Cowboy Bebop Fan Fiction ❯ Not Like Any Kind of Love ❯ The Begining, I Love You ( Chapter 1 )

Not Like Any Kind of Love

anime: Cowboy Bebop

author: Tsunami Rose

Spike walked down a deserted ally on Mars. He stood at a corner, leaning against a brick building, and waited for Faye's arrival. She soon turned the corner, surprised to see him there, "What the hell spike?!" she screamed. Spike smirked, "Thought you'd be here. Took you long enough, though." Faye shrugged, "Held up in a bar, as usual." "Any new leads on the bounty?" he asked as he started to walk down the deserted street. Faye followed, close behind. "No one in there knew what the hell I was talking about." Spike shrugged "Like that's anything new?" Faye looked at him angrily, "SHUT UP!" "Well we better head back to the ship" Spike suggested. She nodded and followed him down the street and into the shadows.

~At the Ship~

"Hey, honey we're home" spike said sarcastically as he and Faye walked in the living room. Jet grumbled something about losing the bounty and walked into the kitchen. Ed ran into the room screaming "Jell-O, yo, yo, I LOVE EGGS!" and ran out again to who knows where with Ein on her heels. Spike plopped himself on the yellow couch. "You and that damn yellow couch, I sware!" Faye said and threw her arms into the air dramatically. "Yeah, whatever..." spike started but instead he sat up and put his elbows on his knees and laced his fingers, roasting his head on his hands, "You're just bitchy because you lost the bounty." he smirked. That set Faye off... "Oh shut the fuck up!!! I'm always like this FYI, if you haven't noticed already." she screamed. "Oh yeah, a bundle of joy." Spike said sarcastically. Faye shot a nasty glare at him. Spike chuckled. "What?!" "I didn't say a word." spike said putting his arms up in defense. "I'm not deaf! I knew that!" she said and waited. After a while she blinked and looked at him, waiting for any type of response.

Spike stood up and grabbed Faye's wrist "What the hell is wrong? Why are you mad at me?" he asked in a whisper instead of screaming at her. Faye pushed him away, "Don't touch me, dammit!" but Spike only took a step pack, as if he wasn't pushed, but stunned. He stood, staring at her, his face showed no emotion. Faye turned around and headed for her room. This time he walked up behind her and grabbed her by the waist so this time it would be harder for her to get away and he had a better hold. "What the --" "Not this time, Faye." he said and held her tightly, but gently. Faye grabbed the hands that were circled around her waist and tried to pry them off. But she had to admit she liked the feel of his hands on her bare stomach, but of course she would never admit that, not even to herself. "Spike, lemme go" she struggled. Spike smiled at her attempt to gain freedom from his grasp and buried his head in her hair. "You asshole! Let me go, you molester!" Faye struggled even more "mmm...hmm" he smiled and turned her to face him, easily. She slouches and gives up "What is it?" she asked tired of this 'game'. "I love you." he said simply. She looks at him stunned at first but then says, "Nice try," she gives him a disgusted look, "if you love me so much then LET ME GO!" He let her go as fast as he had grabbed her, "I always wondered what kind of reaction I could get out of you if I said that." "Well you found out, I ain't no freaking guinea pig!" she screamed. "Too bad you don't believe me..." Spike said pushing a strand of hair behind Faye's ear. "What?" she said softly. Spike walked, slowly, away and turned to enter his room, but stops and looks at Faye, giving her a warm, but sad, smile.

But Faye wouldn't settle for that, she walks to his bedroom door and starts pounding on it, she didn't hear what he had said. He opens the door, looking at the ground. She stands outside his door, royally pissed, she blinks and stands there "what the hell did you say!" she screamed. She tilts her head sideways and waits. He looks up and gently traces the outline of Faye's face with his fingers. She starts to scream at him and his hand leaves her face as he turns to close the door. Faye, stops, "spike..." Before he closes the door he whispers "I said I love you, Faye... that all you need to hear." She is breathing heavily after screaming so much, the door clicks shut. "Oh," she said staring absent mindedly at the door. "I wish you loved me too," spike whispered while leaning against his door, then silently regretting the words for fear Faye had heard. Much to his dismay, she did.

Spike walks over to his bed, one tear scales down his cheek uncharacteristically. "I see..." she said through the door, "I'm sorry for yelling," She raised her voice a bit so he could hear."Yea spike, love you too..." Faye said walking into her room and closing the door behind her. Spike rolls over to face the wall, thinking about the consequences of his declaration and distantly hears jet calling for dinner but ignores his hunger to think of what just happened "looks like I'll have to leave" he whispers to no one. Faye sighed and sat on her bed ignoring the mess Ed made, a single tear ran down her face, "I should keep my mouth shut sometimes..."

~That Night~

Spike quietly opened his door, he had a small bag of belongings over his shoulder, he shut it silently and walked over to Faye's door "I'm sorry" he whispered. She shot up at the sound of his voice, she opened the door and looks at him, "where are you going?" Spike stopped walking down the hallway, his back facing her "away..." he answered simply."No," she says softly. He continues walking "goodbye Faye." She walked out of her room and beside him, "where, why? Spike, I'm so sorry," He stopped "I'm doing this for you..." he whispered and started walking again."If you want to do something for me, then stay..." she said pleading. He stopped walking and hesitantly walked back to her. She looked at him. "All that matters to me is you..." he said, "I don't want to stay knowing you would feel uncomfortable because of my feelings for you" She looked down." I have to go..." he said picking up her chin to look at him." no, spike..." "Go back to bed... please" "no." "It doesn't matter... if you... *gulps* ...don't feel the same way about me" "I do spike," she says quietly. "Don't do this to me ... Faye, please. Don't make this hard." he picked her up by the waist and carried her to her room, never breaking eye contact "spike, why don't you believe me?" "Shh" He said putting his finger on her lips, her eyes soon become teary; she tries to hide it but figured it won't matter now "I will not 'Shh'"

Spike kisses her forehead and placed her on her bed gently "I love you... never forget that... no matter what" whipped her tears away with his thumb. Then he walks away. She gets up again and follows him, "I'll only go after you..." He stops "please don't." "Tough shit." she replied, angry. "Don't be tough Faye just listen..." "No, I won't listen; you listen to me for once! Stay...please...it'll only make me hurt worse and..." bet she was cut off when spike kissed her very lightly, she could barely feel it, but it was defiantly there. Spike placed her back on her bed "I never would want to hurt you" "then stay...please..." Faye said wrapping her arms around his neck and moving closer to him. Spike dropped the bag he was holding and gently lays her down, kissing her again. "I..." he whispered on her lips "you...?" she says, eyes closed in anticipation. He shakes his head and gets off of her. "I need to leave before I do something you'll hate me for, tomorrow." he said and runs out of the room, down the hallway into the hanger. Faye sighed "no." she whispered. Faye gets up and walks into the kitchen, needing a drink. She sees a letter on the counter and picks it up. She reads:

Dear Faye,

I would never want to hurt you, but this is hard for me, being so week because of you. I'm always worrying about you, and when you're hurt or gone, my heart aches. I love you more then anything. And that's why I need to go. I wonder if I'll ever see you again. Part of me dreads what my heart will do if that day comes, and part of me whishes it more then anything. Just know that I love you and that will never change. Just don't get yourself killed, Faye.

Love, Spike

She sat down and slammed her head on the table. Then went to her room and cried her self to sleep. The next morning the bebop finds Faye gone as well as spike.

.::. A/N.::. So did you all like chapter one? this story was made using an RP (role playing). AN RP is where you and a friend, or group, pretend your different people. In this one I was Spike and my friend, Vicky, was Faye. I was actually also Jet, the Doctor, a couple different nurses and a ton of other people so anyone who is not Faye was played by me, lol poor me.

This is actually still going on and not done but I have a ton of more chapters to post and the actual RP should be done by Wednessday, Oct. 16, 2002. And if you people want more chapters then review!!!!!! .::. Have Fun Reading .::.