Card Captor Sakura Fan Fiction ❯ The True Definition of Love ❯ The Memories of Forever ( Chapter 1 )

[ Y - Young Adult: Not suitable for readers under 16 ]
By: Sakuralover
AU. Meet Sakura Kinomoto. Eighteen years old and in love. Meet Sakura Kinomoto. Eighteen years old and engaged...about to be married. She thought he was forever. She knew he was forever. Confused? R&R! S&S!

Anime/Manga: Card Captor Sakura Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Suspense / Romance | Type: Continuation | Uploaded On: 08.14.2007 | Pages: 5 | Words: 5.9K | Visits: 344 | Status: Work In Progress

Authors Note: Yes! It's not a dream! I FINALLY have posted my first story. Although it is not the one I would have preferred to have posted first...but it's something. I wrote this ramble...which was a couple of pages long a couple years ago...and it just so happens that I was browsing through my HDD today and stumbled upon it! I thought...why not?! If it doesn't go well...I can just post another one of my stories...:D
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Summary [as taken from my profile]: Meet Sakura Kinomoto. Eighteen years old, and in love. With the love of her life. She thinks he will be forever. She thinks that she will be the one that will change him forever. He will only love her.
Meet Sakura Kinomoto. Eighteen years old, in love, and engaged. With the love of her life. She knows he will be forever. She knows that she was the one that changed him forever. He does only love her.
Rated: M! Honestly. It starts off with pretty graphic scenes already...so...oo;; Warning!
Disclaimer: Do NOT own Card Captor Sakura, although I have met CLAMP! They own all the characters.
Without FURTHER interruptions...
-(¯·..♥The True Definition of Love♥..·´¯)-
Sakura Kinomoto's POV.
I didn't understand. What was I? Was I some kind of toy? Well, what was I expecting? Xiao Dong goes through girlfriends like he does with detentions. They never stop coming in. So...now who am I to believe that I am possible to be more than one of his 'nighters'? The truth is sad. I shouldn't be...feeling this way. No, not for him. Especially for him. It makes me feel sick. I think...I think...I love him. But how?! How?! Is this some kind of cruel curse that I must endure for who knows how long? I don't like it. I don't want it. I don't want to be used. I didn't want to be "second". I didn't want him to look at me and feel nothing. My heart pounds, for his to feel the same. My heart pounds for him. I want him...to be mine, only mine. No one else's. Yes, he can make love to me...but only to me. Is that so much to ask? Is it?
"Xiao Dong..." I moaned, feeling him touch my wet nub.
"Shush baby, it won't take long..." he whispered harshly, pulling down my panties.
"We shouldn't...not here...not...now." I managed to whisper back, trying to look okay.
We were in math class. We were listening to a long...very boring lecture. Of course...I never understood anything, but that doesn't mean we should...should...be doing this! Especially in school! Geez...his car would have been better...but no...we have to accommodate the prince. The beautiful...charming...sweet...prince.
To tell the truth...I don't know why I should be embarrassed. Maybe it was the little bit of dignity I had left. Everyone knew I was his girlfriend. Everyone thought that doing "it" while the teacher was talking was "in". I looked around and saw some other 10 girls roll their heads back. Maybe I was the only one who...who...didn't want this? Who am I kidding. I loved this. No...no, not the pleasure...well, that counts too, but Xiao Dong...I love him, him! I can't resist and do what he tells me to do. Not because I want to be his ultimate sex toy or anything, but because...because...I love him.
Love is a powerful emotion. Powerful emotion to turn me, Sakura Kinomoto, into this person you are learning more about. I was once innocent, pure. Xiao Dong changed that. When I think about it however, I don't regret it. He was so gentle...loving, he even told me he loved me. He stayed with me the rest of the night. I don't care if he was lying, because that moment...those words were enough. I don't regret it...because, I've been his longest girlfriend. Two months. Do you know how long the other's have lasted? The longest, before us, was three days. DAYS. He must like me. We don't have sex every day...thankfully. We hold hands, we kiss, we do other things. This relationship isn't all about sex. That's what I keep inside me, my heart. That's what keeps me going. So why should I be thinking that way? Xiao Dong can love me. I am making him love me. Sooner or later, we'll be together forever.
Class was over. He craved me, but the weirdest part was...I craved him too. My body needed him as his needed me. I needed to feel his heat within me again.
It was lunch period.
We sneaked into the janitor's closet.
It was our usual spot.
It was a far away room, where no one could hear our screams, our pleasure.
He told me that I had been the only one he let in there.
He told me that this room was where his friend's ditched to.
I wouldn't blame him. It was big. Even for a closet. And abandoned. We haven't had a janitor in years. Clean up people from the city come everyday instead.
He pushed me against the wall, I moaned, helping him take off our clothes all together.
"Anxious, aren't we cherry?" he grinned, throwing off my bra.
"I need you...do you need me?"
He suckled on my nipple, before looking back up at me. "Baby...you've been the best at being my drug."
His drug. I smiled as he reached up to kiss me. I was someone. I wasn't some of those others...toys. I was special. I was someone in his life. And thankfully, it was...as I had hoped, more than I ever wished. Maybe, maybe this is a sign. Of hope. That something will come...love...our future together...forever.
Before long, we were kissing so passionately. Our bodies were free of any restraint; I felt his hard member press against my thigh. I purred in his ear, as he kissed my neck and headed down. Being in love was such a great feeling...
Sakura Kinomoto's POV
I was nervous.
My hands were shaking...my legs felt like jelly...what was I supposed to do? How did they all expect me to walk in this condition?
I watched as the last of my bridesmaids walked off to the altar, then Tomoyo turned to me.
"Sakura-chan! This is it!"
We both squealed, hugging each other. We both, yes, both, had been waiting for this moment for so long.
Tomoyo's beautiful, long, radiant amethyst eyes shined as she did. I could never forget her eyes, they were the ones that always gave me hope.
"You'll be fine, good luckkkk..."
I nodded. "Hai."
Tomoyo slowly walked down the aisle.
Oh geez. I was next.
"Don't be nervous dear."
It was my daddy.
I turned to him to smile weakly. "I can't really help that otou-san..."
He chuckled, pushing his glasses to his eyes. "Don't worry, we were the same way."
My okaa-san...mommy.
I closed my eyes and nodded, visioning my mother and her last blessing to me as she passed on. My father had been everything to me, he was truly a great man, and now...on this day, he was giving me away, to my love.
"Are you ready?" he asked quietly, trying not to put me into too much pressure...not that that could be helped anyways.
I nodded again. "Hai, I'm ready otou-san."
The piano started, and I began to shake even more.
Why was I so nervous?! We prepared for this for months now. It was ridiculous...
My eyes looked up, and met his.
His.
The one I had given my heart to.
The one who was going...to give me the most love, the most everything.
My one and only.
We both smiled at each other as I walked to him, it seemed so weird to me that we had met some eight years ago...and still, our love had prevailed everything.
I didn't mind the people staring with their eyes and jaws wide open.
Hopefully it was because of the dress that Tomoyo made…and not because of my nervousness.
People from both Japan and Hong Kong had traveled to the large Church. Exclusively for family members. Invitation only. Tomoyo made sure of that. No more press was needed to know that we were getting married, where we were getting married, and who attended.
Our relationship wasn't perfect. He was the CEO and President of LM Industries. Obviously there was going to be people wanting to know his every move.
The press was always giving us a hard time…
“Li Syaoran…cheating on girlfriend?!”
I continued to smile as my father gave me away to the man of my dreams, my prince charming.
No more negative thoughts. The press was not going to destroy this occasion.
A wedding as planned as this one only comes once in a lifetime. Nothing was messing it up, nothing.
I stared into his chocolate orbs as he stared into mine. I saw nothing but happiness.
Sakura Kinomoto's POV
“I'm sorry babe, I can't, you know, I have to do stuff,” he wrapped an arm around her small waist as they walked out of the school building.
“Demo…you promised me Xiao Dong!” I frowned. I hated when he broke his promises…which was more than often.
“I know, I'm sorry. I'll make it up though,” he winked.
“Iie! Don't even think about sneaking into my room tonight! Onii-chan is home and he will kill you!” I hissed loudly, catching people's attention.
“Not if he doesn't find out he won't. Come on babe, for me?”
I sighed. Why did I have to love him so much?
“Okay, okay! Just this once…but promise me you'll be there before midnight.”
He kissed my lips tenderly. “I promise.”
We kissed once more before we went our separate ways.
I only watched as he met up with his “friends”. I crossed my arms. They were anything but friends. Everyone knew them. Naturally, being Xiao Dong's friends, but more because of their habits. They were expelled from our school because they sold and used drugs on campus grounds.
I sighed. As soon as the love he had for me grew, I would make him stop talking to those people.
As soon as it grows…
 
 
Sakura Kinomoto's POV
“Do you…Li Xiao Lang, take this woman, Kinomoto Sakura, to be your wife-- to live together after God's ordinance - in the holy estate of matrimony? Will you love her, comfort her, honor and keep her, in sickness and in health, for richer, for poorer, for better, for worse, in sadness and in joy, to cherish and continually bestow upon her your heart's deepest devotion, forsaking all others, keep yourself only onto her as long as you both shall live?”
“I do,” he spoke.
My heart lurched within my chest.
It was my turn…
“Do you…Kinomoto Sakura, take this man, Li Xiao Lang, to be your husband-- to live together after God's ordinance - in the holy estate of matrimony? Will you love him, comfort him, honor and keep him, in sickness and in health, for richer, for poorer, for better, for worse, in sadness and in joy, to cherish and continually bestow upon him your heart's deepest devotion, forsaking all others, keep yourself only onto him as long as you both shall live?”
“I do,” I weakly whispered.
We smiled to each other.
And except for Tomoyo's loud squeal…everything was perfect.
The moment was priceless.
Sakura Kinomoto's POV
I stretched my arms. I was finally done with all my homework and studying. My eyes wandered to the clock.
“It's only ten thirty,” I yawned and fell on my bed.
I snuggled up to my closest teddy bear. “Nap…short nap…that's okay…right?”
As soon as my eyes closed, I heard tapping. Not just any tapping--loud, demanding tapping.
I quickly get up from my bed and look towards my window.
My eyes widened.
“Xiao Dong!”
“I promised you I would be here before midnight,” he spoke, getting into my room.
I smiled and nodded, hugging him as soon as he stood in front of me. “Arigatou.”
His strong hands started going up my shirt.
“Xiao Dong…” I whispered, stopping him. “Can we not have sex for one night?”
“What else do you want us to do?”
We sat down on my pink bed, holding hands.
“Xiao Dong?”
“Hm?”
“Do you love me?”
He smiled, and pulled me close. I cuddled closer to his warm body as he caressed my skin.
Was that a yes?
“Xiao Dong?”
“Yeah?”
“Well?”
“Yes.”
“Yes what?”
I grew impatient. I wanted to know. I deserved to know if this relationship was more than physical. I wanted to know if I should continue to dream about our life together. I needed to know.
Now.
“Do you love me?”
He rolled his hazelnut eyes again. “Sure.”
“Sure?” I frowned. I felt like crying. Was I stupid enough to believe in his words all this time?
“Yes Sakura, I love you,” he huffed out in a hurry.
“Really?”
“Yes, really.”
I leaned in to kiss him.
He closed the gap.
And my heart.
Sakura Kinomoto's POV
Finally, after our vows, and the rings, the ending to this blissful ceremony was about to come.
“May you always share with each other the gifts of love - be one in heart and in mind - may you always create a home together that puts in your hearts - love - generosity and kindness. In as much as Xiao Lang and Sakura have consented together in marriage before this company of friends and family and have pledged their faith - and declared their unity by giving and receiving a ring - are now joined. You have pronounced yourselves husband and wife but remember to always be each other's best friend. What - therefore - God has joined together - let no man put asunder. And so, by the power vested in me and by the Almighty God, I now pronounce you husband and wife - and may your days be good and long upon the earth. You may now kiss the bride.”
Another squeal.
Everyone held their breaths.
Including me.
I could only watch as he came closer and closer to me.
I closed my eyes…
And gave in to the power of his kiss.
The guests clapped loudly.
I blushed as we faced them.
“Mister and Misses Li! Congratulations!” The minister had announced, making everyone give us a standing ovation.
I smiled at my husband, my love.
Tomoyo went on recording, especially when we kissed once more.
It wasn't just a kiss anymore…it was one of the first kisses we would have as a married couple…together forever.
“I love you,” we whispered to each other, as our foreheads touched.
Our fingers intertwined together, we smiled, and soon, we were walking down the aisle as husband and wife.
I had found the one.
Being an old traditional wedding--we weren't surprised when rice was being thrown when we exited the Church.
I giggled, he chuckled.
The photographer signaled for the people to make way for a shot.
He held onto me tight, and I did too.
I never wanted to let him go.
We smiled as the flash went off.
“Misses Li Xiao Lang…” I liked the sound of that.
“Off to the reception!” someone cheered.
“And then to the honeymoon…” he murmured into my ear.
I shivered. Truth be told…I was anxiously waiting. We had been together for years…and never, once had he forced me.
I stared into his chocolate orbs again.
`This is forever.'
Sakura Kinomoto's POV
I ran my hand through his messy light brown hair as he slept. He was so perfect…
I couldn't contain myself…
I felt his arms wrap around my waist lightly, not wanting to let me go.
I let out a small giggle, I didn't want to go any where. Not with him here.
“Xiao Dong…” I whispered.
“Hmmmm…” he mumbled back, sleepily.
“I love you.”
“Mmm…I love too Sakura…mmm…”
I giggled even more.
I was positive.
I was confident.
`This is forever.'

A/N: Confusing?! Haha. That's the point. You might think I'm going crazy. There's sense in this madness! As the story progresses...the truth will be revealed. I can say this. The two...they really ARE Sakura Kinomoto. :) Sorry about having to put: Sakura Kinomoto's POV, I just needed to separate them. Hahaha...
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