Bleach Fan Fiction ❯ Lifeless ❯ Hate ( Chapter 1 )

[ T - Teen: Not suitable for readers under 13 ]

By: mimma

Hate

He hates this. He hates this.

It's the same all over again, Hinamori's gone somewhere he can't follow, just like before when she left Rukongai- she's gone completely away without looking back, and this time he really can't follow her again. There's nothing he can do, for all his power and all his brains and he's completely fucking helpless, a kid all over again.

He hates that.

Sitting in the clean white hospital room, he sees Hinamori's clean white face and he thinks it looks like she's sleeping, like she's going to wake up soon and laugh, and he thinks it looks like she's dead, with a hole in her heart that her beloved Aizen-taichou tore there, with his leaving and with his betrayal and with his sword.

He touches her cool hand and he looks at her empty face, and he thinks he will gut Aizen for this.

In one of his darker moments he thinks that he will bring her Aizen's blood and pour the color back into her cheeks and the life back into her eyes, and she'll open them again.

He tells her he will kill him for her. She doesn't seem to hear.

He hates this.

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