Title: Past is painful

Author: eternal radiance

Email: zeni24@hotmail.com

Rating: pg13 for non graphic rape and violence

Pairings: K/Ty, implied R/M, D/D and D/D ^^

Summary: A plan to win turns into a plan to get rid of a certain someone… a certain blue-eyed, blue haired someone…

Author's Notes: yay!!!!! Chapter 5! Excellent!

Disclaimer: BB and its characters does not belong to me…

Thanks to:

Angel-Goddess - WOW!!! Another long review!! Thank you! O.o I seriously didn't think about the whole blue hair thing + Tyson, but… lol, now that you mention it, it may because of that… I think. But… I was thinking more of an electric blue, or navy-blue works too. lol. I just hope it'll look nice, cuz it looks real cute on Tyson. You're starting a manga?! WOW! I always wanted to do that, but I can't draw people proportionally… they turn out okay but… meh

Beyblade-fanatic - Thanks, lol. I love getting emails and messages and such! Makes my day lots happier.

Merle-chan - Thank you! I love Kai/Tyson as a couple! So cute together!

Joce - thanks for the update about Ty's dad! But yeah, I just saw the episode where Ty's dad tells them about the bit beasts… hehe, I missed it awhile ago. And hehe, you'll find out what happens to Ty… now!

Sabredrigger- Luv you lots, too! Lol! Thank you so much! I promise I'll work harder on my spelling…

MinezakiKenichi - Glad you like the battle, I guess watching so many eps did something lol, other then fire up some passion for writing just about every slash couple that looks cute to me… lol. Of course I will continue!! Don't wanna stop this fic!

Minted*candy - hehe, I just guessed what Dranzer and Dragoon symbolized, but its pretty close to some of the Chinese stuff my parents tell me and all that, and since Japanese isn't that far from being Chinese, I figure… I really hope you get the writer's block off!

Darkspider - yeah, no that big a cliffhanger… this one isn't either… I never knew I liked writing them so much… *sweatdrops*

Darkarc - I'm glad you like it! And well, I had to make up something for Max's Draciel's move, took it from pokemon… lol

Lina the Outlawed Bomber - Kai will make Tyson better. He's always there for him! So cute ne?? I'm glad you lie it, and isn't Sapphire and Ruby from pokemon or is it just me?? I wanna play that.. weird, ne? An-almost-16-year-old playing pokemon… shh… my friends don't know, but I still do!

AN - this chapter has implied rape in it, if your younger then 13 and/or cannot handle that stuff, please DO NOT read!! … on a happier note… kinda… why DO I always write these scenes??? I think there's something seriously wrong with me. Hm… not that happy… I should just let you get back to the story… :P but I dun wanna!!!!!

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just kidding! ENJOY PPL!!!!

~ change of POV or time gap

"speaking"

'thinking'

(author note's)

<flashback>

//bit beast talking to master//

Past if Painful: Chapter 5

By: eternal radiance

"Are you sure this is the place?" Ray asked.

Gwydion had led them to the abandoned factory that wasn't that far from their hotel room.

The golden gryphon, now in the shape of a teenage boy nodded his head, but Kai didn't even wait. He stalked in, kicking the door open before any of them could say a word. When he say what lay before him, his anger surged even more and he punched the guy's daylights out until he lay unconscious (the guy, not Kai!).

The others stood at the door, shocked by the scene. Tyson lay against the wall, eagle spread, his hands and feet bound in shackles, chained to the wall. The boy that Kay had punched out had been covering the fact that Tyson had been ridded of his clothes, but now they could see. There was a mixture of blood and sweat on the clue-haired boy's thin body. The blood dripped down from what looked like whip marks and cuts, and most of all, teeth marks.

His navy blue hair lay limply, his chin was down to his chest and the others couldn't tell whether he was unconscious or worst, dead.

Kai rushed up to him. "Tyson…" he whispered, but the boy before him didn't move. He gently tilted the other's chin so that his face faced him. Tyson's eyes were bleak, as if shocked by what had happened to him. "Tyson, wake up!" Kai shook him gently but received no response.

Ray helped get the cuffs off. They couldn't find the key anywhere but Kevin had taught him some lock-picking skills when he was still with the White Tigers, so now was a good time to put them to good use.

Max scrounged (I don't know how to spell this word… just say its looked) around and found a clean blanket to wrap Tyson in, who was shivering no one knows whether it was from the cold or from the fear and pain.

"We need to get him back quickly!" Kenny stated when he had asked Dizzy to check Tyson for major injuries. She hadn't reported anything major other then his temperature was slowly rising.

Kai bundled Tyson and picked him up as gently as he could.

"What about him?" Ray asked.

"Leave him." Kai ordered, walking to the door. He stopped when Gwydion stepped in front of him, slightly unnerved that someone would stop him from getting Tyson away from this horrible place. He was able to a questioning glare when Gwydion motioned to the Bladebreakers to form a group. "It's easy to get back then having people watch us." He said as an explanation and in a bright flash, (there's something with me and bright flashes… O.o) they found themselves back in their hotel room, right at Tyson's door.

Kai placed him on the bed and waited while Kenny got some medicine and Ray and Max got the first-aid kit. Without a word they gently and carefully cleaned and bound Tyson's wounds. After that, Kenny, Ray and Max went to get some food, sensing that their leader needed some time alone. They left Kai, one hand clasping Tyson's hand and the other hand brushing the long dark bangs from the smaller boy's face.

Looking into his love's eyes, he noticed that they were not as glassy, but they still seemed far away.

"Tyson." The phoenix boy whispered, stroking his love's cheek. He hesitated; not exactly sure of what he should say. He'd never done anything like this before. He had always been taught that emotions were a waste of time and that he shouldn't act or use them. But Tyson brought something out in him. Something that he thought had been lost forever. He knew that he had to say this, knew that he didn't have a choice.

Kai opened his mouth, trying to express in his own way what he wanted. "Come back to me… I'm sorry… I'm sorry for not protecting you like I said I would. Like I promised. Please come back… you don't even have to forgive me… just come back… I can't stand you hurting like this… please… I… I love you… Please come back to me…"

He could feel a stinging in his eyes and brought one hand up to find that his cheek was wet. He was… crying? The last time it was just a tear, but this time… he was really crying. The tears ran down his cheeks, streaking over his blue tattoos. He tried to stop: telling himself that tears or emotions were a weakness, just like he had taught himself when he was first sent to live with his grandfather. But now he didn't care. His grandfather couldn't hurt him now anymore without being arrested or at least taken away. He didn't care about anything but getting Tyson back.

The tears kept coming and a few dropped onto Tyson's face. Unknown to the crimson-eyed boy, the smaller boy on the bed blinked and looked up. His dark eyes widened but he didn't say a word. He could see that his team leader was crying… for him? He'd… never seen Kai cry before, and debating on saying something, but something stopped him, making him pretend to still be asleep.

'I don't deserve him…' And deep, deep down he really believed it.

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The next morning Tyson had not gotten up yet so Kai decided to get fixed up first. But when he returned from taking a shower, he saw that the bed was empty. His chest hurt and he wondered why this was happening for the third time.

'Dranzer, where's Tyson?' He asked through the connection between him and his bit beast. He could feel his bit beast searching before he heard a relieved sigh. //He's in the kitchen, Master Kai.//

Kai gave a laugh. 'Thanks.' He should have figured that the first thing Tyson did when he woke up was to eat. But when did Tyson ever wake up so early? It was only 8 am according to Kai's clock.

Oh well, as long as Tyson was up, he didn't have to worry anymore. He took his time changing and combing through his hair before looking into a mirror. He was about to head out when a scream tore through the Bladebreakers' suite…

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A scream of joy that is… (haha, worried ya, ne??)

"TYSON!"

Kai got to the kitchen and saw Tyson on the ground, with one hand gripping a frying pan, while the other held onto his head. Around his waist was the form of Max, smiling contently. "You're okay!" Then the blonde noticed the murderous look on Kai's face and winced before helping Tyson up. "Sorry."

Tyson smiled and Kai wondered how he could smile when so much has happened to him. "Don't worry 'bout it Max! I feel fine!"

Ray and Kenny suddenly appeared beside Kai and the Chinese boy combed a hand through his black hair. "What's happening?" He asked before doing a double take when he saw Tyson. "WOW! You're up early! Are you okay?"

Tyson stuck out his tongue. "I do wake up early you know!" Then he looked at Kai. "But I don't wanna do anymore training. We did enough yesterday!"

There was silence until Kenny spoke up. "We didn't train yesterday Tyson. Neither did you." Everyone was really confused. What had happened? They remembered the events of Tyson being a chibi, but it seems as if Tyson didn't remember.

Tyson looked confused at his team members' faces. "What are you talking about? We had that match yesterday. Maybe you guys need to get some sleep. I mean, I don't want you fainting at tomorrow's match."

Max blinked his illegally-giant eyes. "We don't have a match tomorrow, Tyson."

Tyson blinked back, his eyes just as big. "… Even better! You guys can get some sleep then!" He turned back to the frying pan in his hand, apparently ending the conversation.

Kai watched him and blurted out, "Since when did you cook?" He asked.

Tyson flushed and turned around. "I… felt like it." He put the pan down and reached to the fridge to get out some eggs.

The others took this as an excuse to get together and discuss and that is what they did. They pulled Kai with them, who was still shocked that at the fact that Tyson didn't remember. Didn't remember anything. Not even that he confessed his feelings. He stayed silent as they argued over what they should do.

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//Tyson? Tyson?//

The navy-blue haired cutie stopped what he was doing. 'What's up Dragoon?'

//Are you sure this is a good idea? They will figure it out.//

Tyson sighed, pushing back one strand of hair. 'No they won't. Not if you or Dranzer or anyone doesn't say a word about it.' When his bit beast didn't respond to him, he continued. 'It's better this way. Kai deserves someone better then me… He'll forget about me soon… It'll never last…'

//Then you don't know Kai well. He loves you a lot.// Dragoon argued.

'…He'll forget about me…' Tyson thought, more to himself then to his bit beast.

TBC…

Eternal radiance: What do you think happens next?? Truthfully, I'm not really sure myself. O.o Well, guess I should start working on it then?? Review please!! And I'll try to get the next chapter out soon…

Ps: Does anyone have a good suggestion for an Art ISU (Independent Study Unit/Project)?? Part of the catch for being in cyber is that we instead of an exam like all the other classes; we have to make an end-of-year giant project that is worth about 30% of our mark.

But I'm having trouble thinking of a topic… especially when my head is full of story ideas… hey, that might be a good project… some kind of story… but a couple of my friends from the other class have already done something like that… and I highly doubt my teacher would be very appreciative of a SLASH Ty/Ka story :P So, if you have any ideas, mail me please???

Pps: hint on how big it is, last year me and two of my friends (on special demand) were allowed to work together and we made up our own little band… ish… it wasn't that great, and I wanna do a project by myself, although I would have wanted to do that again, cuz it was fun.

I made up a few songs and made midis of it… can't find it now though… :P so that's how large this project is. Oh well, betcha no body read this far anyways, to whoever did, thanks for listening to me b*tch… Thanks!!