Card Captor Sakura Fan Fiction ❯ Wish Upon A Falling Star ❯ Promises were Meant to be Broken and Rebuilt ( Chapter 1 )

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--CHAPPIE ONE--

--PROMISES WERE MADE TO BE BROKEN AND REBUILT OVER AGAIN--

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() Author's notes

~*~ someone's P.O.V (point of view)

~>~<~ Dream

*~* Flashback

~~~~***~***~~~~ Scene Separator

$$!!$$ DISCLAIMER $$!!$$: *ahem* I do not own CCS nor any of the characters in their series. I only own Rioka…..for now….lol Soon my little CCS……soon and your little company too! O.O;;

NOW ON WITH THE STORY!!!!………o.O;;

~*~ Normal P.O.V (in Hong Kong)~*~

Syaoran woke up to screams or more like squeals…he was startled at first when he realized it was just a teen girl on a tree flashing pictures of him waking up from his bedroom window. Syaoran thought, `Man, is there any place in Hong Kong or in the world that can keep me safe from these weird crazy girls?' he watched as the crazed teen climbed down the tree, dusting herself off. A bodyguard from behind, took her camera and broke it making her rant wildly.

"Gomen Master Li, I'll keep a better job of keeping these kids away from your private property", the guard said looking up and then to the girl with a cold-stone voice and vicious look that made the `poor' teen girl tremble with fear.

Syaoran just sweat-dropped, "Uhhhh……you do that…"

He turned away from the window and sighed; he tired with such crazy lunatic girls running around like they don't have a life to return to. There was a knock at the door…

"Hai, who is it?" Syaoran said dully opening the door.

"You are to r-report to your t-training room, right n-now sir, apparently you are an hour late. W-Wei-sensei is making you skip breakfast since you do not care about your training…(A/N: arggh such a mean sensei)" said a quivering servant who feared being yelled at by his master, especially when the words are echoed throughout the mansion.

"*sigh* alright I'll be there, just give me a minute"

The servant sighed in relief to know that Li-san was in a good mood today.

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It was always like this since his so-called "okaa-san" gave permission to the Wei-sensei to train Syaoran to the extremes even if meant harsh discipline, she claimed she wanted to see a strong heir to uphold the Li clan, `that's all she wanted. She never wanted to see me' Syaoran thought with damaged pride as he was leaving his room.

~*~ Syaoran's P.O.V (after training)~*~

ARGHH I hate Wei-sensei, he always gets like this when I'm late…aww well…here's goes another day in my lifeless weekend life where I: eat, train, eat, train, eat, train, sleep then it just starts up all over again for a new day, well in most weekends, it's just train and sleep, sometimes food had to be gained from my triumphs.

*~*FLASHBACK*~*

A seven-year-old Syaoran was beginning to faint from lack of food. His vision fading…

"Sensei (teacher), onegai (please)…I need to rest…"

The sensei looked at Syaoran with sharpness that said that he, the sensei, almost not believing that this `little boy', who was supposed to be the next Li clan leader, was asking him such a thing, "No, you will not rest until you get this routine right!

I've given you enough rest and I think it's time to take desperate measures…."

*~*END OF FLASHBACK*~*

~*~Normal P.O.V~*~

Then he met Rioka and his life turned around…

"No, no…you will not think of that…", Syaoran said mentally slapping himself, thinking of the first time he had been disciplined mixed with the ache that was still fresh in his system. Those memories popped up now and then but his emotions were kept in check as he was taught to keep in his feelings, but deep inside he was scarred from emotion. He promised not to cry ever since Rioka left, he rid himself of every emotion, he became as cold as ice; left alone in a winter's blizzard.

But somehow he knew he would live his own life soon his only way to escape his life was his modeling career, which immediately went sky high because of all these girls going wild over how `HOT' he was. >_<;; He promised himself he would have fun during the weekdays, his only days to go out and have fun (but he still trains during the week, just so you don't get confused)

He caught himself and promised , "I think I'll take this kind of new hope and…wait a minute! Where did all this hope come from?…" Then he remembered his wish, "Could it be a sign? Well whatever it is

I'll let it take it's course, whatever comes, comes." Syaoran walked off to the dining room with the thought stimulating his brain.

~*~ Sakura's P.O.V (in Japan)~*~

I looked into my onii-chan's face with sorrow with such emotion; he was stirring from his heart surgery. Hope was filling within me, I said a silent prayer and smiled; the doctor had said that there was a chance that Touya would slip in to a coma because of the complications in the operating room; the thought shook me to the core, I was scared.

"K-Kajiuu? (monster)"

I bit my tongue and decided to let the anger pass this time. Touya was trying to get up.

"No, don't…you're still recovering" I said with concern.

"It's alright, I really need to talk to you…I want you to promise me that--that…" Touya seemed to restrain himself from saying what he wanted to say.

~*~ TOUYA'S MIND~*~

I can't believe I'm actually going to say this…I mean I know I'll be alright, but what if I'm wrong? Who will watch over Sakura? I know Tomoyo and Aunt Sonomi can…but…they can't watch her 24/7, I mean they have their own lives too.

Okay…take a deep breath Touya and say it..I can't believe I'm giving her away like this…

*~*Back to SAKURA's POV*~*

I just sat there while watching Touya having a mental battle with himself. I was amused, and then suddenly he seemed to get to his senses.

"Promise me…you'll find someone to take care of you--"

"What do you mean Touya? I mean I have Aunt Sonomi and Tomoyo-chan and of course, you."

"No…no…I mean…what if I don't come back one d--" I cut him off sharply, knowing what he had meant about `someone to take care of you' part, tears brimming to my eyes.

"Don't say that, you are going to make it and you are going to live a happy, healthy life as soon as you recover, don't think negative!"

"Sakura, it's alright…shhhhh…don't cry, don't make it hard on me then it already is. I'm just worried that if I have to go I want you to find happiness…for you to find someone who will love you and you loving that person back."

I protested, "But- -but…"

"No `buts' I want you to live life to the fullest. Live it like there is no end. Don't take things for granted. And always smile it will make other people happy and in turn it will make yourself happy…I want you to live your life the way you couldn't before…Just promise me?"

I couldn't believe my ears onii-chan actually pleading me to find my true love, I wanted to laugh but at the same time I wanted to cry it was too much for me; I sobbed and agreed, I didn't want to disappoint the only family member I had left.

"I…Promise….but nothing is going to happen…"

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But I was wrong…Three days later, Touya slipped into a coma; making me grieve with so much pain, my promise shattered like my heart. I landed myself into depression as great as a black hole that kept growing, thinking that no one else would know the pain I suffered, I've felt like I lost the only person who could truly understand my life and that person was my onii-chan…my loving, overprotective brother. I couldn't get myself out of the `black hole'…I WAS FINALLY ALONE…

~~~~***~***~~~~***TWO WEEKS LATER***~~~~***~***~~~~

I was lying on my soft, luxurious bed wallowing in my misery and depression. I have gotten a bit better during last weeks since onii-chan's a coma kicked in, at least he was stabilized.

But then the memory of the promise jolted me…that wish I made on that star…I looked up at the ceiling in my room in thought…was it a sign?…'

Wait a minute…onii-chan (older brother) said to find my true love and to have someone to live for…but that's ridiculous…but then again, that wish…again, could it be sign?'…

My onii-chan's wish was to let me have a wonderful life, but I wouldn't fall in

love…….and that's what I intended to do that's when I broke out of depression and started to have fun for the first time……

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A/N: This is where I leave y'all hanging! I know this chappie iss boring but hey there will be good stuff soon, so don't worry! LOL Don't worry soon S+S will meet and there will be mushy stuff too!,

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