Daa! Daa! Daa! Fan Fiction ❯ Teaching The Heart to Love ❯ Life ( Chapter 1 )

[ Y - Young Adult: Not suitable for readers under 16 ]
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Story - Teaching The Heart To Love

Prologue

A/N-This is my fourth fic but still I’m not good at writing. Hope you can have mercy on me.

Rad - Welcome back to Funky Radz's another idiotic fic.
Miyu - Don’t worry Radhika. Try and try until you succeed.
Rad - Okay Miyu. By the way, where is Kanata?
Miyu - As he has no part in this chap, he has gone home.
Rad - Whose house? His own or yours?
Miyu - Shut up!
Rad - Okay. WANYA!
Wanya - I’m here Radhika.
Rad - Please do the disclaiming
Wanya - Okay. Radhika does not own this anime.

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Prologue

Li fe is a damn bitch.
I swear it is.
I wish I was never born in this cruel world of death. I truly wish.
Before that…

I, Miyu Kouzuki, am the daughter of the famous astronauts, Late Yuu and Miki Kouzuki.
I have long blonde and beautiful hair, a figure and height of a model a cold and mysterious personality and the most charming emerald orbs in the whole world (as told by friends).
By the way, I bet that you must be thinking when my parents died. I’ll tell you-

Flashback

A 14 year old blonde girl was staring at the retreating car of her parents. They were going to the mall to buy a memorable gift for Miyu’s coming birthday.
And dear Miyu was really excited about it.

Her parents were going to come back after 2 hours. And she wanted to surprise them. She decided to make cookies for them. She wanted to tell them how thankful she was for whatever they had done for her.
Miyu was going to bake the cookies when she got a phone call.

“Hello! Kouzuki residence. Miyu speaking.” she said in a happy-go-lucky tone.
“Miss Kouzuki. I am speaking from Hieomachi city hospital. Your parents were caught in accident with a double-decker bus. Sorry to say but your father had died on the spot and your mother is now battling for her life. Please come to the hospital immediately. Thank you.”

The receiver fell on the ground. And Miyu went to the hospital immediately as the attendant had told her.

She reached the hospital in 10 minutes and rushed to the lobby inquiring about her mother. She was soon told that her mother was in room no. 210.

She went to the room to find her mother lying in a disgusting state. There were bruises everywhere on her body, her forehead was heavily bandaged, many of her bones were broken and she was breathing raggedly. Her mother’s head turned towards her and she gestured her to come near her. Miyu did as she was told. Her mother smiled at her.

“Hello, Miyu darling!” she said brightly. “Why are you looking so glum? Is somebody going to die?” she tried to say jokingly.
“Stop it, mom! Stop saying such things. Please be alright again and tell dad to come back. We will celebrate my birthday like never before. Please be alright again.” cried Miyu with tears rolling down her eyes uncontrollably.
Miki gave her a shaky smile. “Of course I’ll be alright. This was written in my faith.”
Her breath was becoming heavy and her body had started shaking. Miyu stared with horror in her eyes. “No, mom. Please don’t go. Please.”
Miki took her daughter’s hand in her’s. “Mommy just wants to tell you that she’ll always be there for you and she loves you more than anyone in this whole world. Remember that she’ll always be watching you from above.”

Slowly her eyes closed and breath started fainting. It was like she was sleeping peacefully but in really she was gone. Gone forever.

End Flashback

And that’s how I was left in this world full of rotten deeds of rotten people.
I smiled at everybody but nobody knew that deep inside me hatred and hurt was building up. Nobody except Christine Hanakomachi. My cousin and best friend.

Christine is a different kind of girl who always tries to make me happy. She is one of the prettiest creatures in this world. Her pinkish hair and her sweet face are a great combination. She lives in the mansion just across the street. And mostly she has sleepovers with me so that I do not feel lonely in that big mansion of my mine. She is boy crazy and the way she runs from one boy to another just makes me feel like laughing but it’s like there’s a big stone in my mouth which prevents me from doing so. She is the greatest friend one could have.

You must be thinking that how did I survive from not laughing for 7 years. That’s not true. Somebody in my life did teach me how to laugh and smile again. How to love again?
And that person was Kazuki Seiko.
At first I thought he was a jerk like other boys always following me, trying to know more about me. But he proved me wrong that all the boys n the world were not jerks.

He always tried to make me happy and try to share my burden of hatred. He was so eager in knowing me that even Chris saw faith in his eyes and told him about my dreadful past. Since that day, he did all weird and wonderful things to make me laugh. Anything. But sometimes this used to make me angry. And one day when I was really frustrated with his stupid acts, I slapped him. From that day he even stopped looking at me.

And then I realized what a mistake I had made. A mistake which made me realize that I was in love with him. I confessed to him and he returned my love.

He taught me to love again.

But why does it always happen that whenever I love somebody true to the heart, that person always leave me alone and goes to the rotten place like heaven.

I mean to say that he died. Kazuki died. He had lung cancer and he was in the dangerous stage. There was now way for him to stay alive. He left me.

And I was alone in this world again.

I rarely even smiled the fake smile. Nor do I do now.
I’ve forgotten to love.

Chris was really worried about me. I was in a mental trauma. Now I have become less traumatic. She is still afraid that I might commit suicide with all this burden on my fragile shoulders.
I do not have a strong mentality which means I can commit a suicide but I have a very weak mentality due to which I’m afraid of committing suicide.

In actual, I’ve really forgotten to love.
In fact, I’m afraid to love. Afraid that whomever I’ll love will leave me alone again.

I don’t want anyone’s sympathy or care. I just want to be alone so that I can sort out my own feelings, my own traumatic feelings.

I hate myself.
I hate my life.

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Funky Radz signing off.