Card Captor Sakura Fan Fiction ❯ Healing a Broken Heart ❯ Is This Love? ( Chapter 5 )
[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]
By: Kajime 
Anime/Manga: Card Captor Sakura Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Romance / Hentai / Drama | Type: Continuation | Uploaded On: 08.26.2006 | Pages: 2 | Words: 2.1K | Visits: 449 | Status: Work In Progress
Anime/Manga: Card Captor Sakura Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Romance / Hentai / Drama | Type: Continuation | Uploaded On: 08.26.2006 | Pages: 2 | Words: 2.1K | Visits: 449 | Status: Work In Progress
Disclaimer: Card Captor Sakura is CLAMP's creation, unfortunatelly...
Notes before reading:
Some parts will be from the character's point of view.
Character's age:
Eriol - 23 Sakura - 21 Tomoyo - 21 Syaoran -23
Character's age:
Eriol - 23 Sakura - 21 Tomoyo - 21 Syaoran -23
-“Is This Love?”
Syaoran saw Sakura's angelical face, and noticed she was blushing. For him, she was the perfect girl. Sakura, in the other hand was constantly asking herself why was she letting Syaoran get that far.
'What's wrong with me? Why it's different with him? Why?'
Syaoran leaned and reached her soft lips, she kissed him back. He felt something different in her, and started asking himself many things too.
*Syaoran's POV--
'Does she loves me? Really loves me? It feels like she's uncomfortable with the kissing stuff.'
I broke the kiss and saw her, she seemed to be nervous, scared. I sat in the bed and she changed her position too, sitting right next to me.
”I'm sorry Sakura. I shouldn't...” she took my hand and smiled for me. A sweet smile was drawn again in her face, that once was hidden under tears. She grabbed both my arms, and putted them around her.
”Thanks Syaoran-kun, I'm really grateful to you.” She said to me.
Her head rested over my chest and I could smell her hair. My arms wrapped around her body, touching her soft skin, wishing to melt in her. I don't know for how long we were there, in silence, holding each other. Then, she faced me once again and kiss my forehead.
”Good night Syaoran-kun.” Said and left the room.
And I was there, alone again, wishing again, dreaming of her. It was just amazing, the way she changes my world, her escence, everything. Such a beautiful girl.
Few minutes later I went to the bathroom and washed my face, my teeth and change clothes, wearing only my boxers. I laid on the bed, and asked myself.
'What would've happened if we made love?'
I started to imagine myself, taking Sakura's clothes off, touching her body, playing with her, loving her, making her mine. I had dreamed of it many times, and today I was close to call her my own.
I tried to sleep but I just couldn't, something was teasing me. So I kept thinking about it for hours, until my eyes shut and I fall asleep.
*End of Syaoran's POV*
It was morning and Syaoran was already up when Sakura went down to the kitchen to get her breakfast, it was Saturday morning, and that meant Syaoran was not going to work, unless there was an emergency. He saw Sakura, but said nothing, and sat down.
She took out a pan and some ingredients to make her breakfast. She made pancakes.
When they were ready she got some of them in a plate and sat down at the table.
”Sakura. About yesterday. I just wanna say that...” said Syaoran.
”Don't worry. Let's pretend that nothing happened ok?”interrupted Sakura, without looking at him, she tried to avoid Li.
”But...” muttered Syaoran.
”I said nothing happened ok?” she said and got the dishes from the table and let them on the sink to wash them later.
Sakura went out the kitchen and upstairs to her room, she shut the door behind her and locked it.
*Sakura's POV--
'What's wrong with me? Why I letted him get that far? Why? And above all things. Why I said I loved him? I may not fall for someone again, not yet. Eriol hurted me, and I had enough. Syaoran is so kind to me, I don't want to hurt him... I don't wanna change my opinion about him if he dares to hurt me too.'
I went into the bathroom and took a shower, remembering every detail of last night.
'Syaoran. His eyes answered my every question, there was no doubt he really meant what he said. I felt my knees shaking by having him that close. And when he kissed me... oh... I melt into his lips, so sweet sensation, delicious in one word. I felt myself burning inside, whising to have him closer, just have him for a while. To explore new feelings, those that I never felt for Eriol. What's wrong with me? What?'
I finished and turn the water off, wrapped a towel over my wet body and went to get some clothes, a white short and a pink blouse. I fixed my hair in a ponytail and got some make-up over my face, in a way it looked natural. When I was done, I grabbed my cellphone and dialed Tomoyo's number.
”Hello?” I heard Tomoyo's voice.
”Hi there Tomoyo-chan!” I said cheerfully, like when I was on primary school.
”Hey, what's up Sakura?” she asked. “What happened with you and Li's romantic dinner?”
”Ehhm... well, that's why I'm calling you. I need to talk about what happened last night.” I answered nervously, I really hated Tomoyo when she told Syaoran that I made a romantic dinner for both of us.
”My God. Is it that something very bad happened yesterday?” Tomoyo asked concerned.
”Well. I really don't know what happened yesterday, I don't understand. Can you pick me up? I'll tell you everything.” I told her to pick me up, I didn't want Syaoran to hear. I felt nervous on his presence.
”Sure. I'll pick you up in 5 minutes.” I hunged up and went downstairs again.
I looked for Syaoran in the kitchen but he wasn't there, thought he was gone and checked if his car was parked outside, and it was. I went to the living room and he wasn't there, but I saw the glass door opened and checked the yard.
There was Syaoran playing with Buster. He seemed like a child playing with his new dog.
'If he's like that with Buster. I guess how he'd be like with his children.'
I smiled, Syaoran definetely was a good man. I still ask myself why he has no girlfriend. Syaoran noticed I was there, standing on the door frame and said.
”I'm playing with Buster. He's gonna start his training today. Do you have plans? We can go out and do something fun. Remember I owe you a dinner.”
”Yeah. I'm going out with Tomoyo-chan, we're going to get something to eat, maybe we'll go shopping or to the movies. Really don't know.” I said “And you'll pay me dinner another day.”
'What's wrong with me? Why it's different with him? Why?'
Syaoran leaned and reached her soft lips, she kissed him back. He felt something different in her, and started asking himself many things too.
*Syaoran's POV--
'Does she loves me? Really loves me? It feels like she's uncomfortable with the kissing stuff.'
I broke the kiss and saw her, she seemed to be nervous, scared. I sat in the bed and she changed her position too, sitting right next to me.
”I'm sorry Sakura. I shouldn't...” she took my hand and smiled for me. A sweet smile was drawn again in her face, that once was hidden under tears. She grabbed both my arms, and putted them around her.
”Thanks Syaoran-kun, I'm really grateful to you.” She said to me.
Her head rested over my chest and I could smell her hair. My arms wrapped around her body, touching her soft skin, wishing to melt in her. I don't know for how long we were there, in silence, holding each other. Then, she faced me once again and kiss my forehead.
”Good night Syaoran-kun.” Said and left the room.
And I was there, alone again, wishing again, dreaming of her. It was just amazing, the way she changes my world, her escence, everything. Such a beautiful girl.
Few minutes later I went to the bathroom and washed my face, my teeth and change clothes, wearing only my boxers. I laid on the bed, and asked myself.
'What would've happened if we made love?'
I started to imagine myself, taking Sakura's clothes off, touching her body, playing with her, loving her, making her mine. I had dreamed of it many times, and today I was close to call her my own.
I tried to sleep but I just couldn't, something was teasing me. So I kept thinking about it for hours, until my eyes shut and I fall asleep.
*End of Syaoran's POV*
It was morning and Syaoran was already up when Sakura went down to the kitchen to get her breakfast, it was Saturday morning, and that meant Syaoran was not going to work, unless there was an emergency. He saw Sakura, but said nothing, and sat down.
She took out a pan and some ingredients to make her breakfast. She made pancakes.
When they were ready she got some of them in a plate and sat down at the table.
”Sakura. About yesterday. I just wanna say that...” said Syaoran.
”Don't worry. Let's pretend that nothing happened ok?”interrupted Sakura, without looking at him, she tried to avoid Li.
”But...” muttered Syaoran.
”I said nothing happened ok?” she said and got the dishes from the table and let them on the sink to wash them later.
Sakura went out the kitchen and upstairs to her room, she shut the door behind her and locked it.
*Sakura's POV--
'What's wrong with me? Why I letted him get that far? Why? And above all things. Why I said I loved him? I may not fall for someone again, not yet. Eriol hurted me, and I had enough. Syaoran is so kind to me, I don't want to hurt him... I don't wanna change my opinion about him if he dares to hurt me too.'
I went into the bathroom and took a shower, remembering every detail of last night.
'Syaoran. His eyes answered my every question, there was no doubt he really meant what he said. I felt my knees shaking by having him that close. And when he kissed me... oh... I melt into his lips, so sweet sensation, delicious in one word. I felt myself burning inside, whising to have him closer, just have him for a while. To explore new feelings, those that I never felt for Eriol. What's wrong with me? What?'
I finished and turn the water off, wrapped a towel over my wet body and went to get some clothes, a white short and a pink blouse. I fixed my hair in a ponytail and got some make-up over my face, in a way it looked natural. When I was done, I grabbed my cellphone and dialed Tomoyo's number.
”Hello?” I heard Tomoyo's voice.
”Hi there Tomoyo-chan!” I said cheerfully, like when I was on primary school.
”Hey, what's up Sakura?” she asked. “What happened with you and Li's romantic dinner?”
”Ehhm... well, that's why I'm calling you. I need to talk about what happened last night.” I answered nervously, I really hated Tomoyo when she told Syaoran that I made a romantic dinner for both of us.
”My God. Is it that something very bad happened yesterday?” Tomoyo asked concerned.
”Well. I really don't know what happened yesterday, I don't understand. Can you pick me up? I'll tell you everything.” I told her to pick me up, I didn't want Syaoran to hear. I felt nervous on his presence.
”Sure. I'll pick you up in 5 minutes.” I hunged up and went downstairs again.
I looked for Syaoran in the kitchen but he wasn't there, thought he was gone and checked if his car was parked outside, and it was. I went to the living room and he wasn't there, but I saw the glass door opened and checked the yard.
There was Syaoran playing with Buster. He seemed like a child playing with his new dog.
'If he's like that with Buster. I guess how he'd be like with his children.'
I smiled, Syaoran definetely was a good man. I still ask myself why he has no girlfriend. Syaoran noticed I was there, standing on the door frame and said.
”I'm playing with Buster. He's gonna start his training today. Do you have plans? We can go out and do something fun. Remember I owe you a dinner.”
”Yeah. I'm going out with Tomoyo-chan, we're going to get something to eat, maybe we'll go shopping or to the movies. Really don't know.” I said “And you'll pay me dinner another day.”
“Sure.” He said to me and payed attention to Buster.
He was cold to me. Was he mad at me? I don't know. I remained there until I hear someone was knocking on the door. I opened and found Tomoyo standing there.
”Ready to go?” she asked.
”Yes. Let's go.” I took my purse and went out of the house up to my friend's car.
Tomoyo turned the car on and she drove and stopped on the corner, waiting for the other cars to pass.
”You didn't said good-bye to Li.” Tomoyo noticed something was wrong between me and Syaoran, just by hearing my voice and studying my attitude towards him. “Bet he did something that disturbed you.”
I didn't said anything, just waited to arrive to our destination. Tomoyo kept asking me things but I gave her no answer. I suppose she understood I didn't wanted to talk about Syaoran until I got relaxed. So she turned on the radio and stopped asking.
*End of Sakura's POV--
---On Japan's Downtown---
”Did you felt her aura?” asked a voice.
”Not even once. I have to think of something else.” Eriol said to the girl.
”Why don't you do something that gets her attention, make some disaster. I'm sure she'll show up to get things back to normal.” Ukyo suggested.
”No! I'll never use my magic for selfish purposes. I want you to understand that.” Eriol growled.
”And I want you to understand how I feel. I want you, but I cannot have you!” Ukyo started crying and Eriol took her in his strong arms, feeling cold, all thanks to Asuka's curse.
”There has to be something that breaks up this damned curse. I swear we'll find it.”
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”So you really had a romantic dinner with Li-kun!” Tomoyo smiled.
”No! It was not a romantic dinner Tomoyo!” Sakura yelled at her friend, who was enjoying herself looking the way Sakura answered nervously.
”Oh Sakura. You know it was a romantic dinner. Specially for the detail after the it, my... I mean, our idea of a pleasant dinner really worked. Li-kun really enjoyed it.” She said to her friend trying to get her relaxed.
”But Tomoyo, after the dinner we almost sleep on the same bed.!” Screamed Sakura.
”And so? I mean, you letted him hug you, told him you felt the same way and even kissed him! It's obvious that the next step is love-making.” These made Sakura's temperature rise and her face was really red.
”Tomoyo! Don't say that?” Sakura thought that telling Tomoyo what happened with Syaoran was not a good idea.
”It's normal Sakura. You love him, he loves you, so what's the problem?” Tomoyo seemed to be used to that kind of situations.
”What's the problem? Remember I broke up with Eriol, my fianceé. Suddenly I get my heart broken and now I'm living with a lovely guy with whom I almost had sex! Do you think that's normal stuff?” Sakura was histerical, Tomoyo saw her acting like that before, but she knew Sakura was going to realize what she felt for Syaoran one of these days.
”Do you love him?” Tomoyo's voice sounded serious.
”Whom? Syaoran?” Sakura asked her friend.
”Yes, do you love Syaoran?” Tomoyo knew Sakura must realize by her own, if she said a word maybe she'll make her get more confused. “Last night you told him you did.Didn't you?
”Yes, I did.” Sakura answered.
”So yo're in love with him. You feel the same way he does.” Tomoyo said to a confused Sakura.
”But...” Sakura didn't knew what to say, she was really confused.
”Just ask yourself this. If you weren't in love with him, why did you let him know you are also in love?”
Tomoyo was right. If she wasn't in love with him, why she said that? She almost had sex with him, but for her it was not sex, it was almost love-making. What was that feeling? For sure was something new and special, something she only felt for Syaoran. Was she in love, or was she confusing her feelings once again?
He was cold to me. Was he mad at me? I don't know. I remained there until I hear someone was knocking on the door. I opened and found Tomoyo standing there.
”Ready to go?” she asked.
”Yes. Let's go.” I took my purse and went out of the house up to my friend's car.
Tomoyo turned the car on and she drove and stopped on the corner, waiting for the other cars to pass.
”You didn't said good-bye to Li.” Tomoyo noticed something was wrong between me and Syaoran, just by hearing my voice and studying my attitude towards him. “Bet he did something that disturbed you.”
I didn't said anything, just waited to arrive to our destination. Tomoyo kept asking me things but I gave her no answer. I suppose she understood I didn't wanted to talk about Syaoran until I got relaxed. So she turned on the radio and stopped asking.
*End of Sakura's POV--
---On Japan's Downtown---
”Did you felt her aura?” asked a voice.
”Not even once. I have to think of something else.” Eriol said to the girl.
”Why don't you do something that gets her attention, make some disaster. I'm sure she'll show up to get things back to normal.” Ukyo suggested.
”No! I'll never use my magic for selfish purposes. I want you to understand that.” Eriol growled.
”And I want you to understand how I feel. I want you, but I cannot have you!” Ukyo started crying and Eriol took her in his strong arms, feeling cold, all thanks to Asuka's curse.
”There has to be something that breaks up this damned curse. I swear we'll find it.”
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”So you really had a romantic dinner with Li-kun!” Tomoyo smiled.
”No! It was not a romantic dinner Tomoyo!” Sakura yelled at her friend, who was enjoying herself looking the way Sakura answered nervously.
”Oh Sakura. You know it was a romantic dinner. Specially for the detail after the it, my... I mean, our idea of a pleasant dinner really worked. Li-kun really enjoyed it.” She said to her friend trying to get her relaxed.
”But Tomoyo, after the dinner we almost sleep on the same bed.!” Screamed Sakura.
”And so? I mean, you letted him hug you, told him you felt the same way and even kissed him! It's obvious that the next step is love-making.” These made Sakura's temperature rise and her face was really red.
”Tomoyo! Don't say that?” Sakura thought that telling Tomoyo what happened with Syaoran was not a good idea.
”It's normal Sakura. You love him, he loves you, so what's the problem?” Tomoyo seemed to be used to that kind of situations.
”What's the problem? Remember I broke up with Eriol, my fianceé. Suddenly I get my heart broken and now I'm living with a lovely guy with whom I almost had sex! Do you think that's normal stuff?” Sakura was histerical, Tomoyo saw her acting like that before, but she knew Sakura was going to realize what she felt for Syaoran one of these days.
”Do you love him?” Tomoyo's voice sounded serious.
”Whom? Syaoran?” Sakura asked her friend.
”Yes, do you love Syaoran?” Tomoyo knew Sakura must realize by her own, if she said a word maybe she'll make her get more confused. “Last night you told him you did.Didn't you?
”Yes, I did.” Sakura answered.
”So yo're in love with him. You feel the same way he does.” Tomoyo said to a confused Sakura.
”But...” Sakura didn't knew what to say, she was really confused.
”Just ask yourself this. If you weren't in love with him, why did you let him know you are also in love?”
Tomoyo was right. If she wasn't in love with him, why she said that? She almost had sex with him, but for her it was not sex, it was almost love-making. What was that feeling? For sure was something new and special, something she only felt for Syaoran. Was she in love, or was she confusing her feelings once again?
Author Notes:
Done, once again xD Thanks to everyone who reads this. Please review! Sorry if I don't update soon, but I got back to school and I got homework to do xP Anyway, thank you all, once again.
NekoKahime
Done, once again xD Thanks to everyone who reads this. Please review! Sorry if I don't update soon, but I got back to school and I got homework to do xP Anyway, thank you all, once again.
NekoKahime