Death Note Fan Fiction ❯ Agent 003 ❯ Mission seven: Jealousy ( Chapter 7 )

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Please read the authors note at the end. K thx.

Mission Seven: Jealousy

Matt spent the night alone in his car not sleeping but fixing his PSP. The repair did enough that he could spend a good deal of time playing it but he vowed to himself that once he returned home he would buy a new one. It gave him something to do and kept his mind off of Mello and that's all he needed. The last thing he wanted to do was to feel guilt about what had happened but he felt it come crashing down on him in waves on the flight home. The blond man never made eye contact with him and that was fine with him but what he felt was a sickening sense of guilt as he looked at the screensaver on his phone.

Long before Mello had come around he had Sasha, another blond but she had been his world. Someone that loved and cared for him without questioning anything that he asked not questioned. Though recently he had been neglecting their relationship for his job, the agent job had brought a decent knife cut through what used to be a fairly compatible relationship. He could only hope that he wouldn't lost her through all of this if he did he didn't want to think about what could possibly happen That possibility gave him a reason to look at the blond who was watching the in flight movie with dead eyes. He didn't seem to be enjoying it but the earphones kept any plane conversation from Matt away from his ears.

"L said he would be in touch." Matt replied to the blond as he unlocked his car door. He didn't want to talk to the man, all he really wanted to do was to be able to get home and put a door between them again. The confined space of the car made him feel claustrophobic as he rolled his eyes away from the other starting the engine the purred to life with ease. He always trusted his baby to work for him even when nothing else in the world did, she was the one thing that belonged solely to him.

Mello glared at the red head. Matt was speaking to him in a condescending child like tone as if it were his fault for everything that happened. What Matt failed to realize was that he sent the blond into a whole religious episode causing him to check out of the hotel a few hours after the red head left and spend the night praying at the local catholic church. He couldn't being himself to go to the confession box, that box was filled with his underlying fears. Going anywhere near it struck him with bodily terror, entering that sacred spot and spilling his mind would have been a physical manifestation of his fears come to life. He would have had to admit his feeling for Matt out loud and to the lord and the father. He couldn't do that, his mind was one thing, praying was another but he had never come straight out and admitted that he could possibly enjoy spending time with another man that way.

He sighed placing his legs on the dashboard earning an annoyed glance from Matt but he knew the gamer didn't want to talk to him not now and he was fine with it. The less interaction the less time there was for either of them to think about anything inappropriate or was there more time? He gulped shaking it off as Matt sped down the road towards their apartment. Their. That was funny it was as if they lived there together and it meant something.

The lift ride was increasingly awkward the older woman that lived next door asking personal questions. She was older so Matt took pride in attempting to answer truthfully that Mello was just his room mate and that they were also work partner. She laughed at that part and he inwardly wondered if she took it the wrong way. That was all they were work partners. They worked together, nothing more. There were no underlying feelings towards Mello and he was sure there were no feeling towards to him from Mello.

The elderly woman smiled exiting the lift first as Matt followed slowly. She was still speaking about her granddaughter that she loved so much and how the girl was going to come visit her anytime this week as she always did. Matt couldn't help but smile. "And that girl, she reminds me so much of my granddaughter." She said reaching forward and unlocking her door. "Well goodbye Matthew." He nodded twitching, his name was Matt. Matt and Matt only. Not Mail. Matt.

He paused turning back towards the woman but she had already retreated into her house. "Wha-" He shook it off. He wondered if 'that girl' mentioned by his neighbor could really be who he thought it was. He sighed unlocking the door and pushing Mello out of the way to walk in first. It was his damn apartment the least he could do was go in first.

"Matty?" The voice echoed throughout the lonely house as the red head paused. He knew that voice, that beautiful angelic voice. "Oh Matty you're back already?" The girl exited from his bedroom most likely screwing around with his computers back there or maybe she was laying on his bed. Her blond hair curled wildly, violet streaks running through bits a pieces of it large blue eyes staring that the two of them. She grinned meeting him halfway in the hallway wrapping her arms around the red head before her eyes traveled over to the blond.

Matt rocked the blond in his arms before pulling back. "Oh! Sasha, you said you had something important to tell me." He said quietly before his eyes followed hers. "Oh, that's just Mello, he's my room mate. Go figure my hacking job isn't going to well so I needed some help paying the rent. " It was a lie but she couldn't disprove it luckily because his wages on a hack job changed depending on whom it was for.

She nodded slowly attempting to pull her eyes off the blond man still standing by the door his eyes burning into her. "...Um, fuck, I came to tell you about me moving." His eyes widened as she laughed gently, "Closer. I'm moving closer to you Matty so we can spend more time together when we're not working. Isn't that great?" She cried as he nodded slowly.

Mello pushed himself off the wall by the door debating on whether he should leave the two of them alone or continued to glare hatefully. He wasn't sure why there was a strange feeling in the pit of his stomach nor was he sure why he felt the need to glare at the young female that had her hands all over his Matt. And just where did she get off- He paused twitching slightly. His Matt? Since when did the red head belong to him? His mind retraced the bedroom incident and the few minutes in the living room and even the hallway. She had years he had a few weeks but in that few weeks things had happened between the two of them that neither of them wanted to be brought to light.

He stayed silent watching the two talk gleefully about her coming around more about taking a nice stroll through town and he found himself longing to stroll through town with Matt also. He was jealous of this blond woman he had just met. He hadn't even know she existed until hours ago This female. This...Sasha woman.

"Mell." Matt waved his hands in front of the blonds face as he looked up. Matt was holding hands with her, the girl smiling but still watching him with those intent blue eyes. She could see straight though him. She could tell how he was feeling. Fuck. He hated feeling like a window. "Mello, Sasha and I are going to go out and get me a new PSP and eat dinner you want I should bring you something back?" Mello shook his head, he wasn't a charity case for the two of them. "O-Okay then. Come on Sasha." He pulled the girl out the door with him.

"Bye Mello."

He waved forcing a smile on his face before kicking the door shut. The smile dropped a glare back on his face. Matt was his and his only.

Authors note: This very well may be the last chapter for a while until I get new reviews...or old reviewers review again. O.O Me likely reviews. A lot lot of reviews. I'm an attention whore. xD Also, if you look at the reviews for Chapter six Teriyaki is whom Sasha is based off of! ~<3 O.o and her name is Sasha! But yeah...I wanty more reviews. Plez k thx. IF YOU REVIEW THERE WILL BE HOT YAOI SEX IN THE FUTURE! I PROMISE! >.> That was me begging.~~

[I believe this chapter was shorter than the others I've written but I wanted it to focus more on Mello's emotions than Matt and his girlfriend. Their interaction will come and no it won't be like she's moving in. Mello's becoming passionate! And I love it! A lot of people are focusing on how I work with Matt, it's swell playing Matt but Mello has fire. xD]