D. N. Angel Fan Fiction ❯ Forbidden Love ❯ Chapter Two: Everybody's Fool ( Chapter 2 )
[ Y - Young Adult: Not suitable for readers under 16 ]
A/N: Ok, here's the second, I've been swamped by school work, and since I'm a sophomore, I've been loaded with work, but sorry for the time intervals between chapters one and two, but I'm glad you guys like it.
Note: This is named from a title of an old Evanescence song.
Disclaimer: I DO NOT OWN D.N.ANGEL OR ANY OF IT'S CHARACTERS!!!!
I'll try and get the third chapter posted as soon as possible. Ciao! XOXO -Hélène-
'Krad to Satoshi'
‘Satoshi to Krad’
‘Dark to Daisuke’
‘Daisuke to Dark’
‘thoughts’
“talking”
Chapter Two:
Everybody's Fool
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“ ;perfect by nature,icons of self indulgence,just what we all need,more lies about a world that,
never was and never will be,have you no shame don't you see me,you know you've got everybody fooled,
without the mask where will you hide,can't find yourself lost in your lies...”
-------------------------------------------------------< br> It was 12:30, the school bell rang signalling the end of lunch, both Daisuke and Satoshi packed their things and went through the emergency exit leading back down to the second floor of Azumano Junior High School. Satoshi replaced his emotion apparent face with that of one not even showing emotion at all, his cold mask had replaced what Daisuke thought made Satoshi seem more human than before, Satoshi tried very hard to hide his emotions from Daisuke, but Daisuke was one of the three or four people Satoshi has ever been vulnerable to. Both Satoshi and Daisuke came through the door to the second floor, and then passed a group of girls, they giggled and smiled at Satoshi, but he didn't care to even glance at them. They then glared menacingly at Daisuke, he glared back and kept on walking beside Satoshi to class. Plans of murder were spoken of between the girls, plans of bloodshed and organized crime, that wouldn't really ever succeed, because of Dark, he was very protective of the young wing tamer. “Niwa?” Satoshi questioned as he tried to study the unexplained emotion on Daisuke's face.
Daisuke looked up at Satoshi and gave him a soft, and shy smile, “Yes, Hiwatari-kun?” came from the young wing tamer.
“What's the matter?” came Satoshi's other question laced with concern and curiosity.
“Just thinking.” stated Daisuke looking down at his shoes.
“May I ask what are you thinking about?” came another one of Satoshi's quizzical questions.
“Yes,” came Dai's answer again,”I'm just thinking about my personal problems, why do people like to use other's? Why can't everyone just try and get along for once, I mean take us for example, our families have been in a feud for at least three or four centuries, I just don't understand why it has to be like this.” a small frown showed on Daisuke's face as he questioned everything that took place around him, he hated the feud and why Satoshi had to suffer by the hands of both Krad and Hiwatari Kei, he wanted this suffering to all end.
“I know Dai-Niwa,” Satoshi corrected himself, “ I hate it too, and I understand where your going at with the questions. I also question these things too, and so far I'm not happy with the outcome of things, I shouldn't want to change anything though, right now Niwa I'd do anything to see my mother again. I wasn't an orphan at one time, but that changed many years ago, when my mother passed away. This curse always brings an end to the lives of people in my family, but believe it or not it's not my fault. If I could change and correct my ancestors mistakes I would, but it's already too late for that now.” Satoshi gave a sigh of frustration and looked out the window thinking of past chancenloses, and of the things that had gone wrong in his life, this life just went on without end to him.
“Do you miss her?” Daisuke asked.
“Who? My mother?” Satoshi asked.
“Yes.”stated Daisuke looking away sadly and failing to not show it.
Satoshi looked away with a minute glint of tears glistening in his ice blue eyes. “Yes Daisuke, I do miss her. She knew the curse would cause her dimise. Once I was old enough to raise my self, her will to live weakened and then she died. I still don't know what caused it to happen so fast, but sooner or later I'll see what caused it all. I want to really know what happened, I wasn't allowed to go to her funeral and now I hate my father for not allowing me. She really is all I had at a glimpse of a family and all I'll ever know.” Satoshi's face softened, the sadness being reflected in his icy eyes, tears slowly leaked down his pale face, Daisuke now wished he hadn't asked the question, seeing Satoshi sad just broke his heart, he had seen enough of this suffering, he wanted it to all come to an end.
“I'm sorry that I asked the question,” Daisuke sadly remarked, staring at his feet, “I shouldn't have said or remarked anything about it.”
Satoshi looked at Daisuke with knowing eyes, “Don't ever regret whatever you ask me, you might not really get to hear words like these coming from me very often. The past is the past, and to me, that you are interested in my own past just makes me wonder what goes on in that head of yours. I won't take you sympathy, and for now on I believe the last names with honors is unnecessary on both of our parts, we have too close of an relationship for them. I do consider you a friend and I believe you calling me Satoshi would make me at least a bit happy.”
“Fine. Call me Daisuke, then.” Daisuke smiled and Satoshi nodded.
Since seventh hour was their free period they just sat there talking and exchanging glances at the very rabid fan-girls who didn't seem the least bit interested in Satoshi, but Daisuke instead.
'Dark, I really don't like the sound of this.'
'Well at least they aren't a certain creepy boy who seems to like to flirt with a certain tamer'
Daisuke choked and spit out his water all over his front on accident, a look of amusement was apparent in Satoshi's eyes and his face gave a questioning look, and Daisuke rolled his eyes at Dark.
'In my dreams' Daisuke thought.
'Yeah right Dark, Satoshi doesn't think of me like that, and why would he, he isn't gay-'
'-like you.'
'Yeah'
'Daisuke get a grip, you don't even know if that's true!'
'And you care why?'
'Your my tamer and my friend I want you to be happy with whoever or whatever you are, it doesn't matter to me'
'I don't even have the guts to tell him though.'
'Don't worry Dai you'll get over it, believe me. I think you would probably be the only one that has ever had real feelings for creepy boy anyways.'
'Quit calling him that and I'll try to get over it, but I have a feeling something bad is going to happen and I hate to admit it I need to tell Satoshi'
“Daisuke?” Daisuke looked up at Satoshi, a few seconds after Satoshi had said his name, they treated each other as equals now, they both only truly understood one another, and that's just how it is between the young Niwa and Hikari.
“Sorry, talking to Dark.” Daisuke's eyes were downcast and a small blush was beginning to appear on his face, “Dark's teasing me again, his daily ritual.”
Satoshi looked away, he wasn't as close, to his other half, as Daisuke was to Dark, they were like brothers, they always cared for each other and if it was needed they also comforted each other in times of sadness. Satoshi's main objective in life, because of his family and the feud was all to lead to the capture of Dark, but he didn't really want it to be that way, he wanted to be able to fall in love and not regret it, and maybe, juist maybe, get a chance with Daisuke. And that was just some of his main goals for now and the near future. Satoshi had to tell him, he had to tell Daisuke the truth, his body was slowly giving into the Hikari curse, Satoshi was in love with Daisuke, but this is his last chance to prove himself for more useful things other than a tool, and the tamer of Krad. Without his soul he was just everybody's fool, he would be nothing but a shell. Without the mask he wore in public he would never survive, because his emotions would decide to get out of hand and bring havoc among this generations of people, and he he would have no where to hide when in turmoil or pain. He had to tell Daisuke and he had to do it soon, otherwise it wouldn't be worth trying to hold on to, it was all he had left, this emotion, of love.
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A/N:HELP! I NEED IDEAS!!!!
Krad: for what reason
Me: For reasons unknown
Krad: *Snorts* Oh yeah....WHEN THE HELL AM I SUPPOSED TO COME IN!!!!!!!
Me: Oops, uh, *seat drops* hehe....
Krad: *Tackles*
Me: Meep! *Runs for life*
Satoshi: Idiots....*shakes head*
Note: This is named from a title of an old Evanescence song.
Disclaimer: I DO NOT OWN D.N.ANGEL OR ANY OF IT'S CHARACTERS!!!!
I'll try and get the third chapter posted as soon as possible. Ciao! XOXO -Hélène-
'Krad to Satoshi'
‘Satoshi to Krad’
‘Dark to Daisuke’
‘Daisuke to Dark’
‘thoughts’
“talking”
Chapter Two:
Everybody's Fool
-------------------------------------------------------
“ ;perfect by nature,icons of self indulgence,just what we all need,more lies about a world that,
never was and never will be,have you no shame don't you see me,you know you've got everybody fooled,
without the mask where will you hide,can't find yourself lost in your lies...”
-------------------------------------------------------< br> It was 12:30, the school bell rang signalling the end of lunch, both Daisuke and Satoshi packed their things and went through the emergency exit leading back down to the second floor of Azumano Junior High School. Satoshi replaced his emotion apparent face with that of one not even showing emotion at all, his cold mask had replaced what Daisuke thought made Satoshi seem more human than before, Satoshi tried very hard to hide his emotions from Daisuke, but Daisuke was one of the three or four people Satoshi has ever been vulnerable to. Both Satoshi and Daisuke came through the door to the second floor, and then passed a group of girls, they giggled and smiled at Satoshi, but he didn't care to even glance at them. They then glared menacingly at Daisuke, he glared back and kept on walking beside Satoshi to class. Plans of murder were spoken of between the girls, plans of bloodshed and organized crime, that wouldn't really ever succeed, because of Dark, he was very protective of the young wing tamer. “Niwa?” Satoshi questioned as he tried to study the unexplained emotion on Daisuke's face.
Daisuke looked up at Satoshi and gave him a soft, and shy smile, “Yes, Hiwatari-kun?” came from the young wing tamer.
“What's the matter?” came Satoshi's other question laced with concern and curiosity.
“Just thinking.” stated Daisuke looking down at his shoes.
“May I ask what are you thinking about?” came another one of Satoshi's quizzical questions.
“Yes,” came Dai's answer again,”I'm just thinking about my personal problems, why do people like to use other's? Why can't everyone just try and get along for once, I mean take us for example, our families have been in a feud for at least three or four centuries, I just don't understand why it has to be like this.” a small frown showed on Daisuke's face as he questioned everything that took place around him, he hated the feud and why Satoshi had to suffer by the hands of both Krad and Hiwatari Kei, he wanted this suffering to all end.
“I know Dai-Niwa,” Satoshi corrected himself, “ I hate it too, and I understand where your going at with the questions. I also question these things too, and so far I'm not happy with the outcome of things, I shouldn't want to change anything though, right now Niwa I'd do anything to see my mother again. I wasn't an orphan at one time, but that changed many years ago, when my mother passed away. This curse always brings an end to the lives of people in my family, but believe it or not it's not my fault. If I could change and correct my ancestors mistakes I would, but it's already too late for that now.” Satoshi gave a sigh of frustration and looked out the window thinking of past chancenloses, and of the things that had gone wrong in his life, this life just went on without end to him.
“Do you miss her?” Daisuke asked.
“Who? My mother?” Satoshi asked.
“Yes.”stated Daisuke looking away sadly and failing to not show it.
Satoshi looked away with a minute glint of tears glistening in his ice blue eyes. “Yes Daisuke, I do miss her. She knew the curse would cause her dimise. Once I was old enough to raise my self, her will to live weakened and then she died. I still don't know what caused it to happen so fast, but sooner or later I'll see what caused it all. I want to really know what happened, I wasn't allowed to go to her funeral and now I hate my father for not allowing me. She really is all I had at a glimpse of a family and all I'll ever know.” Satoshi's face softened, the sadness being reflected in his icy eyes, tears slowly leaked down his pale face, Daisuke now wished he hadn't asked the question, seeing Satoshi sad just broke his heart, he had seen enough of this suffering, he wanted it to all come to an end.
“I'm sorry that I asked the question,” Daisuke sadly remarked, staring at his feet, “I shouldn't have said or remarked anything about it.”
Satoshi looked at Daisuke with knowing eyes, “Don't ever regret whatever you ask me, you might not really get to hear words like these coming from me very often. The past is the past, and to me, that you are interested in my own past just makes me wonder what goes on in that head of yours. I won't take you sympathy, and for now on I believe the last names with honors is unnecessary on both of our parts, we have too close of an relationship for them. I do consider you a friend and I believe you calling me Satoshi would make me at least a bit happy.”
“Fine. Call me Daisuke, then.” Daisuke smiled and Satoshi nodded.
Since seventh hour was their free period they just sat there talking and exchanging glances at the very rabid fan-girls who didn't seem the least bit interested in Satoshi, but Daisuke instead.
'Dark, I really don't like the sound of this.'
'Well at least they aren't a certain creepy boy who seems to like to flirt with a certain tamer'
Daisuke choked and spit out his water all over his front on accident, a look of amusement was apparent in Satoshi's eyes and his face gave a questioning look, and Daisuke rolled his eyes at Dark.
'In my dreams' Daisuke thought.
'Yeah right Dark, Satoshi doesn't think of me like that, and why would he, he isn't gay-'
'-like you.'
'Yeah'
'Daisuke get a grip, you don't even know if that's true!'
'And you care why?'
'Your my tamer and my friend I want you to be happy with whoever or whatever you are, it doesn't matter to me'
'I don't even have the guts to tell him though.'
'Don't worry Dai you'll get over it, believe me. I think you would probably be the only one that has ever had real feelings for creepy boy anyways.'
'Quit calling him that and I'll try to get over it, but I have a feeling something bad is going to happen and I hate to admit it I need to tell Satoshi'
“Daisuke?” Daisuke looked up at Satoshi, a few seconds after Satoshi had said his name, they treated each other as equals now, they both only truly understood one another, and that's just how it is between the young Niwa and Hikari.
“Sorry, talking to Dark.” Daisuke's eyes were downcast and a small blush was beginning to appear on his face, “Dark's teasing me again, his daily ritual.”
Satoshi looked away, he wasn't as close, to his other half, as Daisuke was to Dark, they were like brothers, they always cared for each other and if it was needed they also comforted each other in times of sadness. Satoshi's main objective in life, because of his family and the feud was all to lead to the capture of Dark, but he didn't really want it to be that way, he wanted to be able to fall in love and not regret it, and maybe, juist maybe, get a chance with Daisuke. And that was just some of his main goals for now and the near future. Satoshi had to tell him, he had to tell Daisuke the truth, his body was slowly giving into the Hikari curse, Satoshi was in love with Daisuke, but this is his last chance to prove himself for more useful things other than a tool, and the tamer of Krad. Without his soul he was just everybody's fool, he would be nothing but a shell. Without the mask he wore in public he would never survive, because his emotions would decide to get out of hand and bring havoc among this generations of people, and he he would have no where to hide when in turmoil or pain. He had to tell Daisuke and he had to do it soon, otherwise it wouldn't be worth trying to hold on to, it was all he had left, this emotion, of love.
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A/N:HELP! I NEED IDEAS!!!!
Krad: for what reason
Me: For reasons unknown
Krad: *Snorts* Oh yeah....WHEN THE HELL AM I SUPPOSED TO COME IN!!!!!!!
Me: Oops, uh, *seat drops* hehe....
Krad: *Tackles*
Me: Meep! *Runs for life*
Satoshi: Idiots....*shakes head*