D. Gray-man Fan Fiction ❯ There Will Always Be A Next Time ❯ just oneee ( Chapter 1 )
[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]
“Yu, I don't think we can get too excited on that thing... well alright, I can get excited anywhere, but you might have some problems.” It was a chair, one of the ones you could lay back in the sun with. It barely looked like it would hold out if one of them were to sit on it... much less what Lavi was planning.
Kanda just scowled. He's so cute when he's mad, Lavi thought happily, glancing around for something else to claim his prize on. Up against the wall, or bent across the edge of the deck. Both were very appealing to him.
“Actually, forget the chair. I've decided on something much more fun.” the redhead said, a strange - and somewhat disturbing - light sprang to life in his eyes as he inspected the wall. There were some grooves and some small rocks sticking out of the surface of the wall... but Yu would get over that.
The object of Lavi's desires was half leaning against the wall he would get to know so well, staring at anything but Lavi. His dark eyebrows were knit together, in one of him infamous glares. Lavi suppressed a giggle, imaging all the other faces that he could make while twisted up in the throes of passion.
“Yu, I need you to stand right where you are,” Lavi instructed, stepping in front of Kanda, and pulling at the other's shoulders, getting him to slide forwards a bit. “Perfect!”
“...What the fuck are you doing.” It wasn't a question, more of a statement made to make sure Lavi knew how annoyed his beloved Yu was. Ignoring this, Lavi leaned forwards, pressing his mouth against Kanda's, closing his eyes and inhaling the scent of his other. It must have impressed Kanda - Lavi didn't even entertain the thought of it being shock or disgust, of course - because it was a few moments before he started reacting.
Half expecting to get shoved away, stabbed, or slapped, Lavi was ...impressed... when Kanda just opened his mouth and began kissing him back. Feeling a bit lightheaded, he pushed him back, hard, against the wall. He couldn't help but try to put a name to the mix of Kanda's scent and the feeling, but eventually came to decide that it was an erotic mix of some unknown, mysterious feeling and heated male arousal.
Lavi reached down and gripped the bottom of Kanda's outfit - damn him for choosing this kind of design for a uniform, who the hell wanted to look like they were wearing a dress, anyways? Well, I wouldn't mind playing some cross dressing games with him, Lavi thought to himself, feeling his cock tighten at the image of Kanda in a maid's dress, on his back, touching himself while crying out for Lavi, and only Lavi, to come to him and fuck him to hell and back. His body was starting to get too antsy, so Lavi banished the image from his thoughts until later.
Working at it for a few minutes, Lavi finally managed to reveal the lovely expanse of Kanda's upper torso. He's so beautiful, Lavi thought to himself, feeling a little awestruck. He leaned his head down and ran his tongue over the hardening nub, nipping at it with his teeth as Kanda let out soft whimpers. It had been so long since Lavi had heard anyone make noises like that, and he had waited forever for it to be Kanda with him. Moving his head over, he started giving attention to the other side, circling the dark spot with his tongue, before sucking it into his mouth.
While he had been busy pleasuring Kanda's chest, he hadn't been aware that Kanda had been busy unceremoniously ripping his own clothes right off his back. He knew that after this they probably wouldn't resemble clothes anymore, much less be wearable. When he felt his last layer of clothing slide down his back and pool around his feet, he decided he need to have him. Now.
The breeze blew against Lavi's bare back, sending a few chills down his spine, but that didn't deter him from his ultimate goal: putting his stake in his territory. This was the moment that all of his inhibitions had made a break for it, probably terrified from all the thoughts and emotions he was witnessing. This was so much different than what he had experienced before, so much different than what he had ever imagined what sex with Kanda would be like. He had just expected a suck and fuck, maybe make a few taunts, perhaps have to run for his life. But this was different, it was so much more, he could feel every touch of their skin making an impact inside him.
“Will you hurry the fuck up? It's fucking freezing cold out here,” Kanda, the ever so romantic, managed to hiss through his teeth as Lavi hooked two fingers into his waistband and pulled down the rest of his uniform, letting his tongue wander around his navel for a moment, before continuing downwards. When he had managed to reach Kanda's feet - taking a few stops in between to give some much needed attention to his lover's neglected parts - he glanced up, meeting Kanda's gaze. It suddenly felt as if his skin was on fire, either that or like he had been thrown into a pit of lava. It was like fiery ghost hands were stroking him.
Good imagination, lets use it on something physical now, he berated himself, and gripped Kanda's hips - they were the best set of legs Lavi had ever set eyes on - and used that to pull himself back up, rubbing his forehead against Kanda's.
“You're still taking forever, asshole.” Kanda whispered, Lavi could tell that the other male was enjoying this, as much as he complained.
“You're a beautiful person,” Lavi murmured back to him, letting his fingers rub against one of Kanda's nipples, feeling it harden and straining for his touch. Reaching around him, he pulled their bodies together, bending his head over to whisper against Kanda's ear, Lavi's breath warming the skin of his neck, “it's been such a long time since I've started wanting you, and now I want too much.” He skimmed his teeth across the skin of Kanda's throat, rubbing himself against the other exorcist as Kanda's fingers started to dig into his back. Shivers spread through his body and into Lavi's, and he knew it wasn't just from the cold. Pulling his face back, he leaned over to kiss Kanda again.
“It's like... a dam, inside me,” Lavi said, when he had pulled away from their kiss again. “Everything inside wants to do so many, so naughty, things to you, but they all want to be the first to do it.” He laughed softly, pressing his cheek against Kanda's own cheek. He despised the thought of anyone else holding him like this. Jealousy, this can't be good.
“That won't be hard.” Kanda replied, the first time he had spoken without being angry. It took Lavi a second to realize what he had been implying.
“...I'm going to be your first?” He asked, feeling thousands of joyous, happy feelings bouncing from his feet to his brain, so fast that he could discern what it really was. A primal urge reared it's head from deep within Lavi's heart. He can really be mine, he thought proudly to himself. He can be mine, and only mine, at least for as long as I can be his.
Breathing heavily, and unintentionally blushing, Kanda just looked away, providing the perfect answer. The way Lavi was eying him was sending streaks of heat from his head, down to his cock, which was growing harder as he thought about it. He busied himself by gripping Lavi and hugging him close again, relishing the feel of his silky skin creating friction on Lavi's tougher hide.
Dropping his hands to Kanda's hips again, he cupped that really great ass in his hands, grinding their lower bodies together, which Lavi decided suddenly wasn't a good idea as star bursts of light suddenly exploded in his vision, the sensation was just way too much for right now, he feared he would come right then and there. That wouldn't impress Yu very much.
Kanda's fingers were threading themselves into his hair, tugging his head closer again until Lavi stuck his tongue out and licked the side of Kanda's nose.
“What the hell?” came the confused question. Lavi just smirked and ran his tongue from his nose, across the top of his cheek, and slithered it inside of his ear, which he was pleased to find out that Kanda really liked. The legs of his partner seemed to wobble a little as he let out a deep moan, clinging to Lavi's shoulders for support.
“Wow, Yu, now I know what to do when I want you to stop talking.” Lavi remarked cheerfully, grinning against the side of Kanda's head. He absently realized that Kanda's hair was still pulled into it's normal pony tail. Well that won't work, he thought to himself, reaching over and pulling his hair free, sticking his nose into the smooth, black hair.
“I love your hair,” he said quietly, “but let's do all this loving, cherishing stuff later, I'm a bit too horny right now. Later I'll admire every sweet aspect of your body.” Kanda made some sort of noise that seemed to be a cross between a grunt and a moan, and Lavi took that as agreement - and consent.
His body let out a shudder as he lifted up Kanda's body - God damn, he was heavier than originally expected, - and held him tight against the wall. He nearly lost it when he felt Kanda winding his legs around his waist, his cock pressing against Lavi's stomach, the soft hairs tickling his belly.
They were kissing again, tongues twisting around each other, biting down - and none too gently. I have to have him, Lavi thought desperately, right now, can't wait, right now, now.
“Yu,” he breathed against the other's mouth, “I need you, right now. I can't wait anymore, I need you. I'm sorry.” he was aware that what he was saying barely made any sense. They weren't in a
“Shut up and just fucking do me.” Kanda's response was urgent, his voice strained, “It. Do it.”
Mustering some more of his strength - he didn't want to admit it, but he was running out, - he lifted Kanda up just a bit more and was able to slide his own cock underneath him. His arms wanted to just let Kanda drop onto him, but the last little piece of him that was still thinking straight warned him that Kanda would really be unimpressed with that. Instead, he took his time and slowly lowered him down onto him, breaching the entrance to his body.
Kanda swore a few times, but just gripped his shoulders tighter, blunt nails starting to make marks in his skin. Lavi didn't blame him for cringing - it probably hurt like hell, without being lubricated or anything - but he had no intention of finding out how this would feel. He was perfectly content in his own position, and had no mind to relinquish the position over to him. The feel of Kanda's tight body gripping his own cock so snugly, and sucking him in so deep was enough to make him lightheaded and dizzy. Kanda's breathing was coming in more whimpers and the occasional groan than actual breaths. There were a few hisses of obvious discomfort, and Lavi would hold still for a second, before sliding him down some more.
Finally, he was entirely sheathed inside him. Lifting a hand up, he stroked some of the sweaty hair away from Kanda's face and pressed light kisses where he touched. “I'm sorry.” Not giving a real answer, Kanda just shook his head, the words in his mind not being able to form on his tongue. All he could think about was it was that stupid rabbit that was holding onto him and filling him like that. That stupid, fucking rabbit which normally he couldn't stand. The same one that basically radiated perverted thoughts. The same “rabbit” that happened to be making his entire being feel alive.
They were still for a little while, the only thought Lavi was able to comprehend was that there was a wild Kanda that he managed to catch, before Kanda sighed and lazily slipped his tongue along Lavi's collar bone, drawing a very nice sounding moan from the redhead.
“Does that mean... I can continue?” Lavi managed. Words were starting to seem pointless to him now, he had the feeling that Yu had also realized that and had given up with the entire bedside manner thing. Like he has any, anyways.
“Did I tell you that you needed to stop?” Kanda snapped back at him.
“Oh, so you do like it!”
“I never said that, idiot.”
Lavi snuggled his face against Kanda's chest and let out a small laugh that was almost a giggle, “You love it, don't lie to me.”
“I just meant it didn't hurt, not that I liked it.”
Idiot, Lavi thought, won't even admit that it hurt.
He gathered up his reserve energy, and pulled slightly out of Kanda's ass, before pushing back in, hard. Kanda's body quivered around him, which made it hard for Lavi to hold out much longer. He finally found a rhythm he liked, sliding half out before thrusting back in, as deep as he could. It was amazing to see the way his Yu was moaning out loud, holding him to his body, head thrown back. He is really, really beautiful, Lavi thought dazedly again, keeping pace and watching his face. Emotions played themselves across Kanda's features, making Lavi's heart beat a whole lot faster.
He watched Yu's face as his back was driven against the wall, and the rough surface was cutting into his skin. Blood trickled down his back, but he seemed to ignored it, it was healing almost as fast as it was being cut open. The pain was also … pleasurable? He didn't know how, but he enjoyed the sharp bite on his back as Lavi claimed him.
Kanda's body arched against him as he buried himself within him, again, and again. Lavi could hear him, but either understand what he was saying, or if he was saying anything at all, or just merely letting the entire world know what was happening to him. It was so, so good, and something was building deep within his stomach curling around in heat.
“Rabbit,” The first word Lavi actually understood properly in the past few minutes. He still didn't quite understand why words were so necessary. He looked up at Kanda, who was breathing hard, like himself, finding it hard to breathe through their act. He couldn't stop himself from kissing that beautiful face again, “...rabbit, you are...” Kanda was saying, in between kisses.
“Yes, Yu?” Lavi asked him, nuzzling the side of his mouth, quickening the pistoning pace he had set for them both. “What am I?” he whispered seductively, his lips rubbing against Kanda's.
“Unnnnnghh,”
“English, babe.”
Kanda took in a deep breath, squeezing his legs together, which since Lavi happened to be working in between them, ended up squeezing him too. “You're really good at this.” he admitted, his fingers stroking the back of Lavi's neck, along his hairline.
“I love you, too.” Lavi replied, and before Kanda could give him the expected angry reply, his kissed him one last time. It was time, the now was here. He couldn't stand the feeling of filling Yu and the way his body seemed to just clench around him was too much.
With a last powerful drive upwards, Lavi lifted him and it seemed like Kanda was frozen in the moment, in a world-shattering, volcanic explosion, where he couldn't move, couldn't breathe as a tsunami of ecstatic spasms shook their bodies together, he could dimly hear the other's loud, wet moans joining his own.
When Kanda had finally tumbled out of the moment, all he could do was cling to Lavi weakly, his heart beating in his ears. Limp, with his breaths still coming in gasps, he didn't even notice when Lavi had let go of him and the both slid to the floor, still connected to each other. He laid his head against the curve in Lavi's neck and closed his eyes, not even caring how out of character he seemed right now.
The cold wind didn't bother either of them, in fact it felt nice against their heated skin. Lavi could feel Kanda's own heartbeat against his chest and sighed contently. His thoughts were returning to normal, and he causally wondered if he was up to Yu's expectations. If he had any expectations. Kanda didn't seem the type to imagine various scenarios of sex.
What was sex like before? He thought to himself, struggling to remember. Satisfaction that was bone deep, for sure. But nothing had ever felt like that before. Maybe it was because Kanda had been a virgin, maybe it was because Kanda had trusted him, Lavi of all people, to be to first one to hold him like that... but he didn't think that was it. Maybe part of the reason, but not all of it.
“Sorry it was so quick,” Lavi murmured lazily, leaning his cheek against the top of Kanda's head. “I had a lot of stuff planned out, too. Like teasing your nipples until you were laughing, running my tongue up and down your stomach until you screamed for me, I never got to suck your dick, either, I was going to open your legs and-”
“Shut up. You're giving me the shopping list after I've been to the fucking store already.” Kanda grouchily pointed out. He shifted his position so that his back was resting against Lavi's chest, too worn out to get up and regain his dignity. Or his composure, for that had surely been thrown to the wind with all that fucking moaning.
“Then I will definitely give you all that loving and attention... next time.” Lavi promised him, closing his eyes and letting out a yawn. Even though they were outside, in broad daylight, where in theory anyone could come outside and find them, he didn't care. He was too tired to care. He half hoped someone would come out and see him naked with Kanda. It would let them know that Yu now belonged to him. He half hoped they didn't because he didn't feel like sharing the image of a naked Kanda with anyone else. Both, he realized, were much too possessive for his own liking, and he frowned as he contemplated that.
Would there be a next time? He wasn't a dramatic person. Of course there would be a next time. Yu had absolutely no choice in the matter, and Lavi entertained himself imagining how he wanted to see if he could get Kanda to cry out his name next time. His cock started to twitch again, and in their position, it was next to Kanda's elbow.
“Hey... Yu, I have an idea.” Lavi started, sounding cheerful again.
“NO. My fucking ass hurts like hell and it's all your damn fault, and if you even say one more word I'll cut your dick off.” Lavi smiled to himself, That's my Yu, such a charmer. I couldn't ask for a better half.
“That wouldn't be very fun,” he mused, “I was just going to suggest taking a bath with me, we did work up a real sweat after all. I volunteer myself to wash your hair and those other lovely areas.” One of his hands roamed down Kanda's spine, though the drying blood on his back. He felt a little bad, but Yu didn't seem to mind the pain, and everything had healed up nicely since then
He didn't bother listening to Kanda cursing at him for suggesting a bath - a perfectly innocent act of nature, anyways. Oh well, he thought to himself while pulling Kanda's body in closer to his own, cuddling him even though the other man was busy trying to insult him, I will make sure there is a next time. I'll make sure there'll always be a next time.