Bleach Fan Fiction ❯ Heat Of The Night ❯ silencio embarazada ( Chapter 4 )
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Flustered  didn’t  begin  to  describe  how  she  felt.  Undeniably  embarrassed,  maybe. Â
Unutterably  horrified  might  also  scratch  the  surface. Â
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“Inoue-Â& acirc;€san?† That  was  Rukia’s  voice. Â
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Things  just  kept  going  from  bad  to  worse.  Plastering  a  fake  smile  on  her  face,  she Â
stammered  out  a  greeting,  wondering  why  oh  WHY  she  couldn’t  have  had  the  sense Â
to  head  to  a  clinic  the  next  town  over.  She  just  hadn’t  been  thinking.  Clearly,  her Â
brain  had  melted.  Might  be  running  out  my  ears…out  of  every  orfice… Â
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“Kurosaki- â€kun!  Hi!  And  Rukia-Ââ€chan!  What  a  nice  surprise!  Twice  in  one  day…â€She &Aci rc;
laughed  nervously,  wishing  she  could  die  on  the  spot.  “May  I  come  in…?&acir c;€  Ichigo Â
scratched  his  head,  perplexed,  but  stepped  aside  to  allow  her  entry  nonetheless. Â
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†œYeah…sure…Whatâ€& trade;s  up?  Somethin’  going  d own…?† She  flushed,  his  words Â
reminding  her  of  a  different  scenario  that  involved  ‘going  downâ€&trade ;.  Gah!  Bad  thoughts, Â
bad  thoughts,  Inoue! Â
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â&e uro;œNo—ah,  what  makes  you  say  that?† He  gave  her  a  strange  look,  one  closely Â
mirrored  by  Byakua’s  sister. Â
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“Well,  you  just  mentioned  that  you’d  seen  Rukia  earlier…I  just  figured  that  meant Â
something  might  have  happened,† he  shrugged,  arms  akimbo,  “… or  maybe  it’s  just Â
girl  stuff.  I  don’t  know&acir c;€¦.just  thought  I’d  ask.† He  scratched  his  rust  colored  hair, Â
clearly  uncomfortable.  Rukia  smiled,  but  Orihime  noticed  with  trepidation  that  it Â
didn’t  quite  reach  her  cobalt  eyes. Â
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“ Yes,  the  latter.  Just  ‘girl  stuffâ€&trade ;  Ichigo.† Orhime  nearly  wilted  under  the  heat  of Â
Rukia’s  look.  Ichigo  was  oblivious  to  the  whole  exchange. Â
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â€&oe lig;So,  ah,  what  was  it  that  you  wanted,  Inoue?† Orihime  cringed.  Crude.  No  way  am  I Â
asking…for  that.  Stupid  as  it  was,  it  hadn’t  occurred  to  her  that  Ichigo  might  still  be Â
home.  Nor  his  sisters,  Yuzu  and  Karin.  It  was  a  small  mercy  the  latter  didn’t  seem  to Â
be  home.  The  thought  of  the  younger  Kurosaki  siblings  discovering  herâ&euro ;¦awkward Â
situation  made  her  flesh  run  cold.  Had  it  only  been  his  father,  she  might  have  been Â
able  to  cook  up  something.  Some  half-Ââ€baked Â& nbsp;excuse.   Pretend  she  was  getting  the  pill Â
for  some  unfortunate  friend.  If  all  else  failed,  he  at  the  very  least  would  be  restricted Â
to  typical  doctor  and  patient  confidentiality.   Ichigo’s  warm,  cinnamon  eyes Â
continued  to  stare  down  at  her,  a  scowl  etched  upon  his  otherwise  bemused Â
features. Â
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“I  just  wanted  to  ask  you  about  Ochi-Ââ&e uro;Sensei’s  latest  art  assignment…† The  tightening Â
of  his  brows  relaxed,  sudden  tension  leaving  his  frame. Â
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“Ohâ€&brv bar;that  all?†Â
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“On  a  Saturday?† Rukia  cut  in  sharply.  Orihime  smiled  back  winningly,  patting  her Â
head  as  she  chirruped  out  a  laugh,  and  it  sounded  like  water  splashing  over  flower Â
petals. Â
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“Well  I  wanted  to  get  a  head  start  on  it,  but  didn’t  want  to  get  too  far  ahead,  in  case  I Â
got  the  whole  thing  wrong.  Tatsuki  has  never  let  me  forget  about  botching  that Â
‘future  me’  art  assignment.† Her  heart  ached  at  the  lie.  Ichigo’s  expression  soured  a Â
bit,  though  he  did  manage  a  well-Ââ€meaning Â&n bsp;grin. Â
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“Yeahâ&e uro;¦I  gotcha.  I  think  this  time  we’re  supposed  to  illustrate  our  ‘true  selves. ’  how Â
we  view  ourselves  as  well  as  how  we  want  to  be  seen,  I  guess…† Â
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She  bobbed  her  head,  strangely  more  at  ease  the  further  she  slipped  beneath  the Â
veneer  of  her  happy-Ââ€go-­ ;â€lucky  mask.  Fake  it  ‘til  you  make  it…that ’s  what  Sora  used  to Â
say…Her  gut  twisted  at  the  thought.  Not  wishing  to  dwell  on  her  brother,  for  fear  of Â
wondering  what  he  might  have  to  say  about  her  poor  choices  of  late,  she  pushed Â
herself  back  into  the  present. Â
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“And  it  doesn’t  matter  what  medium  we  use  this  time,  right?  “  He  seemed  taken Â
aback  by  the  question.  Rukia,  meanwhile,  softly  placed  her  empty  glass  within  the Â
sink  and  quietly  moved  closer  to  her  companions.  Her  gaze  hardly  flickered  from Â
Orihime,  studying  her  every  gesticulation  as  if  trying  to  decipher  some  other  hidden Â
meaning.  Orihime  found  it  unnerving,  and  she  fought  to  keep  from  chewing  her Â
bottom  lip. Â
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“Uh,  actually,  she  requested  we  use  colored  pencils.  Nothin’  too  fancy—“ Â
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“Oh!  I’m  so  glad  I  checked  with  you,  Kurosaki-Ââ€kun!  I  really  need  to  go  out  and  buy Â
some,  then.  And  to  think  I  almost  used  oil  pastels!† She  pirouetted  delicately  out  the Â
door  and   affected  a  polite  bow  once  upon  the  step.  “Thanks  so  much,  Kurosaki-Ââ€kun! &Aci rc;
Bye  Rukia-Ââ€chan!  Iâ&eur o;™ll  see  you  both  Monday!† They  watched  her  go,  a  mixture  of  droll Â
bemusement  and  suspicion  mired  between  the  two. Â
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“I  don’t  quite  believe  that  was  the  real  reason  for  her  visit.† Her  tone  was  velvet, Â
contemplative.  She  was  loathe  to  voice  her  complete  opinion  on  the  matter,  lest  she Â
jump  to  the  wrong  conclusion.  She  had  no  desire  to  instigate  the  substitute-Ââ€
shin nigami,  as  he  had  a  penchant  for  taking  action  first  and  asking  questions  later. Â
That,  coupled  with  what  she  suspected…Rukia Â&n bsp;sighed.  It  would  not  end  well.  Best  to Â
get  the  facts  straight,  first. Â
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“What  makes  you  say  that?† She  smiled,  deciding  for  the  moment  to  keep  her  cards Â
close  to  the  chest.  At  least  until  she  had  some  questions  answered.  Before  Ichigo Â
went  gallivanting  through  Karakura  Town,  making  a  complete  and  utter  mess  based Â
on  a  mere  hunch. Â
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â€&oelig ;Woman’s  intuition.† she  intoned  smugly,  before  slipping  like  a  cat  back  into  the Â
kitchen  in  search  of  a  snack. Â
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She  pushed  the  wide  hood  of  her  sweater  further  over  her  head,  her  fingers  knotting Â
into  the  fabric  of  the  sleeves  as  she  tried  to  disappear  in  to  the  vast  fabric.  It  was Â
easily  twice  her  size,  and  in  fact  had  already  seen  ownership.  While  Orihime  was Â
fully  capable  of  hemming  in  the  cloth  to  make  it  fit  properly,  she  didn’t  have  the Â
heart  to  unabashedly  change  something  of  Sora’s.  It  was  one  of  few  items  of  his  she Â
had  actually  kept.  It  wasn’t  a  particularly  attractive  piece  of  clothing,  and  in  fact  had Â
been  buried  in  the  back  of  Sora’s  closet  for  most  of  its  life.  She  had  only  ever  worn  it Â
about  the  house,  especially  on  chilly  evenings  when  in  need  of  being  extra  cozy.  Â
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In  fact,  it  was  a  bit  too  thick  for  this  type  of  weather.  So  much  so,  that  she  was Â
receiving  a  few  strange  looks  from  other  passengers  on  the  subway.  While  it  wasn’t Â
quite  as  hot  as  yesterday,  it  still  wasn’t  exactly  sweater  weather.  Still,  at  least  she Â
had  an  excuse  for  sunglasses.  Feeling  them  slide  down  her  nose,  Orihime  pushed Â
them  back  up,  biting  her  lip  and  pretending  not  to  notice  any  undue  attention.  She Â
should  have  done  this  in  the  first  place:  booked  an  appointment  for  a  different  clinic Â
in  downtown  Tokyo.  She  could  only  chalk  up  her  blunder  in  running  straight  to Â
Kurosaki-Ââ€kun’ s  family  clinic  as  force  of  habit.  And  maybe  naive  stupidity.  Her Â
judgment  hadn’t  exactly  been  stellar  lately. Â
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The  subway  car  lurched  to  a  stop,  and  Orihime  brushed  through  the  crowd  of  people Â
emptying  through  the  doors.  She  kept  her  head  down,  trying  not  to  make  direct  eye Â
contact  with  anyone.  She  was,  of  course,  being  ridiculous.  There  was  no  way  she Â
could  run  into  anyone  she  knew  in  this  part  of  town.  She  was  being  overly  cautious, Â
and  she  knew  it.  Still,  Orihime  felt  she  had  the  right  to  feel  a  little  paranoid.  Lucky Â
she  had  been  quick-Ââ€witted  ; enough  to  ask  about  Misato  Ochi-Ââ€senseiâ ;€™s  art  assignment Â
rather  than  be  caught  out. Â
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She  made  her  way  through  the  human  traffic,  making  her  way  up  and  into  the  light Â
on  the  street  where  she  tried  to  blend  in  with  the  other  pedestrians.  Unwillingly,  she Â
felt  her  mind  drift  to  the  homework  assignment.  Her  ‘true  self&ac irc;€™â€¦she  frowned,  eyes Â
alighting  on  the  impressive  buildings  around  choking  the  sky  as  she  mulled  it  over. Â
At  present,  she  figured  her  ‘true  self’  was  probably  best  illustrated  as  a  super Â
heroine…or  rather,  a  heroine  whose  super-Ââ€suit  was  torn,  thus  making  her Â
vulnerable.  To  top  it  off,  it  would  probably  also  have  to  depict  her  trussed  up  to  a Â
chair  or  something  by  the  arch  villain. Â
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She  frowned,  forehead  crinkling  as  her  fingers  once  again  rescued  her  sunglasses Â
from  falling.  That’s  all  she  really  was  these  days…or  at  least  how  she  felt.   Demi-Ââ€god Â
powers  or  not,  she  was  more  of  a  victim  than  the  heroine  she  played  at  becoming. Â
Suddenly  realizing  where  she  was,  Orhime  paused  on  the  sidewalk.  Taking  a  deep Â
breath,  she  squared  her  shoulders,  and  walked  heavily  through  the  clinic  door.  Â
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The  gentle  scrape  of  his  brush,  laden  with  rich  ink,  was  a  hypnotic  sound  as  he Â
rhythmically  plied  it  against  the  thick  parchment.  It  soothed  him;  the  practiced Â
motions  of  his  calligraphy  as  water  rippled  and  blades  of  grass  breathed  from  the Â
garden  outside.  Light  flickered,  sun-Â&ac irc;€birthed  shadows  of  the  roving  plants  brushing Â
against  the  delicate  paper  of  his  window  in  quiet  harmony.  He  drank  it  all  in,  willing Â
the  peacefulness  of  his  surroundings  to  well  up  around  him  and  embrace  his Â
presence  as  it  so  often  did.  He  sighed,  laying  aside  his  brush.  It  was  to  no  avail.  His Â
tumultuous  mind  rebelled  at  every  turn.  Never  had  he  felt  so  unhinged.  While  he Â
had  once  regained  a  semblance  of  previous  iron  will,  the  truth  of  the  matter  was  that Â
it  failed  to  feel  the  same.  Where  once  he  had  retained  ridged  control,  his  resolve  had Â
been  shattered,  aided  by  an  Arrancar’s  poisonous  aphrodisiac.  Where  once Â
unbroken,  there  were  now  cracks;  shards  still  beneath  his  very  skin.  He  could  feel Â
them.  For  how  else  could  he  explain  the  absence  of  his  once  unshakeable Â
countenance? Â
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While  the  staff  and  other  members  of  the  household  had  been  unable  to  perceive Â
such  a  thing  since  his  return,  others  would  soon  not  fail  to  notice.  Yoruichi  came  to Â
mind.  The  woman  was  infuriatingly  perceptive,  especially  in  regards  to  his  person. Â
He  was  ashamed  of  what  he  had  done.  Ashamed  for  giving  in.  And  yet… Â
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He  arose  from  his  desk,  unable  to  find  any  interest  in  continuing  the  unsuccessful Â
distraction. Â
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He  did  not  regret  his  actions  completely.  It  had  almost  been  a  relief:  giving  in  to  a Â
feeling  he  had  honestly  feared  lost.  Fearing  it  had  been  buried  beside  the  woman  he Â
loved.   Since  Rukia’s  near  death  sentence,  caused  ,  in  part  by  his  own  hand,  he  had Â
been  struck  by  how  detached  he  had  become  to  the  world  around  him.  How  many Â
emotions  had  he  locked  up,  only  for  them  to  feel  as  though  they  had  eroded  away Â
entirely?  Apprehension  had  tread  beside  him  for  some  time  since  then;  worrying Â
that  he  had  become  a  shell  of  the  man  he  once  was.  In  the  months  following,  he Â
willfully  tried  to  accept  this  fate,  telling  himself  that  emotions  were  an  unnecessary Â
distraction,  and  that  he  had  not  lost  sight  of  true  justice.  After  all,  he  had  protected Â
Rukia,  as  his  conscious  (and  the  annoying  Kurosaki  boy)  had  bade,  in  the  end.  Â
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But  this  was  a  lie  he  had  been  loathe  to  swallow.  Perhaps  that  was  why  it  had  not Â
seemed  unusual  for  him  to  take  that  fateful  walk  in  the  world  of  the  living.  He  often Â
took  long  walks  to  clear  his  head,  and  save  for  the  noted  absence  of  Senbonzakura,  it Â
had  initially  been  no  different.  At  least  until  Alma  Gemela  had  fell  upon  him,  and Â
proved  that  the  fates  or  the  kami  or  whomever  laughed  from  the  heavens  thought Â
that  destiny  should  think  irony  was  funny  in  their  twisted  humor. Â
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He  could  not  say  that  he  now  loved  another.  He  was  not  incapable  of  repeating  the Â
emotion;  he  was  more  than  capable  of  a  lot  of  things.  He  lusted,  and  was  inquisitive Â
as  to  why  that  was,  but  he  barely  knew  Orihime  Inoue  as  a  person.  As  it  was,  he Â
intended  to  know  her  more,  if  for  no  other  reason  than  to  satiate  the  curiosity  he Â
now  felt  towards  her  person.  True,  it  was  not  unlikely  that  the  aphrodisiac  had Â
simply  driven  him  to  bed  any  female  within  his  immediate  proximity,  as  had  been Â
intended  by  its  maker.  Inoue  had  indeed  been  convenient.  Yet  he  suspected  there Â
was  more  to  it  than  that.  Buried  deep  within  the  recesses  of  his  mind,  he  might Â
admit  to  feeling  a  stirring  attraction  for  the  girl.  Faint,  but  present;  much  like  writing Â
in  the  sand.  She  had  remained,  until  thus  far,  beneath  his  general  notice.  Due  to  her Â
youthful  exuberance  and  obvious  admiration  for  the  substitute  shinnigami  whelp, Â
he  had  not  sought  to  deepen  any  sort  of  connection  he  might  have  felt  with  her, Â
physical  or  otherwise.  She  had  been  easy  to  ignore,  and  any  male  interest  on  his  part Â
was  unlikely  to  have  ever  been  explored  up  to  this  point.  Inoue-Ââ€san  had  been  meant Â
to  remain  ignorant,  had  time  taken  its  natural  course.  Â
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But  providence  proved  to  have  other  plans.  While  grateful  to  have  once  more  be  put Â
in  touch  with  sensations  nearly  forgottenâ&e uro;”anger,  passion,  raw  need…his  mind  now Â
felt  overwhelmed  by  their  presence;  by  things  so  long  ago  forgotten.  She  also Â
occupied  his  thoughts.  Even  now,  he  uncomfortably  recalled  how  he  had  used  the Â
ochre  towel  to  tie  her  wrists  together.  She  had  seemed  dizzy,  overwhelmed  in  a  haze Â
of  fatigue  or  lust…perhaps  both,  as  he  knotted  the  thick  terrycloth  together, Â
effectively  imprisoning  half  her  limbs. Â
Â
Â
He  covered  her  mouth  with  his  own,  drinking  her  in,  rough  hands  smoothing  across Â
her  slick  skin.  She  gasped  at  the  motion,  and  he  took  the  opportunity  to  plunder  her Â
mouth  with  his  tongue,  abruptly  capturing  her  breasts  in  a  steel  grip.  He  then Â
mounted  her,  craving  to  plunder  the  other  delightful  crevices  her  body  offered  other Â
than  her  sweet  mouth.  He  broke  the  kiss,  moving  up  her  torso  with  a  skillful  twist  of Â
his  hips  as  he  penetrated  between  the  twin  globes  of  glorious  flesh  for  a  second  time Â
that  night.  She  panted  beneath  him,  surprise  evident  on  her  glossy  features..  He Â
stuttered  to  a  halt  at  the  feel  of  a  tentative,  hot  pink  tongue  venturing  across  the Â
head  of  his  flesh.  Â
Â
In  a  forceful  motion,  he  flipped  her  tied  wrists  so  that  they  were  twined  about  his Â
neck,  trapping  her  against  his  muscular  form.  He  kissed  her  again,  her  chest  crushed Â
flush  against  his  own  as  his  member  sought  her  sweet  entrance  below… Â
Â
Â
His  eyes  flickered,  taking  in  his  surrounding  once  more,  seeking  brush  away  the Â
feeling  of  her  shadow  from  his  mind.  A  tension  had  taken  hold  of  his  body,  a Â
deepening  ache  that  threatened  arousal,  and  it  gave  him  pause.  Before  any  move Â
could  be  made,  should  he  contemplate  the  making  of  one,  it  would  be  best  to  assess Â
everything  laid  bare  to  circumstance.  Before  he  sought  the  girl  again,  for  whatever Â
reason,  it  was  best  he  take  stock  of  his  individual  self.  Alma  Gemela’s  affect  on  his Â
physical  being  was  perhaps  not  entirely  gone;  indeed,  it  had  not  even  been Â
determined  what  the  poisonous  compound  actually  was.  Inoue-Ââ€san  herself  had  been Â
unable  to  erase  the  effects,  once  it  had  taken  root  within  his  blood.  Â
Â
He  massaged  the  area  between  his  eyes  warily,  sighing  once  more.  An  unusual Â
occurrence.  Perhaps,  he  thought  quietly,  a  visit  to  Unohana  Taicho  would  not  be Â
remiss.  It  would  be  best  if  he  were  aware  exactly  what  type  of  toxins  had  been Â
introduced  within  his  body,  and  to  learn  whether  its  influence  had  dissipated.  Or Â
even  merely  become  dormant.  Once  he  had  all  the  answers,  only  then  could  he  make Â
his  next  move  concerning  his…tentative &Aci rc; paramour. Â
Â
“Name?†Â
Â
“Ahâ€&brv bar;I—Inoue,  Orihime.† That  earned  her  a  look.  But  as  to  whether  it  was  in  concern Â
of  her  first  name  being  an  alias  or  the  fact  that  she  stuttered,  she  wasn’t  really  sure. Â
Â
“Okay.  Go  ahead  and  take  a  seat,  Inoue-Ââ€san.  Iâ&euro ;™ll  just  need  you  to  fill  this  out.† She Â
handed  over  a  clear,  plastic  clipboard  replete  with  intimidating  paperwork.  Orihime Â
hastily  fished  for  a  pen  from  the  cup  set  on  the  front  counter  and  retreated  to  find  a Â
seat.  The  clinic  had  a  clean,  antiseptic  smell  she  came  to  associate  with  her  dentist’s Â
office.  It  was  probably  due  to  the  fact  that  they  used  the  same  brand  of  cleaner,  or Â
perhaps  because  she  hadn’t  been  this  nervous  with  her  stomach  doing Â
summersaults  since  she’d  had  a  root  canal  last  summer.  She  shifted  around,  trying Â
to  get  comfortable,  her  hands  strangely  feeling  clammy  despite  the  warm Â
temperatures  outdoors  and  in. Â
Â
She  filled  out  her  name,  skating  over  the  insurance  section.  She  had  enough  money Â
to  pay  for  the  pill  on  her  own…as  it  was  she  was  under  her  aunt’s  health  insurance, Â
and  in  no  way,  shape,  or  form  wanted  her  aunt  getting  wind  of  the  nature  of  this Â
visit.  It  was  likely  she  would  cut  her  off  financially,  and  would  be  left  to  fend  for Â
herself.  The  likelihood  of  that  predicament  was  much  more  expensive  than  simply Â
avoiding  the  scenario  entirely  by  paying  out  of  pocket  now.  Nodding  to  herself, Â
Orihime  began  filling  out  her  address.  Next  came  the  medical  history,  which  gave Â
her  pause.  Â
Â
When  was  her  last  pap  smear?  Biting  her  lip,  she  skipped  to  the  next  question.  Did Â
her  family  have  a  history  of  breast  cancer?  Cysts…?  She  had  no  idea.  From  what  little Â
Sora  had  spoken  of  their  parents,  she  knew  next  to  nothing  about  them.  Let  alone Â
anything  concerning  their  medical  records.  It  was  likely  her  aunt  knew,  but  that  was Â
an  awkward  conversation  best  left  for  another  time.  Her  sudden  interest  in  the Â
matter  would  lead  to  uncomfortable  questions,  and  she  was  in  no  way  prepared  to Â
answer  them.  She  quietly  filled  out  the  paperwork  as  best  she  could,  the  dull  scratch Â
of  her  pen  scraping  away  against  the  paper  in  testament  to  the  reality  crashing Â
down  around  her.  She  stood  up,  anxiously  toddling  over  to  the  clinic  window  to Â
hand  over  the  clipboard  and  return  the  pen  to  its  haven.  The  receptionist  nodded  to Â
her,  graciously  taking  the  proffered  item  in  indication  that  she  could  retake  her  seat. Â
Orihime  sighed,  filling  in  the  silence  as  seconds,  then  minutes,  ticked  slowly  by… Â
Â
Â
“M ight  I  enquire  as  to  what  you  were  doing  in  the  area?† A  level  stare  was  her Â
answer,  making  Isane  shift  uncomfortably.  â€&o elig;It’s  not  that  I’m  curious  or  anything, Â
Kuchiki  Taicho…Unohana  Taicho  has  simply  included  it  on  this  questionnaire,  to Â
better  gauge  the  extent  of  this  Arrancar’s  a bilities…you,  uh,  mentioned  that  she  had Â
claimed  you  answered  her  summons…†&Ac irc; Damn.  Why  was  he  even  here?  Didn’t Â
Kuchiki-Ââ€sama’ s  family  have  its  own  private  set  of  healer’s?  Why  bother  with Â
Yonbantai  at  all…?  The  clearing  of  her  patient’s  throat  nearly  threw  her  off, Â
momentarily  startling  her  as  he  deigned  to  answer. Â
Â
“She  claimed  as  such.  Given  that  I  am  partial  to  long  walks,  the  credence  was  initially Â
dismissed…&aci rc;€ Â
Â
“Initially?  Do  you  mean  because  you  later  realized  Senbonzakura  had  been  left Â
behind…?â&eur o;  she  had  to  bite  her  bottom  lip,  aware  that  he  might  be  incensed  for Â
having  been  interrupted.  He  merely  inclined  his  head,  prompting  her  to  hurriedly Â
scribble  down  the  response.  It  was  more  so  to  avoid  eye  contact  that  provide  any Â
additional  details.  She  found  his  calculating  stare  unnerving,  and  wished—not  for Â
the  first  time—for  her  captain  to  hurry.  As  if  in  answer  to  her  prayers,  The  paper Â
door  slid  open,  allowing  Unohana  Taicho  to  slip  into  the  room.  Her  calming Â
countenance  was  a  balm  to  Isane’s  poor  nerves,  and  she  barely  escaped  the  urge  to Â
skitter  toward  the  woman  in  relief. Â
Â
Â
“K uchiki  Taicho,  how  nice  to  see  you.  But  you  will  forgive  me  for  inquiring  why  it  is Â
you  would  request  Yonbantai’s  services  in  place  of  the  Kuchiki  clan’s  own  medical Â
staff.† He  stiffened  in  response  to  her  direct,  albeit  abrupt  question.  But  if  he  wanted Â
any  answers,  he  knew  he  ought  to  provide  honest  ones  in  turn.  Unohana  Taicho  was Â
one  of  few  who  could  not  be  intimidated,  given  her  history.  He  knew  little  of  the Â
woman,  but  recognized  immense  strength  of  character  when  in  its  presence.  It Â
would  not  do  to  be  purposely  obtuse,  not  if  doing  so  would  cost  him  any  knowledge Â
she  might  possess. Â
Â
“It  was  by  my  judgment  deemed  unnecessary  to  alarm  any  within  my  house  of  the Â
matter.  It  is  in  the  best  interest  of  my  clan  to  seek  the  best  available  treatment  in  the Â
Seireitei  and  forgo  any  misunderstandings  that  may  arise  later  on.†Â
Â
â&e uro;œI  see,† she  murmured  quietly.  See?  See  what?  Isane  wished  she  understood  what  the Â
small  nuances  of  speech  exchanged  between  the  two  captains  really  meant.  That Â
Kuchiki-Ââ€sama  had  used  flattery  in  his  sentiments  had  been  obvious,  but  as  to  why  he Â
chose  their  services  over  his  own  resources  remained  glaringly  unclear  to  Isane. Â
From  what  she  knew,  his  prestigious  wealth  and  family  name  allowed  him  access  to Â
nearly  anything,  including  a  highly  capable  private  medical  staff.  She  felt  a  bit  dense, Â
as  though  she  weren’t  catching  on  to  something.  Hiding  a  sigh,  she  observed  her Â
superiors  as  they  measured  one  another,  and  their  words,  carefully. Â
Â
â€&o elig;Kotetsu  Fukutaicho,  I  would  like  you  to  leave  the  room  for  a  moment.† She  bit  her Â
lip  again,  trying  to  hide  her  surprise  at  being  dismissed  so  unexpectedly.  She  turned Â
to  leave,  but  hesitated  upon  hearing  the  soft  knell  of  her  captain’s  voice  once  more, Â
“Please  leave  those  documents  behind.† She  nodded,  stomach  knotting  in Â
apprehension,  as  she  handed  over  the  patient’s  que stionnaire.,  and  finally  turned  to Â
leave.  Unohana  Taicho  waited  a  few  moments,  coolly  placing  the  paperwork  aside, Â
knowing  eyes  downcast  as  they  heard  the  soft  patter  of  Isane’s  footsteps  fading Â
away  down  the  hall. Â
Â
“ I  assume  you  wish  for  there  to  be  no  record,† she  did  not  bother  to  raise  her  eyes, Â
choosing  instead  to  shuffle  the  papers  into  some  semblance  of  order.  He  nodded, Â
slowly,  appreciative  of  her  astute  perception.   “I  can  only  presume  that  you  have  no Â
desire  for  your…conditionâ&eur o;¦to  be  known.† It  remained  unsaid  as  to  why;  that  a Â
paramour  might  subsequently  be  involved  as  a  result  of  his  situation.  While  unlikely, Â
the  pregnant  silence  that  followed  her  sentiment  confirmed  her  own  suspicions.  A Â
third  party  was  involved,  or  else  Byakuya  Kuchiki  would  have  little  need  for  secrecy.  Â
Â
His  romantic  history  was  well  known:  spoken  in  darkened  corners  and  in  hushed Â
whispers.  His  family  had  not  been  appreciative  of  the  affair—of  his  marriage  to  a Â
commoner.  Given  his  current  choice  of  action,  the  woman  now  involved  probably Â
embodied  the  same  threat  of  shaming  his  house.  Unohana  wisely  expressed  nothing. Â
Whatever  matters  involving  the  Kuchiki  clan  and  it’s  28th  head  of  the  family  had Â
nothing  to  do  with  her,  and  would  remain  so.  It  was  none  of  her  business  as  it  did Â
not  endanger  any  within  the  Soul  Society.  Should  that  change,  however,  she  would Â
not  hesitate  to  act.  Nobility,  after  all,  was  renowned  for  achieving  its  ends  through Â
ambitious  and  sometimes  vicious  agenda…If  rumors  were  to  be  believed,  of  course. Â
She  pressed  on,  content  to  monitor  her  patient  as  she  attempted  to  piece  together Â
the  correct  conclusions  beyond  sheer  assumptions. Â
Â
†œI  expect  you  have  questions.† She  folded  her  hands,  waiting. Â
Â
“Is  it  still  present?† The  rough  timbre  of  his  voice  gave  away  that  he  was  not Â
unaffected  by  this  possibility.  She  shook  her  head  pityingly. Â
Â
“I  regret  to  inform  you  that  it  is  in  a  latent  state.  It  is  highly  probable  to  be  less Â
potent  than  initially  experienced,  especially  as  the  toxin  was  introduced  only  once, Â
and  during  an  adrenaline-Ââ€heavy &Aci rc; conditions.†   Â
Â
“Are  you  suggesting  that  it  will  not  stay  suppressed?†Â
Â
“I  am  suggesting  that  a  reoccurrence  is  very  likely.  Your  blood  test  results  advocate Â
risk  of  repetitive  settings;  the  toxin  responds  to  its  physiological  environment.  If Â
there  is  an  increase  in  adrenaline  brought  on  emotional  stress,  a  hormonal  response Â
may  very  well  trigger  another…episode.&acir c;€ Â
Â
“I  see.† Silence  fell  once  more,  unbroken  save  for  the  rustling  sound  of  others Â
moving  throughout  the  halls,  accompanied  by  murmured  voices. Â
Â
“So  it  is  not  a  permanent  condition?†Â
Â
“No,† she  smiled  softly,  “it  will  wane  in  time.  The  more  frequent  the  occurrence,  the Â
quicker  it  will  run  its  course.  At  least,  that  it  what  I  am  lead  to  believe.  It  is  an Â
unusual  compound…a  pity  the  Arrancar  who  secreted  it  perished,  else  we  could Â
have  run  further  tests  to  unearth  the  true  nature  of  the  aphrodisiac’s  composite Â
form.† She  pressed  on,  pretending  not  to  notice  the  sudden  tension  in  his  shoulders Â
that  spoke  of  his  subtle  discomfort.  “Were  there  any  further  questions  you  might Â
have  that  pertain  to  what  we  already  know?†Â
Â
“No.† He  arose,  readying  himself  to  leave.  He  answered  too  quickly.  It  was  obvious Â
something  weighed  on  his  mind  in  relation  to  the  aphrodisiac,  but  was  either  too Â
proud,  or  too  embarrassed  to  voice  it  aloud.  She  had  an  inkling  of  where  his Â
concerns  might  lay.  He  was  a  man  of  disciplined  character,  and  as  a  result  repressed Â
emotion  often  in  order  to  wield  logic  and  retain  control.  However,  a  mask  donned Â
too  often  had  a  habit  of  becoming  the  face. Â
Â
“In  any  case,  it  is  a  purely  a  physiologically  based  toxin,  and  as  such  can  elicit Â
nothing  beyond  physical  response.† He  paused  at  her  words,  seemingly  struck, Â
before  resuming  his  stride.  She  knew  he  took  her  meaning:  nothing  emotional  could Â
be  created  by  Alma  Gemela’s  poison  alone.  He  took  his  leave,  quietly  sliding  the  door Â
home  as  he  made  to  leave  Yonbantai’s  facility.  A  quick  pattering  of  feet  announced Â
Isane’s  arrival  before  she  came  in,  carefully  balancing  a  tea-Ââ€leaden  tray  in  one  hand Â
as  she  did.  Â
Â
“I,  uh,  brought  an  extra  cup  in  case  Kuchiki  Taicho  still  remainedâ€&b rvbar;†Â
Â
â€&oelig ;That  was  very  kind  of  you,  Isane-Ââ€san.â&e uro;  Her  heart  warmed  at  the  sound  of  her Â
captain’s  use  of  her  name.  Usually  Unohana  Taicho  was  more  formal  when  in Â
company  of  her  peers,  which  Isane  understood  very  well.  Especially  when  in  the Â
presence  of  nobility  like  Byakuya  Kuchiki.  It  was  no  secret  that  he  valued  proper Â
address,  especially  by  those  of  lower  station. Â
Â
â€&oel ig;We  offered  him  what  answers  we  could;  the  rest  is  up  to  him,  now.† Her  captain Â
hummed  thoughtfully,  taking  a  sip  of  the  deliciously  brewed  chamomile.  Isane Â
almost  choked  as  she  accidentally  inhaled  the  steam  from  her  cup,  rather  than Â
blowing  it  away  gently. Â
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â€&oeli g;The  rest—?  What  do  you…?† Unohana  Taicho  smiled  at  her  assistant  captain. Â
Â
“He  will  sort  out  his  emotions  soon  enough…This  may  very  well  have  been Â
beneficial  for  him.†Â
Â
â& euro;œUh…right…† For  the  second  time  that  day,  Isane  didn’t  quite  understand,  which Â
almost  never  happened.  She  was  actually  quite  judicious,  though  today  was  not Â
particularly  evident  of  that.  It  was  a  bit  frustrating.  But,  she  reasoned  as  she  sipped Â
her  tea,  perchance  she  was  out  of  touch  of  the  situation  involving  Byakuya  Kuchiki Â
because  she  did  not  understand  him  in  the  most  general  of  contexts.  Whatever  the Â
gravity  he  experienced  or  faced,  it  rarely  became  public,  save  for  the  minor  tendrils Â
of  gossip  that  might  arise  in  the  Seireitei  from  time  to  time.  She  hardly  partook  of Â
such  things,  at  any  rate.  He  was  a  private  man,  and  generally  a  mystery  to  all.   She Â
supposed  she  was  content  to  leave  it  at  that,  and  would  try  to  forgive  the  bruise  of Â
her  ego  for  feeling  lost  over  what  had  transpired. Â
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“I  wond er…â€Unohana  Taicho  murmured. Â
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“Hm?† Isane  carefully  reached  for  another  sip  from  her  cup. Â
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“Do  you  suppose  Kuchiki  Taicho  would  rather  have  a  boy  or  a  girl?† The  idle  remark Â
caused  Isane  to  spit  out  her  tea. Â
Â
She  snagged  the  jar,  nabbing  it  before  she  could  change  her  mind.  Next  she  marched Â
to  the  produce,  grabbing  up  some  bananas  as  she  booked  it  to  the  check  out.  Trying Â
not  to  think,  she  waited  to  be  rung  up  for  her  order  before  heading  out.  Hands  once Â
more  laden  with  culinary  luxuries,  Orihime  warily  trudged  back  to  her  apartment.  It Â
had  been,  by  far,  one  of  her  more  humiliating  experiences.  At  least  up  to  this  point. Â
She  wasn’t  quite  sure  what  life  might  throw  at  her  next.  Evidently  it  was  full  of  droll Â
surprises.  To  the  point  where  she  would  find  if  hard  to  scrounge  up  any  surprise Â
should  Byakuya  choose  at  that  moment  to  leap  from  a  bush.  He  hadn’t  been  far  from Â
her  thoughts  all  day.  Even  now  she  mildly  wondered  if  he  was  feeling  close  to  as Â
fatigued  as  she  felt.  If  for  no  other  reason  than  for  having  run  around  in  her  head  all Â
day.  She  smiled  wanly  at  her  own  joke. Â
Â
She  hefted  a  sigh,  emotionally  drained  as  she  finally  trudged  up  the  stairs  to  her Â
building  The  people  at  the  clinic  had  been  perfectly  nice…but  the  entire  experience Â
had  seemed  surreal,  somehow.  For  instance,  shouldn’t  she  be  feeling  different, Â
somehow… ?  Other  than  ridiculously  sore  in  her  nether  regions,  that  is.  She  thought Â
that  the  fine  line  between  being  a  virgin  and  a  woman  of  experience  were  supposed Â
to…well…mean &Aci rc; something.  Based  on  her  literary  diet  that  contained  the  occasional Â
shojo  manga  and  romance  novel  binge,  she  assumed  that  the  physical  act  of  sex  and Â
the  emotion  of  love  were  one  and  the  same.  That  the  expression  ‘making Â&nbs p;love’  truly Â
meant  what  the  physical  act  would  suggest.  In  reality,  the  one  crashing  down  around Â
her  now,  it  was  a  bit  more  of  a  silly,  sweaty  affair.  One  where  physical  pain  and Â
pleasure  seemed  to  coincide.  It  had  definitely  been…more Â& nbsp;intense…than  she  had Â
expected.  But  her  experience  hadn’t  exactly  been  orthodox.  Especially  as  it  ended Â
with  her  donning  a  conspicuous,  hooded  sweater  in  summer  in  order  to  drag  her Â
merry  ass  to  a  clinic  so  she  could  swallow  a  pill  to  keep  from  conceiving.  Â
Â
Wrestling  momentarily  with  the  keys,  she  let  herself  into  the  apartment,  kicking  off Â
her  shoes  without  putting  down  her  victuals.  Really,  the  sweater  had  been  a  bit Â
much,  in  hindsight.  But  it  had  seemed  perfect  at  the  time.  It  had  never  been  seen  by Â
any  whom  she  knew,  so  would  keep  her  from  being  easily  recognizable  by  any  and Â
all  acquaintance.  And  there  was  the  fact  that  it  had  once  belonged  to  Sora…the Â
comfort  of  wearing  a  piece  of  his  old  clothing  gave  her  the  feeling  of  strength…At Â
least  the  semblance  of  it.  She  would  readily  admit  to  having  felt  rather  hollow Â
instead.  Strength  was  something  she  had  so  desperately  needed  on  a  day  like  this Â
today,  where  she  had  felt  like  she  had  swallowed  a  block  of  ice  and  her  limbs  felt Â
wooden  with  tension.  Maybe,  she  thought,  throwing  half  the  bananas  into  the Â
freezer,  maybe  things  will  look  brighter  tomorrow. Â
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As  a  fun  side  note,  there  is  in  fact  a  comic  wherein  the  super  heroine  regularly  fails Â
and  gets  captured  by  the  villains.  She  has  high  hopes  and  higher  ideals,  but  has  the Â
unfortunate  disposition  of  working  with  fellow  capes  who  are,  quite  frankly,  douche Â
bags.  It  starts  out  fairly  wacky  with  short  stories  rather  than  a  firm  plot  line,  but  it Â
builds  into  a  larger  scheme  complete  with  rich  character  development  and Â
reflections  of  societal  shortcomings. Â
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 There’s  plenty  of  humor  and  tear-Ââ€jerker Â& nbsp;moments.  And  did  I  mention  the  main Â
character  has  a  ninja  for  a  best  friend?  And  then  there’s  a  guy  who  cross  dresses  as  a Â
maid  in  order  to  fight  crime.  Gotta  respect  a  guy  who  fights  in  high  heels.  Any  way, Â
the  series  is  called  ‘Empowered†™  by  Adam  Warren,  and  it’s  published  by  Dark  Horse. Â
He  has  an  artist  page  on  deviantart  (dotcom),  if  you’re  nosey  like  me  and  want  to Â
snoop  around  before  dedicating  yourself  to  buying  something  that  comes  shrink-Ââ ;€
wrapped  (for  having  ‘mature  ma terial’).  I  may  have  to  beg  a  family  member  to  ship Â
it  out  to  me  here  in  Korea…Iâ€&trade ;ll  stop  waxing  shamelessly  about  it  now…I  just  want  to Â
spread  the  love. Â
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WARNING:  Some  flashback,  non/dub-Ââ€con.  Why?  Because  I  can.  And  you  like  it.  So Â
there. Â Â
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Flustered  didn’t  begin  to  describe  how  she  felt.  Undeniably  embarrassed,  maybe. Â
Unutterably  horrified  might  also  scratch  the  surface. Â
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“Inoue-Â& acirc;€san?† That  was  Rukia’s  voice. Â
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Things  just  kept  going  from  bad  to  worse.  Plastering  a  fake  smile  on  her  face,  she Â
stammered  out  a  greeting,  wondering  why  oh  WHY  she  couldn’t  have  had  the  sense Â
to  head  to  a  clinic  the  next  town  over.  She  just  hadn’t  been  thinking.  Clearly,  her Â
brain  had  melted.  Might  be  running  out  my  ears…out  of  every  orfice… Â
Â
“Kurosaki- â€kun!  Hi!  And  Rukia-Ââ€chan!  What  a  nice  surprise!  Twice  in  one  day…â€She &Aci rc;
laughed  nervously,  wishing  she  could  die  on  the  spot.  “May  I  come  in…?&acir c;€  Ichigo Â
scratched  his  head,  perplexed,  but  stepped  aside  to  allow  her  entry  nonetheless. Â
Â
†œYeah…sure…Whatâ€& trade;s  up?  Somethin’  going  d own…?† She  flushed,  his  words Â
reminding  her  of  a  different  scenario  that  involved  ‘going  downâ€&trade ;.  Gah!  Bad  thoughts, Â
bad  thoughts,  Inoue! Â
Â
â&e uro;œNo—ah,  what  makes  you  say  that?† He  gave  her  a  strange  look,  one  closely Â
mirrored  by  Byakua’s  sister. Â
Â
“Well,  you  just  mentioned  that  you’d  seen  Rukia  earlier…I  just  figured  that  meant Â
something  might  have  happened,† he  shrugged,  arms  akimbo,  “… or  maybe  it’s  just Â
girl  stuff.  I  don’t  know&acir c;€¦.just  thought  I’d  ask.† He  scratched  his  rust  colored  hair, Â
clearly  uncomfortable.  Rukia  smiled,  but  Orihime  noticed  with  trepidation  that  it Â
didn’t  quite  reach  her  cobalt  eyes. Â
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“ Yes,  the  latter.  Just  ‘girl  stuffâ€&trade ;  Ichigo.† Orhime  nearly  wilted  under  the  heat  of Â
Rukia’s  look.  Ichigo  was  oblivious  to  the  whole  exchange. Â
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â€&oe lig;So,  ah,  what  was  it  that  you  wanted,  Inoue?† Orihime  cringed.  Crude.  No  way  am  I Â
asking…for  that.  Stupid  as  it  was,  it  hadn’t  occurred  to  her  that  Ichigo  might  still  be Â
home.  Nor  his  sisters,  Yuzu  and  Karin.  It  was  a  small  mercy  the  latter  didn’t  seem  to Â
be  home.  The  thought  of  the  younger  Kurosaki  siblings  discovering  herâ&euro ;¦awkward Â
situation  made  her  flesh  run  cold.  Had  it  only  been  his  father,  she  might  have  been Â
able  to  cook  up  something.  Some  half-Ââ€baked Â& nbsp;excuse.   Pretend  she  was  getting  the  pill Â
for  some  unfortunate  friend.  If  all  else  failed,  he  at  the  very  least  would  be  restricted Â
to  typical  doctor  and  patient  confidentiality.   Ichigo’s  warm,  cinnamon  eyes Â
continued  to  stare  down  at  her,  a  scowl  etched  upon  his  otherwise  bemused Â
features. Â
Â
“I  just  wanted  to  ask  you  about  Ochi-Ââ&e uro;Sensei’s  latest  art  assignment…† The  tightening Â
of  his  brows  relaxed,  sudden  tension  leaving  his  frame. Â
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“Ohâ€&brv bar;that  all?†Â
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“On  a  Saturday?† Rukia  cut  in  sharply.  Orihime  smiled  back  winningly,  patting  her Â
head  as  she  chirruped  out  a  laugh,  and  it  sounded  like  water  splashing  over  flower Â
petals. Â
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“Well  I  wanted  to  get  a  head  start  on  it,  but  didn’t  want  to  get  too  far  ahead,  in  case  I Â
got  the  whole  thing  wrong.  Tatsuki  has  never  let  me  forget  about  botching  that Â
‘future  me’  art  assignment.† Her  heart  ached  at  the  lie.  Ichigo’s  expression  soured  a Â
bit,  though  he  did  manage  a  well-Ââ€meaning Â&n bsp;grin. Â
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“Yeahâ&e uro;¦I  gotcha.  I  think  this  time  we’re  supposed  to  illustrate  our  ‘true  selves. ’  how Â
we  view  ourselves  as  well  as  how  we  want  to  be  seen,  I  guess…† Â
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She  bobbed  her  head,  strangely  more  at  ease  the  further  she  slipped  beneath  the Â
veneer  of  her  happy-Ââ€go-­ ;â€lucky  mask.  Fake  it  ‘til  you  make  it…that ’s  what  Sora  used  to Â
say…Her  gut  twisted  at  the  thought.  Not  wishing  to  dwell  on  her  brother,  for  fear  of Â
wondering  what  he  might  have  to  say  about  her  poor  choices  of  late,  she  pushed Â
herself  back  into  the  present. Â
Â
“And  it  doesn’t  matter  what  medium  we  use  this  time,  right?  “  He  seemed  taken Â
aback  by  the  question.  Rukia,  meanwhile,  softly  placed  her  empty  glass  within  the Â
sink  and  quietly  moved  closer  to  her  companions.  Her  gaze  hardly  flickered  from Â
Orihime,  studying  her  every  gesticulation  as  if  trying  to  decipher  some  other  hidden Â
meaning.  Orihime  found  it  unnerving,  and  she  fought  to  keep  from  chewing  her Â
bottom  lip. Â
Â
“Uh,  actually,  she  requested  we  use  colored  pencils.  Nothin’  too  fancy—“ Â
Â
“Oh!  I’m  so  glad  I  checked  with  you,  Kurosaki-Ââ€kun!  I  really  need  to  go  out  and  buy Â
some,  then.  And  to  think  I  almost  used  oil  pastels!† She  pirouetted  delicately  out  the Â
door  and   affected  a  polite  bow  once  upon  the  step.  “Thanks  so  much,  Kurosaki-Ââ€kun! &Aci rc;
Bye  Rukia-Ââ€chan!  Iâ&eur o;™ll  see  you  both  Monday!† They  watched  her  go,  a  mixture  of  droll Â
bemusement  and  suspicion  mired  between  the  two. Â
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“I  don’t  quite  believe  that  was  the  real  reason  for  her  visit.† Her  tone  was  velvet, Â
contemplative.  She  was  loathe  to  voice  her  complete  opinion  on  the  matter,  lest  she Â
jump  to  the  wrong  conclusion.  She  had  no  desire  to  instigate  the  substitute-Ââ€
shin nigami,  as  he  had  a  penchant  for  taking  action  first  and  asking  questions  later. Â
That,  coupled  with  what  she  suspected…Rukia Â&n bsp;sighed.  It  would  not  end  well.  Best  to Â
get  the  facts  straight,  first. Â
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“What  makes  you  say  that?† She  smiled,  deciding  for  the  moment  to  keep  her  cards Â
close  to  the  chest.  At  least  until  she  had  some  questions  answered.  Before  Ichigo Â
went  gallivanting  through  Karakura  Town,  making  a  complete  and  utter  mess  based Â
on  a  mere  hunch. Â
Â
â€&oelig ;Woman’s  intuition.† she  intoned  smugly,  before  slipping  like  a  cat  back  into  the Â
kitchen  in  search  of  a  snack. Â
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She  pushed  the  wide  hood  of  her  sweater  further  over  her  head,  her  fingers  knotting Â
into  the  fabric  of  the  sleeves  as  she  tried  to  disappear  in  to  the  vast  fabric.  It  was Â
easily  twice  her  size,  and  in  fact  had  already  seen  ownership.  While  Orihime  was Â
fully  capable  of  hemming  in  the  cloth  to  make  it  fit  properly,  she  didn’t  have  the Â
heart  to  unabashedly  change  something  of  Sora’s.  It  was  one  of  few  items  of  his  she Â
had  actually  kept.  It  wasn’t  a  particularly  attractive  piece  of  clothing,  and  in  fact  had Â
been  buried  in  the  back  of  Sora’s  closet  for  most  of  its  life.  She  had  only  ever  worn  it Â
about  the  house,  especially  on  chilly  evenings  when  in  need  of  being  extra  cozy.  Â
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In  fact,  it  was  a  bit  too  thick  for  this  type  of  weather.  So  much  so,  that  she  was Â
receiving  a  few  strange  looks  from  other  passengers  on  the  subway.  While  it  wasn’t Â
quite  as  hot  as  yesterday,  it  still  wasn’t  exactly  sweater  weather.  Still,  at  least  she Â
had  an  excuse  for  sunglasses.  Feeling  them  slide  down  her  nose,  Orihime  pushed Â
them  back  up,  biting  her  lip  and  pretending  not  to  notice  any  undue  attention.  She Â
should  have  done  this  in  the  first  place:  booked  an  appointment  for  a  different  clinic Â
in  downtown  Tokyo.  She  could  only  chalk  up  her  blunder  in  running  straight  to Â
Kurosaki-Ââ€kun’ s  family  clinic  as  force  of  habit.  And  maybe  naive  stupidity.  Her Â
judgment  hadn’t  exactly  been  stellar  lately. Â
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The  subway  car  lurched  to  a  stop,  and  Orihime  brushed  through  the  crowd  of  people Â
emptying  through  the  doors.  She  kept  her  head  down,  trying  not  to  make  direct  eye Â
contact  with  anyone.  She  was,  of  course,  being  ridiculous.  There  was  no  way  she Â
could  run  into  anyone  she  knew  in  this  part  of  town.  She  was  being  overly  cautious, Â
and  she  knew  it.  Still,  Orihime  felt  she  had  the  right  to  feel  a  little  paranoid.  Lucky Â
she  had  been  quick-Ââ€witted  ; enough  to  ask  about  Misato  Ochi-Ââ€senseiâ ;€™s  art  assignment Â
rather  than  be  caught  out. Â
Â
She  made  her  way  through  the  human  traffic,  making  her  way  up  and  into  the  light Â
on  the  street  where  she  tried  to  blend  in  with  the  other  pedestrians.  Unwillingly,  she Â
felt  her  mind  drift  to  the  homework  assignment.  Her  ‘true  self&ac irc;€™â€¦she  frowned,  eyes Â
alighting  on  the  impressive  buildings  around  choking  the  sky  as  she  mulled  it  over. Â
At  present,  she  figured  her  ‘true  self’  was  probably  best  illustrated  as  a  super Â
heroine…or  rather,  a  heroine  whose  super-Ââ€suit  was  torn,  thus  making  her Â
vulnerable.  To  top  it  off,  it  would  probably  also  have  to  depict  her  trussed  up  to  a Â
chair  or  something  by  the  arch  villain. Â
Â
Â
She  frowned,  forehead  crinkling  as  her  fingers  once  again  rescued  her  sunglasses Â
from  falling.  That’s  all  she  really  was  these  days…or  at  least  how  she  felt.   Demi-Ââ€god Â
powers  or  not,  she  was  more  of  a  victim  than  the  heroine  she  played  at  becoming. Â
Suddenly  realizing  where  she  was,  Orhime  paused  on  the  sidewalk.  Taking  a  deep Â
breath,  she  squared  her  shoulders,  and  walked  heavily  through  the  clinic  door.  Â
Â
Â
Â
The  gentle  scrape  of  his  brush,  laden  with  rich  ink,  was  a  hypnotic  sound  as  he Â
rhythmically  plied  it  against  the  thick  parchment.  It  soothed  him;  the  practiced Â
motions  of  his  calligraphy  as  water  rippled  and  blades  of  grass  breathed  from  the Â
garden  outside.  Light  flickered,  sun-Â&ac irc;€birthed  shadows  of  the  roving  plants  brushing Â
against  the  delicate  paper  of  his  window  in  quiet  harmony.  He  drank  it  all  in,  willing Â
the  peacefulness  of  his  surroundings  to  well  up  around  him  and  embrace  his Â
presence  as  it  so  often  did.  He  sighed,  laying  aside  his  brush.  It  was  to  no  avail.  His Â
tumultuous  mind  rebelled  at  every  turn.  Never  had  he  felt  so  unhinged.  While  he Â
had  once  regained  a  semblance  of  previous  iron  will,  the  truth  of  the  matter  was  that Â
it  failed  to  feel  the  same.  Where  once  he  had  retained  ridged  control,  his  resolve  had Â
been  shattered,  aided  by  an  Arrancar’s  poisonous  aphrodisiac.  Where  once Â
unbroken,  there  were  now  cracks;  shards  still  beneath  his  very  skin.  He  could  feel Â
them.  For  how  else  could  he  explain  the  absence  of  his  once  unshakeable Â
countenance? Â
Â
While  the  staff  and  other  members  of  the  household  had  been  unable  to  perceive Â
such  a  thing  since  his  return,  others  would  soon  not  fail  to  notice.  Yoruichi  came  to Â
mind.  The  woman  was  infuriatingly  perceptive,  especially  in  regards  to  his  person. Â
He  was  ashamed  of  what  he  had  done.  Ashamed  for  giving  in.  And  yet… Â
Â
He  arose  from  his  desk,  unable  to  find  any  interest  in  continuing  the  unsuccessful Â
distraction. Â
Â
He  did  not  regret  his  actions  completely.  It  had  almost  been  a  relief:  giving  in  to  a Â
feeling  he  had  honestly  feared  lost.  Fearing  it  had  been  buried  beside  the  woman  he Â
loved.   Since  Rukia’s  near  death  sentence,  caused  ,  in  part  by  his  own  hand,  he  had Â
been  struck  by  how  detached  he  had  become  to  the  world  around  him.  How  many Â
emotions  had  he  locked  up,  only  for  them  to  feel  as  though  they  had  eroded  away Â
entirely?  Apprehension  had  tread  beside  him  for  some  time  since  then;  worrying Â
that  he  had  become  a  shell  of  the  man  he  once  was.  In  the  months  following,  he Â
willfully  tried  to  accept  this  fate,  telling  himself  that  emotions  were  an  unnecessary Â
distraction,  and  that  he  had  not  lost  sight  of  true  justice.  After  all,  he  had  protected Â
Rukia,  as  his  conscious  (and  the  annoying  Kurosaki  boy)  had  bade,  in  the  end.  Â
Â
But  this  was  a  lie  he  had  been  loathe  to  swallow.  Perhaps  that  was  why  it  had  not Â
seemed  unusual  for  him  to  take  that  fateful  walk  in  the  world  of  the  living.  He  often Â
took  long  walks  to  clear  his  head,  and  save  for  the  noted  absence  of  Senbonzakura,  it Â
had  initially  been  no  different.  At  least  until  Alma  Gemela  had  fell  upon  him,  and Â
proved  that  the  fates  or  the  kami  or  whomever  laughed  from  the  heavens  thought Â
that  destiny  should  think  irony  was  funny  in  their  twisted  humor. Â
Â
Â
He  could  not  say  that  he  now  loved  another.  He  was  not  incapable  of  repeating  the Â
emotion;  he  was  more  than  capable  of  a  lot  of  things.  He  lusted,  and  was  inquisitive Â
as  to  why  that  was,  but  he  barely  knew  Orihime  Inoue  as  a  person.  As  it  was,  he Â
intended  to  know  her  more,  if  for  no  other  reason  than  to  satiate  the  curiosity  he Â
now  felt  towards  her  person.  True,  it  was  not  unlikely  that  the  aphrodisiac  had Â
simply  driven  him  to  bed  any  female  within  his  immediate  proximity,  as  had  been Â
intended  by  its  maker.  Inoue  had  indeed  been  convenient.  Yet  he  suspected  there Â
was  more  to  it  than  that.  Buried  deep  within  the  recesses  of  his  mind,  he  might Â
admit  to  feeling  a  stirring  attraction  for  the  girl.  Faint,  but  present;  much  like  writing Â
in  the  sand.  She  had  remained,  until  thus  far,  beneath  his  general  notice.  Due  to  her Â
youthful  exuberance  and  obvious  admiration  for  the  substitute  shinnigami  whelp, Â
he  had  not  sought  to  deepen  any  sort  of  connection  he  might  have  felt  with  her, Â
physical  or  otherwise.  She  had  been  easy  to  ignore,  and  any  male  interest  on  his  part Â
was  unlikely  to  have  ever  been  explored  up  to  this  point.  Inoue-Ââ€san  had  been  meant Â
to  remain  ignorant,  had  time  taken  its  natural  course.  Â
Â
But  providence  proved  to  have  other  plans.  While  grateful  to  have  once  more  be  put Â
in  touch  with  sensations  nearly  forgottenâ&e uro;”anger,  passion,  raw  need…his  mind  now Â
felt  overwhelmed  by  their  presence;  by  things  so  long  ago  forgotten.  She  also Â
occupied  his  thoughts.  Even  now,  he  uncomfortably  recalled  how  he  had  used  the Â
ochre  towel  to  tie  her  wrists  together.  She  had  seemed  dizzy,  overwhelmed  in  a  haze Â
of  fatigue  or  lust…perhaps  both,  as  he  knotted  the  thick  terrycloth  together, Â
effectively  imprisoning  half  her  limbs. Â
Â
Â
He  covered  her  mouth  with  his  own,  drinking  her  in,  rough  hands  smoothing  across Â
her  slick  skin.  She  gasped  at  the  motion,  and  he  took  the  opportunity  to  plunder  her Â
mouth  with  his  tongue,  abruptly  capturing  her  breasts  in  a  steel  grip.  He  then Â
mounted  her,  craving  to  plunder  the  other  delightful  crevices  her  body  offered  other Â
than  her  sweet  mouth.  He  broke  the  kiss,  moving  up  her  torso  with  a  skillful  twist  of Â
his  hips  as  he  penetrated  between  the  twin  globes  of  glorious  flesh  for  a  second  time Â
that  night.  She  panted  beneath  him,  surprise  evident  on  her  glossy  features..  He Â
stuttered  to  a  halt  at  the  feel  of  a  tentative,  hot  pink  tongue  venturing  across  the Â
head  of  his  flesh.  Â
Â
In  a  forceful  motion,  he  flipped  her  tied  wrists  so  that  they  were  twined  about  his Â
neck,  trapping  her  against  his  muscular  form.  He  kissed  her  again,  her  chest  crushed Â
flush  against  his  own  as  his  member  sought  her  sweet  entrance  below… Â
Â
Â
His  eyes  flickered,  taking  in  his  surrounding  once  more,  seeking  brush  away  the Â
feeling  of  her  shadow  from  his  mind.  A  tension  had  taken  hold  of  his  body,  a Â
deepening  ache  that  threatened  arousal,  and  it  gave  him  pause.  Before  any  move Â
could  be  made,  should  he  contemplate  the  making  of  one,  it  would  be  best  to  assess Â
everything  laid  bare  to  circumstance.  Before  he  sought  the  girl  again,  for  whatever Â
reason,  it  was  best  he  take  stock  of  his  individual  self.  Alma  Gemela’s  affect  on  his Â
physical  being  was  perhaps  not  entirely  gone;  indeed,  it  had  not  even  been Â
determined  what  the  poisonous  compound  actually  was.  Inoue-Ââ€san  herself  had  been Â
unable  to  erase  the  effects,  once  it  had  taken  root  within  his  blood.  Â
Â
He  massaged  the  area  between  his  eyes  warily,  sighing  once  more.  An  unusual Â
occurrence.  Perhaps,  he  thought  quietly,  a  visit  to  Unohana  Taicho  would  not  be Â
remiss.  It  would  be  best  if  he  were  aware  exactly  what  type  of  toxins  had  been Â
introduced  within  his  body,  and  to  learn  whether  its  influence  had  dissipated.  Or Â
even  merely  become  dormant.  Once  he  had  all  the  answers,  only  then  could  he  make Â
his  next  move  concerning  his…tentative &Aci rc; paramour. Â
Â
“Name?†Â
Â
“Ahâ€&brv bar;I—Inoue,  Orihime.† That  earned  her  a  look.  But  as  to  whether  it  was  in  concern Â
of  her  first  name  being  an  alias  or  the  fact  that  she  stuttered,  she  wasn’t  really  sure. Â
Â
“Okay.  Go  ahead  and  take  a  seat,  Inoue-Ââ€san.  Iâ&euro ;™ll  just  need  you  to  fill  this  out.† She Â
handed  over  a  clear,  plastic  clipboard  replete  with  intimidating  paperwork.  Orihime Â
hastily  fished  for  a  pen  from  the  cup  set  on  the  front  counter  and  retreated  to  find  a Â
seat.  The  clinic  had  a  clean,  antiseptic  smell  she  came  to  associate  with  her  dentist’s Â
office.  It  was  probably  due  to  the  fact  that  they  used  the  same  brand  of  cleaner,  or Â
perhaps  because  she  hadn’t  been  this  nervous  with  her  stomach  doing Â
summersaults  since  she’d  had  a  root  canal  last  summer.  She  shifted  around,  trying Â
to  get  comfortable,  her  hands  strangely  feeling  clammy  despite  the  warm Â
temperatures  outdoors  and  in. Â
Â
She  filled  out  her  name,  skating  over  the  insurance  section.  She  had  enough  money Â
to  pay  for  the  pill  on  her  own…as  it  was  she  was  under  her  aunt’s  health  insurance, Â
and  in  no  way,  shape,  or  form  wanted  her  aunt  getting  wind  of  the  nature  of  this Â
visit.  It  was  likely  she  would  cut  her  off  financially,  and  would  be  left  to  fend  for Â
herself.  The  likelihood  of  that  predicament  was  much  more  expensive  than  simply Â
avoiding  the  scenario  entirely  by  paying  out  of  pocket  now.  Nodding  to  herself, Â
Orihime  began  filling  out  her  address.  Next  came  the  medical  history,  which  gave Â
her  pause.  Â
Â
When  was  her  last  pap  smear?  Biting  her  lip,  she  skipped  to  the  next  question.  Did Â
her  family  have  a  history  of  breast  cancer?  Cysts…?  She  had  no  idea.  From  what  little Â
Sora  had  spoken  of  their  parents,  she  knew  next  to  nothing  about  them.  Let  alone Â
anything  concerning  their  medical  records.  It  was  likely  her  aunt  knew,  but  that  was Â
an  awkward  conversation  best  left  for  another  time.  Her  sudden  interest  in  the Â
matter  would  lead  to  uncomfortable  questions,  and  she  was  in  no  way  prepared  to Â
answer  them.  She  quietly  filled  out  the  paperwork  as  best  she  could,  the  dull  scratch Â
of  her  pen  scraping  away  against  the  paper  in  testament  to  the  reality  crashing Â
down  around  her.  She  stood  up,  anxiously  toddling  over  to  the  clinic  window  to Â
hand  over  the  clipboard  and  return  the  pen  to  its  haven.  The  receptionist  nodded  to Â
her,  graciously  taking  the  proffered  item  in  indication  that  she  could  retake  her  seat. Â
Orihime  sighed,  filling  in  the  silence  as  seconds,  then  minutes,  ticked  slowly  by… Â
Â
Â
“M ight  I  enquire  as  to  what  you  were  doing  in  the  area?† A  level  stare  was  her Â
answer,  making  Isane  shift  uncomfortably.  â€&o elig;It’s  not  that  I’m  curious  or  anything, Â
Kuchiki  Taicho…Unohana  Taicho  has  simply  included  it  on  this  questionnaire,  to Â
better  gauge  the  extent  of  this  Arrancar’s  a bilities…you,  uh,  mentioned  that  she  had Â
claimed  you  answered  her  summons…†&Ac irc; Damn.  Why  was  he  even  here?  Didn’t Â
Kuchiki-Ââ€sama’ s  family  have  its  own  private  set  of  healer’s?  Why  bother  with Â
Yonbantai  at  all…?  The  clearing  of  her  patient’s  throat  nearly  threw  her  off, Â
momentarily  startling  her  as  he  deigned  to  answer. Â
Â
“She  claimed  as  such.  Given  that  I  am  partial  to  long  walks,  the  credence  was  initially Â
dismissed…&aci rc;€ Â
Â
“Initially?  Do  you  mean  because  you  later  realized  Senbonzakura  had  been  left Â
behind…?â&eur o;  she  had  to  bite  her  bottom  lip,  aware  that  he  might  be  incensed  for Â
having  been  interrupted.  He  merely  inclined  his  head,  prompting  her  to  hurriedly Â
scribble  down  the  response.  It  was  more  so  to  avoid  eye  contact  that  provide  any Â
additional  details.  She  found  his  calculating  stare  unnerving,  and  wished—not  for Â
the  first  time—for  her  captain  to  hurry.  As  if  in  answer  to  her  prayers,  The  paper Â
door  slid  open,  allowing  Unohana  Taicho  to  slip  into  the  room.  Her  calming Â
countenance  was  a  balm  to  Isane’s  poor  nerves,  and  she  barely  escaped  the  urge  to Â
skitter  toward  the  woman  in  relief. Â
Â
Â
“K uchiki  Taicho,  how  nice  to  see  you.  But  you  will  forgive  me  for  inquiring  why  it  is Â
you  would  request  Yonbantai’s  services  in  place  of  the  Kuchiki  clan’s  own  medical Â
staff.† He  stiffened  in  response  to  her  direct,  albeit  abrupt  question.  But  if  he  wanted Â
any  answers,  he  knew  he  ought  to  provide  honest  ones  in  turn.  Unohana  Taicho  was Â
one  of  few  who  could  not  be  intimidated,  given  her  history.  He  knew  little  of  the Â
woman,  but  recognized  immense  strength  of  character  when  in  its  presence.  It Â
would  not  do  to  be  purposely  obtuse,  not  if  doing  so  would  cost  him  any  knowledge Â
she  might  possess. Â
Â
“It  was  by  my  judgment  deemed  unnecessary  to  alarm  any  within  my  house  of  the Â
matter.  It  is  in  the  best  interest  of  my  clan  to  seek  the  best  available  treatment  in  the Â
Seireitei  and  forgo  any  misunderstandings  that  may  arise  later  on.†Â
Â
â&e uro;œI  see,† she  murmured  quietly.  See?  See  what?  Isane  wished  she  understood  what  the Â
small  nuances  of  speech  exchanged  between  the  two  captains  really  meant.  That Â
Kuchiki-Ââ€sama  had  used  flattery  in  his  sentiments  had  been  obvious,  but  as  to  why  he Â
chose  their  services  over  his  own  resources  remained  glaringly  unclear  to  Isane. Â
From  what  she  knew,  his  prestigious  wealth  and  family  name  allowed  him  access  to Â
nearly  anything,  including  a  highly  capable  private  medical  staff.  She  felt  a  bit  dense, Â
as  though  she  weren’t  catching  on  to  something.  Hiding  a  sigh,  she  observed  her Â
superiors  as  they  measured  one  another,  and  their  words,  carefully. Â
Â
â€&o elig;Kotetsu  Fukutaicho,  I  would  like  you  to  leave  the  room  for  a  moment.† She  bit  her Â
lip  again,  trying  to  hide  her  surprise  at  being  dismissed  so  unexpectedly.  She  turned Â
to  leave,  but  hesitated  upon  hearing  the  soft  knell  of  her  captain’s  voice  once  more, Â
“Please  leave  those  documents  behind.† She  nodded,  stomach  knotting  in Â
apprehension,  as  she  handed  over  the  patient’s  que stionnaire.,  and  finally  turned  to Â
leave.  Unohana  Taicho  waited  a  few  moments,  coolly  placing  the  paperwork  aside, Â
knowing  eyes  downcast  as  they  heard  the  soft  patter  of  Isane’s  footsteps  fading Â
away  down  the  hall. Â
Â
“ I  assume  you  wish  for  there  to  be  no  record,† she  did  not  bother  to  raise  her  eyes, Â
choosing  instead  to  shuffle  the  papers  into  some  semblance  of  order.  He  nodded, Â
slowly,  appreciative  of  her  astute  perception.   “I  can  only  presume  that  you  have  no Â
desire  for  your…conditionâ&eur o;¦to  be  known.† It  remained  unsaid  as  to  why;  that  a Â
paramour  might  subsequently  be  involved  as  a  result  of  his  situation.  While  unlikely, Â
the  pregnant  silence  that  followed  her  sentiment  confirmed  her  own  suspicions.  A Â
third  party  was  involved,  or  else  Byakuya  Kuchiki  would  have  little  need  for  secrecy.  Â
Â
His  romantic  history  was  well  known:  spoken  in  darkened  corners  and  in  hushed Â
whispers.  His  family  had  not  been  appreciative  of  the  affair—of  his  marriage  to  a Â
commoner.  Given  his  current  choice  of  action,  the  woman  now  involved  probably Â
embodied  the  same  threat  of  shaming  his  house.  Unohana  wisely  expressed  nothing. Â
Whatever  matters  involving  the  Kuchiki  clan  and  it’s  28th  head  of  the  family  had Â
nothing  to  do  with  her,  and  would  remain  so.  It  was  none  of  her  business  as  it  did Â
not  endanger  any  within  the  Soul  Society.  Should  that  change,  however,  she  would Â
not  hesitate  to  act.  Nobility,  after  all,  was  renowned  for  achieving  its  ends  through Â
ambitious  and  sometimes  vicious  agenda…If  rumors  were  to  be  believed,  of  course. Â
She  pressed  on,  content  to  monitor  her  patient  as  she  attempted  to  piece  together Â
the  correct  conclusions  beyond  sheer  assumptions. Â
Â
†œI  expect  you  have  questions.† She  folded  her  hands,  waiting. Â
Â
“Is  it  still  present?† The  rough  timbre  of  his  voice  gave  away  that  he  was  not Â
unaffected  by  this  possibility.  She  shook  her  head  pityingly. Â
Â
“I  regret  to  inform  you  that  it  is  in  a  latent  state.  It  is  highly  probable  to  be  less Â
potent  than  initially  experienced,  especially  as  the  toxin  was  introduced  only  once, Â
and  during  an  adrenaline-Ââ€heavy &Aci rc; conditions.†   Â
Â
“Are  you  suggesting  that  it  will  not  stay  suppressed?†Â
Â
“I  am  suggesting  that  a  reoccurrence  is  very  likely.  Your  blood  test  results  advocate Â
risk  of  repetitive  settings;  the  toxin  responds  to  its  physiological  environment.  If Â
there  is  an  increase  in  adrenaline  brought  on  emotional  stress,  a  hormonal  response Â
may  very  well  trigger  another…episode.&acir c;€ Â
Â
“I  see.† Silence  fell  once  more,  unbroken  save  for  the  rustling  sound  of  others Â
moving  throughout  the  halls,  accompanied  by  murmured  voices. Â
Â
“So  it  is  not  a  permanent  condition?†Â
Â
“No,† she  smiled  softly,  “it  will  wane  in  time.  The  more  frequent  the  occurrence,  the Â
quicker  it  will  run  its  course.  At  least,  that  it  what  I  am  lead  to  believe.  It  is  an Â
unusual  compound…a  pity  the  Arrancar  who  secreted  it  perished,  else  we  could Â
have  run  further  tests  to  unearth  the  true  nature  of  the  aphrodisiac’s  composite Â
form.† She  pressed  on,  pretending  not  to  notice  the  sudden  tension  in  his  shoulders Â
that  spoke  of  his  subtle  discomfort.  “Were  there  any  further  questions  you  might Â
have  that  pertain  to  what  we  already  know?†Â
Â
“No.† He  arose,  readying  himself  to  leave.  He  answered  too  quickly.  It  was  obvious Â
something  weighed  on  his  mind  in  relation  to  the  aphrodisiac,  but  was  either  too Â
proud,  or  too  embarrassed  to  voice  it  aloud.  She  had  an  inkling  of  where  his Â
concerns  might  lay.  He  was  a  man  of  disciplined  character,  and  as  a  result  repressed Â
emotion  often  in  order  to  wield  logic  and  retain  control.  However,  a  mask  donned Â
too  often  had  a  habit  of  becoming  the  face. Â
Â
“In  any  case,  it  is  a  purely  a  physiologically  based  toxin,  and  as  such  can  elicit Â
nothing  beyond  physical  response.† He  paused  at  her  words,  seemingly  struck, Â
before  resuming  his  stride.  She  knew  he  took  her  meaning:  nothing  emotional  could Â
be  created  by  Alma  Gemela’s  poison  alone.  He  took  his  leave,  quietly  sliding  the  door Â
home  as  he  made  to  leave  Yonbantai’s  facility.  A  quick  pattering  of  feet  announced Â
Isane’s  arrival  before  she  came  in,  carefully  balancing  a  tea-Ââ€leaden  tray  in  one  hand Â
as  she  did.  Â
Â
“I,  uh,  brought  an  extra  cup  in  case  Kuchiki  Taicho  still  remainedâ€&b rvbar;†Â
Â
â€&oelig ;That  was  very  kind  of  you,  Isane-Ââ€san.â&e uro;  Her  heart  warmed  at  the  sound  of  her Â
captain’s  use  of  her  name.  Usually  Unohana  Taicho  was  more  formal  when  in Â
company  of  her  peers,  which  Isane  understood  very  well.  Especially  when  in  the Â
presence  of  nobility  like  Byakuya  Kuchiki.  It  was  no  secret  that  he  valued  proper Â
address,  especially  by  those  of  lower  station. Â
Â
â€&oel ig;We  offered  him  what  answers  we  could;  the  rest  is  up  to  him,  now.† Her  captain Â
hummed  thoughtfully,  taking  a  sip  of  the  deliciously  brewed  chamomile.  Isane Â
almost  choked  as  she  accidentally  inhaled  the  steam  from  her  cup,  rather  than Â
blowing  it  away  gently. Â
Â
â€&oeli g;The  rest—?  What  do  you…?† Unohana  Taicho  smiled  at  her  assistant  captain. Â
Â
“He  will  sort  out  his  emotions  soon  enough…This  may  very  well  have  been Â
beneficial  for  him.†Â
Â
â& euro;œUh…right…† For  the  second  time  that  day,  Isane  didn’t  quite  understand,  which Â
almost  never  happened.  She  was  actually  quite  judicious,  though  today  was  not Â
particularly  evident  of  that.  It  was  a  bit  frustrating.  But,  she  reasoned  as  she  sipped Â
her  tea,  perchance  she  was  out  of  touch  of  the  situation  involving  Byakuya  Kuchiki Â
because  she  did  not  understand  him  in  the  most  general  of  contexts.  Whatever  the Â
gravity  he  experienced  or  faced,  it  rarely  became  public,  save  for  the  minor  tendrils Â
of  gossip  that  might  arise  in  the  Seireitei  from  time  to  time.  She  hardly  partook  of Â
such  things,  at  any  rate.  He  was  a  private  man,  and  generally  a  mystery  to  all.   She Â
supposed  she  was  content  to  leave  it  at  that,  and  would  try  to  forgive  the  bruise  of Â
her  ego  for  feeling  lost  over  what  had  transpired. Â
Â
“I  wond er…â€Unohana  Taicho  murmured. Â
Â
“Hm?† Isane  carefully  reached  for  another  sip  from  her  cup. Â
Â
“Do  you  suppose  Kuchiki  Taicho  would  rather  have  a  boy  or  a  girl?† The  idle  remark Â
caused  Isane  to  spit  out  her  tea. Â
Â
She  snagged  the  jar,  nabbing  it  before  she  could  change  her  mind.  Next  she  marched Â
to  the  produce,  grabbing  up  some  bananas  as  she  booked  it  to  the  check  out.  Trying Â
not  to  think,  she  waited  to  be  rung  up  for  her  order  before  heading  out.  Hands  once Â
more  laden  with  culinary  luxuries,  Orihime  warily  trudged  back  to  her  apartment.  It Â
had  been,  by  far,  one  of  her  more  humiliating  experiences.  At  least  up  to  this  point. Â
She  wasn’t  quite  sure  what  life  might  throw  at  her  next.  Evidently  it  was  full  of  droll Â
surprises.  To  the  point  where  she  would  find  if  hard  to  scrounge  up  any  surprise Â
should  Byakuya  choose  at  that  moment  to  leap  from  a  bush.  He  hadn’t  been  far  from Â
her  thoughts  all  day.  Even  now  she  mildly  wondered  if  he  was  feeling  close  to  as Â
fatigued  as  she  felt.  If  for  no  other  reason  than  for  having  run  around  in  her  head  all Â
day.  She  smiled  wanly  at  her  own  joke. Â
Â
She  hefted  a  sigh,  emotionally  drained  as  she  finally  trudged  up  the  stairs  to  her Â
building  The  people  at  the  clinic  had  been  perfectly  nice…but  the  entire  experience Â
had  seemed  surreal,  somehow.  For  instance,  shouldn’t  she  be  feeling  different, Â
somehow… ?  Other  than  ridiculously  sore  in  her  nether  regions,  that  is.  She  thought Â
that  the  fine  line  between  being  a  virgin  and  a  woman  of  experience  were  supposed Â
to…well…mean &Aci rc; something.  Based  on  her  literary  diet  that  contained  the  occasional Â
shojo  manga  and  romance  novel  binge,  she  assumed  that  the  physical  act  of  sex  and Â
the  emotion  of  love  were  one  and  the  same.  That  the  expression  ‘making Â&nbs p;love’  truly Â
meant  what  the  physical  act  would  suggest.  In  reality,  the  one  crashing  down  around Â
her  now,  it  was  a  bit  more  of  a  silly,  sweaty  affair.  One  where  physical  pain  and Â
pleasure  seemed  to  coincide.  It  had  definitely  been…more Â& nbsp;intense…than  she  had Â
expected.  But  her  experience  hadn’t  exactly  been  orthodox.  Especially  as  it  ended Â
with  her  donning  a  conspicuous,  hooded  sweater  in  summer  in  order  to  drag  her Â
merry  ass  to  a  clinic  so  she  could  swallow  a  pill  to  keep  from  conceiving.  Â
Â
Wrestling  momentarily  with  the  keys,  she  let  herself  into  the  apartment,  kicking  off Â
her  shoes  without  putting  down  her  victuals.  Really,  the  sweater  had  been  a  bit Â
much,  in  hindsight.  But  it  had  seemed  perfect  at  the  time.  It  had  never  been  seen  by Â
any  whom  she  knew,  so  would  keep  her  from  being  easily  recognizable  by  any  and Â
all  acquaintance.  And  there  was  the  fact  that  it  had  once  belonged  to  Sora…the Â
comfort  of  wearing  a  piece  of  his  old  clothing  gave  her  the  feeling  of  strength…At Â
least  the  semblance  of  it.  She  would  readily  admit  to  having  felt  rather  hollow Â
instead.  Strength  was  something  she  had  so  desperately  needed  on  a  day  like  this Â
today,  where  she  had  felt  like  she  had  swallowed  a  block  of  ice  and  her  limbs  felt Â
wooden  with  tension.  Maybe,  she  thought,  throwing  half  the  bananas  into  the Â
freezer,  maybe  things  will  look  brighter  tomorrow. Â
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As  a  fun  side  note,  there  is  in  fact  a  comic  wherein  the  super  heroine  regularly  fails Â
and  gets  captured  by  the  villains.  She  has  high  hopes  and  higher  ideals,  but  has  the Â
unfortunate  disposition  of  working  with  fellow  capes  who  are,  quite  frankly,  douche Â
bags.  It  starts  out  fairly  wacky  with  short  stories  rather  than  a  firm  plot  line,  but  it Â
builds  into  a  larger  scheme  complete  with  rich  character  development  and Â
reflections  of  societal  shortcomings. Â
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 There’s  plenty  of  humor  and  tear-Ââ€jerker Â& nbsp;moments.  And  did  I  mention  the  main Â
character  has  a  ninja  for  a  best  friend?  And  then  there’s  a  guy  who  cross  dresses  as  a Â
maid  in  order  to  fight  crime.  Gotta  respect  a  guy  who  fights  in  high  heels.  Any  way, Â
the  series  is  called  ‘Empowered†™  by  Adam  Warren,  and  it’s  published  by  Dark  Horse. Â
He  has  an  artist  page  on  deviantart  (dotcom),  if  you’re  nosey  like  me  and  want  to Â
snoop  around  before  dedicating  yourself  to  buying  something  that  comes  shrink-Ââ ;€
wrapped  (for  having  ‘mature  ma terial’).  I  may  have  to  beg  a  family  member  to  ship Â
it  out  to  me  here  in  Korea…Iâ€&trade ;ll  stop  waxing  shamelessly  about  it  now…I  just  want  to Â
spread  the  love. Â
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