feel. Don't worry I had myself a good laugh over that
one, my friend Jessie said I wasn't a bad person just to caught up
in my own life to notice, that all everything I've ever felt well help
turn me into a better person later on. I guess she's right but hey
nothing can change me not even me I should know I've tried.
Well I'm tired so I'm going to bed see ya later.
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Kai knew her friend Jessie was right, but also knew it didn't
matter what he or anyone else thought as long as she believed it.
He was just about to go to bed when his pop-up messager beeped
he checked only to realise it was a message from Angel_Slayer, so
he sat down and read it.

TO: Ice_Phoenix
FROM: Angel_Slayer
Hey I got your message, and I just want to ask, what makes
you think I'm lonely? I might be or I might not, but I don't see
that as any of your bees-wax if I am or not. And as for figuring
me out, I thought I was pretty clear about everything I wrote down
if you can't get it, well then it's not my problem, maybe it's yours
ever think of that Boy-Toy? If not you should have because I'm
not the type of person to hide in the shadows playing
hide-and-go-seek. And if you heard other wise I would dearly
like to know who told you so I can kick their ass, I for one will not
be played off as some damsel in danger, cause that's not my MO.
But on other notes my name is not Angel Boy-Toy it's Nattie, got
that Nat...tie, say it with me now Nat...tie. one more time Nat...tie,
all together it sounds out Nattie. There now that we've got all of that
cleared up I think I'll go walk my chicken, so Good-Bye Boy-Toy
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When he was through reading Kai did something he could never
remember doing before, he laughed, he laughed long and loud. The
other BladeBreakers came running in to see what was wrong,
were shocked at what they saw, their found was their team captain
hugging his waist trying to breath, with tears rolling down his face
from laughing so hard. "That's it Kai's finally lost his mind!!!"
screamed Max at the top of his lungs, "I didn't do it" cried Tyson
as Mr. Dickenson came running in asking what was wrong.
Kai after a few minutes stopped laughing and told everyone he was
fine, after they left Kai climbed into bed still grinning.
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The next night while the others were out Kai got on
the computer once more, he brought up Angel_Slayer's
LJ to finish reading her older posts. He found one from
a few weeks ago and started reading,
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I've never known anyone could ever feel like this ya know,
my Best Friend Jessie tried to kill herself and no one even
thought to call and tell me, I found out a week after it
happened. She tried to rip her own throat out, and I never
knew, she never even let on she thought that way. Now I
feel bad about her doing it, I know there had to be something
I could have done to help or I should have known, and
you know what I should have. I mean what kind of friend am
I that I don't even notice my best friend wants to kill herself?
What kind of person does that make me? Better yet what kind
of friend does that make me? I think I'm taking real well though,
I just can't keep the thougth of her her, in that dreary place out
of my head. I haven't even been allowed to go see her yet but
when I can I'm going and I dare anyone to stop me, she's
always been there for me least I can do is be there for her.
I miss her too she was always so funny, smart-mouth
and witty that it's hard to see her trying to kill herself but
she did and I wasn't there for her. And you know what? I really
hate me.
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She was so wrong, Kai mused as he reread her entry, she
never could have known her friend was going to do that,
because some things if wanted to, or need be are so simple
to hide from the world. He rubbed the blade on his gonlets
lightly, trying to think of a way to understand this new bit of
info. When he had read her message Kai had thought he had
her figured out, a loud, brash, bitchy, angry, annoying, funny,
charming, firey, happy person, and he was in complete danger
of falling head over heels in love with her. He just wished he
knew how to talk to her and not upset her, just then he smirked
and started to look through LiveJournals members list, if she was
a member one of her friends might be to.
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Okay this test belongs to Nozomi ga Kanau and Lady Eyodius,
I don't own it so want to praise it go to them. Well thanks everyone
who reviewed, it helps keep these damn muses happy, well bye.
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2 MONTHS LATER.

Kai had found one of her friends and asked her how he
could to talk to his Angel without making her angry, with
that done he started to send her messages. Kai wasn't sure
why he felt the need to talk to her, to be her friend, or anything
like that, but he did, when she replied and wasn't angry the letters,
messages and reading kept up. Kai now couldn't tell what his life
was like before her, and when he told her, she said knew the feeling.
So now Kai was in front of his computer once again, reading her new
LJ post, and he couldn't help but laugh.
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What is your full name?
Natalie Christina Smith

What nationality are you?
I'm from England

What were your parents like?
Their okay I guess, they don't really know me and I don't really care or want
them too for that matter.

What’s your favorite color?
I’d have to say Orange.

Do you have any scars/tattoos?
I've got a scar on my hip.

Do you wear any jewelry?
A ring my Grandmother gave me, and a watch but that's it.

Tongs or Panties?
Panties.

What are your pet peeves?
I don't like to be told what I think or feel, I mean just because I'm young
doesn't mean I don't know my own feelings.

What education have you received?
I’m a Freshman in High school and hating it. Thanks for asking, though.

Do you smoke, drink or do drugs?
Smoked twice. Tops. No drugs.

What are your hobbies?
The Three M's for one, Music, Movies, and Munchies, Hiking, Singing
(Although I not any good at it)and Tv, Talking to my Friends, and Talking to Kai

What religion are you?
I believe in GOD, Angels and Heaven, that's it.

What’s your favorite book?
Tears Of A Child

What’s your favorite type of music?
Rock, Country, some Rap, some Pop to, None of that Classical shit, that stuff
must die!

Favorite food?
Cheese Pizza.

Favorite Holiday?
Halloween.

What’s your opinion on Love and Marriage?
I believe fully in love-but I don’t believe a lot of people find any.
That's why so many husbands and wives break up.

How did you lose your virginity?
eheh…I’m still…a virgin. Eheheh…

What are your driving forces?
I’m a stubborn bitch. Someone tells me I’m wrong, I’m going to go and try
to prove to them that I’m right. I also hate to let those I love down.

What’s your ideal man or woman?

Hard, Tough, Sexy, Strong Silent type ya know, Cold, UnTouchable, UnForgiving,
Strong Willed, Driven, Almost Cruel looking but has a soft side only I can see.

What are you ashamed of?
The fact that I don’t trust easily

What are you proud of?
The fact that I don’t trust easily.

What’s your favorite memory?
First time I met my Best Friends.

What’s your least favorite memory?
Fuck Off

When was the last time you cried?
I can’t remember. Don’t think I would want to. I don’t cry easily. But to take a wild guess, when I was 6 maybe 7 years old, it's so long I forgot.

What would you do over in your life?
Nothing, really. My life is mine simply because I can’t redo any of it. Even if I tried.

Do you have a secret? Why is it a secret?
depends on what you’d call a secret. And yes, I do. And it’s a secret because I’m only going to tell one person, and you aren’t that person OK.

What do you regret?
I try not to regret anything, it'll only drive you crazy in the end.

Do you have enemies? Why?
I don't think I do but you can never tell.

What’s your best character trait?
my eyes,

Who influenced you most?
Jessie and Neca, they're my two Best Friends. they taught me I don't have to
take what's dished out to me.

Where are you vulnerable?
Oh, yeah, I’d tell you people.

What do you remember most about your childhood?
Lot's of yelling and Screaming.

What’s you life motto?
There are three things that no one's worth. Nobody's worth your Pride, Nobody's
worth crying over, and Nobody's worth your Friends or the Love of your Life.

What attracts you most to the person you’re attracted to?
The way he doesn't give up, or maybe it's the way he talks to me, I'm not sure.

What are your ambitions?
To Become a great Web Designer.

What are your values?
Don’t break trusts. Don’t kill innocent people. Other then that, I don’t really
have anything else.

What are your short-term goals?
Get through my teen-age life without a Mental Doctor.

What are your long-term goals?
If I live that long? I don't know still trying to out of my family alive.

What's your sexual preference?
I'm Straight.

Do you have any siblings? And if so, how old are they and what are their names?
I have two Sister's. My oldest Sister is Claire she's older by a few weeks, she's 19.
My second Sister is Nora she's a two years younger but also 17.

What do you enjoy doing?
Hiking, Drawing, Talking to Jessie, Watching TV, Watching Movies, Listening
to Music, and Talking to Kai.

Do you have a significant other?
Yes....I'd like to think I do.

What is your significant other like?
He's the best ever. I can'tt get enough of him.

Are you into older men now?
He isn't that much older then me ya know.

When did you start dying your hair?
I don't dye my hair it naturally Blond.

What did you think of your best friend when you first met her?
Wow she's crazy, that's so cool.
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Kai wanted to scream, who was this guy she was talking about?
Why hadn't he heard of him before? Kai was so angry he was
almost foaming at the mouth, Angel, his Angel liked someone
else. Kai quickly stalked out of the room, through the hotel, and
down to the streets below, he was to angry to watch where he was
going and bumped into Enrique. "Hey watch it" Enrique yelled as he
stubbled back, Kai just kept walking so Enrique grabbed his arm to stop
him, but Kai grabbed his wrist and twisted slighty causing pain to shoot
up and down Enrique's arm. Kai leaned closer and breathed in Enrique's
face as he whispered "don't ever touch me again!" Kai warned as he let go
of Enrique's arm and continued on his way, leaving one sore and wary
Italian blader in his wake
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1 MONTH LATER
Kai had kept writting to Nattie even though for some
strange reason it hurt to think about her, he reasoned
some little something and gave up on it. But after the
events of Black Dranzer he felt he needed to talk to her
more then ever. In fact it was not only the Blade Breakers
that helped Kai rid himself of his shell, but Natalie as well,
the day of Bryan and Ray's battle there was a knock on
the hotel door. When Kenny answered it he nearly fell over
standing there was a beautiful girl, her long sunlight blond hair
falling in waves down her back, big bright jade green eyes smiling
warmly back at him. She wasn't very tall maybe a few inchs shorter
then Ray, but her tiny bird like frame made her look even smaller,
she had light honey colored skin that glowed, high cheek bones,
full lush cherry red lips pulled into a happy smile, and perfect curves
that made girls envyous and boys drool. She was wearing a simple
black tank-top, form-fitting black jeans, black sneakers, her long
blond hair was pulled into a pony-tail with a black ribbon, and she
was wearing a simple stud in her nose. All in all she was beautiful,
when the other Blade Breakers came to see her only one knew who
she was, and the others were suprised when she all of a sudden let
out a happy shierk that sounded like "Kai!!", and launched herself
into his arms. Kai caught her without problems and held her close,
"Natalie it's good to see you, what are you doing here?" Kai asked
as he gentley set her on her feet, "it's good to see you to Kai, and to
answer your question I came to see you, I brought my two best friends
Neca and Jessie, along with Neca's older Sister CJ and Her older Brother
Grady, thank goodness we left his little girl at home because she's kinda
annoying" Nattie stated in one big breath. But what shocked the Blade
Breakers was that Kai laughed at that, "well then you'll just have to go
get them I'd love to met Neca at last she's evil I think her and a suger high
Max would get along just fine" Kai told her his amusment clear in his
garent colored eyes.
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Tala understood what he was doing was wrong, but after spying
on Kai and reading the letters to that girl Natalie, he had to learn
more about Nattie's friend Neca. Ever since he first started to
read about her, she just stunned him, he'd never heard about, seen
or even met a girl like her before. So now when ever he had a little
spare time from training for the up coming battle, he'd alway be found
here talking to her. Unlike Kai Tala didn't wait before talk to her and he
found her to be a worthy fighter, granted it was with words but still.
Tala shook himself from his thoughts to read the entry she had posted the
night before.
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Okay it's only fair to warn you I've been thinking alot about
death in the past few months, ever since my friend Jessie tried
to kill herself that is. Well I've thought it over and it just seems
to me that there's all kinds of ways to to make your life unlivable
even let someone else do it for you, yet everyone seem in such a
big hurry to live, why? I mean does your life really mean that much,
is it so importent to live, yet so boring to die? I want to know what
dying is like, is there a big light at the end of a long tunnel? are there
angels singing in the clouds? or is it something else all together?
I want to know, yet it seems the only way to do that is to die myself,
I don't have a problem with that myself, in fact if I could I would die
tonight, but for some unknown reason, someone wants me to live,
'bummer'. I mean everyone else when Jessie tried to kill herself
were really mad at her they fussed and yelled and got so mad they
sent her to a mental ward for a few weeks, yet I wasn't mad at her
and she said that helped, really I just wanted to know why and
how could you work up enough courge to do something like that,
People always say that suicide is for cowards. That doesn't really
bother me much. But doesn't anyone take into consideration that
it takes courage to kill your-self. Yes, suicide may be the cowards
way out, but it is only cowardly, because suicide is like running
from all your problems. Mainly running from life itself, since life
inflicted so much pain on those few individuals. I mean, I myself
think it's kinda brave to not care enough about other people to just
up and leave like that, and know they'll never see you again yet
also to know you had to do it to please yourself just once. Is that
to much to ask? in a world where all you ever feel is pain, and
heartache, sorrow, and lonelyness, aren't you allow for once in
that life to be happy? to do something for yourself that nobody
else could do for you? It's a release of sorts a release from everything
that's ever gone wrong in you life, as the words go in one of my
favorite fan fics. 'You can never run from your problems, they'll
always be there, but at least in a way you can work through them.
But pain is something that never goes away it will follow you through
out your life only stopping when you take your last breath, then finally smiling
and telling you good-bye, it's why so many people die with a
smile on their face, because they've finally gone somewhere, where
even pain fears to thread.' I think that's true I mean you hear that in
hell you'll burn foreven and it will never stop, but it never say's
anything about pain. I for one am sick of people looking at one of
MY Best Friends as if she's some loser, or a piece of glass, she's not,
she's better now and no one should treat her different just because,
she had to do something like try and kill herself to get the help she
couldn't get from Adults while healthly. So while I know everyone is
most likely staring at their screen going what the hell? I'm going to sign
off, oh don't worry I won't kill myself, I'm not strong or brave enough
to do that I'm just gonna go lay down before I have to get up in the morning. So bye
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Tala understood her even more he could easily see her point,
he started to write her a letter, she had sent one to him stating she'd
be in Russia soon, if so then wanted to meet her. He finished his letter
and signed off just then he heard foot steps coming down the hall and
quickly shut the computer down, he breathed a sigh of relief as he headed
off to train, all the while thinking, <soon Neca, soon you will be mine, and
I will make your pain go away> he smirked at the idea all day long.
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*I was only trying to keep the walls from closing in
I was only waiting 'round for something to begin
I was only seventeen
I told you that it didn't mean a thing.*

Karlene sighed as she leaned back into the plush over stuffed
chair in her and her boyfriends room, she was busy wondering what
had happened to her friends. She and her friend CJ, Cj's little Brother
Grady, their little Sister Neca and Neca's best friend Natalie had vanished
as soon as they arrived in Russia. Karlene smiled when she felt two warm
hands cover her shoulders, she reached up with her own hands and covered
the ones on her shoulders, "ya know you shouldn't try to sneak up on your loved one"
she stated.

*Feels like a million years ago
Small town where everybody knows
Everything about everybody else
Way back when there wasn't you and me
I guess I was still naive
And the moment was as far as I could see
I was only trying to keep the walls from closing in
I was only waiting 'round for something to begin
I was only seventeen
I told you that it didn't mean a thing
Why can't you just love me
Please don't push too hard
The truth you think you're after
Might just break your heart.*

Robert lifted her up into his arms then sat back down in the chair
as he held her close to him, his strong arms wrapped around her waist,
he knew he was so lucky to have her, she was everything to him he
loved her more then anything. Robert remembered how they first met,
he had been waiting to meet Johnny he watched as a young woman
with long black hair that was in a long braid all the way down to her
knees, her blood red eyes as hard and deadly as a knife, she was
wearing snug black jeans and a black narrow strapped tank-top, that
said in big red letters 'By the end of the night I'm gonna have you
whipped, or hand-cuffed your choice' and black leather gloves
that ended at her elbow. At first Robert was just sneering someone
asking himself why no one ever tried to have manners, then a stray
thought of breath taking this mere girl was had him second guessing
himself, this girl was so uncouth it should upset him but he found
himself watching her.

*Someone who I thought was my friend
But sometimes people just pretend
And I would never be the same again.*

Karlene snuggled deeper into Roberts chest making his arms
tighten around her, he without thought start to play with the end
of her braid making her purr lightly, he chuckled before going back
to his thoughts. Things hadn't gone well when they had started
talking but for some strange reason he found he couldn't stay away,
in fact if he hadn't gone to see her, she'd be dead right now instead
of lounged in his arms.
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FLASHBACK
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He had gone to talk to her somemore but when he had knocked on
her door no one answered, not worried he knocked again and four
more times before, upset, worried and confused he broke down her
door, searching around her apartment he finally found her in the
bathroom laying in a pool of her own blood. Robert quickly rushed
over to her and stopped the blood flow from her wrists, after that
was done he called 911, then the rest of The Majestics then held her
as he waited for help.
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ENDFLASHBACK
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Robert was rosed from his memories when he felt Karlene
shiver against his chest, picking her up he walked to the bed,
sitting her down on it he turned around to change for bed that done
he changed her for bed as well. Slipping under the covers and pulling
her closer Robert allowed himself to relax, as he drifted off to sleep.

*I was only trying to keep the walls from closing in
I was only waiting 'round for something to begin
I was only seventeen
I told you that it didn't mean a thing
Why can't you just love me
Please don't push too hard
The truth you think you're after
Might just break your heart.*

The next morning Karlene watchs from a window in an old
castle as Robert teachs that kid Tyson a leason, knowing just by
looking at him the one with the blue marks on his face is Kai, and
that Natalie will be with him soon. She wonders breifly what
Nattie is going to say when she see's Neca cheering on Tala,
more then anything Natalie would be amused, she wouldn't be
angry she'd be laughing so hard tears would stream
down her face and Kai would be so worried about her he'd
forget he's a big badass.

*I'm sure there are things you would rather keep inside
I won't ask you about all the things you've tried
Don't let yesterday get in the way
Why can't we just start from where we are.*

She sat next to Robert and watched as Kai lost Dranzer to
Spencer, Karlene looked through the stands and saw Neca casting
a glare fit to kill at Tala while Tala's eyes soften at the sight of her.
Karlene also watched as Natalie cried for Dranzer knowing
how much Kai loved his bit-beast, Karlene wrote a note to Nattie
and gave it to Merrick who is now beside her, Merrick is a solid
black wolf but he is also the only bit-beast besides Shayla to live
without a bit. She watched as Merrick returned to Nattie and stood
watch over her as she read the note, Karlene watchs knowingly
as Natalie gives Kai a glance filled with longing only to turn and
go. She is brought out of her finding by Robert going to talk to the
Blade Breakers standing she knows that things will turn out right,
Neca and Nattie had never been given easy childhoods but if anyone
could turn a soldiers heart of stone to a lovers heart
of fire it would be the only two Fire Dancers left in the world.

*I was only trying to keep the walls from closing in
I was only waiting 'round for something to begin
I was only seventeen
I told you that it didn't mean a thing
Why can't you just love me
Please don't push too hard
The truth you think you're after
Might just break my heart. *
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Okay this is the first of the last two chapters the next one is how everything
turned out okay, I'm sending thanks out to, Kari Uremeshi for letting me use
her charater Angel, Kari I hope she's alright with you. A thanks to NightMare,
for letting me use her charater Karlene, whom when I read about I thought of
Robert, oh come on he needs love too
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Neca and Nattie were seated together in the stands watching the bey
battle before them, they had spent the night before together in their
room talking and had figured out the best way to help the men they loved
was to let things happen. They had watched as Tyson won the first round,
and Nattie saw how before the second round Tala sought Neca out with his
eyes. Neca smiled at Tala mouthing 'Good Luck Love' before grinning and
settling back in her seat, Tala smiled and nodded his head to her knowing
she was with him, Neca heard snickering from beside her and turned to
look at Natalie, only to see Nattie was watching something else, following
her friends gaze she saw Karlene kissing Robert and with so much passion
she was almost in his lap. Laughing they both turned to finish watching the
game, both were shocked when Tala had Wolfborg make a great ice-berg,
Neca screamed out Tala's name when the smoke cleared and she saw the
ice in his place, Nattie turned a worried gaze on her before looking at Kai
and his friends. Karlene jerked her head up when she heard Neca's voice,
the sorrow and terror dripped off her tone, Karlene watched her upset that
Tala would knowingly cause her such great pain, Robert had left her side not
long ago to go talk to Max's mother Judy about his Bit-Beast, Karlene let her
gaze slide from Neca to Nattie, understanding the love and support in her
Jade green eyes was not only for the love of her life, but for her best friend
as well. Angel Morgan sat beside Karlene until her boyfriend Johnny came back,
Angel knew there was more to Karlene then met the eye but seeing this deep seeded
consuren for her friends touched Angel, and she knew Robert had made a good choice.
Neca was up and running before Natalie could grab her, running the maze to the players
floor, running toward the ice-berg she was suddenly grabbed around her waist by Bryan,
stuggling against him her eyes filled with tears "Tala!" she cried sagging against Bryan as
tears flowed down her cheeks. Tala looked up at the screen to the right of him and saw
Neca, tears streaming down her beautiful tanwy colored face, her Blueish, Greenish,
Greyish, Brownish eyes filled with pain and tears, he was angry at himself for being the
cause of her such greif, "Tala!" he had heard her scream before he could hear her no
more and the sound of her voice in such a state torn at what was left of his heart. Kai
searched the crowd for Natalie, finding her watching him and his team mates he smiled
trying to give as much comfort to her as he could, he was brought out of his thoughts by
Max running forward to the ice-berg, Kai knew Max's pounding would never break the ice,
only Tyson or Tala winning could do that but it would also give Tala's girl-friend idea's.
Robert was in shock, who in the world could love Tala enough to sob for him in such a
way, who could get close enough to really greive for a person who helped try to take over
the world, it boggled the mind, but then again from what he had learned from Karlene,
Neca was anything but someone, she was a firey young woman who had proven herself
to be equel to any royal in the world. Neca started beating at Bryans arms trying to get
to Tala but Bryan was far to strong for her to break his hold on her, with a broken sigh
she sank to the floor to watch and wonder what would happen to her Tala, she watched
as he won the second round, and the third was a blur to her. Her gaze locked with Tala
as Dragoons blade defeated Wolfborgs she felt more scalding hot tears burned her
eyes as the brigh white light engulfed both Tala and Tyson, <Good-Bye my Tala, I'll miss
you my love> she thought her heart filled with dread as the ice-berg shattered then broke
to peices, she just knew her Tala wasn't alright, she was shocked and very happy when she
saw him standing there with Tyson shaking his hand. Natalie jumped up and ran down to the
players floor, seeing Kai she threw her arms around his neck and laughed "Kai remember
hun, your the one who trained him" she giggled into his shoulder, she lifted her head to look
into his garnet colored eyes, she rubbed their foreheads together "I love you Kai" she
whispered breathing in his scent, "I love you to my Angel" he responded closing his eyes.
Neca slowily picked herself up off the ground finding that while she had been out of it
Bryan had carried her to the Demolition Boys players box, she stood there on trembling
legs as Tala made his way toward her, when he reached her, he reached out one of his
hands and stroked her long dark brown hair away from her face, seeing the tears tracks,
he gentley let his for-finger trace them, "I hope I didn't scare you much love" he told her
as he pulled her closer to him, "yes you did but I forgive you" she told him before sinking
into his arms. Karlene was waiting for Robert right where he had left her, she turned to
him with a smug look on her face, "see told ya, Neca could change him so you owe me two
grovels in front of your friends" she told him her face starting to break into a grin,
"all right but remember you only won because you know them better then I do" he said so
close to pouting she just had to giggle. Johnny walked up behind Angel wrapping his arms
around her "we won Johnny" she asked in a whisper "we won" he said his voice strong, she
smiled up at him and was met by his silver eyes gazing at her, she leaned up and kissed him
soundly before taking a hold of his hand. Running up to the other they left to try to pry
Karlene and Robert off each other, "Robert you're gonna marry her in 4 months so can't
you two keep your this couple thing PG around the rest of us" Johnny shouted before we
hear the others of their team laughing. Tala continued to hold Neca as tight as he could
running his fingers through her hair and whispering things to her in Russian he wanted to
hold her forever but he knew he couldn't, "Tala, oh Tala I was so worried about you" she
whispered in his ear, Tala just held her closer, he had thought when he met her, she couldn't
get anymore beautiful, but here she was in his arms and she was perfect, quickily he brought
her head up and claimed her mouth with his, his kiss was hard and full of fire and passion but
it also marked her in a way nothing else could, "Mine!" he growled when he let her go and she
smiled up at him still a bit dazed, "Yours" she told him pulling him into another drugging kiss.





Okay one I'm so sorry it took so long, but first my muses went on strike,
they wanted more time to themselves. Second my computer broke *breaks
down sobbing* I couldn't even read any stories. Also I would like to send this
last chapter to my friend Lady Blade, so without anymore upsets here is the last
chapter of 'A Slayed Angel'.

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6 YEARS LATER.
Kai sat down at the computer desk in his home office and brought up
livejournal on his computer screen, typing in a screen name he knew so
well, seeing a new update he began to read.

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Hey babes it me again, don't know what to talk about this time around, so I'll
just tell you how everyone is doing 'K. Johnny and Angel got married and now
have four kids, three boys and one girl, who has her daddy wrapped around her
pinky finger. Robert and Karlene are married and have a little girl named Lily,
she's just like her Mom. Oliver met this nice girl in Spain it was love at first
sight, they're planning their wedding as we speak, Enguriqa was tied down a
year ago by get this, a male basher,(snickers) it was so funny, but both are happy
so I guess it's alright. Bryan met this great girl named Maria, (Ria for short) and
no one can remember what the old Bryan was like anymore, she's been so good
for him, you wouldn't believe it they've been married for about 3 years now and
have two little boys. Spencer is dating a girl none of us have met yet, we joke
about how he can't keep her to himself forever, but we all know Spencer will
bring her around when he's ready. Ian is also dating, someone she is so sweet,
no idea how he ended up with her (shakes head) no idea at all. Tala and Neca
have been together since the World Tornament, Tala and the others were freed
from BioVault not long after Tyson beat Tala and since then no one has been able
to tear them apart, they already have one little girl and theirs already another bun in
the oven, if you catch my drift. Ray is currently trying to talk his girl-friend into marrying
him, not that she's taking the offer that one has... well I don't know what you'd call it
lets just say she thinks, there is no room for marrige in their life as long as she's able
to keep up her stubborn end of the deal. Max is dating this cool girl not sure what her
name is never can remember it, she just as hyper as he is, if not more so. Kenny married
Hilliery their the perfect couple, Tyson is happy with his live in girl-friend, and two kids
and I'm happy for them. Oh yeah and I got married 2 years ago, I'm still the happiest I've
ever been, he's great and ya know what? Your the one that got us together, I never would
have guessed when I started talking about my life someone would have written back,
and that someone would change my whole life. Thank you LJ, I'll never be able to thank
you enough.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~< br /> Kai signed off smiling to himself, "what are you doing?" a voice asked from behind him
as soft warm arms wrapped around his broad shoulders, Kai smiled softly leaning back
into the embrace of his wife. "Nothing much, shouldn't you be resting? it's not easy to
carry the weight of two other people ya know," he stated leaving her arms to turn around
and hold her as close as her pregant state would allow. "Oh Kai don't worry about it, I'm
fine even the doctor said it was better for me to move around as much as I could," Nattie
told him smiling at the concern of his face, "besides it's not like I'm gonna break something
I'm only in my 7th month anyway, nothing to worry about" she told him. Kai still didn't look
to pleased to she walked over to the couch and sat down, patting the spot next to her, she waited
until he sat down in the offered seat before snuggling up to him. Kai held her close, nuzzling his
nose into her soft blond hair smiling to himself, Kai thought back over their years together and
smiled, he never would have thought all those years ago that reading could give him the greastest
gift in the world....his own loving family.

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Yes I know corny ending, but hey it has fluff and fluff is good, of course smut is even better,
but I don't write smut, want good Yaoi smut go to my friend Angel_Slayer, want good straight
smut, don't go to anyone I know. Well it late and I'm tired so just a little warning, in a week I'm
gonna post a chapter thanking everyone that reviewed my story, now this chapter is just for them
so yes this is the end of the story, if I feel like it I might right a follow up story but it's not likely.
Well Bye