D. N. Angel Fan Fiction ❯ Gay Sanctum ❯ Possessiveness ( Chapter 11 )

Gay Sanctum

 

Chapter 11: “Possessiveness”

 

“Are you seeing anyone, Dark?” asked Jess who sat backwards on Dark's chair.

 

“Why?” Dark asked as he tried finishing up his homework on his bed.

 

“Just curious. You don't seem like the type that would go on without some hot chick in your life.”

 

Dark looked up from his text book at Jess. “I can't keep the babes away. I can tell you that much.”

 

“Are you a player?”

 

“Nah. Too much work.”

 

“Hmm, really?” asked Jess as she watched Dark with an attentive gaze. “Are you interested in anyone?”

 

“Perhaps, but it's none of your business.”

 

“Ooo…. I think there is someone. Who is she?”

 

Dark didn't answer. Jess ran her hand threw her hair, which she had dyed red since he last saw her and she said, “Does she have red hair? Maybe a slender, … tall girl?”

 

“Haha! You're funny.”

 

Jess stood up and walked towards Dark. “Come on. D'you wanna go out? I have a lot to offer.”

 

Dark looked up at Jess. “I'm taken,” he said firmly. “I know I've told you that before.”

 

Jess shrugged as she walked around the room. She then found a picture of a boy sitting on Dark's desk. It wasn't framed and the pose the boy was doing made it look like he wasn't aware that someone was taking a picture of him. “Who's this?”

 

“Daisuke,” said Dark as he stood up and snatched the picture out of her hand.

 

“Is he a relative of yours?”

 

“Psh, no. He's gonna be my future husband,” Dark said sarcastically.

 

“You can't be serious. Are you gay?”

 

Dark placed the picture inside of his text book and closed it. “I think it's about time you left.”

 

“So, who is this Daisuke?”

 

Dark could've sworn he had told this girl about Daisuke before. “A friend of mine. Why? Don't you dare try to harass him.”

 

“Oh, is that a threat?”

 

“If you get anywhere near him, I'll hurt you,” Dark's tone suddenly wasn't friendly or sarcastic.

 

Sensing the severity in Dark's voice, Jess backed down; however, she was all the more curious to find out who this Daisuke was. “Alright, alright. Don't worry. I won't go near this boy toy of yours.”

 

Dark watched Jess closely as she left the room.

 

DAISUKENIWADAISUKENIWADAISUKENIWA

 

Daisuke was sitting down at a café with Risa on this specific day, trying to survive the hour as it passed. “I'm so glad you could come and spend some time with me, Daisuke. I've really missed you.”

 

“Y…yeah…,” said Daisuke as he looked the other way. Everything in the entire world seemed more fascinating than Risa's drivel.

 

“You mean the world to me, Daisuke,” she said as he swayed side to side in her seat.

 

Daisuke nodded as he looked around. Everyone was sitting with their dates and lovers, talking and enjoying themselves. Except for Daisuke. He was stuck with evil Risa.

 

“Why don't you talk to me, Daisuke?” asked Risa as he reached across the table and took Daisuke's hand.

 

“Eh… Risa, I'm just not ready to be with you right now. I think I'm too young.”

 

“Young?!” Risa crossed her arms, seemingly disappointed.

 

Daisuke nodded and tried to explain a few things to her, but then some lady pulled up a chair besides them and sat down. “Hello, sorry to intrude,” said the strange girl with the red hair. “I'm Jess, and I believe you're Daisuke.”

 

Daisuke nodded. He then realized that Jess was that girl he saw not too long ago. The one that's been hanging around with Dark as of lately. “Yeah…”

 

Jess extended her hand to Risa's and shook it, “And you must be Daisuke's….?”

 

“I'm his fiancée.”

 

“Really? Amazing,” she turned to Daisuke and then asked, “Aren't you a little young to be thinking of marriage.”

 

Daisuke nodded, but he didn't crack a smile. What was Jess doing here bothering them?

 

“Well, I'm one of Dark's friends. Actually, I wanted to ask if you knew who Dark's love interest was.”

 

Daisuke wanted to vomit. “What do you mean?” he asked, trying to keep his voice from cracking with anger.

 

“Dark told me earlier that he has some love interest. I'm not sure who, `cause he won't tell me, but I have a feeling that you know; seeing that you and he are such good friends.”

 

“I don't think he has a love interest,” said Daisuke, feeling his stomach churn and hand clench.

 

“Oh no… I'm pretty sure he does. You see, I have this plan to get Dark to go out with me, but I kind of can't since he says that there's already someone out there. I want to know who the competition is, so I can win.”

 

Daisuke didn't know what to think. He turned over and looked at Risa. “Excuse me for a second.” He covered his mouth with his hand. He could feel something coming up smoothly, but it made his jaw tighten and his eyes go watery. Dark had a love interest? Did he really say that? Was it him? Was Dark in love with him?

 

“You alright, Daisuke?” asked Jess as she placed her hand on Daisuke's back.

 

Daisuke shook his head. “I think I need to leave.”

 

Daisuke placed down some money and before either Jess or Risa could stop him, he was gone.

 

The streets calmed Daisuke somewhat, but every time he thought about what Jess had said, he felt vomit trying to make its way out of his stomach. “Dark… do you love me?” he wanted to ask Dark, but he was afraid of losing something if he asked. What if Dark said no? Then Daisuke would be crushed. He needed Dark so much. He was afraid that he wouldn't be able to go on if Dark rejected him. Once again he felt stuck between losing both Risa and Dark, or keeping both. Perhaps he could convince Dark to stay with him. He wanted the man so much. He needed him. Daisuke remembered confirming his love to Riku. “Yeah…,” Daisuke sat under a tree and nodded. “I love him.”

 

He closed his eyes, and before he could relax, he heard someone running up towards him.

 

“Daisuke! Dude, what's up?” it was Jess. She had followed him.

 

Daisuke got up and before she could reach him, he began running towards St. Frances Academy. He reached the gates in no time, but before he could get to his dorm, Jess had caught his arm and turned him around. “Dude, you know something, don't you? You know who his love interest is, don't you? Why don't you tell me? It's not like I'll hurt her or anything. Is she a close friend of yours too?”

 

Daisuke nodded, and then Jess gripped his arm tighter. “Who is she? Why don't you tell me?”

 

“I told you, I can't!” Daisuke tried to pull away, but Jess wouldn't let him.

 

“Well, forward a message to her. Tell her that she had better keep away from that man, because I'm planning on making him mine.” She then pushed Daisuke, and the boy fell backwards and onto his side.

 

Daisuke winced and then looked up. Jess was already walking away. Then there were tears welling up and pouring from Daisuke's eyes. “No… you can't have him,” said Daisuke quietly. No… she wouldn't take Dark away from him.

 

DARKMOUSYDARKMOUSYDARKMOUSY

 

“So, I met Daisuke,” said Jess who was sitting next to Dark while he studied for an exam.

 

Dark looked up at her from his text book and asked, “Did you harass him?”

 

“No. I merely indulged in a lovely conversation with him. Why d'you ask?”

 

“Hmm,” Dark's eyes were suddenly very mistrusting. He looked back down at his work, and then Jess's hand came around to caress his face. Dark swatted her hand away casually, like he did when fly would buzz around his face.

 

“You seem different… and very unapproachable when I talk to you about Daisuke. What's the deal? He's just a friend, right? Why so protective of him? I'm sure he can take care of himself.”

 

Dark twirled his pen around on his fingers vexatiously. “What's it to you?”

 

Jess shrugged. “I don't know. He seems a little fidgety when it comes to you. He kinda ditched his fiancée yesterday when I tried talking to him about you. D'you know why?”

 

“Of course I do,” Dark said as he stood up.

 

“Really? So, what's your relationship to him? Are you like… his bodyguard or something?”

 

“Hehe,” Dark grabbed his messenger bag and lifted onto his shoulder. He then said, “I guess you can say that.”

 

Dark opened the door and stepped out, but not before he shooed Jess out.

 

Jess however, didn't leave Dark's side. She stood next to him and decided to follow him to wherever he wished to go. “Are you off to see Daisuke?”

 

“No. I'm off to the library. I have work to do, and you can't follow. School rules. You shouldn't even be on campus.”

 

“Relax. I'm not doing anything.”

 

“You're harassing me.”

 

Jess laughed, “No I'm not, silly,” she pushed his a little and giggled a bit.

 

Dark was about to tell her off, but then she came around and hugged Dark. “I think we would make a cute couple. Don't you think so?”

 

Dark didn't flinch or make a move to hug her back. He looked onwards, hoping that Daisuke wouldn't show up any moment now. “I'm taken,” said Dark, “and I love my significant other very much.”

 

Jess pushed herself off him. “You're dating someone? Who?”

 

Dark closed the door to the dormitory and stepped outside. There were boys walking everywhere, but as soon as they realized that a girl was on campus, they stopped and turned around. Dark sighed. He didn't need word of this to get around. For it Daisuke was to be notified, it would mean trouble for them. “Shoo,” said Dark.

 

“What! That's so mean! You're so mean, Dark.”

 

“And I can be worse, now leave before someone alerts the principal or some other faculty member.”

 

“Dark?”

 

Dark turned around and so did Jess. Daisuke stood there looking at them both, appearing very confused and scared. Dark for the moment completely forgot about Jess. He reached out with his hand and ran it through Daisuke's ruby colored hair. “Hey you!” He pulled the boy forwards and into a hug. If it wasn't for all the people around them, Dark would've given Daisuke a kiss. It was amazing how quickly Daisuke could soften Dark's heart.

 

“Oh… hi, Daisuke,” said Jess as she watched the two boys exchanged terms of endearment.

 

Daisuke managed a weak smile before he said, “Good evening. I hope it's not a bother, but I need to borrow Dark for a few minutes.”

 

Dark arched his brow, then Daisuke asked softly, “Come with me to the church… please.” He sounded almost desperate.

 

“Alright,” Dark turned away from Jess entirely and followed Daisuke who had to resist the urge to lead Dark by the hand.

 

In the church, Daisuke sat down with Dark on one of the many pews and finally took his hand.

 

(Daisuke's POV)

 

I was anxious, determined, and sort of happy once I had Dark to myself. I could've summed up at least five different reasons why I needed him alone, but when we boiled down to it, I only wanted him here because I hadn't seen him for two days. “In the church, Daisuke? You sure it's alright in here?”

 

“I can recall a time when you tried kissing me in here.”

 

“Haha,” Dark wrapped his sturdy, warm arms around me and brought me into his chest. I easily cuddled up against his chest, and then I felt his lips against my forehead. “Why did you bring me here?” he asked softly.

 

I clenched his oxford shirt and closed my eyes. Why didn't I have the strength to just tell him I wanted him close to me? When I felt his hand rubbing the small of my back, I shuddered. He was so gentle with me… even when he stroked me that other day. Always so meticulous and considerate. There were days when I didn't wish to do anything other than be complaisant to him. “I don't know.”

 

“Yes you do,” he said confidently. He was waiting for a satisfactory answer.

 

“Um…, I guess I wanted to rescue you from Jess,” I mumbled while blushing.

 

“Seriously? In that case, you did me a favor,” he kissed my cheek this time and then pulled away.

 

I wanted to pull him back. Hold him close and demand that he make me scream… “I think it's about time that we put an end to Risa before she tries anything else…”

 

“Has she tried something?” he asked me; his tone wavering rather hastily.

 

“Nothing really besides taking me out and such.”

 

“Hmm. Gotta get rid of her before she advances. What do you want to try now, Daisuke?”

 

God, I didn't think my response was appropriate in a church. I hesitated before I looked down at myself and then blushed. I'm sure that clued him in… but I wasn't even sure what I wanted him to do… I just knew I wanted everything.

 

Dark looked down and his eyes lingered on my groin. When he looked up, his eyes slowly followed my buttons up. I felt like his eyes could burn through them… and remove anything blocking his fingers from spreading over my skin. “D'you want… what I think you want?” he asked softly, like the hushed tone couldn't be heard by God's ears.

 

“Let's step outside,” I said as I stood up and took him by the hand.

 

Outside, we sat by a tree and then he asked again, “Do you want… it? Because if you do… I can give it to you…,” he touched my face softly with the back of his hand and then he lifted my hand up and kissed my palm. “That is a promise kiss. I can make you that one promise… to give you everything, but I won't do so until you ask.”

 

Now I didn't know if we were on the subject of getting rid of Risa or fulfilling our desires. “Promise me then that you will then… and only me! No one else…,” I had spoken too quickly. I hadn't a clue what I just asked for. Him? His love? His lust… passion? To be in bed with me in the way that only a married couple should be? I gulped nervously. I was scared and yet anxious. What did I want? All of him, right? All of Dark Mousy…

 

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