D. N. Angel Fan Fiction / Weiss Kreuz Fan Fiction ❯ The Saddest Song ❯ The Saddest Song - 5 ( Chapter 5 )

~The Saddest Song~

 

By: Schwarz tot schwarz das Bloot (Aerys Krystie).

 

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`(Wir Sind Natürlich)

Wir sind menschlich

(Wir Sind Natürlich)

Wir leben, wir atmen

(Wir Sind Natürlich)

Wir schreien, wir sterben

 

Die Hitze der Flamme

Kann nicht diese kalte Welt wärmen

Sogar wird die Mitte des Feuers eingefroren

Und durch diese gefrorene Illusion

Ich kann Ihre Augen sehen

 

(Wir Sind Natürlich)

Wir träumen, wir hoffen

(Wir Sind Natürlich)

Wir fürchten uns, wir terrorize.'

 

Schuldig's eyes softened as he listened. They were practically telling the world what they were, and all the world thought was it was just a song. Nothing more than words and music. Then again, the world didn't know, or refused to believe there were people who were able to dominate this planet.

 

Is this really for the good of the world? Schuldig looked at the crowd. Even though they were getting drenched due to the rain, since this stadium didn't have a cover, they were utterly thrilled to be there. They couldn't comprehend the fact that two of the band members would be able to kill them all with a thought.

 

His attention was drawn back to Dark and Krad, who were singing the last chorus together. When the song ended, their eyes turned to him. Schuldig knew exactly what they were thinking, without having to go into their minds. Their eyes said it all.

 

Dark stepped up to the microphone. `Erinnern Sie einfach sich, die Welt ist ein kalter Platz! Nur Sie können ihn warm bilden!' he shouted, before starting the familiar turn of Das Traurigste Lied, sending the crowd crazy.

 

Schuldig closed his eyes, allowing himself to become lost in the music and lyrics of his favorite song. When the music stopped, he opened his eyes, staring into Krad's, who was watching intensely, as he sang the last verse. Schuldig had a feeling that part would always be directed at him, every time he listened to it after this mission was completed.

 

He glanced to his side as someone joined him. His dark eyes also watched Krad. The way the blond's liquid gold eyes seemed to probe Schuldig's emerald orbs. It was painfully obvious that the singer was directing every word to the redhead.

 

`What's he saying?' Nagi looked up at Schuldig.

 

Schuldig sighed. `He's explaining that a friend killed him.' He closed his eyes, shaking his head. `I have to get out of here. I'll meet you back at the apartment.'

 

Before the Japanese boy could protest, Schuldig was gone. Nagi bit his lower lip, turning his attention back to Dark, who was standing beside Krad, as the blond sang the last chorus of the song. He couldn't tear his eyes from Dark's vibrant, amethyst orbs. They lured him in, and Nagi willing allowed himself to become a part of Dark's life.

 

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`Gott! I'm starving!' Dark exclaimed when their meals were placed before them.

 

Nagi watched Dark begin to wolf his food down, barely chewing. He lowered his eyes to his own plate. They were in a diner. It was difficult to find a place still open at one in the morning. He wasn't complaining. This diner had some of the best food in all of Tokyo.

 

He took a drink of his orange juice. He was still trying to get a hold of the fact he was only with Dark, just so he could murder him. Nagi crushed the plastic bottle the juice was contained in. He didn't want to do this. He wasn't even sure he could do this. He could feel Dark's eyes on him.

 

Nagi couldn't bring himself to look into those jeweled eyes. Those eyes that were so full of life, love, trust. Nagi still couldn't understand how the purple haired teen could trust him, knowing what he was going to do. It was one of those things he wouldn't be able to understand, not within the next week.

 

His breathing became uneven as he tried to hold back tears. He could not show weakness before the enemy! No, he would not show weakness before the enemy. But he isn't even the enemy! Nagi stood, still not making eye contact with Dark.

 

`I'm sorry, Dark, but I have to go.'

 

Dark didn't bother to object. He just watched the Japanese teen leave the diner. He couldn't say he was thrilled about what was going to happen at their next concert, but he knew it couldn't be stopped. Oh, sure, they could cancel the concert, and they would live. But that was not their destiny.

 

Dark snorted, as he continued to eat his food. Destiny, noun: the power supposedly determining the course of events; the future to which any person or thing is destined; a predetermined course of events. Yep. Our death had been “predetermined” since that night in the pub. Dark finished his meal, paid, and left the diner.

 

He didn't go straight back to the apartment, though. Instead, he boarded a bus, and went to Nogawa Park. When he found who he was looking for, he sat beside the redhead on the bench. He knew Schuldig wanted to be alone, but there were a few things he had to set straight.

 

`You really like him, don't you?' Dark tilted his head back, feeling the rain on his face.

 

`Yes.'

 

`Did you know he spent a year and a half looking for you?'

 

`No.'

 

`Did you know he's been in love with you since he first saw you at that pub?'

 

Schuldig sighed. `No. How was I meant to?'

 

Dark smirked. `You're telepathic, aren't you?'

 

Schuldig felt his anger boil. `And?' he growled.

 

Dark leveled his head, opening his eyes. `And did you know we were going to be killed in Germany if we didn't come here?'

 

`Of course not!' Schuldig glared at Dark. `What the fuck does this have to do with anything?!'

 

Dark met Schuldig's blazing eyes with calm ones. `He brought us here, because he wanted to see you again. He had finally found you, and he wasn't going to leave without telling you a few things.' Dark smiled, as Schuldig's face became less hard. He stood, looking down at the other German. `Erinnern Sie sich den an Regen, Schuldig. In einer Woche vermischt sich es mit seinem Blut. In einer Woche werden er und ich einer mit ihm' With that, Dark left Schuldig alone.

 

Schuldig watched the younger German leave. Fuck! How am I suppose to kill him now? Do you have any idea on how much I hate you right now, Estet? Do you?! He scoffed. Of course you do. That's why you made them come here. You wanted Nagi and me to know true pain. Well, fuck you! Schuldig stood, leaving the park.

 

He walked along the nearly empty streets, hands in the pockets of his green jacket. One week. That's all they have left. Thanks to us. It was nineteen past three when he got back to the apartment. He knew Nagi was asleep, and didn't want to disturb the boy. He had been getting very little sleep, lately. They both had.

 

Instead, Schuldig showered, and went to his room. He stared out his window, watching the rain run down the pane of glass. He felt the sudden urge to cry, but wouldn't allow himself to. It had been too long since he last cried, and he wasn't about to start now. Instead, he laid on the bed, staring at the ceiling. Das Traurigste Lied going through his mind.

 

With a shaky breath, Schuldig closed his eyes. It didn't help his conscience. Especially when all he could see where Dark and Krad smiling at him. He pulled the covers over his naked body. He wanted this to be over. But, in the back of his mind, and deep in his heart, he knew this would never, truly be over.

 

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Chapter five! Only two more chapters to go, and this baby is completed! I hope this is not a let down to you people. But, hey, how would I know? You aren't reviewing. Flame me, if you wish! But I ask that you don't. Just a short review, saying, “Good structure, but you need to improve…etc”. You get the picture, right? Please, please review!

 

Miss Roxie Faye, I love you! I know there are a lot of things that need improvement, and I am trying my hardest to make this story worth while to you. Since you're only person who has reviewed, and I could thank you all night, but I have a sex scene to write. As to your question about why is Nagi screaming about his frustration, well, it's not going as planned. And when something doesn't go as planned, people tend to get a little frustrated.

 

The next chapter contains a sex scene between two males, so be warned!

 

Until next time…T T F N! Ta, ta for now!

 

^^ Auska.