Beyblade Fan Fiction ❯ Fall to Pieces ❯ Confusion ( Chapter 4 )

[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]

A night past by me as if just a silent brink that can take everyone and save them with a worriless sleep. All rest is needed for me, I felt like I dropped my soul when I attacked Kai. It took everything I had to take control like that. But it was but one time will I ever risk myself just to get the one I love.

Seromi arrived a long while before I came in to sleep, I felt her give me a soft kiss on my forehead. I slept fine, but I woke up at 2am in the morning. So this tells me that I have a faulty sleeping schuedule. I got up and made a small sandwich, then I used the bathroom. But as I was brushing my teeth I fainted, it was bad use of energy. I was never a night person, I lay there on the floor thinking of Kai. I was crying myself to death silently, what have I done. I hope everything just hadn't changed my relationship with him negatively.

But it possibly couldn't, after all I was submitting pleasure to him. I was just being paranoid, but yet another demon invaded my mind, an innocent demon.

I got up to the energy failure passed and I was able to boot myself up again. I looked in the mirror and just pulled my hair back in anger. Then I just lifted myself up again and saw that I was immersing through all this torture I was receiving. I had to do something to end the indecisive overload of my mind.

I went out into the living room and sat on the couch rubbing my stomach from a sudden pain that struck me. I was falling on the floor screaming in pain, then Seromi ran in, hit the lights and came over to me.

"Tyson! Are you okay?"She asked me lifting me slowly back on the couch and staying next to me.

I was breathing fast and hard, and was about to throw up everywhere but luckily Seromi carried me quickly back into the bathroom and let me hover over the toilet. Small bits of blood were coughed out of my mouth, My face turned red and I was crying hysterically. She stayed next to me and rubbed my back. I was a total wreck. I didn't want to be around Seromi looking like this, but she didn't care, she just wanted to make sure I was okay.

"It'll be fine, just hang on Tyson." She said almost crying along with me. She was one of those special people who could feel exactly what pain you were experiencing. I was always wondering how big of a heart you would need to have an ability like that.

After I calmed, she told me to have a minute to myself and if I needed anything I would call for her. Then she left the bathroom. I washed my face and rinsed my mouth out with warm water. I then just dipped my head in my arms so irritated with the way I was reacting to some things.

I went out of the bathroom and saw that Seromi was watching a bit TV and drinking some coffee. She then set her drink down and came over to me and put her hand over my forehead. "You're burning up!" She said, she took her hand away and took me over to the couch. She turned the heating off and got some ice water for me. The TV was then turned down, and I looked over to Seromi with my half-closed eyes.

"I'll be fine." I said to her, besides; once my mind really wants to decline that I'm sick, I will instantly feel redeemed and ready to continue on with the vacation so I can do the things I want to do. Also the first beyblade battle is today and no way am I going to miss something like that because I'm not feeling well. I was never one to complain when I was under the weather, but when my mind would get sick I would show it with blood being coughed up or uncontrollable crying. But not now, I won't let it happen now.

She smiled faintly as she saw that my pains were slowly wearing away. Seromi came over to me and gave me a kiss on my cheek and rubbed my leg caringly. I just dropped back onto the cushion of the couch and let out a loud sigh. The intenseness of all the physical pain caused by emotional was unspeakable to that matter, but it always managed to go away as fast as it could.

"Why don't you get more sleep so you can hang out with your friends later." She said as she came over to me with a blanket and tucked me in on the couch. She turned off the lights and gave me a wink before doing so. I smiled at her and looked out the window to see the dark colors of the mysterious sky.

As morning arrived, I was able to wake up early again and yawned. I would look out that window again and see the light blue summer sky to flash in my face. I covered my face with a huge grin knowing that I wasn't so sick anymore. I went over to the kitchen and got out supplies to make a nice breakfast for me and Seromi. I had a few sweet spots on cooking, I was able to work with the stove and microwave for all that counts. I got out pans, milk, pancake mix, eggs, and measuring cups to begin. I made the mix and poured it onto the pan for it to bake.

I waited and flipped the pancakes, then when they were done I put them on a plate and set them on a table. I then went into Seromi's room seeing her sleep soundly, I then spoke her name softly and rubed her arm. She smiled pleasurably as she opened her eyes to see that I was right above her giving her a sweet smirk. She quickly grabbed me and gave me a near-death hug. I squirmed and laughed as she just made me press against her puffy bosom.

"I made you breakfast." I said with a very adorable voice. She clapped her hands together and let out a heavy gasp.

"Oh, really!" She said, then she reached again to give me a crushing hug.

"Of course silly, come on!" I said fixing my hat all messed up from her rough housing. She came out and opened her eyes widely to see the thoughtful thing that I did for her.

"I just had to make it up to you since you were taking care of me." I said sitting down and attacked the milk and gulped most of it down.

"It looks awesome!" She said as she grabbbed the force and went for the pancakes and drowned them in syrup.

"Thanks." I said as I started to eat as well.

Seromi made moaning sounds as she swallowed the pancakes, I blushed and smiled a little flattered by that. "So what are you planning to do today?" She asked me finally getting a drink from eating a whole pancake without even breathing.

"Uh, I might hang out with Rei or something. I have to talk to him about something really important." I said. The truth is that I haven't seen him since yesterday early afternoon, and it even hurt me to look at him leave me with such horrible previous recalls. I just have to get closure with the painful situations I left him with.

"Really? What's that?" She asked me, scanning me really thoroughly with her shiny turqouise eyes. I looked at her shaking quitely, I couldn't tell her exactly why; she would laugh forever.

"Nothing, just something about a beyblade." I said looking down, and started at the other pancake. She squinted her eyes at me, I was frightened; how could she be so deep within a person's true thoughts.

"Nuh uh! That's not it. You said "Importatant" That doesn't sound real enough for me to beleive that. Come on, what is it? You can tell me." She said leaning in.

I hesitated and almost caused sweatdrops to go roll down my face. "Uh, it's nothing I should tell you." I remarked. Damn why would I say that, now she's going to be more suspicious.

"Please tell me, I won't judge you!" She said giving me a cute frown. But I just won't let her know, it's too risky.

Then I stopped, Seromi was a trustwoorthy person, but is it going to affect our relationship if I let her know that I'm having timid love situations about the opposite sex. Fine, I guess I'm going to have to come out with it. There's no other way to get by her now.

"It's that... well..." I was interrupted at my expense.

"Come on. don't be shy about it." She said rubbing the table to sweep off crumbs, then she took down the rest of the milk.

Then I had a useable idea to keep her away from the precise problem, but I can give her the message.

"Can I be indefinite?" I said tilting my head for an answer. She nodded and smiled anxiously.

"Well, I have a friend and were just really close, but I have another one that wants to be really close and so do I. But I don't want them to fight over me cause they are always trying to find time to hang out with me. Would I have to choose one over the other?" I asked. I squinted my eyes hoping that she didn't go for the wrong idea.

"Hmm, well can't you hang out with them equally? I mean from what I know; guys usually shouldn't have this kind of problem. But if one is mentally more important than the other; then you should stick with what your heart is telling you." She told me, she explained her answer thoroughly and sweetly. I knew what she was getting at, but I still could not make out what my destined decision is. I love them both, but is it really possible to only have one. Now I'm just being greedy, well of course I would have to choose one, I can't have both. That would just make the jealousy even more stronger.

But Kai never did say he wanted to commit to me, but what I feel now that his esscence is lingering inside of me... Wait his cum that I swallowed after my action on taking him in, that's what might have caused me to have sickly feelings or over-emotional break downs. It's too much for me to handle, what should I do? Damn, it's just too hard!

"You have stronger feelings for them than just friendship, don't you?" She said looking down with an unsad face, why would she say that and not even be hurt or upset, or even ashamed of me?

"Uh, no! It's not like that at all!" I defended. I didn't want Seromi to think I was a freak liking other guys.

"Hm? No, I see that in your eyes. You have a strong care for these friends you are describing, you are in love." She said with instant tears falling from her precious green eyes, but her face wasn't showing any emotion.

I stared at her with shocked eyes, and my pulse was racing. How could she know?

To Be Continued...

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