Beyblade Fan Fiction ❯ The Price Of Mistrust ❯ The Price Of Mistrust ( Chapter 1 )
[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]
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`Thinking'
“Talking”
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//*//Flashbacks//*//
(&) Notes/Letters (&)
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I just sat there and watched him walk out of my life maybe for a few hours, maybe forever, I really wouldn't be able to tell you all that I knew was that he was gone and even if he came back to the same house he would never come back to me. It hurts to think about what had just happened and he had every right to just walk out for I had been stupid, I had been the stupid one who accused him without any real proof. I am such a fool, how could I let that bastard get to me to where I just lost the thing that I loved the most?
I can't believe that I just let the one thing that could always make me smile and feel joy walk out of this house and out of my life. I knew he would leave, not because he is a coward like everyone that he was, no he is far from a coward, but because he couldn't look at me the same again. He couldn't face me after all the shit I put he through and I understand that. He left because he hates me, but not as much as I hate myself. Two weeks he has been gone and all hell has broken out. Tyson doesn't train or put any effort into anything much because he lost his best friend and computation. And without Tyson doing much Diachi isn't doing anything either. Max has lost the bounce in his normal self and seems to just lag about for he lost his confidante. And me well I have been in my room letting my dying heart bleed.
I just can't believe how stupid I was I just can't. How could I ever think that he would do such a despicable thing, oh yes now I remember how because of that be damned Boris. I distain that man with passion like no other! I would hate him but I am not aloud to hate but that doesn't mean I'm not pretty close to hating him. Oh how I loath that man and his wickedness! If it wasn't for him my one true love would still be here with me. I remember the first time he tricked me that evil bastard.
//*// Flashback //*//
I was sitting there after the doctors had said we could take our caption how. One moment I am doing nothing the next I am dragged into another hospital room. That's when I saw him just sitting on one of the beds like he was God. Then he spoke.
“So I see that you are doing well after your long battle,” He paused and I felt fear starting to raise “Seems that your caption is pretty close to a certain Russian we all know and love.
For a moment I just stare at him like the nutcase he is and then the words sink in and I realize what he is implying. Then I smirk and reply to his accusation.
“Has that stick up your ass lodged itself in your brain or are you really as stupid as you look?” Sarcasm check.
“Oh I wouldn't be so cocky little one for you don't really know what goes on in your captions head.”
And with that he walked out of the room and left me there puzzling over what he had said.
//*// Flashback End //*//
At that time I never really understood what he was trying to get me to do but now I understand, I understand all to well. He was setting a trap and I feel straight for it. That wasn't the only time he graced with his presence and planted suspicion in me no he did quite a few times.
//*// Flashback //*//
I was look at some books in the shop we had decided to stop at on Max's request. At the moment I was in the mystery section. Then I was against the section with Boris learning over me like a cat who caught the canary.
“I wonder my dear boy why on earth your lover hangs around Tyson so much if he does indeed `love' you?” he pondered aloud the whole time looking into my eyes for a reaction.
Then as if nothing had happened he was gone and the guys were telling me to hurry up or they'd leave me in the shop by myself.
//*// Flashback End //*//
I shudder at the memory of those cold hands on my wrist. At first I had thought that stress was making me see things, but then I looked at my wrists and saw slight bruises from his hands gripping to tight.
//*// Flashback //*//
“Err, excuse me sir, but a man asked me to give this to you.” And after passing me the note the librarian left me to my business. I opened the note only to have the strong erg to shred it.
($)Dearest,
I do so hope you are keeping a watchful eye on your beloved and that you keeping him Happy as well, for you know what they say those unhappy tend to wonder.
Boris. ($)
//*// Flashback End //*//
I was really beginning to get annoying with that son of a bitch. But I think the one thing that sent me over the edge and made me lose all faith was what I saw 16 days ago.
//*// Flashback //*// ((a/n yes this is the last one))
Bills, bills, junk, junk, taxes, insurance, letter for Max, bills, junk, jun……??? Letter to me?? Oh it must be from Mariah she said she had something important to tell me. I open the letter only to nearly die of a heart attack.
($) Oh Dearest,
If only you could see your loyal and faithful lover boy now. I do dare say that he is even more of a slut than you are. He is at this moment with another man in a hotel room. If you don't believe me then go look for yourself. They are at the Grand Plaza.
Boris ($)
I reread the letter again. `How would Boris know that he is at a hotel with another man? Why would he be at another hotel? Why would he cheat on me? Why the hell should I trust Boris? Why the hell am I even thinking of trusting Boris?'
I quickly grab my coat and go out to the garage where I get into my car. `What am I doing?' `Finding answers' `But I am betraying his trust' `No you are making sure he isn't lying' `This arguing with myself is giving me a head ache!' *sigh* I start the car and I'm out of the drive way and in the plaza parking lot in record time.
I quickly get out and walk through the entrance way, and then I stop and stare. Wow this place is huge and so extravagant. I quickly get over my shock and walk over to the front desk where I ask the attendant if I could have the room number of my lover. She quickly gave it to me and after thanking her I head towards the elevator. The ride wasn't long he was only on the 4th floor. After getting off and locating the room I look at the Do Not Disturb sigh and feel my stomach jump to my throat. `Well here goes nothing.' And with that thought I open the door only to slam it shut again.
There on top of my boyfriend, no ex-boyfriend was that vile, evil and deceitful man who had once tried to kill us. I felt hot tears in my eyes and with that I ran. I ran hard and fast, but it was only when I was back in the house that I realized I ran all the way home. After taking a cold shower and changing I sat in the living room and waited. I waited because I wasn't going to let that fucker mess with me no I was going to face! I wait two hours and then he walks in like nothing is wrong. He stops when he sees me on the couch. `Probably my facial expression.'
“So mind explaining why you left me in our bed alone without so much as a note?”
“It was an emergency.” With that he grunted and began to turn.
“I bet” At that he turned and looked at me with a blank expression.
Note to self mutter more quietly.
“What's that supposed to mean?”
`Calm down, just calm down and and and OH FUCK IT'
“It means that I understand that having sex with me isn't enough for you but don't run off and come back with suck a sorry ass excuse next time eh?” wow that sounded calmer than I thought it would.
“What the hell are you talking about?” I do believe its that look that really sets me off.
“What am I talking about? WHAT AM I TALKING ABOUT!!!!!! I am talking about you in a hotel room with that that that slut on top of you! I'M TALKING ABOUT HAVING THAT JACKASS RIDING YOU LIKE THERE IS NO TOMRROW!!!!! I never knew I could scream that loud. And then I look at his face and all my anger leaves because I know that I made a mistake, a horrible mistake.
“Don't talk about things you don't understand.” His tone is low and dangerous.
“Oh my God, I I didn't mean for it to come out like that.” As I step towards him he steps back.
“Yes you did other wise you wouldn't have said it.” And with that he went upstairs packed his things and left.
//*// Flashback End //*//
I went up to our room and I haven't come out since. About a week later we received word from Mr. D that he had quite the team, again. I cry myself to sleep with my mistake and I have only been downstairs 3 times in the past week. Thinking about that night, and what I did it hurts like nothing I have ever felt before. But I think what really hurts the most is the knowledge that it was indeed my fault. It was my fault because I didn't trust him like I should have. It was my fault because I let Boris place doubt in me. It was my fault because I took things at first glance instead of seeing the big picture. It's all my fault. Suddenly I see a bird on my window sill. I get off the bed and walk over opening the window slightly for the little birdie to step in. It then holds out its leg to reveal a note attached to it.
(&)Meet me at the hotel you left your car at in 30 minutes.(&)
I felt my heart lodge itself in my throat. I knew who the note was from and when I looked up the bird was gone. I gave a small, very small, smile at his tactfulness. With a sigh I walk over to my dresser pull out some clothes and get dressed. I then grab my cell phone and wallet and keys before I walk out the door, only to find a cab waiting. Once I am in the driver takes off without any instructions and that leads me to believe that my beloved sent it. I am to busy in thought to realize that we stopped. As I offer to pay the driver he simply stats that it had be taken care of and drives off. I walk in the direction I remember parking my car and open the driver side door. As I sit down I notice yet another note attached to the steering wheel.
(&)Roof top now!(&)
And with that all hope is lost. I quickly get out of the car and enter the hotel where I walk to the elevator and press the R (stands for roof, DUH) button. As I wait I contemplate how to address him. Many things come to mind like getting on my knees and begging or throwing myself at him and begging and latching onto his legs and once again begging. Damn I sure fell like doing a lot of begging. I am pulled from my thoughts as the elevator stops and I step out. After climbing some stairs I open the door only to be sorely disappointed. With a sigh I walk out and look around. Nope no one here *sigh* oh well might as well enjoy the view while I wallow in self pity again.
I went over to the railing and look out towards the city while leaning against it. I stayed like that for about 20 minutes with my body only staying upright because of the bars and silent tears running down my cheeks. A week ago the would have been loud sobs to go with those tears but now my throat was too used to make much noise. Although it was able to create a rather loud gasp as I spun around. And with another gasp my throat created more sound.
“Kai.”
Dun Dun Dun Dun DAAAAAAAAA!!!!! What shall happen next huh, huh, huh? Well guess what you shalln't (not real word) find out yet!!! MWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!! *freaky organ music is playing in background* I love that music.
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Just kidding, after all I did say this was a ONE- shot key word ONE! SO on with it woman!
I stare into those deep red eyes and loose myself in them, but sadly I am dragged kicking and screaming, in my mind anyways, back to reality by his voice.
“I was helping him tell Bryan how he felt.” He must have seen he confusion on my face for he explained more thoroughly.
“Tala was on top of me because we were wrestling. I had just told him how I would never figure him to be uke {1} and he tackled me to the bed where we started wrestling.” His voice was strangely calm and for a few minutes I just stared at him.
And then I continued to stare before I realize exactly what he had said I then promptly ran to the roof top door and into the elevator. Unfortunately he was faster than me and squeezed in right before the doors shut. I looked up at him and then I slid to the ground burring my face in my hands and knees. I was pathetic to think that Kai would cheat on me. He was loyal and honest and never mistrusted me. Oh dear god what have I done. It was then that I felt a pair of arms wrap around me. I look up at him through my tears only to see him smiling.
“You are the first person I ever truly let into my heart and I'm not going to let you get away that easy.” With that he promptly kissed me and swallowed my protests.
I felt his hands glide up and down my back while his tongue licked my lower lip to which I quickly opened my mouth for. I felt his tongue gentle enter my mouth while feeling around it before stroking my own into a battle with his. It was a battle for dominance which he won and then he drew my tongue into his mouth. And I eagerly swipe my tongue threw memorizing the familiar territory. I vaguely hear a ding in the background and then I am in his arms being carried off to god knows where, but hey as long as Kai was with me at this moment in time I didn't care. I soon feel him shift and I hear a door closing shut. At this I break our kiss to look around only to find myself in most beautiful pent house suite my eyes had ever seen.
He quickly moves us to the bedroom where he lays me down on the bed. He then proceeds in taking off my shirt while kissing and licking the skin that is uncovered when the cloth is removed. While he is busy with my neck I move to unbuckle his belt.
^^This scene is optical to read. If you would like to read it then promptly go to chapter two where you will see this lemon and ENDING. Note Same ending as in this chapter. Those who do not wish to read the lemon. Simply continue reading after this message. Thank you for your time^^
I looked over at my lover and smiled the first true smile in two weeks. But then a nagging question enters my mind.
“Kai what made you forgive me?” At this his crimson eyes stare into mine.
“Tala talked to me a few hours ago. Somehow the little weasel had figured out a way to pick pocket my door, only took him to weeks though.” He gave a light chuckle as he finished his sentence.
“I'm sorry Kai I truly am.” He looked at me for a second before giving me a soft kiss on the lips and shaking his head.
“Don't be sorry I can understand why you did I after all Boris is extreme manipulative even to those who try to avoid him.” I can feel my mouth hanging open as I stare at him.
“How? When? Wha? HOW?” Apparently he understood stupid for he answered my attempt of a question.
“Bryan saw Boris snooping around the house and tailed him before tackling him and beating answers out of him. Boris told him bout how he had caught up to you in the hospital and the book shop and about all the letters he sent you. Then Bryan told Tala and Tala told me when he broke into my room.” I just stared at him for a minute before nuzzling my head in his bare chest.
“I'm sorry I didn't mean to believe him but he was always there telling me not to believe you and that you were cheating on me. Then somehow his sayings got stuck in my head. I am just so sorry.” I felt his arms wrap around me as he held me closer.
“Shhhh its ok, kitten, calm down. I understand, Boris is a bastard and he played your fears against you. You have nothing to worry about I believe you and everything will be just fine.”
“Oh Kai I love you so much.”
“I love you too, Rai.” And with those words I felt all my worry slip away.
“Wo ai ni {2} Kai Wo ai ni.” With those words out of my mouth I began to fall into dream land but not before I heard his reply.
“Ya Tebya Lyublyu {3} Rai Ya Tebya Lyublyu”
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1. Being on the bottom.
2. I love you in Chinese
3. I love you in Russia
So tell me what you think and please to all of REVIEW!!!!! PLZZZZZ don't make me beg because I will get on my knees and kiss the ground you all walk on if that is what it takes to get you to review. Anywho this is indeed my first Beyblade fic although I have one written on note pad paper but I am too lazy to type it. Once again tell me what you think and/or if you would like a pre this fic about Tala and Bryan or/and a sequel with who ever. Requests are welcome but that doesn't mean I will do them. FLAME ME BABY! Oh yeah and a cookie to those of you who guessed it was Kai and two cookies if you guessed it was Rai!
Love Lots,
Darkkit