Card Captor Sakura Fan Fiction / Sailor Moon Fan Fiction ❯ Change in heart, Change in me ❯ No Need for a Card Mistress ( Chapter 1 )

[ P - Pre-Teen ]

S.M: Hello it’s me the great and wonderful Serenity Madison. (Laughs hysterically…) Just Kidding. Anyway, This is my new creation. I’ll be honest unless it’s really good I really dislike crossover but I thought this was a kind of good idea so I went with it. I hope if anyone reads it they like it. It’s Card Captor Sakura/Sailor Moon. But there may be appearances from characters from Saint Tail, Corrector Yui as well. Maybe others, I don’t know yet. I’ll let ya know though.

As always I don’t own Card Captor Sakura, the characters, or any another show characters that I mention. Or the Tenchi Universe ending. I just think they can be funny.

A little about it…

This first chapter goes through what happened with Sakura, and why she left in the first place. I should warn you Tomoyo seems really mean and well un-Tomoyo, but it’s just because she loves Hiiragizawa so much. But as the story continues issues clear up and she turns into the nice sweet Tomoyo we all know and love. Syaoran also seems meaner than he is but in reality he’s just trying to make Sakura hate him so that she will not feel as hurt. I know so much complication between them… But I promise <3S&S<3!!! (I felt you should know that and it’s not to detrimental to the story.)

One More Thing…

In this story Sakura, Syaoran, Tomoyo, Takeshi, and Rika are 16. Chiheru’s 15 and Eriol, and Naoko are 17. Yuki and Touya are both 23.





Change of heart, change in me

‘NO NEED FOR A CARD MISTRESS’

It’s indubitable cruel.





In Tomoeda (Sakura)



Li: Sakura, I’m sorry but I think that we should take a little break from each other.

Sakura: (Just looked at him in disbelief.) Bu- But Syaoran why?

Li: (He just looked at her harshly) It’s very simple I don’t love you anymore. And I no longer want to be your babysitter; you need to learn to protect yourself. (He finished in an unsure voice.)

Sakura: I- I know that I’m not as strong as I should be and sometimes I act like a baby but I love you. I would do anything to be good enough for you.

Li: (Looked at her for a moment his features unwillingly softening into a warm smile.) Sakura, I’m sorry. I will admit that I still love you… It’s just that I have developed feelings for another girl as well and I don’t think it would be very fair to date you while I think I also love someone else. (Heavy sigh) I… But I hope that we can still be friends.

Sakura: (Tears fall freely not worried about embarrassment, just aware of the pain in her heart.) You love someone else. (She said as she slowly ran away from him not wanting to see his conflicted face anymore.)

Li: SAKURA!

He yelled after her. He started to run after her but was stopped when he saw a petite figure. He glanced at her then completely stopped and looked at her, a deep blush creeping to his cheeks. He cleared his throat and smiled sweetly before he began to speak.

"Uh, Hey how are you?"

"I’m ok, I guess."

"I’m glad I didn’t mean to hurt your feelings. It’s just…"

She placed her fingers over his lips to silence him; he began to feel fire rise to his cheeks.

"It’s OK, Li-kun. I understand. You don’t really want to hurt anyone. But may I ask you a question?"

He just nodded dumbly

"Do you like me more?"

He looked at the beautiful girl in front of him for a moment and was struck speechless. He felt his heart drop when tears started in her eyes. But he still couldn’t speak. So he let his body take over. He grabbed her and pulled her close to him, closing the gap between them. They both closed their eyes as their lips touched. For a blissful moment till a weak voice broke through both of their senses. He quickly broke the kiss and was now looking straight into a pair of murky emerald eyes, red from tears. He tried to approach her but every step he’d advance she’d step back one. She felt hurt, and betrayed. She couldn’t believe what she had just saw.

Sakura: I’ll leave the 2 of you alone. (She spoke in defeat as she turned to leave)

Li: Sakura! (He yelled as she left.)

Sakura: (She stopped short and looked back at him to see if he had anything to say.)

Li: (looked at her dumbly for a moment.) Please Leave! I think it would just be better all around.

Sakura: Li Syaoran! (She bit out harshly.) I’m not saying you’ll regret this but one day you’ll need a friend like me. And you know what you won’t have one. I’m truly sorry for not being good enough for you and I hope the 2 of you are very happy.

????: Sakura, You know that I’m still your friend right? (The girl asked carefully)

Sakura: You want to know something, I know you may not have meant to hurt me but you have. So don’t go around telling me what you meant and didn’t mean to do because there’s nothing you can do now Chiheru. Yu- You were my best friend next to Tomoyo, you knew how I felt. GOODBYE!

She left the 2 by themselves to momentarily wallow in guilt that is before they realized they were alone and were once again getting closer to each other. Sakura was still in blinding tears, as she ran till she bumped into someone. She fell back but not to the ground, someone caught her wrist preventing her from falling. She had her eyes closed to try to hide her tears. When she opened her eyes she stared into the dark eyes of a tall dark haired boy her own age. She tried her best to put a smile on but it wasn’t possible. She broke down again and collapsed into her friend’s arms sobbing on his shoulder. He quickly put his arms tightly around her to attempt to comfort her. He knew what was wrong between her and his young descendent he just didn’t have the heart to interfere. She backed away slightly and looked at him.

"Th- Thanks Eriol-kun. You’re always there for me you and…"
She started to cry again silently, She looked at the ground to try and hide it but was doing a bad job.

"Sakura, I care about you. You’re so sweet, you’re nice, funny, sweet and loving you have such a great personality. I’m just sorry for what ever happened to you to make you cry. But I’m sure it has something to do with my descendent."

She slightly stiffened in his grip at the allusion to Syaoran. He sensed this and quickly apologized, she swept it aside like it was nothing. With out even acknowledging it Sakura and Eriol’s faces inched closer. Until there lips met for only a moment. She quickly regained control and broke the kiss looking up at Eriol whose cheeks were bright red.

"I- I’m sorry Eriol."

She attempted to apologize profusely feeling horrible for kissing him. He looked at her for a moment his cheeks flaring even more, as he backed away from her slowly.

"I’m sorry Sakura."

He whispered his voice cold and hurt. He started home yelling his goodbye as he left. Sakura stood there for a moment confused and sad before she slowly trudged home. But she was once more halted on her way home when she heard a crying noise, and it wasn’t her. She looked around her and saw a familiar girl sitting on bench next to a dimly lit lamppost. She slowly approached her, as she got closer she realized whom the long purple locks belonged to.

"Tomoyo-chan?"

She whispered softly. The girl slowly lifted her head revealing her beautiful dark violet eyes reddened and tear streaked cheeks. She didn’t have her usual smile or that happy look in her eyes but an angry scowl, and anger written on her face.

"Nothing!"

She bit ferociously. And looked away from me and even more tears were falling. I stood in front of her and put my hand on her shoulder. She shook it off and slowly rose to her feet, and was now looking at me angrily.

"Sakura! You were my friend since grade 4 right? (Sakura nodded her head eagerly) You should know me pretty well then. (She again nodded) Then how come you don’t know that I’ve liked Hiiragizawa Eriol since, I don’t know umm the very first moment I laid eyes on him…"

She said commandingly. Sakura just looked at her confused, not understanding what she was exactly talking about. Tomoyo knew that she would be too dense to get what she was talking about.

"Sakura, you’re just a gaishou (Whore, Prostitute) Li-kun broke up with you no more than a half an hour ago and you try to jump Hiiragizawa-kun. He thinks you’re so sweet and nice. I thought you were once myself. But the way you’ve been flirting with him leading him on while you’re still with Li-kun. I just want you to know whether you date poor Hiiragizawa or not I don’t want to talk to you. Until I feel I can be around you we aren’t friends!"

She yelled emotionlessly except for the anger she felt. And walked off. Leaving a sad and confused Sakura. Tears once again sprang to her eyes as she ran and quickly closed the distance between her and home. She ran in the door panting and crying to be greeted by her jerky brother yelling at her.

"Sakura, you were supposed to be here an hour ago to clean the dishes and pick the house up before dad came home."

He yelled from the other room not even noticing his lil’ sibs state. She just went straight up to her room ignoring the look that Kero was throwing at her. She continued to cry the rest of the night till she had finally fallen asleep.

The next weeks were rough and depressing. Syaoran and Chiheru were steadily getting closer but as much as they tried to hide it for Sakura’s sake the more it hurt her, she knew. And she didn’t have any friends to confide in Naoko and Rika hung with Tomoyo and Chiheru. And Tomoyo wasn’t speaking to her because she had kissed Eriol every time they tried to explain what happened she’d block her ears or walk away. As the days passed she began to feel hopeless but she refused to let her former friends know how they’ve hurt her. But one day that all changed.

It was a dull Wed. morning and Sakura dragged herself to class like she’d done for the past 2 weeks, and sat in her seat focusing on the board and nothing else. She happened to notice her old friends tossing a ball around, laughing and having fun. She happened to hear someone whisper her name but didn’t pay any attention until she felt something hit the side of her head hard. She held her stinging cheek as she heard a girl and a boy frantically apologize; she was about to say it was OK till she looked at who it was. She saw Tomoyo and Syaoran standing by her with weird grins curling their lips.

"I’m really sorry Kinomoto-san, why don’t you come join us?"

The young man asked.

"Yea, come on, it’ll be fun to have you join us."

The dark eyed girl added. Sakura eyed them both cautiously. She was lonely so considered it, but she declined.

"I’m sorry I’m not really up for a game right now. I’ll work on some work till our teacher comes."

She whispered sweetly. The pair just shrugged disappointedly and walked back to their small group of friends. Sakura felt tears burn her eyes and was about to cry when the teacher walked in and called for everyone to sit down. She turned her gaze outside and watched the rain slowly begin to fall. She felt a pain as she grabbed for her chest momentarily trying to get it under control. She finally did but not before getting the whole classes attention.

"Miss. Kinomoto, are you OK?"

"Uhm… May I please go to the nurse?"

"Of coarse. But someone should go with you. But someone should go with you. How about Li, or Daidouji?"

"That’s alright!… I can make it alright. [They might try to push me down the stairs or something]"
She added to herself but rather loudly. They both heard her and frowned. But they both volunteered to walk with her. The teacher agreed and we all headed out of the classroom and silently walked towards the nurse’s office. I walked a little ahead of them not wanting them to really speak to me.

"As much as I don’t like you and just because we aren’t friends anymore I would never seriously hurt you."

Tomoyo explained flatly. I turned to glance at her out of the corner of my eye.

"Yea, me neither Sakura. I still care about you I just don’t want to be with you right now. And I hope you’re always here. Who knows, maybe someday we can be cool again. Well you know what I’m going back to class it’s almost over and I want to catch Chiheru… Bye."

He said as he started off. Class had ended and the halls were filling with students. Tomoyo was still walking slightly behind me. I told her she could leave but she didn’t. I stopped when I heard a voice say hello to me I turned to see a blushing Eriol walking away from me. I turned back to walking till I heard a growl from behind me. I stopped and looked at Tomoyo she was mad that much I could tell. She looked at me and spoke.

"Sakura, I didn’t mean what I said. I really am angry with you and I don’t care what happens I wish you would just go away. Maybe then I’d have a chance with him. No I wouldn’t because then he’d just miss you. Li-kun had the right idea cut all ties. At least Chiheru and him’ll be happy. That’s right Kinomoto he has no interest in being friends with you again."

And with that she stomped off, leaving a hurt and pained Sakura. She just looked after a fuming Tomoyo as she left. The shock of everything set in as tears sprung forth and she ran out of the school ignoring the fact that she shouldn’t have left. She entered her empty home. Her dad was at work with her brother at school and Kero over Tomoyo’s. Since all the cards had been captured Kero could spend more time with Daidouji, Hiiragizawa, or Tsukishiro. She went up to her empty room and sat at her desk staring in the mirror. Toying with an object in her hand.

"Sakura, you are so stupid! How could you let yourself get so far along that you’ve come to this. You need to figure out the real you before you hurt yourself over friends who don’t give a rats ass about you and an ex-boyfriend whom never loved you. You just need a vacation from all the hurt and pain. Don’t do… Don’t do this."

She considered what the voice said and put the small gun down. And took out 5 pieces of paper and envelopes. She thought of everyone that she felt she should say something to, and started writing. By the time she felt she had said everything that she wanted to she got out a large suite case and a backpack. She filled the suite case with clothes and such and the backpack with food. She called her wand and used the little card to shrink her suite case so it would fit in her pocket. She put all her letters on the kitchen with a note for her father or brother to give them to who it belongs. And walked out of the door into the bitter February air and took one last look at her house as she said good by one last time.



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This is the end of Ch. 1 I really hope you liked. I hope you’ll let me know what you think and if there is anything that you think I should change. Next chapter we’ll talk about Usagi and what happened to her. Keep an eye out and please review and let me know what ya thought.