Card Captor Sakura Fan Fiction ❯ Heart Of Glass ❯ Not Again-More Disaster ( Chapter 5 )

Well, I am REALLY sorry for not updating for ages. I was doing another fic and have been doing my GCSE's, I have been ill and I have had serious writers block. My friends have been fighting- my life is a complete mess at the moment, but it's starting to look up now. If this chapter sucks, I am sorry because I have lost most of the plans for my story, but have my own computer now-please tell me what you think. I'll stop babbling now, ok? This will most probably very short.

 

Disclaimer- CCS is not mine, I wish it was but sadly most wishes don't come true-apart from in fairytales.

 

 

Heart of Glass

Chapter 5: Not Again-More Disaster

 

 

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“W-W-What?” Eriol said as he stuttered, obviously he was just as shocked as me, but I waited in anticipation for his answer and was alarmed when I heard the words:

“I don't think I can…”

“Love you anymore, than I do now…”

Never mind Tomoyo, my heart was racing and I longed for what Tomoyo had, Love, even just a fraction of what Tomoyo had would make me happy. I had that with him, but he screwed it up, he broke me…

Days passed, nights passed and my love for him seemed to lessen, or so I thought. I didn't sleep much anymore because of the dreams I was having, each night they seemed to get more intense and it frightened me. I started living on edge and became a nervous wreck, but now, of course, it can't affect me, and nothing ever can.

I was at home, writing songs and trying to live a normal life. I still thought of Syaoran, every passing moment of my life. He had been deceitful and I had tried to convince myself that I didn't want him, didn't need him. Except I did.

 

 

Tomoyo was away on business on the most dreadful night in my life, I remember it clearly and it wasn't pretty. I could've died that night, but it's up to you if I did or not. This is what happened…

 

I was on a night out with Eriol, we had been clubbing and had a few drinks-we weren't drunk or anything, just so you know. We had gone back to Tomoyo's mansion, to watch some movies and stuff. So, we got some popcorn and snacks and sat down to watch a couple of movies. I remember being in front of the fire crying my heart out as Rose lost Jack on the Titanic, the theme song echoing throughout my head. I remembered thinking how true it was to me, and if it was true to Syaoran because in all honest truth, I would take him back, I still love him.

 

After watching the movies, I felt that I needed some alone time, so I told Eriol that I was going out, he said it was fine, he was going to bed and to just let myself in when I'm done- I was staying at Tomoyo's for a while, whilst she was away.

 

I was stormy outside, but I didn't care. I had grown to love the rain, it matched me perfectly-depressed and dreary. I heard a whisper and a clicking movement, it sounded similar to a gun. I whirled around furiously to see if anyone was there-there wasn't. I turned back around, to see a silhouette running towards me, my pulse quickened and I panicked. I stood rooted to the ground, I was in trouble or so I thought. I remained looking to where the figure was running closer and closer. The figure was…Syaoran.

 

I had never been so glad to see him in my life. In fact, I was happy to see him. I just wanted me to hold me and kiss me with his incredible warmth.

 

“Sakura, get down!”

 

“What?” I shouted at him, confused as to why he had such a panic-stricken look on his face.

 

“Get down now!” I remember him screaming at me. I turned to see what he was looking at and I ended up looking down the barrel of a gun.

 

“Holy shit! Please don't kill me…Eriol?”

 

My god, I couldn't believe it. My own best friend was pointing a gun at me, my best friend!!!

 

“Eriol, what are you doing, what's the matter?” I asked in what I hoped was a calm voice.

 

“I'm doing what should have been done a long time ago, something that my accomplice didn't manage to achieve. Shame, really. She would have been perfect for finishing you off, after breaking you and Syaoran up.”

 

“After breaking me and Syaoran up? You mean that was all because of you, it was you that called all the misery in my life? I can't believe you would do this to me Eriol, after all we've been through, but why?”

 

“You can't remember? How so like you.” He spat at me. There was a murderous glint in his eyes, and a hint of desperation.

 

“You! You made my life hell! Can't you remember? You have magical powers, in our past life, every fucking day, you were there. You collected every clow card and made them your own, you were the only person Tomoyo would talk to. You had everything! Perfect little Sakura, you disgust me! You fucking bitch say goodbye to your lover over there!”

 

He grabbed my arm and put the gun against my head, he positioned his finger on the trigger and I gulped in anticipation of my death.

 

“Get the hell off of her!” I heard Syaoran scream, he was running towards us, no, towards me.

 

“Get away or I'll blow her fucking brains out! Or would you rather it be both of you?”

 

“No! Let her go and take me instead. You want blood don't you? Then take mine because I love her and I would do anything to protect her!”

 

Tears stung at the corners of my eyes, he still loved me too! I had been foolish because I didn't give him another chance. Eriol seemed to be contemplating what Syaoran had said, so, I took the opportunity to bite his arm. This made him drop the gun which I lunged for and aimed it in his direction, could I shoot my best friend?

 

I positioned my finger on the trigger, just as Eriol had done moments before. I swallowed hard, I remember myself being in an agonizing frame of mind. If I didn't shoot him and let him get away, he might try to kill me again. Eriol was a very sly man, as I had experienced for myself. Or, do I shoot him and let it be over with?

 

`Sakura, you can't end it like this!' I remember thinking to myself, Syaoran by this time had already crossed over to me and was standing in front of me protectively, even though I had the gun.

 

“Syaoran, what are you doing? He hasn't got a gun anymore.” Eriol was just starting to get up in the background.

 

“You don't know that he might have another one!”

 

“My, my smart boy. You were right!”

 

I remember hearing that shot, it still echo's through my mind now. Syaoran, my lover…died right in front of me, protecting me. He fell and I had dropped to my knees in front of me.

 

“Sakura, I'm sorry about that time. It should've never happened. Please remember that I always loved you and I always will…goodbye, my sweet, sweet cherry blossom…”

 

I choked up, tears flooded from my eyes, he was dead! My best friend had killed my lover, I felt empty inside. Was life worth it? Should I murder Eriol, as to avenge Syaoran? After all, I still had a gun in my hand…

 

After thinking this, something terrible happened…

 

 

2 shots were heard that night…

 

 

Well what happened? What do you think happened?

 

Please review and tell me. Thank-you for reading and the next chapter will be the finale.

 

Arigatou

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