Death Note Fan Fiction ❯ She Knew ❯ She Knew ( Chapter 1 )

Disclaimer- I do not own Death note and claim no ownership over it. If I owned it Raito and L would be a couple^^. So this is my first typed poem and constructive criticism is welcomed. This is told from Misa point of view. This story does vary from the series. Was inspired to write it after reading Nilahxapiel `Hush'. Hope you enjoy it.

 

I have re-done this and find it even more to my liking and hope you all believe that as well.

 

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She Knew

 

 

She was dating the man of her dreams,

 

A brilliant mind with an athlete's body and breath taking doe brown eyes

 

Any women would be jealous of her, for a couple has never looked as

 

Perfect as the two of them

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The only downfall was that she knew he didn't love her

 

And no matter how hard she tired it wouldn't change

 

Her ideal relationship was falling apart, but she refused to let go

 

Of a man who everyone wanted

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To make him love her she first attempted to be cute

 

Most times she would refer to herself in third person

 

And say her name as cutely as possible, and wear frilly dresses

 

To show her love that having a cute girlfriend is a wonderful thing

 

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Her love never looked at her the way she wanted him to

 

And so she decided to change her methods,

 

At first she couldn't think of anything, but an idea stuck her

 

And the best way to attract a man was to be sexy not cute

 

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Tight short dresses that showed off her thin, curvy figure

 

Would surely attract her soul mates attention

 

And it seemed to work on everyone else, but it never affected her love or him

 

The one who stole all the attention away from herself

 

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For her love only had love

 

For him, the man who had locked the two up,

 

She didn't understand why a stalker held her loves

 

Captive stare and try as she may that stare never fell onto her

 

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She watched how her love's eyes would soften whenever he would appear

 

And then how dare that man Chain himself to her love, but her love was not

 

Bothered by it at all, the two would give each other knowing smiles When they

 

Believed no one was looking, and the spark of jealous would flare up in her chest

 

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It wasn't fair that the man could attract her love's attention,

 

For he was not trying at all and all her hard work was truly futile,

 

That small twitch of his lips sent her love seeing no one but him

 

And the spark of jealous ignited into a flame

 

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She knew that the two were geniuses

 

And neither found her to be intellectual simulating,

 

She had long ago accepted that, but the raw anger she felt

 

Toward that man became deep rooted and she found herself wishing for his death

 

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As she watched the two grow closer the jealously grew hotter

 

And even through she and her love were supposed to be dating they never did

 

She had overheard one of their conversations and heard her lover admit an

 

Awful truth that she had refused to accept and yet hearing it leave those smooth

 

Lips of her lover hurt her so much more than what she thought it would

 

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Her memories returned and happiness coursed through her veins when

 

Her lover told her that the other man must die for their cause,

 

The day came and her only competition died in her lovers arms,

 

But even with his death she could felt like she had somehow lost

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Her god's attention never came to her like she had thought it would

 

Even through the two had moved in with each other her loves attention

 

Was never focused on her the way it had been with him, she knew that cleansing

 

The world take up most of his time, but any attention placed on her was forced

 

And she knew that her love had not fully gotten over him, the very thought of the

 

Other man leaving a foul taste in her mouth

 

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On the anniversary of his death her love would go to his unmarked grave

 

And for that one day she knew that he regretted the death of their rival,

 

On that day he would came back to their one sided love apartment and even

 

Through his eyes were not red she sill noticed the tear mark on his cheek

 

And neither one of them ever bought it up, she rather live in her deluded fantasy

 

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Fantasy worlds can never work out and she realized that if she died her love

 

Would never come visit her grave, for who would come visit a grave of a

 

Person who they did not care about and that one tear she saw on her loves

 

Face once a year would never be there if she was to depart before her love

 

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The truth really did hurt but she had made her choice long ago

 

And she had accepted the fact she was only to be used as an instrument

 

Her love could use her anyway he wanted to and not matter what she had to do

 

It would be her honor to carry it out for him, for that is why she is around her love

 

The End

 

So I hope you enjoyed it. I personally do not like Misa, but one sided love is always interesting to me. L has a better chance with Raito then Misa does in my humble opinion; Uh no offense to the Raito/Misa fans.

 

Please tell me what you all think of this revision.

 

-rain angst