Card Captor Sakura Fan Fiction ❯ Lake of Dreams ❯ Feelings ( Chapter 6 )

[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]

A/N: Konnichiwa minna-san! I'm back with the 6th chapter...and well I hate it...school started today!! *grrrr* I got my schedule and stuff, but I ain't very happy. Well at least I did get some classes with my best buds....so It's all cool. But the thought of school makes me sick....:P *sighs* But hey I have no choice. Well neways since we got out of school early today I was able to write this chapter. But I have this really bad case of writers block right now, so I have no idea how this is going to turn out. You know since I just keep on writing and writing, and when an idea pops into my head I simply can't ignore it. And I haven't been getting enough reviews for my other fic "STUCK" so I might not continue it....unless of course ppl review it! >:T I only got two reviews so far...*sighs* :(

But anyways I won't say anything of what's gonna happen so I'm going to stop talking now, and go on with the story! ^_~ pls review and I hope you enjoy the fic!~

DISCLAMER: I don't own Cardcaptor Sakura and I never will. All the characters belong to CLAMP.

LEGEND:

"......" (speaking)

'.......' (thoughts)

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A/N: (author's note)

*FLASHBACK*

Words in italics (description or thoughts)

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LAKE OF DREAMS

By: Eternal Serenity

CHAPTER 6: Feelings

It was getting late, and the sun slowly disappeared in the horizon. I stared at the handsome man in front of me, still feeling frightened from seeing him in reality, and not being able to comprehend the fact that he was real. I still couldn't believe he was here, and dreams could never compare to real life. He was just a few metres away just standing there, as the cold wind blew slowly through his chesnut hair. I bit my lower lip in frustration, and I felt my heart beat faster. I suddenly had this urge in the pit of my stomach to tame his messy hair and run my fingers through the silky chestnut strands. I felt all these sudden emotions quickly rushing through my body and soul, and I felt lightheaded and dizzy.

I shook my head furiously in a vain attempt to stop them, but it was no use. Instead I tried to recollect myself and find my voice, as hard as I could.

"S-syaoran..." I asked, trying my best not to stutter. "C-can I ask you something....?"

He looked up at me suddenly and smiled faintly. I felt a sudden feeling of a blush crawl up my face, and looked away. This was getting more and more awkward, and I didn't understand myself anymore. I just couldn't help myself, he looked so adorable and so heartbreakingly handsome that I no choice but to blush at the sight.

"Sure...but before I answer any questions...I would like to know one thing....is your name Sakura?" He asked, and moved closer slowly towards me.

I turned around and looked at him with large eyes.

"...Y-yes...my name is Sakura....how did you know?" I aksed cautiously.

"Well...i had a hunch..." He replied innocently. "And besides...Sakura..is a beautiful name, and it suits you perfectly."

I smiled, and blushed a little. "...arigatou Syaoran...and Syaoran fits you perfectly." I replied gazing at him, while he in turn just kept walking closer to me.

"Thanks ...Sakura..." He answered and stopped suddenly when he was about a foot away from me.

"Sakura..." He continued. "Please....don't be afraid....I promise I won't do anything to harm you...I could never hurt you..."

I backed away slowly from him. I started to shake and was about to run away when I felt two strong arms hold me in place. He was holding me in his arms, and if I wasn't so scared at the moment I would have hugged him back, just like the way I did in my dreams. But I was still shivering, not from the cold, but from fright and something else I couldn't put a finger into. I tried to steer away from his grip, but no matter how hard I tried to, my strength didn't come close to his. So it would have been pointless anyway since I know he wouldn't have let me go.

I felt his arms come tighter around my shaking form, and felt his breath tickle my neck. I closed my eyes, and felt all the familiar emotions that haunted me in my dreams surface. My breathing came in ragged gasps, and I felt my heart beat faster. "Syaoran...." I breathed.

He held me in his arms and nuzzled my neck. I couldn't help but shiver from the simple, but yet familiar gesture.

"Sakura..." He replied, in a husky, yet tender tone.

"Syaoran-kun......" I breathed more heavily this time, still shaking.

"We better go inside..it's getting chilly out here..."

I nodded my head slightly, feeling helpless by being in his arms. I couldn't think straight and all that seemed to matter was him, and all that seemed real was being with him. I felt myself weaken, and I fell weightless and limp in his arms. It seemed like I lost my all my energy, and if I wasn't in Syaoran's arms right now, I would have fell on the grass, unconscious.

Syaoran held me tighter in his arms, and I swear I had never felt so protected in my life. I closed my eyes slowly and felt my world turn black.

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She was so unconcious, that I got so scared with worry, and I have never felt so worried in my life. But I still couldn't believe that this was happening. I have never felt like this about anyone before. I looked down at the unconcious woman in my arms, and I couldn't help but smile. She looked so peaceful and beautiful, that I couldn't help myself and touch her face lightly with my fingertips. I gazed down at her beautiful features and felt my heart burst with such an overwhelming amount of love. I never felt such passion, and intense love for anyone before, and this woman I know, was the only person in this universe that could make me feel this way. I know that I was falling in love with her, but I have always known how much I loved her, and it felt so right to be able to hold her in my arms. I would risk everything in my power to keep her safe, and loved. I knew that for a fact.

I slowly carried the bundle of joy in my arms, and brought her inside the summerhouse, before the sun disappeared completely from the sky.

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A/N: Gomen nasai...again for another short chapter. I know you guys would probably would wanna kill me right now. But personally I am trying my best to write this. This is my first time you know, writing a serious fic, and posting it on the net, so please don't expect this to be the best fic you've ever read. But I am improving my writing, so hopefully in the near future my writing will get better...-_-; But you know all ur reviews are welcome, and very much appreciated. So pls feel free to write anything you want in ur reviews. And suggestions are very much appreciated as well! ^_~ But since school started today, I won't be able to post my chapters that often. :P yea....I know it sucks. But anyways here is a short preview of the next chapter, and I promise that I'll try to upload it as soon as possible! But 'til then I'll see u guys later okie! *muah*

Preview of the next chapter:

I woke suddenly and felt someone holding me tight...I turned around slowly and saw Syaoran sleeping soundly beside me. I couldn't help but smile...he looked so handsome and peaceful when he's asleep...