Beyblade Fan Fiction ❯ Shattered Glass ❯ Happy to be alive? ( Chapter 5 )

[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]

Ok, another chappie on the way! Hope it makes up for the last one!

Chapter 5 - Happy to be alive?

Rei's P.O.V

I woke up the next day as the sun's morning rays flowed through the room, I stretched and looked over to Kai, his eyes were still shut, I felt a pang of disappointment swim through me, I had hoped he would have woken up, even though I knew it was being optimistic.

I smiled, he didn't look so ill, I leant over and kissed him on the forehead, god I've waited so long to do that…I looked at his the bare top half of his body, I felt guilty for looking in this situation, but could not contain my curiosity, if it were not covered in red lacerations there would have laid before me a living god.

I was lost in my thoughts until I heard a moan, I looked at Kai to see him stirring… he was waking up!

Normal P.O.V

Rei stood over Kai with pure hope, `please wake up, please, come on Kai you can do it!'

Finally, Kai's eyes fluttered open, he seemed dazed, and looked around to find out where he was.

Rei felt it was time he intervened, `Kai? Kai it's me, Rei, you're in the hospital, are you feeling ok?'

Kai looked at him, then his eyes widened with realization, he looked around frantically.

`I…I'm alive?' he said groggily, Rei felt his eyes start to water again, it was such a relief too hear his voice again, `Yeah…you pulled through.' He smiled at the boy, but the smile quickly faded as he saw the expression on Kai's face, upset, almost angry, he saw tears starting too well up in his eyes.

`Kai? What's wrong?' Kai looked at him, and a single tear fell down his cheek, `this wasn't supposed to happen…I'm alive…god damnit! I FUCKING SURVIVED!' he shouted in anger and slammed his fist down on the side of the bed.

Rei felt scared, but Kai spoke again, `how did I get here? Who found me?'

Rei felt unsure whether or not he should tell him or not, but he thought it was pointless to lie to him, `uhhh well I did.' He said timidly.

`Why did you do that? WHAT DID I EVER DO TO YOU!' Rei looked confused, `But Kai I thought-' he stopped as Kai's breaking down cut him short, his shoulders shook as he sobbed `how…could…you…do this to me?' Rei went over to him; he went to embrace the obviously distraught boy `DON'T FUCKING TOUCH ME!' he screamed, Rei stepped back `ok, Kai, it's ok, just calm down…' the boy continued to cry, `I'm going to ask you again…why did you do that?' Rei stepped tried to approach him again, and slowly stepped towards him, `Because Kai, I wasn't going to let someone I care about force themselves into self-destruction…I want to help you Kai, we all do!'

Kai shook his head `No…no you don't, not really…no one does, and why would they?' his shoulders began to shake again, his tears began to fall again and his voice raised in pitch and volume as he became hysterical with emotion that many people never thought he could possibly have.

`Who in their right mind would…no one! And can you blame them? `Cause I can't! Who could care about a filthy, good-for-nothing, piece of shit like me! I thought my parents loved me once, but they left me, they just…went…so I was proved wrong! I don't think there's anyone who actually gives a crap about me is there-' he was cut off by Rei's lips meeting his, his eyes widened with shock, but as he realized what was happening he closed his eyes and melted into the kiss, Rei felt this and knew it was now or never, he pulled away and stared into Kai's mesmerizing irises `Does that answer your question?' Kai stared back into Rei's amber pools, he didn't move `Rei? Kissed me? But…no he must've just wanted me to shut up…' he thought.

`Kai?' Rei asked shakily, now feeling very nervous `…Hn…' came Kai's also shaky voice, Rei sighed and rested his forehead on Kai's, `you don't know how long I've wanted to do that, and tell you this…Kai I can't hide it anymore, I'm in love with you…' he looked at Kai waiting for a response.

Kai felt overwhelmed, had Rei just said what he thought he'd said? He felt himself break down again, and he couldn't hold the tears back, but this time, it wasn't tears of sadness, but for the first time in his life he had tears of utter happiness, `…. Rei, do you realize you're the first person in 10 years to say those three words to me?' Rei looked at him sadly `ten years…he's being serious isn't he…my god poor Kai.' Kai continued after sobbing `and do you realize, that I've wanted you to say those words to me for so long? And that I've dreamed about saying `I love you too Rei' for god only knows how long?' Rei looked up, he smiled through his own tears, and he leant over and embraced his newfound soul mate, `Well, sometimes dreams come true hmm?'

Kai snuggled into Rei, feeling his thoughts of pain, anguish and death escape him.

`Rei…?' Rei kissed him on the top of the head `yeah?' Kai moved out of his heavenly position to look Rei in the face `Promise me you'll never leave me…look me in the eyes and swear, I don't think I could cope if I lost anymore people I love…' Rei went up to his face and looked him straight in the eyes `I swear I will never leave, ever.' And with that he pulled Kai into a passionate kiss, he smirked as he heard a small moan escape Kai's lips as he ran his tongue over his lips, demanding access, Kai gave in without a fight and allowed Rei to explore his virgin mouth, loving ever second of it, but…

`Knock knock! I- ohhh jeez sorry!', Rei and Kai both sat bolt upright and tried to make it look like nothing happened `Tyson! Don't you knock?!' Rei asked `If I feel like it, so what were you doing eh?' Tyson winked `And don't feed me some crap about giving Kai mouth to mouth resuscitation…' he smirked as he saw Kai's face burning red, `well Kai it's great to see you're uhhh feeling better?' Kai gave him his trademark death-glare through a still red face; `I'll leave you two alone for a while…' Tyson said smugly and gave Rei thumbs up and left, as soon as the door closed Rei turned round to see Kai's red face and burst out laughing `awww I thought I'd never see the day when Tyson of all people embarrassed you.'

Kai scowled at him and got defensive `well so would you if the shrimp walked in on your first…I mean kissing…' Kai went even redder.

`Oh shit!' he thought, Rei looked at him with surprise `that was your first kiss?' Kai shook his head in denial `No! Of course not!' in a less than convincing voice, Rei raised an eye-brow at Kai `…oh fine it was! Happy?' Rei crawled up the bed onto his new lover and pushed him down `…very' and pulled him into another earth shattering kiss, both of them in a feeling of pure bliss `this…' thought Rei, `is the start of something truly beautiful…'

Well…? What you think? I've never, ever, ever written anything like this, or anything at all! So I'm not sure if that's a good way of writing about a kiss, any pointers? Please review!

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