Death Note Fan Fiction ❯ Misery ❯ Misery ( Chapter 1 )

It's easy to watch you sit with her, to wrap your arm around her shoulders because I know, know that look in your eye.Better than mom.Better than dad.It's annoyance and hate and disgust and pity and reluctance.Something I saw when you talked with your "friends".Something I saw when mom was bugging you to come down and eat while you were studying.Something I saw when you watched the news. Or when dad talks about Kira.Something I couldn't bear to have directed at me, so I would run out of your room, my homework in hand, when I saw it creeping into your eye.So I suggest you marry her. You're with her for a reason and if she insists hard enough you'll probably say yes.It's all you deserve after all. I'm the only one who doesn't bring that look into your eye and you aren't with me (no matter how wrong that is).It's a shame about how you still don't look at me either way.(I would take either right now, love, hate, annoyance, anything. Apathy burns more than I thought it would)fin