Bleach Fan Fiction ❯ Bottom Of A Bottle ❯ Chapter 4
[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]
Shiro laid there in the darkness trying to catch some z's,a memory entered his mind. One tear streamed down his pale cheek,Shirosaki opened his eyes slowly and murmured one name. Sadness clear in his eyes and in his voice.
"...Rurichiyo."
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Ichigo stopped dead in his tracks with a box full of dog and cat toys he had to arrange,once he heard Shirosaki utter a name .
"...Rurichiyo"
Great depression washed over the strawberry's body causing him to clutch the box tighter and the biggest urge to cry came over him.
"Ichi?"
The red head looked up to find Gin staring at him with a dead serious look on his face and with his eyes open.
"Whats wrong Ichigo? You're crying."
Ichigo immediately touched his face and as Gin had said,tears had slid down his cheeks and he felt his eyes watered even more. Extreme sorrow filled his mind as the strawberry began to panic.
"These aren't mine...These feelings aren't mine."
Ichigo continued to repeat this in his head as if it'd dispell the sadness that was waying him down. His hands began to shake and feel sweaty as more tears came down.
"What...Whats happening to me?"
A hand grabbed the box full of toys from Ichigo's before it fell to the floor,the strawberry looked up again.
"Ichigo I think you should go home. You don't look so good right now."Urahara said as handed the box over to Gin and patted Ichigo on the back.
"You don't have to come to work tomorrow either if you don't feel up for it alright. Gin,could you go put those toys where they need to go?"
The white haired male looked at his childhood friend one last time,a look of pure confusion and worry showed before nodding and going away. Ichigo wiped at his face and faced the blond manager.
"I'm sorry Urahara I don't know what came over me. I-I'm fine now."
Urahara's eyes narrowed staring at the strawberry was if he had grown a second head.
"I've heard from your father whats been going on Ichigo. Your far from fine,I heard that you've been in a state of depression and that you've been going out all night drinking just to have one of your friends to drag you home."
Ichigo looked down at the ground like a scolded child.
"But...But I stopped doing so the day before yesterday."
"It still doesn't mean that your depression is over from what I saw just now."
The red heads head snapped up with a small bubbling rage in his eyes
"That wasn't me. Those tears weren't mine."He raised his voice slightly and curled his hands into fists.
"Ichigo take the rest of the day off and call if you're not going to work tomorrow. Understood?"
With that said Urahara turned around and left the strawberry shaking with rage.
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Grimmjow entered the pet store,first thing that came into his mind wasn't to find some good toys for Pantera or a collar for her. He wondered where the strawberry was as he walked without paying attention someone bumped into the blue haired male.
"Speak of the devil."Grimmjow thought as he looked to see a full head of orange hair. The blue haired male looked down at the younger male,he noticed the strawberry's tear stained face and his eyes were watering.
"Sorry."Was all the red head mumbled as he walked passed the older male.
"What was that about?"Grimmjow whispered to himself.
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Once Ichigo got home he was face to face with his confused father.
"Ichigo why are you home early?"
Ichigo shifted uncomfortably under the mans questioning gaze.
"I wasn't feeling well so Urahara told me to go home...he said if I'm still not feeling good tomorrow I don't have to go to work."
His father nodded as Ichigo made his way up the stairs to go to his room He stopped halfway and looked back towards his father.
"I'm gonna take a nap dad. Please don't bother me."
The strawberry proceded to his room closed his door and locked it,he changed his clothes from his normal blue skinny jeans and black polo shirt he wore for work,to comfy gray sweatpants and a wife beater. He threw his clothes to a corner in his room and laid down on his bed with his arms folded behind his head,staring up at the ceiling. Ichigo suddenly felt tired as he turned to lay on his side,his eyelids began to droop closed slowly.
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Ichigo found himself at a small park,it had a swing set,slides and a jungle gym. A small blond girl looking around four years old was on a bench near the swings crying. Ichigo felt his body move and begin a fast walk as a small fear blossomed in his stomach.
"Rurichiyo,are you okay?"
"Is..Is that my voice?" Ichigo thought,feel confusion as to why he was talking to the girl named Rurichiyo. She sobbed and looked up at the strawberry,trying to wipe away at her tears.
"I-I fell off the swing and cut my knee."
She hiccuped while more tears slid down her cheeks. Ichigo inspected the scrape on her knee then took out a band-aid and put it on her knee. He kissed the band-aid on her knee,looked up and felt himself smile brightly at the girl.
"There all better now,see."
Rurichiyo looked at her knee and smiled.
"Thank you."
Ichigo took the blonds hand and pulled her off of the bench.
"C'mon Rurichiyo,I'll buy you some ice cream. How bout chocolate marshmallow?"
The little girl cheered as they made their way to an ice cream store called Scoops.
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The strawberry awoke with confusion glued in his mind and wide eyes.
"What was that?"
Ichigo scratched the back of his head as he sat up in his bed.
"What a strange dream."
Ichigo rubbed his face before grabbing his cellphone to make a call.
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"Thank you please come again." Nel called after Grimmjow as he walked out of the store. The blue haired male was deep in thought on his way home,he had bought what he needed for Pantera. His mind kept flowing back to Ichigo and his tear stained face,the saddest look was on the strawberry's face and reflected in his eyes.
"Why was he cryin'? I wonder what was buggin' him." the blue eyed male mumbled to himself.
Grimmjow was planing on talking to the red head just for talking,but now he was curious as to why he was crying. Also why he didn't notice him when they bumped into each other. A person suddenly bumped shoulders with the blue haired male hard making him stumble back a little. The action annoyed the tall male,it made him want to pop the guy a nice one in the face. But when he looked up all he did was get a shocked look on his face for a second and then he rolled his eyes.
"Oh its just you Ulquiorra."
The petite black haired green eyed male just continued to give off a blank look.
"Hello to you too Grimmjow."
The smaller male looked at the bag Grimmjow was holing from the pet store with the toys for Pantera.
"Hmm what do you have there?"
The other male motioned to the bag,Grimmjow grinned.
"I got a cat."
The statement caused a small smirk to ghost over Ulquiorra's lips,for he knew of Rangiku's fear of black cats.
"May I suggest something?"
"Shoot."
"Why don't you buy some cat nip?"
Grimmjow's grin grew as the idea stuck in his head.
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"GRIMMY YOU DEVIL!"
Rangiku was currently running away from one high Pantera that was chasing her. Toshiro was laughing his head off on the couch and Grimmjow was cackling. Ulquiorra stood there by Grimmjow's side inwardly enjoying the hilarious display before him. Ulquiorra had been childhood friends with Grimmjow and hes always helped with making up pranks to use on Rangiku.
"Grimmjow,why were you so spaced out when you were walking home?"
Rangiku had left some time ago and Toshiro had taken Pantera into his room to play with her and her new toys. Grimm put his hands together as he tried to think of a way to explain things to his childhood friend.
"Theres this guy that works at the pet shop where I bought Pantera. He looks so much like this guy I fucked bout two days ago I guess."
"So? What about the guy?"
Grimmjow got up from the couch and walked over to a window.
"Its just that...he looks so much like the guy I fucked so I can't seem to get them both outta my head. The one from the pet store...I saw him crying today. I wanna talk to him,but now I wanna know why he was cryin' more than just tryin' to get into anyones pants."
Ulquiorra snickered causing Grimmjow to glare at him.
"Grimmy's got a crush."
The blue haired male threw a cushion from the smaller couch at Ulquiorra.
"Its not like that with Ichigo. I feel more friendly towards him,the other one gives me a sex drive. Ya know..." the blue eyed male thought for a moment. "He never told me his name."
The black haired male chuckled.
"I can't believe you just said that."
A.N:Eh another short chapter took me a while to get this one together. You're probably a little confused but don't worry everything will become clear later on.
"...Rurichiyo."
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Ichigo stopped dead in his tracks with a box full of dog and cat toys he had to arrange,once he heard Shirosaki utter a name .
"...Rurichiyo"
Great depression washed over the strawberry's body causing him to clutch the box tighter and the biggest urge to cry came over him.
"Ichi?"
The red head looked up to find Gin staring at him with a dead serious look on his face and with his eyes open.
"Whats wrong Ichigo? You're crying."
Ichigo immediately touched his face and as Gin had said,tears had slid down his cheeks and he felt his eyes watered even more. Extreme sorrow filled his mind as the strawberry began to panic.
"These aren't mine...These feelings aren't mine."
Ichigo continued to repeat this in his head as if it'd dispell the sadness that was waying him down. His hands began to shake and feel sweaty as more tears came down.
"What...Whats happening to me?"
A hand grabbed the box full of toys from Ichigo's before it fell to the floor,the strawberry looked up again.
"Ichigo I think you should go home. You don't look so good right now."Urahara said as handed the box over to Gin and patted Ichigo on the back.
"You don't have to come to work tomorrow either if you don't feel up for it alright. Gin,could you go put those toys where they need to go?"
The white haired male looked at his childhood friend one last time,a look of pure confusion and worry showed before nodding and going away. Ichigo wiped at his face and faced the blond manager.
"I'm sorry Urahara I don't know what came over me. I-I'm fine now."
Urahara's eyes narrowed staring at the strawberry was if he had grown a second head.
"I've heard from your father whats been going on Ichigo. Your far from fine,I heard that you've been in a state of depression and that you've been going out all night drinking just to have one of your friends to drag you home."
Ichigo looked down at the ground like a scolded child.
"But...But I stopped doing so the day before yesterday."
"It still doesn't mean that your depression is over from what I saw just now."
The red heads head snapped up with a small bubbling rage in his eyes
"That wasn't me. Those tears weren't mine."He raised his voice slightly and curled his hands into fists.
"Ichigo take the rest of the day off and call if you're not going to work tomorrow. Understood?"
With that said Urahara turned around and left the strawberry shaking with rage.
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Grimmjow entered the pet store,first thing that came into his mind wasn't to find some good toys for Pantera or a collar for her. He wondered where the strawberry was as he walked without paying attention someone bumped into the blue haired male.
"Speak of the devil."Grimmjow thought as he looked to see a full head of orange hair. The blue haired male looked down at the younger male,he noticed the strawberry's tear stained face and his eyes were watering.
"Sorry."Was all the red head mumbled as he walked passed the older male.
"What was that about?"Grimmjow whispered to himself.
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Once Ichigo got home he was face to face with his confused father.
"Ichigo why are you home early?"
Ichigo shifted uncomfortably under the mans questioning gaze.
"I wasn't feeling well so Urahara told me to go home...he said if I'm still not feeling good tomorrow I don't have to go to work."
His father nodded as Ichigo made his way up the stairs to go to his room He stopped halfway and looked back towards his father.
"I'm gonna take a nap dad. Please don't bother me."
The strawberry proceded to his room closed his door and locked it,he changed his clothes from his normal blue skinny jeans and black polo shirt he wore for work,to comfy gray sweatpants and a wife beater. He threw his clothes to a corner in his room and laid down on his bed with his arms folded behind his head,staring up at the ceiling. Ichigo suddenly felt tired as he turned to lay on his side,his eyelids began to droop closed slowly.
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Ichigo found himself at a small park,it had a swing set,slides and a jungle gym. A small blond girl looking around four years old was on a bench near the swings crying. Ichigo felt his body move and begin a fast walk as a small fear blossomed in his stomach.
"Rurichiyo,are you okay?"
"Is..Is that my voice?" Ichigo thought,feel confusion as to why he was talking to the girl named Rurichiyo. She sobbed and looked up at the strawberry,trying to wipe away at her tears.
"I-I fell off the swing and cut my knee."
She hiccuped while more tears slid down her cheeks. Ichigo inspected the scrape on her knee then took out a band-aid and put it on her knee. He kissed the band-aid on her knee,looked up and felt himself smile brightly at the girl.
"There all better now,see."
Rurichiyo looked at her knee and smiled.
"Thank you."
Ichigo took the blonds hand and pulled her off of the bench.
"C'mon Rurichiyo,I'll buy you some ice cream. How bout chocolate marshmallow?"
The little girl cheered as they made their way to an ice cream store called Scoops.
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The strawberry awoke with confusion glued in his mind and wide eyes.
"What was that?"
Ichigo scratched the back of his head as he sat up in his bed.
"What a strange dream."
Ichigo rubbed his face before grabbing his cellphone to make a call.
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"Thank you please come again." Nel called after Grimmjow as he walked out of the store. The blue haired male was deep in thought on his way home,he had bought what he needed for Pantera. His mind kept flowing back to Ichigo and his tear stained face,the saddest look was on the strawberry's face and reflected in his eyes.
"Why was he cryin'? I wonder what was buggin' him." the blue eyed male mumbled to himself.
Grimmjow was planing on talking to the red head just for talking,but now he was curious as to why he was crying. Also why he didn't notice him when they bumped into each other. A person suddenly bumped shoulders with the blue haired male hard making him stumble back a little. The action annoyed the tall male,it made him want to pop the guy a nice one in the face. But when he looked up all he did was get a shocked look on his face for a second and then he rolled his eyes.
"Oh its just you Ulquiorra."
The petite black haired green eyed male just continued to give off a blank look.
"Hello to you too Grimmjow."
The smaller male looked at the bag Grimmjow was holing from the pet store with the toys for Pantera.
"Hmm what do you have there?"
The other male motioned to the bag,Grimmjow grinned.
"I got a cat."
The statement caused a small smirk to ghost over Ulquiorra's lips,for he knew of Rangiku's fear of black cats.
"May I suggest something?"
"Shoot."
"Why don't you buy some cat nip?"
Grimmjow's grin grew as the idea stuck in his head.
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"GRIMMY YOU DEVIL!"
Rangiku was currently running away from one high Pantera that was chasing her. Toshiro was laughing his head off on the couch and Grimmjow was cackling. Ulquiorra stood there by Grimmjow's side inwardly enjoying the hilarious display before him. Ulquiorra had been childhood friends with Grimmjow and hes always helped with making up pranks to use on Rangiku.
"Grimmjow,why were you so spaced out when you were walking home?"
Rangiku had left some time ago and Toshiro had taken Pantera into his room to play with her and her new toys. Grimm put his hands together as he tried to think of a way to explain things to his childhood friend.
"Theres this guy that works at the pet shop where I bought Pantera. He looks so much like this guy I fucked bout two days ago I guess."
"So? What about the guy?"
Grimmjow got up from the couch and walked over to a window.
"Its just that...he looks so much like the guy I fucked so I can't seem to get them both outta my head. The one from the pet store...I saw him crying today. I wanna talk to him,but now I wanna know why he was cryin' more than just tryin' to get into anyones pants."
Ulquiorra snickered causing Grimmjow to glare at him.
"Grimmy's got a crush."
The blue haired male threw a cushion from the smaller couch at Ulquiorra.
"Its not like that with Ichigo. I feel more friendly towards him,the other one gives me a sex drive. Ya know..." the blue eyed male thought for a moment. "He never told me his name."
The black haired male chuckled.
"I can't believe you just said that."
A.N:Eh another short chapter took me a while to get this one together. You're probably a little confused but don't worry everything will become clear later on.