Bleach Fan Fiction ❯ Just Love Me ❯ CoNfUsIoN ( Chapter 1 )
[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]
By: XxNiGhTxX 
The first night.
Anime/Manga: Bleach Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Romance | Type: Yaoi | Uploaded On: 11.13.2009 | Updated On: 11.18.2009 | Pages: 1 | Words: 1.2K | Visits: 281 | Status: Completed
The first night.
Anime/Manga: Bleach Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Romance | Type: Yaoi | Uploaded On: 11.13.2009 | Updated On: 11.18.2009 | Pages: 1 | Words: 1.2K | Visits: 281 | Status: Completed
Disclaimer: Bleach does not belong to me neither do the characters.
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Chapter 1. CoNfUsIoN
Have you ever felt so unloved that you craved for someone not anyone but for a person you could most likely trust for instance a friend... yea someone who you share all your secrets, problems, thoughts, and feelings. Except even though you tell this person all your personal feelings you start to crave something else something much more than a friend would ever do with another friend a type of lust towards them. I know this isn't normal but I can't help it.
Except I didn't feel that way until he made an action towards me. Until he surprised me out of the blue and just kissed me...I didn't know how to respond. I almost kissed back but instead...I just stared back into his emerald green eyes that strikingly were staring at me his eyes filled with want. I did not understand he was always so strict me. I never would have guessed that, I would feel any sort of comfort or kindness coming from him my mind went blank and before, I knew it we had done everything just like that....
I was dumbstruck with every breaking moment. Who would have thought his pale skin would feel so hot against mine...
Luppi breathed tiredly under the sheets of his bed laying on his stomach his body was completely naked his face painted with pink. He shyly averted his eyes away from Ulquiorra who rested right next him. His eyes resting quietly as he slept breathing softly he look worn out and was completely relaxed sleeping on, Luppi's bed as if nothing mattered. What...just happened? He's next to me naked...One of the espada is sleeping naked next to me... A higher ranker than I....Is sleeping next to me...
Luppi turned his head slightly stealing a glimpse of Ulquiorra's beauty that surrounded him he was radiant and so very beautiful...but they had...Luppi shut his eyes blushing hard at the thought that began to overwhelm his mind it was too much he could not believe this. What just happened? Stupid question his answer to that: was right next to him reardless of what he did or did not think.
Luppi forced his eyes to close trying to get to sleep but the shock was too much slowly minutes began to pass..I just did it with a guy...AH NO! Why?! me...
Ulquiorra moved closer to the other male wrapping his hands around Luppi's waist as he pulled him tightly into a hug slightly rubbing against him he snuzzled Luppi's neck as he mumbled something in his sleep breathing his hot breath against him.
Luppi twitched: he jumped at the feeling of Ulquiorra's semi erection that poked at his butt which made him so badly to want to run away. He loved what just happened, the feeling, the ecystacy, he had felt. But for it to happen again it would be too weird now, that he was able to think clearly. He tried pulling away but Ulquiorra only held on tighter grumbling angrily at the way Luppi tried to escape from his grasp. Nooooooooooooooooo let go Ulquiorra this is to much! I don't want this....please why wont my words come out why! Agh! I always lose my voice when I'm embarrased why me! Luppi felt tears begin to form around his eyes.
HELP ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
~The Next morning~
Luppi could not sleep, he stared tiredly at the wall gulping. Completely lost in his own thoughts his light purple eyes shimmering in light tears he rubbed his face on the pillow sadly. What if what if I just ruined our friendship....Does Ulquiorra feel anything else towards me?...What if he doesn't even like me? What if I was just used for his own pleasure...Can two guys real fall in love with one another...What if he doesn't feel that way at all then ?
"If you don't get any rest how are you expected to focus clearly on todays assigment...Luppi?" Ulquiorra says as he has his back turned to Luppi. He began dressing himself quickly.
Luppi shivers and peeks over his shoulder to Ulquiorra shyly blushing at the pale silky skin that seemed to glow. Luppi mouth slightly opens craving the other male again feeling the need to be touched again by him. Luppi stretches out his hand toward Ulquiorra's hakama clenching at him his purple eyes showing a hint of lust and want in his eyes.
Ulquiorra raised his eyebrow and pulled away from him "What do you want?" he asks with no emotion his eyes looking at Luppi oddly.
Luppi realised what he had just done and retreats his hand back to it's place "Oh I'm sorry I...um.." he tried searching for the right thing to say.
"You are to tell no one about what we did? Do you understand?" he looks at Luppi coldy. His emerald eyes burning into Luppi's purples ones .
Luppi's heart felt stabbed and jabbed his hands suddenly felt cold the tears began to form around the rigids of his eyes. He held them back with all his strenght trying not to cry in front of Ulquiorra if he did, he would feel like he had betrayed his dear friend...It hurt him so much. He forced the words out practically choking while saying so "Why would I tell anyone?!" he gasped feeling a tight knot around his throat.
Ulquiorra began making his way to the door "What happen was a mistake. I do apologize for my rude behavior it won''t happen again." he says before stepping out of the door.
At that moment Luppi never had felt so alone in his life ever this guy had given him the most loving absolute blissful feeling he had ever felt in his life even if he was a guy he had never felt so happy so needed. When he was held like that it was absolute Heaven, But also this guy had also made him feel completely useless and worthless like nothing. He had literally made him feel so empty and sad. Why did it have to be this way? Maybe because he was a guy.....
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Short and Dark? What do you think? Don't you agree Luppi and Ulquiorra are a cute match? I was tired of not seeing this two pair so, I created it hehe please review so that I may continue happily. Also I may take awhile in writting the chapters so please be patient. :s
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Chapter 1. CoNfUsIoN
Have you ever felt so unloved that you craved for someone not anyone but for a person you could most likely trust for instance a friend... yea someone who you share all your secrets, problems, thoughts, and feelings. Except even though you tell this person all your personal feelings you start to crave something else something much more than a friend would ever do with another friend a type of lust towards them. I know this isn't normal but I can't help it.
Except I didn't feel that way until he made an action towards me. Until he surprised me out of the blue and just kissed me...I didn't know how to respond. I almost kissed back but instead...I just stared back into his emerald green eyes that strikingly were staring at me his eyes filled with want. I did not understand he was always so strict me. I never would have guessed that, I would feel any sort of comfort or kindness coming from him my mind went blank and before, I knew it we had done everything just like that....
I was dumbstruck with every breaking moment. Who would have thought his pale skin would feel so hot against mine...
Luppi breathed tiredly under the sheets of his bed laying on his stomach his body was completely naked his face painted with pink. He shyly averted his eyes away from Ulquiorra who rested right next him. His eyes resting quietly as he slept breathing softly he look worn out and was completely relaxed sleeping on, Luppi's bed as if nothing mattered. What...just happened? He's next to me naked...One of the espada is sleeping naked next to me... A higher ranker than I....Is sleeping next to me...
Luppi turned his head slightly stealing a glimpse of Ulquiorra's beauty that surrounded him he was radiant and so very beautiful...but they had...Luppi shut his eyes blushing hard at the thought that began to overwhelm his mind it was too much he could not believe this. What just happened? Stupid question his answer to that: was right next to him reardless of what he did or did not think.
Luppi forced his eyes to close trying to get to sleep but the shock was too much slowly minutes began to pass..I just did it with a guy...AH NO! Why?! me...
Ulquiorra moved closer to the other male wrapping his hands around Luppi's waist as he pulled him tightly into a hug slightly rubbing against him he snuzzled Luppi's neck as he mumbled something in his sleep breathing his hot breath against him.
Luppi twitched: he jumped at the feeling of Ulquiorra's semi erection that poked at his butt which made him so badly to want to run away. He loved what just happened, the feeling, the ecystacy, he had felt. But for it to happen again it would be too weird now, that he was able to think clearly. He tried pulling away but Ulquiorra only held on tighter grumbling angrily at the way Luppi tried to escape from his grasp. Nooooooooooooooooo let go Ulquiorra this is to much! I don't want this....please why wont my words come out why! Agh! I always lose my voice when I'm embarrased why me! Luppi felt tears begin to form around his eyes.
HELP ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
~The Next morning~
Luppi could not sleep, he stared tiredly at the wall gulping. Completely lost in his own thoughts his light purple eyes shimmering in light tears he rubbed his face on the pillow sadly. What if what if I just ruined our friendship....Does Ulquiorra feel anything else towards me?...What if he doesn't even like me? What if I was just used for his own pleasure...Can two guys real fall in love with one another...What if he doesn't feel that way at all then ?
"If you don't get any rest how are you expected to focus clearly on todays assigment...Luppi?" Ulquiorra says as he has his back turned to Luppi. He began dressing himself quickly.
Luppi shivers and peeks over his shoulder to Ulquiorra shyly blushing at the pale silky skin that seemed to glow. Luppi mouth slightly opens craving the other male again feeling the need to be touched again by him. Luppi stretches out his hand toward Ulquiorra's hakama clenching at him his purple eyes showing a hint of lust and want in his eyes.
Ulquiorra raised his eyebrow and pulled away from him "What do you want?" he asks with no emotion his eyes looking at Luppi oddly.
Luppi realised what he had just done and retreats his hand back to it's place "Oh I'm sorry I...um.." he tried searching for the right thing to say.
"You are to tell no one about what we did? Do you understand?" he looks at Luppi coldy. His emerald eyes burning into Luppi's purples ones .
Luppi's heart felt stabbed and jabbed his hands suddenly felt cold the tears began to form around the rigids of his eyes. He held them back with all his strenght trying not to cry in front of Ulquiorra if he did, he would feel like he had betrayed his dear friend...It hurt him so much. He forced the words out practically choking while saying so "Why would I tell anyone?!" he gasped feeling a tight knot around his throat.
Ulquiorra began making his way to the door "What happen was a mistake. I do apologize for my rude behavior it won''t happen again." he says before stepping out of the door.
At that moment Luppi never had felt so alone in his life ever this guy had given him the most loving absolute blissful feeling he had ever felt in his life even if he was a guy he had never felt so happy so needed. When he was held like that it was absolute Heaven, But also this guy had also made him feel completely useless and worthless like nothing. He had literally made him feel so empty and sad. Why did it have to be this way? Maybe because he was a guy.....
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Short and Dark? What do you think? Don't you agree Luppi and Ulquiorra are a cute match? I was tired of not seeing this two pair so, I created it hehe please review so that I may continue happily. Also I may take awhile in writting the chapters so please be patient. :s