Breathe

Heyyyyyyzzzzzzzzzzzz, ish me Miro!!!! =^^=. Ima gonna dedicate this for ma buds:

@LIN- Love ya a lots.

@KIINA- u like it so much that ima gunna dedicate it for u too… *huggles

@JEN- keep being cool gurl XD

@COOLMINT- OI PA!!! Tb t dedico esta XD!! Why am I talking Portuguese? *shrugs

@SPEARMINT- HITOSHI'S IN SUAS GANDAS MALUCAS!! PORTO 4E!!!!! XD

And thats all!! Well got not much ta say about this fic. I was just crazy and did all this. Of course its TYKAI!!!! Also other coupling, if u wanna know go read!! =^^=. WARNING!!!! LEMON, ANSGT AND YADDA YADDA!!!!!!!! ENJOY!!!!

Chap1-Prologue

-Life in a dairy's page

Yeah, I know it. I know all of it. I know every single thing about me, whether is true or not. If it's something I find about me myself, or heard from someone. But still I can't understand something.

The water silently runs to it's path, the never ending glowing of the sun reflecting on the liquid.

I have a gift…something inside me that attracts people to me. After they meet me they start to like me. Want to hang out with me and stuff like that. And I hate it.

Little fishes come to the surface once in a while, the rays of sun reflected by their scaled skin.

Yeah, you heard me right. I hate attracting people to me. I wished I could be alone. Come to think of it, I never have a single second alone. Everybody's always around me. When I finally manage to get away from one, another comes after me. Or just to hang out or to challenge me.

The warm wind delicately massages the grass, singing while the grass dance at it's rhythm.

I still love Beyblade, but…thanks to it now I'm famous. Now I not only have to worry about my friends but also have to worry about so many that just want to steal my title or Dragoon. And I'm sick of all of this. For some reason, my friends after hanging with me for a while, they leave me, for their own or to someone else. That's why I hate this gift.

Naïve dark blue hair softly goes in all directions the wind says it to go, a piece of grass balancing with the moves of soft pink lips.

It's so sad. I know I'm talking like it's no big deal, but it's true. For some time now I gave up caring so much about this. I can't guess when they'll leave me, but they do it. All of them. Sooner or later. The very first time was when Hitoshi left me all alone with my parents. Or did someone abandoned me before? No matter.

Fingers were moving in all directions, making sound everything the tip of what it contains touched the material being held by another hand.

I trusted him with all my strength and he just turned his back on me. Ray nearly did the same but I managed to convince him to come back, but honestly I don't know why I bothered.

Line after line is filled by a blue colour, the grass being delicately held by those lips mentioned earlier is released and is following blindly the wind to wherever it softly blows.

Next was Kai, who left me for some stupid power. And after the world championships in Russia, they all left me, except Kenny who lives in Japan too. At least they said goodbye, and send a card. How sweet of them. It disgusts me.

Complete silent filled all surroundings for a second, soon the songs of the winds and the running water returning, but the writing sound was still to come. One more second has pass, and another, finally the fingers lowered themselves and continued their earlier dance.

And Kai thinks he's the only one believing that friendship is worthless time. Ok, who left me then? Kenny…he didn't talked to me during summer vacations, nor visited me. He talked to me only in school, just because I was the only one he knew in class. Great friends I have, ne? I'm not finished yet. My other buds before the Bladebreakers were formed also left me.

A humming joined all the songs of the elements surrounding him, sadly imitating a memorized song. So softly, so hard to hear.

Some moved, others just didn't cared about me anymore, because some believed that I was now like those famous arrogant guys, and others were jealous of me being famous. Bakas…they can have my title for all I care. But I can't open my hand like that. I would call more attention then. Then…hold on.

It stopped.

Now I remember. That PMS bitch. I think she had a crush on me and started to hate Beyblade just cause it was the reason why I left, when I was informed that I was going to travel through the world with the Bladebreakers. Like she ever bothered to see how cool it is. And then when I returned she kept talking to me, but only when I returned to school, since she didn't saw the news. She hates Beyblade in all ways. She just joined me cause of me being famous…about her crush on me I don't know, because I think that she's homophobic. Anyway, then Kane was the next to betray me, but he was brought up to his senses.

The sound of the pen was the only think filling the silent once again, ignoring the warm wind rushing a little harder, soon soothing a little.

And why did I even bothered bringing them to their right minds? That's the Tyson I decided to make them know and believe. I don't have other choice. I don't want anybody knowing me. Not a single thing of the real me. Then came Zeo, that robot guy. I think I'm forgetting others who hurt me. No wonder. So many to count.

The blueness is being eaten away slowly by a new yellow forming far down on the horizon, the sun on top of it, drowning deep into another world far away to warm it up.

Then came Max who left to America again to his mom, and to join the All Starz, Ray joined the White Tigers, Kai? Bastard didn't even bothered say a thing and left just like that when nobody was looking. I should've known. A few days before he left he had been acting different.

The strong yellow glowing on the water weakening at every second that passes, at every single inch of blue sky disappearing between darkness and running light.

Why did I ever dare to even think in trusting him? He left me once, and he did it again. And this time none bothered to send me a damn postcard or anything…well Ray and Max bothered to say goodbye. I still remember the day Kai left. It took Hillary and Kenny to realise it after two days past.

Fingers once again stopped their dancing moves, head raised, facing the sun hiding slowly between a new formed sunset.

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Tyson's POV

"Tyson!" I heard an annoying voice call me. I knew it way too well. It was the PMS's bitch. And here she was with Kenny on her tail holding on his stupid laptop as usual. What's all this yelling about? I'm getting a headache again.

"Tyson have you seen Kai?"

I should've guessed. It's been two days since he left and now they decided to worry. Well no surprise. The guy usually disappear for one day, since he knew my and the other's reactions if he was gone for more than one day. I shook my head, now annoyed. I got a fucking headache just to hear this crap. But somehow I can't stop wondering where he is. What's wrong with me? No, that's a wrong question. He for sure returned to the Abbey again. I saw that his cold walls were being build slowly again before he left. The question that is nagging on the back of my mind is; how is he doing? And again, what's wrong with me? How can I just think of him after what he did?

"Maybe he was kidnapped by Dr. Zaggart again!"

The PMS known as Hillary shouted with panic and I had to cover my ears. I knew she was going to bring that same old shit of terrorists. That's all she sees around. This girl is seeing way to much movies.

"Or maybe he has been robbed and is now badly hurt, while we are here!!!"

She yelled again in a way like it was my fucking fault. "He's fine…" I merely said and got up, turning to the source of a sound. "Yo, Hillary I couldn't find Kai anywhere!"

Said a all to familiar voice, and the owner of it showed up. "Daichi."

Kenny called out, and as usual, there was Gramps on his tail. I didn't turned to see, but I heard the footsteps.

"No worries…it seems that Tyson here knows where he is but didn't told us sooner!!" Hillary said and emphases the last words. "He's gone for good, Hillary…"

I said and started to walk off. "And how you know that?"

Gramps asked accusingly. He had been acting differently towards me ever since he meet Daichi. I think I mentioned that many times now. "I saw him go away at night." And so I left and I didn't cared how everybody looked behind me. Truth is, I lied. I didn't saw Kai go. I just heard sounds at night two days ago, and I didn't bothered to check since I was expecting this.

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Normal POV/ Tyson's POV

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The pen continued its way, line to line, balancing in all directions creating words.

They went after me to get better answers from me. I gave it all and finished it as quickly as possible. It had been one month now. And…did I mentioned that my Dad and Gramps also left me?

Slowly the pace of the pen went to normal speed, touching virgin space on the lines, the fingers trying to have control over rage that threatens to take over.

Well my dad is in his usual obsession over his work, ever since I've born, and my Gramps trade me for that damn kid Daichi. He just had to come and make it all worse. The old man prefer the kid better than me.

Ignoring difference, the fingers kept dancing.

And he's getting worse. I'm getting less attention. He's just as immature and naïve and annoying as me but they prefer him better…

The sounds of writing stopped ´…prefer him better…´ and a smirk formed on lips, the sky now forming a mix between yellow, orange and pink, the cloud's colour matching the ones the sun gave the sky, and on the top of the sky was still the blue sky, dying into a midnight blue, matching the teen's hair.

…if they prefer him better then maybe I can get a rest from this fucked up life more often.

"TYSON!!!" came a yell and the blue head didn't bothered turning around. He closed his journal and away from the owner of that voice's sight. "Hey Daichi…what's up?" he asked still on his position, hearing the soft pants coming from behind him.

"Hey, Tyson. Gramps wanna you there at your house now." And with that he left after Tyson had nodded with a "You go ahead." He pulled his journal out of it's hidden place and continued writing.

Right now, I'm here at that place where I meet Kai for the first time. And why can't I stop thinking about him? It's been happening after he had left me for Black Dranzer. Am I in love or something?

That difference from a while ago returned after hiding away from the red head kid. Vision becoming a little blur. A weak blur that soon disappeared.

Why did I bothered? Just to end up sad again? No one will ever get my heart, not even Kai. I've been hurt enough…anyway, it's impossible that he would ever love me back. I talked like I'm really in love with him…whatever. There's way too much in my mind.

And after writing down that part he got up and walked to his house, awaiting for the usual Gramps' yells, Hillary's little game to get into his nerves, and Daichi drooling over Gramps' oh so cool moves of martial arts, and Kenny typing away like a tornado on his laptop and Dizzy's annoying voice joining the mess.

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GUAAAAAAH!! FINI 1CHAPPIE!!!!!!!!!! *ish tired…* TBC!!!!!!!!!

And dunno when ima gonna update but oh well….. soon, later…who knows…really hoped that u liked it. BABAY!!!! TYKAI 4E!!!!!!*punches fist on air.* er….review? ^^;;;;