Bleach Fan Fiction ❯ Just Love Me ❯ CoNfEsSiOn ( Chapter 4 )
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Chapter 4 CoNfEsIoN
Everything was happening too fast. Ulquiorra was pulling me away to his room. I know he was. I could have had my chance to try to seduce him and get him to accept me but no Grimmjow had to come in and interrupt that Interrupt better yet he was asking me out in front of Ulquiorra which left me speechless and incapable of thinking.
Luppi stared at Grimmjow astonished by what he had just asked him. He snapped into reality when Ulquiorra gripped tighter on Luppi's arm making him cringed in pain he couldn't help but let out a smile before frowning at Grimmjow. "What are you saying? What do you mean you wont bug me anymore? You can't expect me to believe that do you? I'm not an idiot my ans-" Luppi's eyes widen.
Grimmjow bit his lip and quickly presses his lips against Luppi moving and massaging the soft lips with his own.
Luppi was lost for a moment the moment their lips parted he gasped for air and motioned himself to kept himself from falling. Grimmjow held Luppi up. Luppi ignored Grimmjow and his eyes wandered noticing Ulquiorra gone he couldn't help but frown he began to panic. Ulquiorra? he was beginning to chase after Ulquiorra but was stopped.
Grimmjow held onto Luppi's arm. "Where are you going? Ulq left to give us privacy." he said with a grin.
"Let go! That doesn't prove anything. I-I don't want this..." his voice began to falter he began feeling that sad grim feeling in his stomache the tigtness in his throat the need to dispatch a waterfall of tears.
Grimmjow noticed the smaller males expression. "Hey what's wrong? Geez if you hate me that much that ya don't want me touch you shit fine...I guess I can go back to bullying you..." he gruffed raising his hands behind his head as he frowned looking at the quiet male. Why does it bother me that Luppi refuses me…?
Luppi mind went blank he didn't know what to say what to do. He raised his eyes to Grimmjow his eyes growing sad and desperate he wrapped his hands around the taller male and pushed his lips against Grimmjow kissing him deeply tugging onto his lower lip begging for entrance.
Grimmjows eyes widen in confusion but with instinct he pushed his tounge in Luppi's mouth gaining dominance of the situation grabbing his waist he didn't know what came over him the feeling of sin the feeling of wrong made his want to do more to Luppi he never had kissed another male yet alone ever thought of doing so all he ever wanted was to feel the great exitement of fighting someone strong someone who could actually kill him and the thrill of doing so, but this this was different weird but different. His eyes end up drooping into the kiss as he began exploring Luppi's body.
Luppi moaned feeling the hands rub his thighs in circular motions it was a good feeling a different feeling from Ulquiorra it was wilder and rougher than what Ulquiorra would usually do. I'm tired of not being wanted if if he wants me then so be it.
Grimmjows began undoing Luppi's shirt he couldn't help it but he was turned on by everything his body ached to be touched as much as Luppi did it was different it was bad. It made him feel different sinful and ecystatic. He explored Luppi's chest rubbing his breast and pinching his nipple making Luppi cry out in result of it. Grimmjow breathed hard in his ear.
Luppi opened his eyes slightly. "Let's go to y-your room.." he gasped through his quivering and desperate lips that ached for more. His eyes stared at Grimmjow with bedroom eyes his purple orbs glowering across Grimmjows revealed chest that was so well toned and build.
Grimmjow chuckled a little and nodded and lifted Luppi up hurrying toward his room.
Szayel was walking around searching for Ulquiorra, Grimmjow, and Luppi while Nnoitra was walking behind him.
"Come on Aporro live a little if we find them fighting this out let's watch not ruin this come on come on let's not ruin this let's eat our popcorn and enjoy the showdown." He says eating his popcorn that he purchased at the cafeteria.
Szayel looks at Nnoitra disaprovingly. "NO! I will not risk this. Lord Aizen will no be pleased we are stopping this I don't care what you say! Hmp." he says walking faster and he stops gaping at Grimmjow and Luppi.
"Come on! Come on! Szayel hey what's wrong man? I love that expression across your face." Nnoitra takes out a camera and snaps a photo with a grin he then looks at Luppi and Grimmjow his grins widens even more and he takes a couple of pictures then begins eating the popcorn rapidly. "Wow who would have thought that opposites really do attract. Even guys.." Nnoitra pushes the bucket of popcorn at Szayel who's jaw stays open his face beginning to redden.
Grimmjow smiles but turns to look at the noise and weird flash of light that caught his attention he looks over and raises his eyebrow when he see's nothing but popcorn on the floor.
Luppi opens his eyes halfway staring at Grimmjow droopingly. "Mmm what's wrong Ulq?" he murmurs.
"Huh? Nothing. Did you just call me Ul-"
"NO! I said what's wrong umq? c-cause I felt your...um poke me." he said quickly making it sound believable.
Grimmjow grinned at that and planted another kiss making it rough and hard especially desperate. Luppi moaned in the kiss. "Room..Let's go...now... and say my name .." he kissed Luppi again and again after every word. "this time baby." he said grinning as he dissapeared down the hall.
Nnoitra snickered.
"That's not funny they almost saw us what if Grimmjow saw us! How would we explained what we saw!" Szayel shifted unconmfterbly.
Nnoitra held black his laughtered. "God thing you pulled me away he would have destroyed my camera and then we couldn't have any fun or memories now would we? We should spread the pictures around the headline would be. Males hot and Heavy or maybe or maybe We heard of 69 now this makes more sense don't you agree? Get it 66? the rank you know cause the si-"
"No were not doing that! Luppi's our friend we shouldn't expose his gaynes- of god he's GAY!" Szayel eyes widen as he laid against the wall.
Nnoitra looks over at Szayel surprised"Luppi's not gay Grimmjow I bet Grimmjow's bullying him again and since Grimmjow so rough even for all those other arrancar babe that he decided to push his sex crazed lust against Luppi were soon he will blackmail him and use him for deeper sh-"
"Stop Stop STOP! Were how? Where? Why are you thinking that?"
"I watched it in a soap opera they were showi- Uh I mean I read it in uh manga except it was a girl instead of a guy so it's a real big difference." he said nodding as he feasted on the popcorn.
"Soap opera? N-Nnoitra we have to do something we can't let him by that scoundrel eww poor Luppi being used for sex it's horrible especially him being used as he giving Grimmjow his seed." he says bitting his thumb.
"Uhh Szayel I think Luppi is taking the seed not Grimmjow." he added chewing on the buttery corn.
Szayel shook his head"NO! ugh that image we have to stop this!" he says walking toward Grimmjow's room.
"Szayel hey! Wait up! I wanna watch this man is my album this year gonna be good." he smiled chasing after Szayel.
Grimmjow pushed Luppi on his bed and pulling his ontop of himself." Wow I never thought you me here alone like this." he smiled at the soft feel against his chest. He's soft like a girl... Grimmjow kisses Luppi pulling him against his lips.
Luppi smiled and kissed back making it linger. "Mmm neither..would I." he answered heavily moaning into the kiss. What am I doing…?
Grimmjow wrapped his hands around Luppi's behind and sqeezed it quite a bit making him moan in response. "Man you sure moan alot I wonder how you sound if I were to actually take you." he teased whispering in Luppi's ear making him blush in response to his warm seductive words that hit against his ear making him shiver and cringe.
Luppi closed his eyes nervously clasping the bedsheet. 'Mmm." he tries to hold the moans back. Grimmjow sure talks alot...
Grimmjow stares at luppi completely flushed and aroused. "Don't" he whispered breathing heavily as he rubbed against Luppi.
Luppi opens his eyes droopingly. "Don't wha ah!.Nngh" he respnded at Grimmjow hands closing in on Luppi's member. His hand moved grabbing his hand halting him from getting any closer.
"Don't hold it in Luppi let it all out I want to hear you moan more especially my name." he says pulling Luppi coller revealing his nape.
Luppi jolted away from his grasp remembering that Ulquiorra had marked him in that exact spot he was fond of the mark the love bite that Ulquiorra gave him. He covered his neck staring at Grimmjow tears beginning emerging. He broke through his senses realizing what he was doing.
Grimmjow was about to yell at Luppi until he pratically melted from awe at the way Luppi looked instead of yelling he stared at Luppi nervously. "uh are you okay?..." he asked oddly it was weird being nice to guy he once hated fifteeen minutes ago.
Luppi stares at the ground his mind swirling everything returning to Ulquiorra.
"Luppi?" Grimmjow repeated.
"I-I gotta go…" he murmured turning to leave as he hurries out of the room. I want to be alone everything is happening too fast everything is just messed up out of place. Why did Ulquiorra not respond to him not say anything to Grimmjow do I mean that little to Ulquiorra…? Why didn't he just claim me there and now?
Grimmjow steeped out of his room and saw Luppi standing in the middle of the hall. He began approaching Luppi slowly cautiosly.
Luppi turned to look at Grimmjow noticing him.
"Did I do something wro-"
"What do you want from me? Am I really something to you? Or are you just going to use me to get back at Schiffer?" Luppi balled his fist. He was tired of getting used he didn't want to feel like a toy to play with when the person would want to then thrown out like a child with a boring toy.
"N-no I." Grimmjow stared at Luppi surprised by the outburst Luppi was giving to him out of the blue.
"Then what you can't just like someone when you were just threatening me a couple of minutes ago you can't just.."
"I can't just what? Love you? Want you?" Grimmjow felt like he was on fire he felt so weird and odd speaking like that.
"…but…"
"I can, If you want to start off slow I will. I can to show you what I'm trying to express to you. We can start anew I mean let me start all over." He says with a bashful blush staring at the ground and glancing at Luppi like a shy school girl confessing his love. What am I doing? Since when do I care since when do I want about Ulquiorra I want revenge. I want power and I'm saying all this what am I thinking?
Luppi looks up at Grimmjow oddly not knowing what to say What about Ulquiorra? Can I just forget about him like that? Just like that? "I.."
Ulquiorra leaned on the corner listening in on both Luppi and Grimmjow he lets out a sigh and begins walking away not wanting to hear anymore or even Luppi's answer.
Luppi looks up at Grimmjow staring at him. Is he being serious?
Sznazel looks at Ulquiorra raising his eyebrow oldly.
Ulquiorra blinks catching the two eavesdroping. He was also being caught he was shoken up.
"Are you crying Schiffer?" Nnoitra asked surprised by the tear straming down on Ulquiorra's delicate pale face.
Ulquiorra stares at Sznazel and Nnoitra oddly "Huh?"
"Crying your crying/" Sznazel says.
Ulquiorra wipes the tear away. "Hmm." and leaves without a word.
Hmm I had this file in my infected computer but I manage to save it lucky me sry to keep you waiting :p. Please review.
Everything was happening too fast. Ulquiorra was pulling me away to his room. I know he was. I could have had my chance to try to seduce him and get him to accept me but no Grimmjow had to come in and interrupt that Interrupt better yet he was asking me out in front of Ulquiorra which left me speechless and incapable of thinking.
Luppi stared at Grimmjow astonished by what he had just asked him. He snapped into reality when Ulquiorra gripped tighter on Luppi's arm making him cringed in pain he couldn't help but let out a smile before frowning at Grimmjow. "What are you saying? What do you mean you wont bug me anymore? You can't expect me to believe that do you? I'm not an idiot my ans-" Luppi's eyes widen.
Grimmjow bit his lip and quickly presses his lips against Luppi moving and massaging the soft lips with his own.
Luppi was lost for a moment the moment their lips parted he gasped for air and motioned himself to kept himself from falling. Grimmjow held Luppi up. Luppi ignored Grimmjow and his eyes wandered noticing Ulquiorra gone he couldn't help but frown he began to panic. Ulquiorra? he was beginning to chase after Ulquiorra but was stopped.
Grimmjow held onto Luppi's arm. "Where are you going? Ulq left to give us privacy." he said with a grin.
"Let go! That doesn't prove anything. I-I don't want this..." his voice began to falter he began feeling that sad grim feeling in his stomache the tigtness in his throat the need to dispatch a waterfall of tears.
Grimmjow noticed the smaller males expression. "Hey what's wrong? Geez if you hate me that much that ya don't want me touch you shit fine...I guess I can go back to bullying you..." he gruffed raising his hands behind his head as he frowned looking at the quiet male. Why does it bother me that Luppi refuses me…?
Luppi mind went blank he didn't know what to say what to do. He raised his eyes to Grimmjow his eyes growing sad and desperate he wrapped his hands around the taller male and pushed his lips against Grimmjow kissing him deeply tugging onto his lower lip begging for entrance.
Grimmjows eyes widen in confusion but with instinct he pushed his tounge in Luppi's mouth gaining dominance of the situation grabbing his waist he didn't know what came over him the feeling of sin the feeling of wrong made his want to do more to Luppi he never had kissed another male yet alone ever thought of doing so all he ever wanted was to feel the great exitement of fighting someone strong someone who could actually kill him and the thrill of doing so, but this this was different weird but different. His eyes end up drooping into the kiss as he began exploring Luppi's body.
Luppi moaned feeling the hands rub his thighs in circular motions it was a good feeling a different feeling from Ulquiorra it was wilder and rougher than what Ulquiorra would usually do. I'm tired of not being wanted if if he wants me then so be it.
Grimmjows began undoing Luppi's shirt he couldn't help it but he was turned on by everything his body ached to be touched as much as Luppi did it was different it was bad. It made him feel different sinful and ecystatic. He explored Luppi's chest rubbing his breast and pinching his nipple making Luppi cry out in result of it. Grimmjow breathed hard in his ear.
Luppi opened his eyes slightly. "Let's go to y-your room.." he gasped through his quivering and desperate lips that ached for more. His eyes stared at Grimmjow with bedroom eyes his purple orbs glowering across Grimmjows revealed chest that was so well toned and build.
Grimmjow chuckled a little and nodded and lifted Luppi up hurrying toward his room.
Szayel was walking around searching for Ulquiorra, Grimmjow, and Luppi while Nnoitra was walking behind him.
"Come on Aporro live a little if we find them fighting this out let's watch not ruin this come on come on let's not ruin this let's eat our popcorn and enjoy the showdown." He says eating his popcorn that he purchased at the cafeteria.
Szayel looks at Nnoitra disaprovingly. "NO! I will not risk this. Lord Aizen will no be pleased we are stopping this I don't care what you say! Hmp." he says walking faster and he stops gaping at Grimmjow and Luppi.
"Come on! Come on! Szayel hey what's wrong man? I love that expression across your face." Nnoitra takes out a camera and snaps a photo with a grin he then looks at Luppi and Grimmjow his grins widens even more and he takes a couple of pictures then begins eating the popcorn rapidly. "Wow who would have thought that opposites really do attract. Even guys.." Nnoitra pushes the bucket of popcorn at Szayel who's jaw stays open his face beginning to redden.
Grimmjow smiles but turns to look at the noise and weird flash of light that caught his attention he looks over and raises his eyebrow when he see's nothing but popcorn on the floor.
Luppi opens his eyes halfway staring at Grimmjow droopingly. "Mmm what's wrong Ulq?" he murmurs.
"Huh? Nothing. Did you just call me Ul-"
"NO! I said what's wrong umq? c-cause I felt your...um poke me." he said quickly making it sound believable.
Grimmjow grinned at that and planted another kiss making it rough and hard especially desperate. Luppi moaned in the kiss. "Room..Let's go...now... and say my name .." he kissed Luppi again and again after every word. "this time baby." he said grinning as he dissapeared down the hall.
Nnoitra snickered.
"That's not funny they almost saw us what if Grimmjow saw us! How would we explained what we saw!" Szayel shifted unconmfterbly.
Nnoitra held black his laughtered. "God thing you pulled me away he would have destroyed my camera and then we couldn't have any fun or memories now would we? We should spread the pictures around the headline would be. Males hot and Heavy or maybe or maybe We heard of 69 now this makes more sense don't you agree? Get it 66? the rank you know cause the si-"
"No were not doing that! Luppi's our friend we shouldn't expose his gaynes- of god he's GAY!" Szayel eyes widen as he laid against the wall.
Nnoitra looks over at Szayel surprised"Luppi's not gay Grimmjow I bet Grimmjow's bullying him again and since Grimmjow so rough even for all those other arrancar babe that he decided to push his sex crazed lust against Luppi were soon he will blackmail him and use him for deeper sh-"
"Stop Stop STOP! Were how? Where? Why are you thinking that?"
"I watched it in a soap opera they were showi- Uh I mean I read it in uh manga except it was a girl instead of a guy so it's a real big difference." he said nodding as he feasted on the popcorn.
"Soap opera? N-Nnoitra we have to do something we can't let him by that scoundrel eww poor Luppi being used for sex it's horrible especially him being used as he giving Grimmjow his seed." he says bitting his thumb.
"Uhh Szayel I think Luppi is taking the seed not Grimmjow." he added chewing on the buttery corn.
Szayel shook his head"NO! ugh that image we have to stop this!" he says walking toward Grimmjow's room.
"Szayel hey! Wait up! I wanna watch this man is my album this year gonna be good." he smiled chasing after Szayel.
Grimmjow pushed Luppi on his bed and pulling his ontop of himself." Wow I never thought you me here alone like this." he smiled at the soft feel against his chest. He's soft like a girl... Grimmjow kisses Luppi pulling him against his lips.
Luppi smiled and kissed back making it linger. "Mmm neither..would I." he answered heavily moaning into the kiss. What am I doing…?
Grimmjow wrapped his hands around Luppi's behind and sqeezed it quite a bit making him moan in response. "Man you sure moan alot I wonder how you sound if I were to actually take you." he teased whispering in Luppi's ear making him blush in response to his warm seductive words that hit against his ear making him shiver and cringe.
Luppi closed his eyes nervously clasping the bedsheet. 'Mmm." he tries to hold the moans back. Grimmjow sure talks alot...
Grimmjow stares at luppi completely flushed and aroused. "Don't" he whispered breathing heavily as he rubbed against Luppi.
Luppi opens his eyes droopingly. "Don't wha ah!.Nngh" he respnded at Grimmjow hands closing in on Luppi's member. His hand moved grabbing his hand halting him from getting any closer.
"Don't hold it in Luppi let it all out I want to hear you moan more especially my name." he says pulling Luppi coller revealing his nape.
Luppi jolted away from his grasp remembering that Ulquiorra had marked him in that exact spot he was fond of the mark the love bite that Ulquiorra gave him. He covered his neck staring at Grimmjow tears beginning emerging. He broke through his senses realizing what he was doing.
Grimmjow was about to yell at Luppi until he pratically melted from awe at the way Luppi looked instead of yelling he stared at Luppi nervously. "uh are you okay?..." he asked oddly it was weird being nice to guy he once hated fifteeen minutes ago.
Luppi stares at the ground his mind swirling everything returning to Ulquiorra.
"Luppi?" Grimmjow repeated.
"I-I gotta go…" he murmured turning to leave as he hurries out of the room. I want to be alone everything is happening too fast everything is just messed up out of place. Why did Ulquiorra not respond to him not say anything to Grimmjow do I mean that little to Ulquiorra…? Why didn't he just claim me there and now?
Grimmjow steeped out of his room and saw Luppi standing in the middle of the hall. He began approaching Luppi slowly cautiosly.
Luppi turned to look at Grimmjow noticing him.
"Did I do something wro-"
"What do you want from me? Am I really something to you? Or are you just going to use me to get back at Schiffer?" Luppi balled his fist. He was tired of getting used he didn't want to feel like a toy to play with when the person would want to then thrown out like a child with a boring toy.
"N-no I." Grimmjow stared at Luppi surprised by the outburst Luppi was giving to him out of the blue.
"Then what you can't just like someone when you were just threatening me a couple of minutes ago you can't just.."
"I can't just what? Love you? Want you?" Grimmjow felt like he was on fire he felt so weird and odd speaking like that.
"…but…"
"I can, If you want to start off slow I will. I can to show you what I'm trying to express to you. We can start anew I mean let me start all over." He says with a bashful blush staring at the ground and glancing at Luppi like a shy school girl confessing his love. What am I doing? Since when do I care since when do I want about Ulquiorra I want revenge. I want power and I'm saying all this what am I thinking?
Luppi looks up at Grimmjow oddly not knowing what to say What about Ulquiorra? Can I just forget about him like that? Just like that? "I.."
Ulquiorra leaned on the corner listening in on both Luppi and Grimmjow he lets out a sigh and begins walking away not wanting to hear anymore or even Luppi's answer.
Luppi looks up at Grimmjow staring at him. Is he being serious?
Sznazel looks at Ulquiorra raising his eyebrow oldly.
Ulquiorra blinks catching the two eavesdroping. He was also being caught he was shoken up.
"Are you crying Schiffer?" Nnoitra asked surprised by the tear straming down on Ulquiorra's delicate pale face.
Ulquiorra stares at Sznazel and Nnoitra oddly "Huh?"
"Crying your crying/" Sznazel says.
Ulquiorra wipes the tear away. "Hmm." and leaves without a word.
Hmm I had this file in my infected computer but I manage to save it lucky me sry to keep you waiting :p. Please review.