Beyblade Fan Fiction ❯ Shattered Glass ❯ Newfound Feelings ( Chapter 2 )

[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]

Hi again people! I got bored so I wrote another chapter to see if I could make up for my previous one. Please be nice! P.S I don't own any of the characters…unfortunately.

Chapter 2 - Newfound feelings.

Normal P.O.V

`Kai!' a sixteen-year-old boy was woken, and sat bolt-upright in his bed, panting with the same fear in his eyes as the six-year-old in his dream, he felt a hand on his shoulder which made him jump and gasp, `Whoa! Kai relax, it's only me.' Kai looked over to see a pair of Amber eyes meet his Crimson ones, the amber eyes belonged to the person Kai most adored.

Rei Kon.

He was unaware he was staring at the boy until, `Hello? Earth to Kai?' Rei mockingly waved his hand in front of Kai's eyes, which pulled Kai back to earth. `Was there something you wanted?' came Kai's cold reply `Dammit!' Kai thought `why am I such a bastard to him?'

`Well not really…but I didn't realize I had to want something from you to be in my own room.' Rei replied with a grin, Kai glared at him, feeling pretty dumb for his actions, `Hn' came his trademark reply, and he closed his eyes and crossed his arms.

`Actually…' Rei started sheepishly `There is something I wanted to talk to you about…'

`Hn' Kai simply replied, which Rei took as a sign to carry on.

`Well, you see, I've noticed that you've been acting really weird lately…' Kai opened his eyes and gave Rei a quizzical look, `I mean, you seem to be more isolated from everyone then you usually are, and we all think you've got something bothering you and-` he was cut off `We?' Kai questioned, `Well me and the rest of the Bladebreakers…you know…our team?'

Kai gave him one of him death-glares which made Rei regret saying anything, so he carried on quickly `uhh yeah, and also, I've noticed you've been having a lot of nightmares recently as well.' Kai stiffened `I keep seeing you crying in your sleep and sometimes you scream and thrash about, what's going on Kai?' Kai blushed and glared at him

`…Have you told the others?' Rei started to feel uneasy; Kai could be a scary guy when he was pissed off. `No, I haven't told them but-' he was cut off by Kai grabbing his arm, `It had better stay that way! `Cause I swear if they ever find out It'll be your ass on the line, got it!?' Rei could see Kai was embarrassed about him seeing him cry, and actually showing some form of human emotion.

`I won't tell them Kai, I swear…' Kai looked at the fear in Rei's eyes and released his hold on the boy's arm and turned away.

`If only he would open up to me…' Rei thought `I could help him, I know he's had a terrible past, and I know he's got problems, but keeping them to himself is only going to lead him to self-destruction.'

He sighed ` God why do I care so much for him, I bet he doesn't even consider me as a friend, let alone anything more…come to think of it, does he care about anyone?'

He continued to stare at a spot on the wall until he saw Kai get up `Where are you going?' Rei asked `Bathroom, that okay with you?' Kai said coldly, and shut the bathroom door Rei stared after him `why are you so cold Kai?' he whispered to himself.

Kai's P.O.V

I shut the Bathroom door behind me, and I locked the door, and once again I'm all alone.

I undress and turn the shower on, showers always made me feel better, not by much, but every little helps I guess.

I hear the door to the bedroom close, Rei must have left.

Rei. That name seems unworthy to come out of a mouth from a worthless being such as myself. He's so perfect, such a pure heart, so nice, calm, and basically everything I'm not. And my god he is beautiful, long raven hair, slender body, yet toned, the most amazing eyes…looks like the gods themselves carved him.

It's strange… I feel as though my life evolves around him, I always want to know where he is, what he's doing, what he's thinking and feeling. Why? I've never felt this way before. And he cares about me…I think, no, he couldn't, no one has in the past 10 years, why should anyone start now? Especially someone like Rei, and caring for me? Ha! Why would he care about me? All I do is act cold and basically act a bastard at any given opportunity. Hell, I don't deserve to breath the same air as him…maybe I won't for much longer…

I step out the shower and dry myself off; I look in the mirror, against my own will. God is that really me? That's my reflection? I paint on the blue triangles that I have grown up with onto my face, I stand back and look in the mirror, parts of my life flash before me…parts I thought I had buried, mother screaming, father's lifeless body, the beatings, the bullying, the punishments, the mocking, the experiments…the needles…the fear, the pain… when will it stop?

I stare down to my wrists, and body, and am greeted with scars and cuts, I feel something within me stir, I can't go on anymore, I've had enough…

I open the medicine cupboard and find a box of pills, one by one I swallow them until they are all gone, I then get my pocket-knife from my jeans and slash any untouched skin on my stomach and wrists with pure hatred, the pain was so great, but soothing…I see the blood running freely away from me before I feel my vision start to fade… I scream with the energy I have left `REI!' and let the darkness take me.

Rei's P.O.V

I left Kai to his shower, I knew there was no point sticking around, and he seemed kind of annoyed anyway, so I didn't want to piss him off further.

God why do I care about what he thinks so badly? All he's ever done is be cold to us…but I wonder why he's been so withdrawn lately, well more than usual anyway. He seems so depressed. It doesn't take a genius to work out that he's had a horrible life, but what it is that's so horrible none of us know. Quite sad really…we've known this guy for almost two years, yet we don't know a thing about him.

I want to get to know him…to be honest I want to know him a lot more if you catch my drift…the truth is I'm gay…yeah that's right, Rei Kon, the one and only supposed `babe-magnet' of the Bladebreakers, who has annoying pink monster as a stalker…Mariah to you guys, am as pink as she is, by that I mean gay! And I've had a huge crush on our sexy captain, for; well I'm not sure, but a long time anyway.

It started off as a crush, but now it's developed into something more. I've tried to tell him but I always choke and make some lame excuse and leave.

I know he seems to be a cold bastard, but, I get this feeling there's more too him than that, he's a huge mystery that I want to solve, not to mention his amazing good looks, my god he is gorgeous, such amazing eyes, hair, body…well you know the rest. I know he would never feel the same, but I can't keep it in anymore, it's driving me insane!

I have to tell him…now!

Normal P.O.V

Rei walked back to the room, he grabbed hold of the door handle with a shaking hand and breathed in deeply `I must not run away, I must not run away…' he told himself. He suddenly felt a weird sensation in the pit of his stomach which told him something was wrong, he didn't like it… he slowly opened the door to the room, and shut it behind him, `Kai I have something to- Oh My God!' he clasped his hand to his mouth and felt tears roll down his cheeks, there before him was Kai, in a pool of blood, mutilated, unconscious.

Rei ran to his side `Oh god! Please Kai, please don't be dead…' he checked him for a pulse, there was one there, barely. He ran to the phone, `I need an ambulance here, NOW!' he was hysterical, when he put the phone down he ran back to Kai's side and waited, that's all he could do, he cried knowing he could be sitting here for the last few moments of Kai's existence `Please be alright…' Rei choked as he kissed Kai on the head, `You can't leave…' he looked down at Kai's face, he looked in pain, but innocent.

`Kai…'

Ok! 2nd chappie! What you think? Sorry if you think it's crappy, but please send me reviews and advice, I'd really appreciate it! Thanks! Love you all!

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