Card Captor Sakura Fan Fiction ❯ If you had to go ❯ If you had to go ( One-Shot )

If you had to go

Sakura was resting next to Syaoran. She looked at him while he rested. He looked so cute, he was handsome, he was sweet. He was so different than when she met him, he used to be so cold, and rude. She never thought that while time passed, he was falling in love with her, and so she did.

Sakura kissed his lips, then his cheeks, and up to his ear, and she softly told him “I love you Syaoran.” And he answered her with a kiss in the forehead.

Sakura knew Syaoran was not ok. A year ago doctors detected he had a rare desease and that maybe he would just live one more year. Sakura was devastated by the news, she was going to loose Syaoran. Sakura started crying, and Syaoran hugged her tight.

”Are you crying Sakura?” asked Syaoran.
”No, I'm not... it's just that I got dust in my eyes.” Answered Sakura.
”Don't lie to me, I know you're crying... please stop it” Syaoran said.

 

Sakura hugged Syaoran and hide her face on his chest. She could hear his heart, but she couldn't believe one day that heart was going to stop beating.

”I don't want you to go... I need you here with me.” Sakura said crying.
”I want you to know something” said Syaoran while making Sakura look at him. “I'll never leave you... even if I'm not living. I'll always be taking care of you, I'm going to be by your side forever.”
”I know you will, but I don't want you to go from this world, I want to be with you Syaoran...” Sakura said taking a deep breath.
”You are... and you'll be.” Syaoran said, “I have to be honest with you, I feel like I'm going away soon...” Syaoran didn't finished when Sakura started crying again.
”But I want to be with you... I want you Sakura.” Said Syaoran.
”Syaoran... you're weak” Sakura said.
”I know. But I want you Sakura. And I want you now! If I'm going to die I prefer to have a good time while I still can, and that means I'm gonna make you mine.” Syaoran said.

Sakura and Syaoran were resting at the couch in their room. He took Sakura on his arms and placed her gently on the bed. He started kissing her. Sakura felt Syaoran played with her lips, he passed his fingers on her neck, barely touching her. She felt his hot breath when he started kissing her shoulder, she was nervous... worried about Syaoran, he was very weak.

”Please Syaoran, stop it.” Said Sakura.
”I won't, please Sakura...” Syaoran said and Sakura looked into his eyes, she didn't need to hear him say “I need you”, just by looking at him she knew he wasn't lying, because she needed him as well.

Sakura passed her hands through Syaoran's hair, she wanted him too, but he was sick, she wanted to spend more time next to him, but she tought, that if he was to go away, at least she should make his final wish come true. So she kissed him. That was the sign Syaoran needed, and he kissed her back, Sakura opened her mouth to take a small breath and Syaoran thrust his toungue into her mouth. She started taking his shirt off, she kissed her lips, his neck and passed her hands through his chest. Syaoran started taking Sakura's clothes off desperately, he wanted to make her his. Both separated to take a deep breathe, Sakura sat over Syaoran and started to take his pants off. She looked at him before going farther, Syaoran moved his head up and down, Sakura smiled, and they made love.

Both were hugging tightly, and she noticed he was hardly breathing.

”Syaoran are you ok?” asked Sakura.
”Sakura...” said Syaoran softly.
”What is it? Do you feel bad? Please... tell me!” said Sakura.
”I love you” Syaoran said.

Sakura answered she loved him too and he smiled, she was resting in Syaoran's chest and she heard how his heart beating was going weak. Tears started falling down her cheeks.

”I love you Sakura, I really do... and because of that I want to be honest with you. I can feel that is hardly for me to breathe and my heart-beating is getting weak. Even tough I'm not going to be next to you in this world, I'll promise I'll take care of you always.” Syaoran said.

”Please, don't say that... I know I cannot do anything, but please, let me be with you a little bit more. You need to rest.” Said Sakura.

He wrapped his arms around her tiny figure, she did the same. She told him he should try to rest, and while he was she heard his heart beating slow down, and started to feel Syaoran's body getting cold.

”I love you Sakura.”

After saying this with his last breath he died. Sakura knew it, he had to go. She kissed his lips for the last time.

Sakura is at the backyard looking at the sky.

”It's been 7 months since you died. I miss you... I really do. That day I thought it was a bad idea for that to happen. But know I guess if you did it because you didn't wanted to leave me alone. Maybe you went away, but you leaved here for me a very special someone. I'll make sure he knows everything about you. And even if you're not here anymore, let me tell you that our baby loves you”

Sakura looked at her belly, and yes, she was pregnant. After her baby was born as Sakura said, she always told her son about his father. And eveytime Sakura saw his son, she was also looking at her dear Syaoran.

 

Author Notes:
Hey there! I really love this fanfic x3 This one was written on a notebook and I decided to upload it. Hope you like it. Please review!!!!!

Take care.
Kajime.