Beyblade Fan Fiction ❯ Love: Lost and Found ❯ Chapter 2: Outside Life ( Chapter 3 )

[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]

It was early Friday morning when I woke up. Two days after my confrontation with Father. I was surprised that I woke up now rather than much later. It means that Father went easy on me. I let out a breath of relief as I tried to move.

I moved my head a bit, afraid to move the rest of my body. I felt a slight throb in the back of my head and knew that my father had had his way with me while I was unconscious. I sat up and winced, confirming the fact that I was also beaten pretty badly by him as well.

I really don't see how he could get off at this. In a sense, however, I didn't feel it. So I got what I asked for . . . for once.

I looked around to find my uniform nowhere in sight and as much as I didn't want to I tried to stand, not caring that I was nude at the time. I mean my father went easy on me right?

When I was able to stand I tried to take a step. It was a big mistake on my part as I almost cried out in pain when I felt my legs give out under me and I fell back on my futon. My back hit the soft material and I almost screamed.

Father went easy on me, my sore ass!

I looked at my alarm and saw that it was at least 4:00 am. I didn't have to be at school until around 7:00 but I had to get out of here. I had to leave before Mother and Father woke up. I didn't want to hear their sorry excuses and complaints. I didn't even feel like making breakfast.

And when I say making breakfast I mean making breakfast for them. Apparently it's bad for your own child to eat breakfast with you. It doesn't make sense and it's a lot of bull but it's what my father says and whatever he says goes right?

I then decided to see what damage my father caused. I crawled off the bed and unto the floor. I continued until I got to the full length mirror. I then laughed at myself, realizing that my knees weren't hurting. It just reminds me of how long exactly I've been doing this with Father. I stopped laughing and looked at the mirror.

Oh sweet Kami . . .

I can't go to school like this!

Usually when my father "punishes" me he normally does it to the point of me bleeding but that's it and when he hits me it's just a slight bruising; nothing that I have to worry about.

I sighed. It's sad that I'm trying to justify his actions.

Anyway, I could easily make something up and tell people that I fell. It's believable nowadays seeing as how "accident prone" I am. Like when Father broke my leg when he tossed me to the floor this one time or when I got a concussion from trying to run away. I merely told everyone that I either fell or some accident when I went hiking or something. The only person who knows the truth is Lee but thankfully he doesn't say much.

I tried to stand up one more time so I could get a better look at myself and honestly I wish I hadn't.

My long raven hair fell in tangled streams. My face had a slight cut on its right cheek and my body . . . oh my body . . . I never would've imagined it. Each one darker then the last bruises littered my arms, legs and neck. Scratches and bite marks covered my chest. Well, at least I could cover those up. I then felt something trailing down my back and I groaned as I guessed what it was. I took my hand and reached over, bringing my hand back and confirming that I was right.

Blood.

Honestly . . . I really didn't want to talk about my back anymore. There're way too many stories attached to it.

I sighed. What am I gonna tell everyone this time?

As I tried to take a step to my closet I heard someone coming through my door from the back. I knew that this would get me in trouble! There's no way I could defend myself in this situation! Dammit, Father! Why the hell did you break my door?

"Ray?"

I looked to see Lee. He looked shocked.

"Lee?" I asked breathlessly.

Lee ran to me and was about to wrap his arms around me when I stopped him. He looked at me.

"My back is bleeding. I wouldn't want you to get any on your uniform."

"Like I care," He embraced me, not too tight either. He did it just right. Just the right amount of softness and roughness that lets me know that he's here and that I'm safe.

I love him so much.

"Ray, what on earth happened to you? Was it your father again? Was this why you didn't come to school?"

My mind spun from Lee's onslaught of questions. I held onto him, grateful that he was there.

Lee Chang, my boyfriend for almost four years, had shoulder length black hair and golden eyes. I say they're like a honey color but he likes when I say that they're gold. It boosts his ego. At the time he was wearing our school uniform which, for the boys anyway, consisted of either a long sleeve white button up shirt with our school logo on it, which Lee wears, or a short sleeve white shirt with the logo on it, which I wore. It was either causal or sophisticated. Guess which one I chose. The uniform also consisted of a navy blue tie also with our logo and black slacks and dress shoes. It was a typical uniform. Nothing fancy. Our school was called, 'Kagami Academy'. Kagami, meaning mirror, meant that we were supposed to not only be as best as those in the past but be better. We, the students, are supposed to be better than everyone else and set examples for those after us. This school was on the top charts and I was happy that I was able to get in with Lee.

"I'm fine, Lee. Thanks for coming over." I looked at the clock only to realize that a half an hour passed. I looked up at him and his golden eyes spoke volumes to me. I blushed slightly and looked away.

Lee smiled and kissed my neck. "What's wrong Ray?"

"Um well it's just that I'm embarrassed."

"Embarrassed of what?" He asked me.

I blushed even darker, "Well I'm nude and being held by my boyfriend, whom I love so deeply. You do the math."

Lee smiled brighter, "So you want me is that it?"

I didn't even bother to look at him. I mean why should I? He already knew the answer.

His hand trailed down my face. "Are you up for it?"

I looked at him, "I rather it be you than my father if that's what you mean." I felt tears prick my eyes again.

Lee looked shocked and upset. He knew I was terrified of my father and he knew I hated every single thing he did to me. I never really cried in front of him. I thought that it was meaningless for me to cry since I was the one that let it happen and that I refuse to make it stop.

He held me again. "It's okay, I'm here."

"I know. Thank you,"

He looked at me and kissed me softly. I loved the feel of Lee's lips. They were soft and always tasted of peaches, my favorite fruit. I looked at him and smiled, knowing he did that on purpose.

"You idiot,"

He smiled at me. I loved his smile too. It made his face brighten up so much.

"Oops, guess you've caught me. Does that mean I'm gonna get punished?"

"Maybe," I smirked.

Lee lifted me up and brought me to my bed. He then went to my bathroom and brought out a wet cloth and some alcohol. I stared at him. "Um this is punishment for me not for you."

"Come on, Ray. You know I have to. We can't have that bleeding so much."

I looked at his hands and saw that they were still bloody from my back. The cuffs of his sleeves were a little red too but I knew as well as him that he could cover those easily. I sighed and had lay down on my stomach and winced as he rubbed my back with the cloth. I silently cried out when the alcohol was added. Lee apologized every time I made a sound.

After about 5 minutes I felt him kiss my shoulder and heard him ask me to turn over. I shook my head.

"Ray what's wrong?"

I shook my head again. I didn't want to tell him. How could I tell him that I grew hard as he kept pouring the alcohol on my wounds? How could I tell him that through the whole time he was helping me I was helping myself to millions of images and memories of past rendezvous?

I then flinched as I felt him kiss my shoulder. I looked at him, knowing my face was flushed and knowing that my breathing was ragged.

Lee stared at me and I saw his eyes darken with lust. I looked lower to his pants and saw the bulge that was there. He then lifted my chin and made me stare into his darkened eyes. "Ray, what is it?"

I couldn't stand it. "Lee, touch me!" I kissed him fiercely.

I felt him respond as he flipped me over and leaned over me. He then pulled back long enough to loosen his tie and unbutton his shirt. I loved watching Lee undress, especially if it's out of his school uniform. How he yanks off his tie and unbuttons his shirt. How he carelessly tosses both objects to the floor. How could I resist him when he shows me how much he wants me?

He then leaned back to me and lowered his kisses unto my chest. I threw my head back as he showered my chest with little nips and tugs. At this point I was already rock hard and I couldn't stand his teasing anymore. I didn't think my body could handle sex right now but I did want him to touch me.

I lowered my hand and started to play with myself. I groaned as I realized how sensitive I was and that I was ready to blow at any minute.

Lee looked at me and smiled. "You want me to touch that?"

I nodded my head. So badly did I want him to touch me. My hand wasn't enough. I needed him.

"Please . . ." My breathing was short and I gasped every other second as my movements became slightly faster.

He batted my hand away and stood up. I stared at him and knew what he wanted. I sat up and he pulled his erection out, putting it in my face. I could tell that he didn't want me to tease him. I could tell that he wanted me to hurry. He was about to blow as well. I was more than eager to please him.

"Well this is a surprise," I licked my lips. "You're already so hard." Lee rolled his eyes, saying something along the lines of 'I'm always hard when I see you.'

I thought it was cute.

I placed his erection in my mouth and swallowed it whole, loving the way it tasted and loving how it twitched as I moved my tongue over the sensitive head.

"Ray . . ." He muttered as he ran his fingers through my hair. I groaned as I started to touch myself again. "Ray do you like touching yourself in front of me?"

I nodded my head slightly as I continued to suck him off. He fisted his hand in my hair and started to fuck my mouth.

I looked up slightly and saw that Lee was watching me. I knew how much he loved to watch me suck him off or play with myself. When we did have sex he loved it when we would do it doggy style or when I was riding on top of him cause I knew he loved watching himself disappear inside me. I started to move my hand faster and I groaned as I sucked him harder.

"Yeah, Ray just like that." He grunted and started to move faster as well. "Touch yourself for me. God, I love watching you."

He took himself out of my mouth and I groaned as he kneeled down to kiss me.

"Lee . . . I'm-"

"I know, Ray. Just wait I'm right there." He kissed my forehead and he grunted in my ear as he bit my earlobe. "Ray I love you. Please come with me."

I looked at him, "Lee . . ."

"Please Ray?" He smiled slightly despite holding back all his moans.

I smiled as I reached my end and kissed him. "Yes, Lee. I love you too. Come with me."

"Oh God yes!" He then laid me down on the bed and went over me. His erection over my mouth and mine already engulfed by his own. I took him in my mouth and we continued to devour each other.

It wasn't too long that the room was soon filled with moans and groans, the occasional panting and the silent scream of completion as we both released. Lee got off of me and flipped over so he could face me. We kissed sloppily and content at what we've done. However when I looked at the time it was now 6:15. I stared at Lee and attempted to get up, only to fall back to the bed. Lee giggled but understood why I was panicked. My parents, mainly my father, were going to wake up any minute. If I didn't leave soon I'm screwed! No, pun attended.

Lee got up and went to my closet, taking out a uniform and helping me put it on. I smiled as he even brushed my hair for me.

I was fixing my tie by the time Lee lifted me up, grabbed my book bag and shoes and ran out through the back. I couldn't help but think that I really needed to get money so I could fix that door.

Unfortunately we had gym class that first period. It didn't really turn out too well. For me of course.

"Wow, Ray! What the Hell happened to you?"

"Go fall in a ditch, Tatsuya!"

Our friend Hikari laughed, "Oh come on, Lee! He's just playing around!"

"No seriously though . . ." Tatsuya our other friend walked up to me. He looked concerned. "What happened Ray? You couldn't have fallen this time."

I looked away from them as I changed into my gym uniform, with the help of Lee of course.

I still couldn't stand straight on my own.

"Yeah well I did fall so leave it alone."

"Yeah he probably fell in that ditch with Tatsu."

"Shut up Hikari!"

"Look Lee I understand that you and Ray are together and what not but you don't have to be so defensive." He looked at me and smiled. "You're cool with our jokes right, Ray?"

I rolled my eyes, even though they couldn't see. "Yeah I'm fine."

Oh if only they knew!

"See?" Tatsuya patted me on the back. "He's perfectly fine!"

And because of that I fell to the ground in complete pain!

"Ray!" All my friends yelled out in unison.

"Dammit, Tatsuya!" Lee yelled.

"I'm sorry!"

I looked at them and could've sworn that the concern looks on Tatsu and Hikari's faces were fake. It's probably just my imagination.

"I'm fine." I blinked at them. "Can you help me up?"

"Sure!" Hikari instantly grabbed my hand and lifted me up. When I was standing I felt his hand on the small of my back. "Everything alright?" He asked me.

"Yeah . . . cool." I felt Lee grab unto me after that.

I rolled my eyes at Lee's possessiveness. Ever since we started dating Lee has been like that. He told me I was too beautiful and handsome to be left alone. He told me that there were vultures around me trying to eat me up. He said he was glad that a brave man like him was able to take me out of the dessert and back with him to a safer environment. It's too bad he can't take me away from my dad but it's a start at least. I'm always grateful to have Lee by my side. I really don't know what I would be without him. Oh wait I do know . . . I'd be dead.

After the incident in the locker rooms gym went pretty well. You know besides the fact that I had to sit down for all of it. It wasn't until afterwards that my life went pretty upside down . . . again.

Isn't my life great?

"Hey,"

I looked over to see Hikari. He was the only one left in the locker room. I didn't want everyone else to see my scars so I decided to change when everyone left. Lee left early to tell our English teacher that I was going to be late. What was my excuse? I fell.

I wasn't expecting Hikari to be here, however.

"Hey Hikari," I walked to a bench. "What are you still doing here?"

"Shouldn't I be asking you that?"

I didn't look at him. "I didn't feel like talking about my scars again."

"The old ones or new ones?"

I froze. For a while now I've been coming to school less often and with more bruises courteous of my father. Of course the only person who knows that is Lee. The old ones were almost gone . . . almost.

But these new ones . . .

"It doesn't matter. I didn't want to have to explain myself."

"I see,"

I proceeded to take off my shirt. Hikari was one of my close friends I didn't mind if he saw. 'Sides he already saw them earlier. It's like closing the barn after the horses left if I tried to hide them from him now.

I was so focused on not killing myself however that I didn't hear Hikari's next question.

"Did Lee do that to you?"

When I did hear it I dropped my shirt, "What?"

"Did Lee do that to you?" He repeated.

What? How come he's asking me this? He made it sound like he was discussing about the weather. He's known Lee for as long as I have. I looked at him if not stared at him.

"Lee would never hit me." I glared at him. "He would never do that. How could you even ask me that?"

Hikari shrugged his shoulders. "I just noticed that he's being a little distant lately. I also know how much attention you want from others. So I assumed that Lee probably snapped and did a couple of things." He walked closer to me. "Personally I think it's cute."

"Wait what?"

Yeah never mind the fact that he just called your lovable boyfriend a wife beater. Smooth Ray . . . real smooth.

"Did you hit your head too?" Hikari smiled. "I said I think it's cute. The way you act, the way you talk, the way you want attention and are so close to people." He was now way too close. "I just think you're so cute, Ray-Chan."

I moved away slightly, hating the way he said my name. "Don't call me that. It's aggravating."

"You like it when Lee calls you that."

I blushed, thinking about how Lee's voice would sound saying my name like that. I shook my head. "First off Lee doesn't even call me that and even if he did Lee's my boyfriend. Of course I'd let him call me that. Why wouldn't I?"

"True," Hikari stood right in front of me. "Do you need help with anything? I could tell that you're still a bit wobbly."

I couldn't deny that but I was afraid that him touching me could lead to other things.

Don't ask what you've seen my life.

I shook my head slightly. I was being too cautious. Hikari was one of my best friends and he was only trying to help.

But then why do I feel so nervous whenever he gets too close to me?

"I'm okay," I started to put back on my original uniform. "If anything I'll just sit down and put my clothes on."

"Don't you normally have to stand at a certain point?"

I smirked at him. "Believe me. I know how to do things while sitting."

He smiled, "Oh really?" He sat on the bench beside me. "If anything you could sit on my lap."

I blushed again, "No thanks." I was able to get my arms and head through the shirt when out of nowhere Hikari grabbed the hem of it and held it there.

I stared at him. "What are you doing?"

Hikari stared at my torso, "You have scars here too." He said matter-of-factly.

"So?" I touched his hand. "Can you please let go Hikari?"

Then out of nowhere Hikari leaned toward me and kissed my stomach. I cringed.

"Hikari, stop. What are you doing?"

He looked at me. "I'm making the pain go away."

I shook my head. "No you're not, stop it!" I had a really bad feeling about this.

Hikari glared at me and I was then shoved into the nearby lockers. I yelped in pain as I fell to the floor.

Dammit, why am I always right?

"Oops," Hikari walked toward me and kneeled down . "Are you okay? You're not hurt are you?"

I glared up at him.

"Scary," He lifted my head up by my hair and stared at me. "Look at the fire in your eyes. They make those golden orbs of yours stand out even more. How I love those eyes of yours."

Then he kissed me, forcing his tongue in my mouth. I groaned and used whatever strength I had to try and push him away. He released my lips and continued his glare.

"Oh come on, Ray. You know you want me."

I stared at him. How the Hell did he come up with that?

"What?"

"Oh come on I've seen the way you look at me."

"Did it look like this?" I glared at him again.

He shrugged, "Close enough." His hand then pulled my hair and his other one pulled me by my shirt collar. I was hoisted up and slammed into the lockers again.

Okay 1 my back. I will not be surprised if one day I become paralyzed from all the blows to it. 2 this is getting really annoying really fast.

He crushed his lips to mine again and he released my hair and shirt just to have one on my hip, dragging me closer to him and the other gently caressing my cheek.

"You taste so good, Ray." He moved his hand from my cheek to my head and started to massage my scalp, as if apologizing for the earlier assault. "You taste sweet . . . like peaches."

I rolled my eyes at the comment but couldn't stop the groan from escaping me as I started to enjoy Hikari's gentle assault. It was soft and kind and it started to heat me up.

When he released me I felt my face heat up as he trailed his lips down my throat. "Hikari . . . please stop. We . . . we can't be doing this."

"Why not?" He licked my adam's apple and I shuddered.

"Cause I'm with Lee and technically what I'm doing is called cheating."

"So what you're saying is . . . you love Lee?"

I nodded my head, as if it wasn't obvious. "Yes,"

"But your body is telling me otherwise." He pressed into me and I felt his throbbing want on my thigh.

"True as that may be it doesn't justify your actions." I felt my face heat up even more as I continued to speak. "You're right. Lee hasn't been giving me much attention but he has-!"

My words were cut off as Hikari's lips landed on my again.

Okay now this is annoying!

When he pulled back I started to sense movement from the other side of the room. I turned toward the sound to see Tatsuya coming over.

Finally salvation!

"Hikari, what are you doing with Ray-Chan?"

I sighed. Why is everyone calling me 'Ray-Chan'?!

"Tatsu!" I managed to get away from Hikari and managed to stumble into Tatsuya's awaiting arms. "Hikari . . . he . . . he tried to-"

"I know,"

I stared at him. "You knew? You mean you were watching as he-"

"Yeah, why not? It was cool that you started to get into it but then you started to get all choosy. What Lee don't know won't hurt him."

I stared at him. Tatsuya . . . the only other person that I ever considered a part of my family was actually watching Hikari and I as if we were the opening act of an X rated porn movie.

I couldn't believe this!

"No . . . Tatsuya. Don't tell me you . . ."

"Was actually hoping for this to happen? If I said no I'd be lying and my mom taught me better than that."

I then realized how bad my situation was at that moment.

"Hey Tatsu," I looked over at Hikari. "Bring him over,"

My eyes widened and I looked back up at Tatsuya. Please, God no.

"Hey you had your fun don't you think it's my turn?" His hand grabbed my ass. "God your ass is soft. I bet it's really tight too. Mind if I try it out?"

I shook my head and tried to get away from him but then Hikari came up from behind me and held onto my arms.

"Don't be scared, Ray. We won't hurt you." Hikari spoke in my ear.

"Yeah," Tatsuya agreed. "Well unless you try to run away that is." He then started to kiss my neck, biting and sucking. Hikari started doing the same to my ears.

Dammit, I couldn't believe that this was happening to me. I bit my lip so as to not make any noise but what they were doing was so good. I felt myself getting hard and I was silently praying that neither of them noticed.

"And what's this?" I felt Tatsuya's hand creep down my stomach.

I just had to say something!

"Well look at this, Hikari. Ray likes what we're doing!"

He sounded so proud.

"Well what are we waiting for, Tatsu? Let's make him enjoy it some more."

Hikari turned me around and pushed me onto the bench. Tatsuya then tied my hands behind my back. When they both looked at me I was able to tell that they liked what they saw.

Raymond Kon, looking like the perfect picture of a bondage slave. Hands tied behind him, long raven hair tousled and covering half my face, my cheeks stained red, my mouth parted open, lips bruised from kissing and biting, breath ragged, eyes darkened with lust, body covered with marks, clothes wrinkled and messy and a nice prominent bulge showing all my pent up emotion.

Yeah . . . I look great don't I?

"Wow," Hikari whistled. "Ain't he a beaut?"

Tatsuya nodded his head in agreement.

I glared at them, "Why are you doing this?"

Tatsuya smirked, "Why do you think?"

Hikari smiled, "Why should we tell you?"

"Cause it's the right thing to do?"

Tatsuya rolled his eyes and Hikari scoffed. "Fine if you really want to know." The latter of the two walked up to me. Hikari grabbed my hair and wrapped it around his hand until I came face to face with him. "You see . . . Ray dear . . ."

I already didn't like where this conversation was going.

"You see we're doing this to get back at Lee."

I stared at him in utter confusion. I sure am staring a lot.

"What?"

I'm also asking a lot of questions. . . . Hey I know!

Ray Kon, Ace Detective, at your service!

Yeah like that would work . . . -_-'

"You're doing this to get back at Lee?"

"Yeah," He made it sound like it was the most obvious thing in the world.

I blinked a good couple of times before I busted out laughing. Hikari and Tatsuya looked at me weird.

Oh my God! This scenario was so cliché I was actually mad I fell for it!

"You think this is funny?!" Tatsuya was fuming.

It only made me laugh harder.

Tatsuya came over to me and was about to slap me but all of a sudden his hand was grabbed and it stopped.

Hikari stared and let go of my hair, moving away from me in the process. My head fell down and I looked back up to see Lee there.

"Lee!"

"Hey, Ray!" He smiled slightly. He let go of Tatsuya and walked over to me and untied my hands. He then looked at Hikari and Tatsuya and smirked. "Now then . . ." He went in his bag and took out a brush. He handed it to me and walked over to them. I started to brush my hair.

"Whose idea was it to torture my boyfriend?" Lee looked really scary from my end. I'm really glad I'm not the focus of those eyes.

Neither of them spoke up.

"Really guys? No answer?" He stopped in front of Tatsuya. "I bet it was you. You always did speak so highly of Ray. Then again who wouldn't?" He looked at me. "I mean look at him. Isn't he amazing?"

I blushed. Leave it to Lee to make me seem more feminine then I already am.

Tatsuya immediately shook his head, "No it wasn't me! Hikari told me what he was planning and said that if I tagged along I'd get a piece." He kneeled down in front of him. "Please don't hurt me! I'm sorry Lee I really am!" Hikari looked shocked.

Lee smirked. "Okay Tatsu. Thank you for telling me." He helped Tatsuya up. "For that I'll give you an award."

"R-really?"

"Yes," I flinched when I saw how dangerous he looked. "Now I won't hurt you as badly as Hikari will be."

"Huh?"

Tatsuya was then punched square in the jaw and he flew to the floor. Hikari stared, wide eyed at what he just witnessed.

"Now for you." Lee turned toward Hikari and Hikari stepped back. "You always had a thing for Ray. I knew this and yet I still let you become friends with him. Why? Because that's what friends do. They introduce their friends to other people, to let their world expand. The world ends with you, you know." Lee was in Hikari's face now. "You always spoke about how nice Ray's hair was or how beautiful Ray's eyes were. You even talked about how nice he looked in a pair of jeans once but no I said nothing because from the very beginning I had told you straight out that he was mine!"

I stared as Lee talked to Hikari. I've never seen him so mad before. I was actually really afraid of him. It was definitely official . . . I would never get Lee that mad. What kind of a boyfriend would I be if I didn't do what was expected of me? Besides I liked the fact that Lee said that I was his. If I was his then that meant I didn't belong to my father. I was really happy for that conclusion.

I then looked back up, not realizing that I was looking down, and saw Lee walking over to me again. He looked guilty.

"Lee?"

He sighed and held me.

"I'm so sorry. I should've just stayed by you like I always did. Or better yet I should've been watching out for Hikari. I knew he was no good!"

"Lee it's alright. I'm okay . . . I-"

"But you would've been better if I had at least warned you about him." He let go of me. "I didn't even do that. What kind of a boyfriend am I?" He walked away from me.

I sighed and looked away, catching a glimpse at Hikari and wincing to myself as I saw his body.

Lee sure did a number on him.

"You're a great boyfriend Lee." I felt him turn to look at me. "I couldn't ask for a greater person to be by my side." I looked at him. "If you'd let me . . . I'd be more than happy to stay by your side forever."

"Ray . . ." He walked back to me. "Would you really? Would you really stay by my side forever?"

I blushed, completely embarrassed that I said that. "If you'd let me," I repeated.

Then I saw it. His smile . . . Lee's smile. The smile I loved so deeply.

"I'm letting you." He whispered as he leaned toward my lips. "I'm letting you."

"Good," I whispered as I kissed him.

After that we . . . umm . . . stayed in there for a while . . .

Look I had a bit of a problem and my boyfriend was there to help fix it.

Leave me alone!

However after that I had to go home early so I could collect myself, after an experience like that the teachers agreed on it. Oh if only they knew that I went through the same problems at home.

Lee felt horrible for leaving me alone seeing as how he was thinking the exact same thing I was thinking.

They took me out of one Hellhole just to push me into another more deeper Hellhole that I refuse to get out of.

Great . . . -_-'