Chobits Fan Fiction ❯ Black Fire, White Fire ❯ A Sister's Love ( One-Shot )

Black Fire, White Fire

~Or~

Freya's Song

By: Dark-Angel-Shui-17

i was built

with a purpose

to find

my "someone just for me"

i found him

my creator

my father

but i loved him as so much more

but he loved her

my mother

she was as special to him

as he was to me

i did not want to destroy their love

So

i swallowed my feelings

i carried the pain inside

my soul slowly turned to black

until i thought i would break

my "heart" hurt so much

i knew . . . or should have known

that i could not hold it inside

forever

then . . . *She* appeared

Elda

my sister

she saved me from falling

falling into darkness

But

i still kept silent

silent as death

i told no one of the storm in my soul

Mommy . . . Elda . . . Daddy

i should have said something

finally

it was too much

i collapsed and inside

my soul was black fire

burning with pain

sadness

grief

i could not carry it anymore

i would not be fixed

*He* . . . my "someone just for me"

did not love me

but loved Mommy

i felt happy

felt sadness

felt grief

i knew he would never love me

like i loved him

i wanted to end it

Then

You appeared

You took my heart

carried it within you

Elda . . .

even though you knew

you knew you would shut down

forget the life you knew

you saved me

my sister

Thank you, i think

as tears stain my soul

and i leave my body

and i go forever into the warmth

of white fire

A/N: Carrying you feelings inside is something everyone does. No knows that better than me. I'm not so different from Freya in that aspect-both of us broke down emotionally, which is why I want to dedicate this fic to Lily-Among-the-Thorns-89. She is my Elda, and my sister. Thank-you for listening, Thorn-you are my sister and I love you.

Disclaimer: I do not own Chobits.