Bleach Fan Fiction ❯ The Pain In My Heart ❯ The Pain In My Heart ( One-Shot )

Hitsugaya stared wide eyed. “Ichimaru.. what have you done?” The boys question was quiet, barely a whisper. But Gin heard it. “I just got rid o’ a lil’ annoyance.”

I’d been hurt by love so many times. Different people, the pain still stays. I look back to that time you said you loved me, was it just a lie?

“Y-you killed Momo!?” The small boy roared. “Oh come now Snowy-chan, ya didn’ need ‘er. She was jus’ a pawn.” Looking down he saw his clean white clothes, yes he had gone with them. But it had been so unfair. The said they would kill her if he didn’t.

The pain is pulsing through my weakening heart. It feels like I’ll be gone soon, then I heard you voice saying ‘I love you’. I turn my head, ignoring your words, for it’s just another lie. You never loved me, you never will.

Hitsugaya placed another sorrowful glance at her lifeless form. Had she been just a distraction this whole time? “Now come, Aizen-sama wants ta see ya.” “I want nothing more to do with that bastard!” The small boy said hanging his head. “He’s nothing but a murderer.” “Oh Toshiro you don’t really mean that.” Said Ichimaru lifting the boy’s face to meet his eyes.

I feel the tears as they run down my cheek, glistening in the night. The only thing the only thing that moves that pale cold night, is the trees as they play with the wind. You never loved me, and you never will. For I know it’s all the same. What you want is not much, but it is all I have left.

Hitsugaya tried to look away, but Ichimaru’s hold was firm. Crashing his lips to the boys, Gin felt his Snowy-chan relax. The kiss was painful for the boy, why he was even letting that bastard control him, he couldn’t tell you.

Never again will this heart beat for you, it only beats for my soul. The pain is pulsing through my weakening heart. It feels like I’ll be gone soon, then I see a figure running to me out of the darkness. Alas, it is time for me to return home. I walk alone though the grass- it is the only sound I hear.

Finally giving up, he let a small tear run down his cheek, before giving into the kiss. Pulling back Ichimaru’s smile widened, “That’s ma Shiro-chan.”