Beyblade Fan Fiction ❯ Happily ever after ❯ Rain ( Chapter 1 )

[ T - Teen: Not suitable for readers under 13 ]
Disclamier: I do not own beyblade never have never will if I did Kai would be getting screwed he needs it badly.

Kai:Thats not nice
Rai: Its true though
Tyson: Yep shame he's too thickheaded to reilize it
Max: Please review!

The salt water slowly fills my lungs expanding them as if they were filled with the lifegiving air instead of the salty seawater to which I now lay in. The sun is shining thru the water and I can feel my heart start to slow down I know I should be struggling against my salty embeding but I just smile instead. Everyone was always saying how I always smiled and was never sad.

I guess I cannot blame them after all I was always a good actor, unless I was around him...he made me show my emotions made me wear them on my sleave. Maybe that's why I feel in love with him maybe that's why he told me he loved me even when he didn't. But then I found him and....tears from at my eyes but I hold them back my body finally hits the sandy bottom of the ocean and darkness creeps into my eyes. My hand starts to open and I let it the thorns slip from my skin and the blood flow from my hand turning the water into a murky red but only for a few moments before it dissapers. My hand slowly reaches towards the sky and I relize something before my heart completely stops and the darkness takes over compeletly 'Nothing ends with happily ever after this is my aphinay.

::Earlier that day::

Tyson sighed as he woke up that morning to the sun's first rays cascading upon his eyes and his hair cascaded upon teh pillow like a fallen angel woken from a dream. He sighed as he got up from his bed knowing that he wouldn't find his lover laying next to him, after all Kai didn't love him not really he loved Tala. I walked right in on them having sex, Kai was toatlly enraptured with his new lover and he didn't even notice me. His hands had shook and blood had formed in his palms as Tala had smirked at him, oh yes Tala was laughing at him. Tyson felt his heart clench slightly and his mouth tighten a bit more, nobody cared for him not really.

His granfather had died a few years before when he was seventeen and his brother was home for the fuckin holidays. His dad was on a dig and his friends had broken up their happy little group a while before. He bit the inside of his mouth allowing the tangy taste of his blood overcome his senses. Tears threatened to spill but he held them back, he walked over to his computer and typed in his pin number to the open website, his will was already finished he sent the email along with the password and flicked off the screen.

His whole life was a fuckin struggle to survive and he was tired, lonly and just plain sick of it was that hard to understand? He walked over to his closet and pulled out a pair of leather pants that were a gift from his lover along with a plain black shirt, he tugged off his clothes and left them lying on the floor like he always did, his bed unmade nothing was out of place. Nobody would suspect until they found his suicide note anbd by then he would be dead.

Tyson walked out of his room and walked down the hall of his home, looking at the detailed carvings in some of the wood for what he knew would be the last time. His feet carried him to the family shrine and he walked into the traditonal room the great family sword lay in it's sheath the intricate carvings on its sheath gleamed in the light as he walked over to it. His knees hit the traditonal wooden floor and he neeled before it. He felt the tears again push at his eyes but he held them back.

He closed his eyes and bowed his head to the place which the leagendry spirit had dwelled and started to pray. 'Dragoon, the spirit that has watched my clan for over a hundred years, the great dragon who controls the winds and thunder and quenches the fire. I am giving my life of my own free choosing, it is not of any fault of yours, you did not fail in your sworn duty of protection, maybe it was I who failed. Was I not strong enough to quench the fire of the phonix was I not good enough? I always wanted nothing but love gramps gave me that he was the only form of comfort besdies Kai when he left to go join our ansestors, I think I died. That was when Kai said he loved me, I was stupid to relize that he was only offering comfort and didn't mean the words of love and promises that he whispered in my ear as he took my virginty. I loved him, but he did not return my affections and so there is nothing left but darkness and disspare. Nothing not even the powerfull stroms can wash it away, not even the power of the phonix could burn it, and so I will leave. Please Dragoon spirit if we ever held any sort of connection please grant me my wish, take care of Hiro, Kai, Kenny, Max, Rei Hil and all of the others. But most of all take care of Tala if he makes Kai happy then so be it, I will disapper and be ersed to leave them in piece. Thank you'

Tyson sighed as he got up and walked out of the door, into the suns rays none of them reached his skin though he was so cold. Tyson walked to his truck and clambered in a bouquet of roses were lying in the passengers seat as he took off to the coast, as he neared the se and the salty taste and smell asoulted him his mind began to wander. He pondered about many things where would he be buried, would anyone cry for his death, would they all just forget his like a bad dream. His hands clenched the wheel as he drove to the cliff where Kia had told him that he loved him. A perfect begging to a perfect ending, Tyson plucked the roses from his seat and opened the door to his old pickup not bothering to turn it off. He walked staedy over to the rocky edge and took a rose form the bouquet, a single white rose among all of the black he clutched it in his hand and felt the thorns tear into his skin before he pulled the ribbion that held the dark flowers together and let them fall like rose peatals into the clashing waves.

He breathed in the salty air and sighed soflty as he shook his head letting his ahir fall out off the leather band that had held the silkin strands together. He opened his arms wide and closed his eyes before falling backwards into the waters bellow him. He felt himself speed towards his grave and he smiled lightly as the water carresed him and he fell into darkness.

::Two months later::
Kai stood before a grave, the white marble shone as a wind sweeped thru the crowd warnig of a summer storm. You could praticlly taste the mostuire on the air. And even as it started to pour Kai never moved from his place neeling bedside of the grave of the one he loved. Tyson was dead, suicide but Kai knew the truth it was his fault, it was murder and he had commited the crime. Kai wanted to scream wanted to rip out his hair and feel pain like never before! But everyone kept on telling him the it wasnt his fault, Kai knelt on the grave and took the gun from his waistband. Kai felt the cool metal on his skin and his finger slowly pulled back he heard everything as if in slow motion. The bullet as it slid into place, the resounding click teh bullet as it was pushed form the barrel and spread into his temple. The darkness came and rain fell upon the ground washing blood into it, staing the brown ground red. And the heavens seemed to cry and smile all at once as two lovers met in the heavens and there wings combing molding as they held eachother and cried. Maybe some things end with happily ever after.

Rain In stood in the rain,rembering,whislt trying to forget all of my pain, the death the pain the hurt,trying to forget everything only to remeber,but still I stand in the rain, and try to wipe clean these memories, but the only thing that will wipe them is death, as I am sure you know as you died yourself, and now as I commit my final sin to escape this pain I smile, and then... I die and I am in your arms again.