Card Captor Sakura Fan Fiction ❯ The Loyal and Loving Girl ❯ Chapter 18

Silver: Hey everyone! Sorry for the very, very late update……but I have been extremely busy…..with a lot of things going on in my life……so I apologize for not updating really fast……I hope that you guys can forgive me for not updating over a month -_-U, utterly dead from the projects and homework I've been getting.

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Thank you everyone! Have a sweet day and here's the next chapter! I will try to make the story to about ten pages for the rest of the story okay for everyone? Okay! Just tell me in your reviews if you think 10 or 11 is enough ^^

Chapter 18: Syaoran's Trip To Find Sakura

Syaoran knew he has to stop by the market, since he knew that the journey he will be taking would be a very long one. He knew he should have stopped Sakura from leaving that day, but his mind wasn't registering that time, and it was too late to tell her to come back.

`I wonder how I will ever find Sakura……and looking over 700 towns! It's gonna take me years unless I go to a very fast pace……but I have to be thorough, not rushing all day……I wonder how Sakura's doing with her life now.'

(During this time, Sakura was taking care of the twins she gave birth to……you know……..Tai and Yan? Yeah……if you don't remember……it's in the chapter with Sakura giving birth……I'm thinking Chapter 16……)

Syaoran walked around the market, and he saw many food stands in front of him. He saw someone in particular, and it almost seems to him that she looks related to Sakura.

Syaoran walked up to her, and then he was imaging the image of the person of Sakura, since the real person he saw through the lady was a silver-hair girl with blue bangs to the side of her head.

Syaoran moved to another section of the market, where he found a lot of healthy food and some junk food that were a few rows off. He took a plastic bag that was provided by the market, and his mind was drifting into the depths of his brain, while he was picking the food.

(Happens to me a lot, especially when I'm sleep, cause I think of *weird* thoughts *Sana would know.*)

`What an utter waste……I can't get her out of my head, and I'm imagining her everywhere I go now, since I kicked "What's her name" out of the palace……Geez……I wonder if she's dead……she should be……making fun of me and also someone that I cared for……I did not just said that, right?'

(You want to know if she's dead?

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Well…just wait a few more pages or sections, cause you'll be surprise what I had in store for Qing-Ying, or what she's known as "The Queen Of Bitches, and the Most Insensitive Bitch that Came to the World!")

Syaoran got all of his fruits, and he moved on to the vegetables, and even though he hated eating them, his mother wanted the best of his health, and she always forced Syaoran to eat some kind of vegetable that she had cooked before Sakura came to their lives.

He paid for the food items, and then he placed them in his carriage. He picked out some carrots for the two horses to eat, since the market was pretty far.

`The market may have been far from the palace, but Sakura is even farther.'

Syaoran got into the carriage and was about to go out into the world, until Tomoyo and Eriol caught up to him.

"Syaoran, you know how long it will take you to just find her?!?!"

"I don't care about the distance Tomoyo! If I could reunite with Sakura, then that's the only thing that will keep my spirits up and make me feel better."

"You know you will be risking it Syaoran. We'll come with you."

"Stay out of this Eriol! You and Tomoyo must stay here. This is my own journey, and my own problem. Just don't come!"

"But you'll be in trouble and no one will help you! What will you do then?"

"If a rabid of dogs eat me alive, that's my fate, and nothing can change that…… Just let me make my own future better than the past nine months! Sakura means a lot to me more than ever, and I need to get her back."

Eriol nodded and he grasped Tomoyo's hand.

"You do what you can Syaoran. Just be carefully out on the way, okay?"

"You got my word."

"WHAT???!!!"

Tomoyo can't believe that Eriol is actually letting Syaoran on his own.

"Eriol……"

"Eriol, you take care of your wife, and my family. I'll find Sakura, and I'll bring her back here."

"Syaoran. If Sakura doesn't want to move out of the place, just stay there……you'll be needed at the place she's at."

"Thanks Eriol, I'll be on my way now!"

Syaoran got into the carriage, and he rode off to the exit of the village.

"Syaoran!! Take care of Sakura for us!"

Syaoran turned to look at the back, and he nodded. He turned to look back on the trail, and started his journey.

~~Eriol and Tomoyo~~

Tomoyo can't believe what just happened. Eriol let Syaoran off so easily, and she can't even stop anyone from staying here.

"What did you let him off so easily Eriol! I still can't trust him----"

"Everything's going to be fine, girl. Just watch the future go by, and you'll see that Sakura and Syaoran will be together forever."

"How would you know that they would be together?"

Eriol placed Tomoyo's hands around him as he did the same to her, pulling her close to him.

"Look how we turned out Tomoyo. Don't you think fate can do the same to Syaoran and Sakura?"

"Maybe………but I'm still worried………"

"Don't be Tomoyo. They will find happiness in each other, no matter how bad the circumstances are."

Eriol placed his lips into Tomoyo's, and he kissed her with desires, but he will have to calm his desires down just a bit.

Eriol broke the kiss after a few minutes, and then he whispered to her.

"You're the lavender angel that I have been waiting for. I love you so much Tomoyo."

"Love you too, Eriol."

Tomoyo let go of one of Eriol's hands, and they walked out of the market and into the trail back to the palace of the Li's.

~~Syaoran's P.O.V.~~ (Not in first person……sorry……maybe I'll try 1st person another time.)

Syaoran looked at the horizon while the horses were traveling to nowhere in particular. He just wished that he could take back that argument nine months ago……

~~Flashback~~

Syaoran left the kitchen and arrived at the living room and saw his "dear" crying on the couch. He rushed over to see Qing-Ying and glared at Sakura really coldly.

"What did she do to you darling?"

Qing-Ying PRETENDED to stutter, saying, "Sa---ku----ra------call----ed----me----a----bitch----for-----no----reason- -----at----al!!!"

"Sakura!! How could you hurt her!!"

"I didn't------"

"Sakura!! First you had an affair with another guy, and now this!!"

"What are you talking------"

"You know damn well what I'm talking about!!!!"

"Syao-----"

"It's LI TO YOU, AND I DON'T WANT YOU AS OUR SERVANT ANYMORE!!"

"But------"

"GET GOING YOU RETARDED, FUCKIN, SHOW OFF AND DISLOYAL BITCH!!"

Sakura was very hurt that every word Syaoran called her. She felt that love wasn't with her at all, and that she was starting to fall in love with him too. Syaoran struck the last straw to Sakura.

"FINE!! HERE'S YOUR STUPID, FUCKIN RING!! I'M LEAVING TONIGHT FOR GOOD!!"

Sakura tossed the ring really hard at Syaoran's stomach, but it didn't affect him.

"GOOD THEN YOU BITCH!!"

"I'M GOING TO MY ROOM NOW!!! YOU LIAR!! YOU DON'T EVEN KEEP YOUR PROMISES!! I'M GLAD I'M NOT WITH YOU ANYMORE!!"

Sakura left the living room and ran upstairs to the third floor.

~~End of Flashback~~

(Look familiar? It should be, it's at chapter 9 to refer back to the event.)

Syaoran knew that he would have to find Sakura soon. His heart was falling into pieces after the even he had with Qing-Ying.

"I wouldn't blame Sakura if she did hate me……I did the most awful things to her, and she didn't deserve it at all……but why am I always feeling sorry for her……"

His heart was pounding hard in his chest, wanting to break free and search for the lost soul.

"I do wonder what Qing-Ying is doing……not that I still have feelings for her. She made me broke a good friendship that I barely had with anyone. I do wonder why I treat Sakura so differently with other people……"

He sighed, and remembers the first time that he actually met Sakura. It was fate that brought them together, and both of them didn't even have a clue to the purpose of their meeting together.

~~Qing-Ying P.O.V.~~

(Be ready for the worst to happen for Qing-Ying^^)

(Also……a precaution to people who don't like lemon, or this pairing of lemon……there will be a hateful lemon in this section……(Qing-Ying and Alex). I will tell you when the lemon ends.)

(Oh……for some people who think I mimicked this whole lemon scene, this has feelings running through me when I write though……though I'm young……but even the youngest can teach older people something……)

Qing-Ying and Alex (refer back to Chapter 8 in the middle of the whole thing to get the fact that Alex is supposedly Qing-Ying's lover) were making out in front of the door of their apartment together.

Alex has been waiting for this day to stay with Qing-Ying with the rest of his life. Though……there was something about Qing-Ying's face that he didn't know about, and wasn't bothering to look at that smug grin she had on her face.

"Alex……would you fluff our pillow for our unity together……" ( this sentence is made to not make sense.)

Qing-Ying cupped Alex's cheeks and gave him a very rough and hard kiss that even he couldn't withstand.

Alex broke the kiss, and he carried Qing-Ying to the end for their so-called "unity." He swung over to the bed (which belongs to both of them) and dropped Qing-Ying gently on the bed.

"If you want me Alex, come into me."

Alex was pleased with Qing-Ying's request, and so he began to throw the blankets on the ground next to bad, since it was in the way or their "unity."

Alex pinned Qing-Ying below him and he kissed her with a lot of passion and will power to take her into himself.

He grabbed Qing-Ying's (I'm going to call her Qing now) magenta tank top and pulled it over her head. He tossed the tank top to the side of the bed, and he snuggled into Qing's breast, purring into the flesh.

Qing moaned delightfully, but she hid the evilness in her voice from Alex. He reached under Qing and pull of the strap that covers her breasts, and took off the bra. He was impressed with the breasts she has, that he smirked widely.

Alex pinned down Qing's hand, which was diving into his pants.

"My turn still, angel."

Alex launched his face into Qing's nipples, and he sucked on it really tenderly. He stroked her arms as he continually sucked onto her nipples. He used his tongue and swirl it around the corners of the nipples, and then he bit her nipples gently.

Qing was surprised at the tender bite, but she felt better after Alex licked it again. Alex dove his tongue into her navel, and sucked onto the flesh of her stomach.

After a few moments of fun for Alex, he began to pull down Qing's very short skirt suddenly, and then he rubbed his hands onto her thighs seductively.

"Hurry up Alex!"

"I can't, my sweet chocolate angel, I'm in the middle of the scene you know."

Alex launched his lips onto Qing's, and his member rubbed against Qing's womanhood.

Qing felt a tremendous amount of desire to have Alex into her, though it was something else to Qing.

Alex reached into Qing's panty and rubbed her womanhood, and feeling the scum that was inside of her (it is scum, right?).

He lied next to Qing, and pulling her over him.

"I'm not done with you yet, but you fill in my desire for the time-being, until I think you have enough fun."

"Oh, come on Alex, let me at least have your scum inside of me."

"Just wait Qing, patients."

Qing had about every part of her body exposed, except her womanhood. She seductively kissed Alex very roughly, and even more hard than usual. She bit the lower part of his lips, and dove her tongue into his mouth.

She broke the kiss, and aimed for his shirt. She got help with pulling it off, and she licked every inch of his body. She had a lot of excitement with that, and then she knew that she would just rushed to his member.

Qing unbuckled Alex's belt, and pulled down his shorts, including his boxers and underwear. She saw that Alex's member was pretty big, and she will be the one who will make Alex ask for more of her.

She straddled herself below the area of Alex's member, and his hand reached over to her hip. He reached into her panty and stroked the inside of her womanhood. She moaned with pleasure, and now she will make him moan with pleasure.

Qing dove her tongue on the tip of his member, and slid her tongue to the pubic hair. Alex was moaning a lot, and he began to reach inside of the entrance to the body.

Qing bit the tip, and Alex was in pain, until Qing sucked the whole member into her mouth, and slid her mouth to the end.

Suddenly, Alex stood up and grabbed a hold of Qing.

"I'm going to finish this now, whether your like it or not, but I guarantee that you will enjoy it."

Alex flipped over Qing, and he straddled above her womanhood. Alex lied in above her, and he arranged his member, so it will dive into the entrance of her.

He positioned himself, and as his member was about to come out, he went back down suddenly, making Qing suffered a little, but not as bad. Alex kissed her tenderly to make the pain go away, and he left his member into her, so she can withstand the pain.

"Sorry if that was sudden, but you will need to be strong."

Qing was used to it now, and then Alex just pushed himself up, and then drop down.

After a few moments of that, Alex turned Qing to her side, and he kneeled between one of her legs.

(NO LEMON HERE NOW……Lemon's been interrupted!)

(I REPEAT, NO MORE LEMON NOW!!)

(THANK YOU FOR ANYONE WHO READ THE LEMON!)

He was about to take her, but Qing interrupted the moment.

"Alex, you're so dense!"

"What the hell do you mean?!?!?!?"

Alex had no idea what the hell she was talking about, and he wondered why she made him not have his desire.

"Can't you see this whole thing is just lust!"

"I thought you loved me……"

Qing laughed evilly, and then she replied angrily.

"LOVED YOU?!?!? You got to be the stupidest guy in the whole world!! I HATE YOU AND YOUR GUTS! I JUST USED YOU, GET IT? USED YOUR FUCKIN' BODY FOR MY OWN ENTERTAINMENT!"

Alex was so shocked, and then he decided that he would not have Qing in his house anymore.

"GET THE HELL OUT!"

"I WON'T LEAVE AND YOU CAN'T MAKE ME!"

Alex grabbed hold of her clothes and her naked body, and then he threw her out of the door, and locked the house.

Qing completed her plan to eliminate two guys in the same month, and she will move on to the next two.

Except……there was a turn of events……

A drunk driver driving one of the cement trucks when it went out of control, and rammed into some trees and gated, until it was near Qing-Ying.

Qing screamed her head off, as the truck hit her body to the ground, and to the top of the cement truck.

Her heart wasn't beating regularly, until the end of her life came. She went down into the ground of the Earth, and she saw Satan, which she thought that she wouldn't die so fast.

~~Syaoran P.O.V.~~

"It's been three days now, and I barely found a town yet……I think I see one now!"

Syaoran and the horses went into the town, and the road to the town isn't sooo far now, since it was only a few meters or four off.

~~To Be Continued~~

Sorry for the mega long wait! I'm glad that some people actually enjoyed this fanfic. In the beginning, I thought that my idea was very weird, and that no one will be reading this, but I'm glad that I have a lot of fans for this fanfic ^^

I'll still be sending emails for the chapter alerts, so don't be afraid to ask me in your reviews to tell me that you want me to inform you about the updates of this ^^.

I'm glad you enjoy it, and please no flaming against this fanfic, and the flames will go to the pits of hell, which Qing-Ying is being cooked for the feast.

~~Silver~~