Beyblade Fan Fiction ❯ Reality is Harsh ❯ Poetry ( Chapter 1 )

[ P - Pre-Teen ]

do you care?
Is anyone there to hear my call?
I am broken and shattered..
dose anyone care?
Should I die?
Am I useless?
why am I living?
I did all those things..
I hurt myself and my friends..
Do you care?
Is life really stupid?
Unimportant are those who are misfortuned with a bad life meaning abuse
whats important to you? Fame and popularity
We-your once true friends-watch you make fun of us..
Do you care if I commited suicide?
Would you care if i died?
Would you care if I cut myself and bleed. And bleed I will..
You cant run and hide forever
You cant just keep telling lies...
Nobody wont help out of the mess you made..
Life for you will be hell if you odnt see the truth..
I am suffering from you calling me a goth..
Sky has tried suicide one to many times..
Do you see?
Do you care..
Farewell to the once friends you had to mistakes that will be made..
I have given up...
I have diecided to not to live in a world of reality..
I have decided to go away and never come back abay and trust you or anyone else ever again..
I will not be happy when life comes to me or i to it.
you will see Kyle, taht your greed has broken us apart. I will never trust again..
May you wake up one day..
As I draw a thing line on my wrist...and watch the blood come out as my vision fades away into blackness
I hear shout..I cannot place some of the voices..
My vision is blurry..I hear Kai shout something I feel weak..
"Dont go to sleep!" Kai shouts as my vision fades.
Darkness consumes..it takes over..
I hea Ozuma say something it sounded like, "Hold onto your life...please...!"
I go into a dark vortex. I am dead. Nothing more. dead...
Are you happy?
Do you care?
Can you see?
I wake up. Hoping it was dream.
Reality kicks in. I notice my friends: Ozuma, Kai, Ray, Tyson, Max, Kenny, Sky, Chris, and Tala..
I ask of what happened but Ozuma tells me shush and I obey but looking into his eyes I was told the truth: I tried killing myself...
Do you care?
Are you happy that I killed myself?
Everything..and anything...I see now...
Hate dispair and pain arent options we have to live through.
Where were you?
did you care that I tried suicide?
Oh, I forgot...you dont care if I die...
I guess I have to live for sometime but my tears will not dry from the selfleshness you caused.
Reality is my home...
My daydreaming stopped for sometime..
I'll wake up and see the truth: you dont care....
Nothing matters but love and hope and life..
The scare shall remain but the attempt shall decease...
I will forever remember life is important...
The endless blackness what I saw...
I was afraid...
The hurt that was caused...
May you never see the shine in my eyes ever again.....
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Poeple who care, dont worry I'll never try suicide. dedicated to: Kyle

R&R please but dont flame..