Beyblade Fan Fiction ❯ You'll never lose me ❯ Where Are You? ( Chapter 3 )

[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]

Alex- Hey peeps how are you all, sorry it took soon long to update but I just got a new computer. And it's going to be a while longer before chapter 4 can get onto the net.

Ray- so here it is chapter 3 done and ready for your enjoyment oh and by the way there is a surprise in this chapter for you all.

Bakura- Alex wasn't going to update at all really `cause of the lack of reviews but she did get some so I guess it's not all bad.

Alex- Okay there is sex in this chapter. So all you fans that think there was going to be Yaoi in this story to bad so sad sorry `bout you luck lol I'm just joking but there is No Yaoi in this chapter or the rest of the story.

Bakura- and for all those wondering about why I'm in here I'm a speaker for Alex and Ray.

Alex- okay so on with the story Ray do the disclaimer.

Ray- Alex doesn't own Beyblade, or the song “Breath No More” by Evanescence

Bakura- Or Yu-Gi-Oh.

Alex- so don't sue me okay. Please be kind and Review.

\\ Bit beast\\

\Owner\

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Chapter 3

NOT ALONE

Alex was in the parking lot of the hospital just sitting on the hood of her car looking at her beyblade.

\\What's the matter Alex? \\ Bastes asked from inside her blade.

\ I'm worried about Ray I don't think I should have told him about our past. I think I might have to do something about that but I'm not sure what to do\ Alex answered.

\\ Well you could always tell him the real reason you left\\

\Oh yeah what am I suppose to say, `I'm sorry Ray but the real reason I left was `cause I had a dream that if I stay in the village everyone that I cared for was going to die so I went for village to town to city and kill almost everyone I got close to `cause I couldn't control my blood lust'. Yeah that would go well in a conversation and what do you think Ray would do? \

\\ He'd probably hold you close and tell you that your safe now\\

\Yeah I don't bloody think so\

\\ Okay then what do you think he'll do\\

\ Well there always the chance that your right or then again you could be wrong and he could see me as some kind of monster and never talk to me again\

“AHHHHHH this is so fucking confusing, why did I come looking for him in the first place, WHY WHY WHY” Alex screamed

\\ Feel better now\\

\NO! \

\\You're going to be late for work if you don't get in there\\

\Shut up or I'll leave you in the children's ward again\ Alex yelled

\\ I'm shutting up sheesh\\

Alex got off her car and went into the hospital. She did her normal rounds and took on a few new cases as well. It all took about 3 hours, she had dealt with a suicidal teen and it took about an hour to pump the girls stomach. It was almost 11o'clock when she went on a break. She went to the café and grabbed a chocolate bar and some hot apple cider (A.N- I don't really like coffee or tea) she talked to some of the other nurses and then went to do her rounds again. Just then her pager went off. She took it out of her pocket and looked at it.

(A.N- I don't really know how pagers work so bear with me)

`911 RAY… CALL HOUSE'

“Fuck” she ran to the nurses station and called Tyson's

[Hello] came a response

“ Max it's me what up?”

[Ray…. Kai… black dranzer…need help] Max said somewhat out of breath.

“Okay Max… slowly tell me what happen,” Alex said trying to calm Max

[Well Tyson and I thought it would be a good idea if him and I had a little bey battle with Ray but then Kai showed up and beat us and then Kai took Driger from Ray and said that if he ever wanted Driger back then Ray would have to back to Kai and then he left just like that. And now Ray's in shock from it and we don't know what to do]

“Max is your phone a cordless?”

[Yeah why?]

“ Put it by Ray”

[What's that gonna do?]

“Oh never mind I'm on my way” with that Alex hung up the phone and looked around for someone when she did she told them that she had to leave right away.

“Thanks Kenith I owe you big” Alex yelled over her shoulder. She raced to the parking lot and got into her car, she started it up and drove as fast as she could to Tyson's. When she got there she ran into the house and went right for Ray's room.

She went to Ray's side and saw that pieces of his blade were in his hand along with the bit chip. She push so hair out of Ray's face and looked at him, he was shivering and when Alex when to touch him again he tensed up.

“Shhh it's okay I'm here now Ray. Bastes” Alex called to her bitbeast.

“ Yes master - oh by the gods where's Driger I don't sense him” Bastes said looking from Ray then Tyson and Max then to Alex. “Kai's got him and he said that the only way that Ray was going to get Driger back is if Ray went back to Kai” Max said sadly.

“Get out” Alex growled, “what?” Tyson said somewhat scared. “I Said GET OUT” Alex turned around and what Tyson and Max saw scared both of them. Alex's eyes were blood red and silted and her hair was sliver with blood red tips. Tyson and Max stood frozen. “I thought I told you to LEAVE” Alex hissed, as her canines grew longer. “We're going” Max said dragging Tyson out of the room. “Bastes you as well.”

Bastes could feel the air in the room crackle with magic as Alex's anger rose. “Alex you must calm down your not helping Ray by getting upset” Bastes said trying to calm her master down. Alex was pacing the room trying to make her eyes go back to their original color. “Your right, it's okay you can go now bastes” Alex said finally calming down. With that said Bastes left the room.

Alex closed the door with a bit of magic and then went to Ray's side. “Oh Ray I'm so sorry I didn't think this would happen, I feel so responsible” Alex's eyes stung as she held back her tears. She leaned down and rested her head on Ray's chest and finally let her tears flow free. Ray was quite then Alex got an idea `Ray can you hear me' Alex said into Ray's mind but she didn't get anything.

“That's it” Alex said laying down beside Ray, she took his hand in hers and closed her eyes. After a few minutes Alex opened her eyes and found her self in Ray's mind.

“RAY…” Alex yelled, but she didn't get a response. She summoned a small ball of light to her hand and looked around, she walked down a hall and the trip on something. She picked it up and looked at it, it was Ray's hair wrap and it was covered in blood. Alex started to panic “RAY WHERE ARE YOU” she screamed “alex” came a small voice.

In front of her a door opened and as it opened more a blinding red light came into view. Alex ran into it and covered her eyes. When she was sure she was through the door Alex opened her eyes. It was a small room. (Kinda like Yugi's soul room but with out the toys)

The walls were cover in bloody handprints and in the corner was Ray, he had blood covering his arms and a knife was laying beside him. Ray juts sat there and did nothing.

“Ray why?” Alex said walking to him. She knelt down and sat on her knees and looked at him. Ray still didn't do anything. She lifted his chin and made him look at her. “Why Ray, Why are you doing this to yourself” she lifted his arm to make him look at what he was doing to himself but he looked away. “Ray answer me” Alex said making him look at her again.

“DENZIE” Ray yelled.

Suddenly behind Alex there was a little girl with black and white hair and green eyes. Alex looked over her shoulder and look at the little girl. It was her when she was four years old. The little girl came up to Ray and hugged him and kissed his cheek.

“It's otay Ray” she whispered, “Denzie” Ray said “Ray it's going to be otay this girl is here to tate care of you. Aren't you big me?” the little girl said looking at Alex.

“Yes I am little one but how did you know who I was?” Alex asked “ `cause your pretty and Ray likes you. Please tate care of him” the little girl got up and walked back into the shadows. “Ray please you have to come back with me I need you” Alex cried. “Alex why do you care for me so much we just met after again after 10 years.” Ray asked.

“ `Cause Ray I've been with you all these years. You may not realize it but I am there in the shadows, if you looked you would have found me” Alex said “ and that's why you feel so strongly towards me as well.”

“But what about Driger?" Ray asked, “Well get him back I promise” Alex cried. The wounds on Ray's arms started to disappear and he pulled Alex into a hug. “Lets go home” Ray said, as a flash of white light engulfed them.

(Okay guys and girls this is where it gets good)

When Alex opened her eyes again she was face to face with Ray. Alex smiled and Ray leaned down to kiss her she pulled Ray deeper into the kiss, Alex wasn't going to deny Ray anything and she knew what Ray wanted and she was more then happy to give it to him. Ray broke the kiss and sat Alex up, he took off her shirt and kissed down her neck while trailing his hands down to her scrubs. He loosened the strings and Alex lifted her hips so Ray could pull them down until it was just above her knees. He then straddled her until she was laying down and she kicked off her pants the rest of the way. Ray and Alex kissed again, Ray's hands were on her breasts as he kissed his way to the spot on her neck where he had bitten her the night before.

His hand went to her crotch and started to take off her underwear. Alex lifted her hips as Ray pulled them off then kissed his way to her inner thigh making sure not to touch her crotch, Alex was moaning and as Ray started to kiss up to her cunt. Alex gasped as she felt Ray's fingers slowly go into her and started to flick her clit with his tongue. He added a second finger into her as she started to squirm on the bed. Ray knew that Alex was on the verge of cumming but stopped before she could. Alex whimpered as Ray stood up and removed his clothes Alex too got up and they looked at each other for a few seconds before they kissed again. That's when it happen that's when he knew that he wanted this female to be his for the rest of his life. His eyes silted and he grabbed Alex kissing her harder. He threw Alex to the bed and growled “Your mine for life female”. Alex eyes turned yellow as her eyes too silted and she hissed, “don't be so sure male”.

Ray jumped on Alex and simply thrust himself into her. Alex had to bite back a screamed as he started to kiss her neck and then suddenly bit her neck hard. Alex moved her head to the side to give Ray more room. Ray growled as he felt Alex's inner muscle contract around him.

He pounded into her over and over again getting the same sound from Alex each time but got louder until she was screaming. Ray felt himself on the verge of his own release and bit harder on Alex's neck so that she would come with him. With one final thrust Alex screamed Ray's name at the top of her lungs as she felt herself go over the edge and as Ray filled her. Ray arched his back filling Alex until he was done. They looked at each other before Ray fell on top of her then rolled off and laid beside his new mate.

He watched as Alex eyes returned to their original color before he said anything “Are you okay?” he asked kissing the side of Alex neck, “Yeah why wouldn't I be I'm with someone I love and I couldn't be happier” Alex moaned when Ray kissed a sensitive spot on her neck. Ray covered both of them with a blanket and fell asleep.

In Tyson's and Max's room

“Okay your talking to them tomorrow” Max said as he poke Tyson, “Why me?” he asked sleepily. “You just are so don't argue” with that said both boys fell asleep.

In the living room

“I hope she doesn't do that every night she'll be in heat soon enough, and then the real fun begins” Bastes said tiredly *yawn* “It's good to be out of my blade” the sphinx stretched and then fell asleep.

The next morning or rather afternoon

Ray woke up slowly and noticed that the bed beside him was cold he started to get worried. He got up and got dressed. He went to the living room and saw Tyson sitting on the couch with a bag of sour cream and onion chips. (Yummy)

“Morning Ty have you seen Alex?” Ray asked getting Tyson's attention.

“Oh hey Ray, Alex went to work with Max this morning. Speaking of morning it's like 1:30 in the after noon… Um Ray about last night.” Tyson got up and went to the kitchen.

“Yeah what about it?” Ray asked following him.

“Well when Kai took Driger Max and I thought we had lost you.”

Ray could see the tears in Tyson's eyes. Ray hugged Tyson.

“It's okay Ty I know how you felt remember when grandpa was murdered. It took about a week for Max and I to get you to come out of your room, you didn't talk to anyone you didn't eat, it scared Maxie pretty badly, but we got you to finally come out and when you did you ate almost everything in sight. I think that fake apple still has a bit mark in it” Ray said trying to cheer up Tyson. Tyson laughed at the memory.

“Yeah I guess your right Ray Maxie and I were scared we didn't know what to do. I told Max to call Alex and she rushed over here as fast as she could. I told her what happen and what your suppose to do to get Driger back and she totally flip. Her eyes change and so did her hair. She really scared Max and me. She told us to leave and that all we know. By the way what with the bandage on her neck she wore her hair in a ponytail as if she were proud of it. Just what did you guys do?”

Ray blush as the memory of the night before can flooding back. “Um… earth to Ray” Tyson said waving a hand infront of Ray's face. “Huh? Oh sorry just remembering that all.”

“Yeah me and Max could hear you two all the way done the hall mine keeping it to a dull roar next time” Tyson joke. “ Okay but I won't promise anything. We got anything to eat?” asked Ray. “There's always food in the fridge you should know that. Alex left a note for you it's on the fridge.” Tyson replied.

“Hey Ty.”

“Yeah”

“Can you do me a favor?”

“Sure what is it?”

“Can…can you”

“Can I what Ray?”

“Canyoukissme”

“What?” Tyson was sure he had heard that wrong.

Ray took a deep breath before saying it again.

“Can you kiss me?”

Tyson stood there in shock he didn't know what to do.

“Tyson?”

“Yeah” he walked up to Ray and kissed him lightly. He pulled back but Ray had a different plan he grab Tyson and kissed him hard then pulled back. Tyson stood there then hug Ray.

“Thanks Ty” Ray whispered into Tyson's ear. Tyson pulled back and smiled. “For what Ray?”

“For saving me I owe you” Ray smile back and went to the fridge. He opened it and grabbed some milk (cat's + Milk= cuteness) then close it and grabbed the note from Alex.

Dear Ray,

Hey if you're reading this then that means your awake lol! Anyways Tyson probably told you I'm at work with max right? Kenny called this morning and told Max that he had a new bit beast tracking system, so were going to test it to get Driger back. He's already tested it on Dizzy. Oh by the way Diz has her own body now! Anyways I'll be back at 3:30 I don't have to work at the hospital tonight so I'll see you when I get home bye!

Love from your mate Alex.

“Okay then, Tyson I think I'm in love with Alex” Ray said, “Really what was your first clue” Tyson laughed, “Ty” Ray said somewhat exasperated. “How long have you known?” Ray asked, “ from the time I first saw you just before you joined the team, you always looked lost and without someone you cared for.” Said Tyson.

“Your joking right…please Ty tell me your joking” Ray shouted. “Ray chill out when I saw the way you held her the first day you saw her I could tell that you were hole again. I could tell you were happy again” Tyson replied.

“AHHH” Ray screamed as he tried to pull out his hair. “What the fuck Tyson why didn't you tell me sooner it would have saved me the heart ache and the time.” “Chill out Ray, why don't you have something to eat I think we still have some ice cream left” Tyson said calmly. “ Oh Fuck off Tyson, call me when Alex gets here.” Ray yelled as he stormed out of the room. He locked himself in his room and started to throw things against the wall. All the while Tyson was trying to figure out if he should go and talk to him or not. He decided it was best that he didn't and stayed where he was.

In Ray's Room

“God damn son of a mother fucking bitch, why the hell do I fucking care about some stupid girl, why do I care what we had when we had when we were kids. AHHHH I fucking love her that's why I can't believe that.” He looked at the bed where Alex had become his Mate. “Why Why Why” he yelled as he remembered throwing Alex to the bed the night before and biting her, drawing out her sweet blood and tasting it as it flowed into his mouth.

“OH Shit” he yelled now he understood why he was in a bad mood suddenly. He was in Bloodlust and he wanted more of his mate's blood. “FUCK” he hissed. He landed on his bed and just stayed there “Why me?” he whispered. He turned on his back and cried. “I need Driger he about the only one who can take some sense into me”.

(Here's a surprised for you all)

There was a flash of bright light but as fast as it was there it was gone making Ray think he really hadn't seen anything. He rolled over on to his back and stared at the ceiling. “Ray what's the matter?”

“Who the hell is in my room” Ray said angrily

“My aren't we in a bad mood young Neko.” Said the voice

“Fuck off” Ray hissed.

“Now that's no way to talk your Mother.” The voice stated

“Sorry but my mom dead and I think I'm hearing things”

“Your right about me being dead.”

Ray jumped off his bed and looked to where the voice was.

I've been walking in the mirror for so long,

That I've come to believe my soul's on the other side.

“Mom?”

All the little pieces falling, shattered

To shaper to matter,

But big enough to cut me into so many little pieces if I try to touch her.

“Yes Ray it's me”

And I bleed. I bleed.

And I breathe. I breathe, no more

“ Mom you're here but how it's not possible” Ray ran and hugged his mom “Mother” Ray cried

“Shhh baby I'm here”

I take a breath and try to turn off what my spirits will.

Yet how can you refuse to drink like a stubborn child.

Ray looked up at his mom. She had golden cat eyes and her hair was jet black and long enough to touch the ground. Ray hugged her again afraid that she was going to go away.

Lie to me; convince me that I've been sick forever

And all of this will make sense when I get better.

“Shhh I know you've missed me son,” She said trying to comfort Ray. “Mom what am I going to do?”

But I know the Difference between my self and my reflection.

“I've been watching you Ray I can tell you have feeling for this girl but what about that boy you were living with do you still have feeling for him?”

I just can't help but wonder which of us do you love?

“I don't know! What he did to me was something I will never forgive him for he has done”

“Pick with your heart only then can you be sure”

And I bleed. I bleed

And I breathe.

I breathe, No

Bleed. I bleed.

And I breathe. I breathe. I breathe, No more

Ray closed his eyes and was quiet of a minute then slowly opened them.

“I chose Alex”

Ray didn't hear Alex walk into the room “oh Ray”

Ray looked up at his mom but she wasn't there any more. She had left leaving Alex and Ray Alone in the room. Ray turned around and was face to face with Alex.

“Hey what's up?” Alex said pretending she hadn't heard anything at all.

“I love you Alex I don't know why but I just do” Ray hugged her.

“I know Ray and I love you too always have always will” they kissed passionately.

They broke apart and Alex took Ray hand. “Let's go find Driger”

They walk into the hall way and then to the living room.

(See I should end the chapter right here but then you would have to wait another couple of months for the update so I won't)

They looked at Max and Tyson. That's when Ray noticed Kenny with a new person. She had long sliver and gold hair and blue dragon eyes she was wearing a short gold skirt and a sliver tank top. Ray looked to Kenny and the girl's hands they were intertwined.

“When did Kenny get a girl friend?” Ray whispered, “about the same time she came out of the laptop” Alex said

Ray stood there shocked. “That's Dizzy” Ray almost yelled. Alex clapped a hand over his mouth and nodded “are you going to be quiet now?” Alex hissed Ray nodded.

Alex uncovered his mouth. “Kenny when did his happen” Ray asked

Kenny blushed “about 2 days ago” then Dizzy pipe in, “ Yeah and we've already had sex” Everyone just laughed, as Kenny got even redder.

“Holly crap Kenny not even 2 days and your already down her pant or in this case up her skirt” Tyson laugh making Kenny get even redder if that was possible.

“Okay Tyson that's enough bugging Kenny for now” Alex said with a growl getting everyone attention. Ray turned to Alex and then pinned her up against the wall. Everyone just watched as Ray bit Alex neck growling at her. “Mine” he hissed he looked at everyone making sure that everyone knew that she was his.

Dizzy didn't even seem to be put off at all she just laughed and said, “Okay Ray was get it she's yours and I doubt that anyone here wants to take the chance in saying she not. Now let her go so we can find Driger” Ray growled at her but Let Alex go anyways.

Alex just stayed where she was panting. “Alex are you okay,” asked Max when Alex didn't blink for a long time. “Alex…Love” “Huh what sorry I was just enjoying something” Alex moaned “Alex did you just d what I think you did” asked Max “yep” she said everyone just looked at her “what it's not my fault. It Ray's Blame him” “okay what ever Kenny is that tracking system working” Ray asked trying to chance the subject “huh what… oh yeah just a moment.” Kenny load up the program on his laptop and waited. “Okay here we go… let's see what that can't be right.” “What?” everyone asked “well” Kenny began “it says that there are 4 bit beast here but I only count three? Dragoon, Draciel, and Dizzy. But that all I know of.” Suddenly a black panther came in from outside. “Oh there you are Bastes.

Alex well I'm going leave it there for right now anyways see yeah later

Ray- I can't believe you I bit you and you get off for it that's odd.

Alex- I'll explain that next chapter.

Ray- ok bye for now.