Beyblade Fan Fiction ❯ Fear ❯ Fear ( Prologue )
[ Y - Young Adult: Not suitable for readers under 16 ]
By: Angels Pain 
joses pov
Anime/Manga: Beyblade Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Hentai / / Angst | Type: One Shot | Uploaded On: 12.13.2004 | Pages: 1 | Words: 641 | Visits: 442 | Status: Completed
joses pov
Anime/Manga: Beyblade Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Hentai / / Angst | Type: One Shot | Uploaded On: 12.13.2004 | Pages: 1 | Words: 641 | Visits: 442 | Status: Completed
I have like all these story ideas! Its annoying. M'ok peoples, THIS IS A RAPE FIC! YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED!!!! *glares at flamers* *Flamers look guilty* *Takes out a knife* I use knives to totture people who flame me, believe me, someone called me a Goth once, and my friends had to restrain me from killing her.
Ozuma: You had better not be writing about..-looks below- oh..shit...
Joseph -walks in, holding my brothers evil cat who was purring-: whats wrong?
-Smirks- Jose, you'll hate me for the rest of our lives..
Joseph: I already hate you.
-scowls- I know.
Ozuma: no kiddies allowed -looks highly disturbed..-
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The scars run deep in my wrist, I have been cutting myself since...well, we wont go there. No one knows what had happened, I kept my mouth shut. I was afraid..I am afraid. No one can even see the scars. My girlfriend can tell that something is wrong, she keeps asking, I've been lying to her. I've been trying to convince myself that it was nightmare..it wasnt..I know that.
Nightmares cant just scare you forever. I wake up crying everynight-sometimes-yet it feels like everynight I cant sleep. The fear still there, the fear of being alone and the night. Sometimes, I stall my time being with Taylor. She recently left for Egypt to be with her friends there and to record a CD.
I asked her to write a sad song about suicide and hate. She agreed it and had written it. She never questioned as to why. She never even questioned me, I guess she understands me. She was just taken away from her father, since he was doing drugs.
Anyways, back on topic, even though I had forgiven it still haunts me and bassicly changed who I was. I dont want to be a cutter, but like a drug, its addictive. Taylor should know that, her friend had died from cutting, she tried to stop her friend befor it was to late and she failed. Her friend died. Taylor couldnt even convince herself that her friend was gone..till she had realized that she cant live in a dream world. Yet..what had happened that one night still comes back as a nightmare.
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I woke up crying last night. -blinks- I just remembered that.
Ozuma: Your slow.
Joseph: Why did you wake up crying anyways?
I dunno..I cant even remember the dream. But this wasnt the first time though..I woke up crying before.....
Ozuma: Duh, you didnt cry at the funeral. So Gods making you cry at night.
-glares- YOU LIE! He would NEVER make me cry at night! Hes too kind...
Ozuma: I just read the Bible though I have no idea who God is or Jesus in that case...
-sweatdrops- duh, your from a village. But why dont go to a different topic? Can you do my science homework for me?
Ozuma: Hell no! You should've gont to Wolf Ridge, then you wouldnt have work to do!!!
Um, Ozuma, it December, I dont want to freeze in the cold espcially at night sine they go on those hikes...
Ozuma: Hey, its only one chance you get! And besides, I live in a village, so I'm used to the coldness..and yet..-smirks-
O.O Ummmmmmmmmmmmm Jose, can..get Ozuma back to being sane? Hes better that way....
Joseph: Okay, OZUMA! Tyson just lost Dragoon!
Ozuma: WHAT! -runs to Tysons Dojo-
R&R please dont flame.
Ozuma: You had better not be writing about..-looks below- oh..shit...
Joseph -walks in, holding my brothers evil cat who was purring-: whats wrong?
-Smirks- Jose, you'll hate me for the rest of our lives..
Joseph: I already hate you.
-scowls- I know.
Ozuma: no kiddies allowed -looks highly disturbed..-
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The scars run deep in my wrist, I have been cutting myself since...well, we wont go there. No one knows what had happened, I kept my mouth shut. I was afraid..I am afraid. No one can even see the scars. My girlfriend can tell that something is wrong, she keeps asking, I've been lying to her. I've been trying to convince myself that it was nightmare..it wasnt..I know that.
Nightmares cant just scare you forever. I wake up crying everynight-sometimes-yet it feels like everynight I cant sleep. The fear still there, the fear of being alone and the night. Sometimes, I stall my time being with Taylor. She recently left for Egypt to be with her friends there and to record a CD.
I asked her to write a sad song about suicide and hate. She agreed it and had written it. She never questioned as to why. She never even questioned me, I guess she understands me. She was just taken away from her father, since he was doing drugs.
Anyways, back on topic, even though I had forgiven it still haunts me and bassicly changed who I was. I dont want to be a cutter, but like a drug, its addictive. Taylor should know that, her friend had died from cutting, she tried to stop her friend befor it was to late and she failed. Her friend died. Taylor couldnt even convince herself that her friend was gone..till she had realized that she cant live in a dream world. Yet..what had happened that one night still comes back as a nightmare.
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I woke up crying last night. -blinks- I just remembered that.
Ozuma: Your slow.
Joseph: Why did you wake up crying anyways?
I dunno..I cant even remember the dream. But this wasnt the first time though..I woke up crying before.....
Ozuma: Duh, you didnt cry at the funeral. So Gods making you cry at night.
-glares- YOU LIE! He would NEVER make me cry at night! Hes too kind...
Ozuma: I just read the Bible though I have no idea who God is or Jesus in that case...
-sweatdrops- duh, your from a village. But why dont go to a different topic? Can you do my science homework for me?
Ozuma: Hell no! You should've gont to Wolf Ridge, then you wouldnt have work to do!!!
Um, Ozuma, it December, I dont want to freeze in the cold espcially at night sine they go on those hikes...
Ozuma: Hey, its only one chance you get! And besides, I live in a village, so I'm used to the coldness..and yet..-smirks-
O.O Ummmmmmmmmmmmm Jose, can..get Ozuma back to being sane? Hes better that way....
Joseph: Okay, OZUMA! Tyson just lost Dragoon!
Ozuma: WHAT! -runs to Tysons Dojo-
R&R please dont flame.