Digimon Fan Fiction ❯ A Walk In My Shoes ❯ The World is Not Always Nice ( Chapter 10 )

A Walk In My Shoes

ST: Hey everybody! I'm trying to keep up with my story, really, I swear. I've just had a lot of stuff going on.

TK: Excuses, excuses. How could you neglect such wonderful fans?!

ST (slightly aggravated): Uh um, who's doing the author's notes?

TK: Uhhh, you?

ST: Naw duh. (suddenly smiles) Okay! Time for you to read the next chappie! There are only going to be 8 more, so hope you like!

Dai (appearing out of nowhere): On with the story!

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We kissed gently at first, her lips soft and gentle, just testing the water before we dove in. I was quite surprised when she pushed me down and sat on top of me. Slowly I felt her tongue twisting it's way in and my mind shut down completely. All I felt was want, a pure want.

As things began to get hot and heavy, our bodies and minds about to fall over the point of no return, I heard her whisper in my ear, "I love you Daisuke."

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~TK~

I had to get out of there, I just did. When she said that, I knew it was wrong. It was all terribly wrong. I wasn't.. I couldn't… I just had to…

"Davis?" She had a look of hazed confusion on her face as I attempted to get up. "Davis, what's wrong?"

I looked at her sadly and stood up. I didn't know what to say. "Davis please," she pleaded.

I'm not Davis, I wanted to tell her. God, I wanted to hold her and tell her how sorry I was and that I, TK, loved her so much. Would always love her. No matter what.

"Davis!" She was whispering now, tears beginning to stream down her face as she got up and stood beside me. Our eyes met and I knew. I knew that what we just had wasn't really love. Not for me, anyways. All I felt was lust, desire. It was then that I knew that leaving was the only choice. I shouldn't and couldn't do, it. It hit me then.

I didn't love her like that.

With my newfound sense, I quickly hugged her and whispered into her ear, "I'm sorry Kar." When I pulled back she just stared at me, wide eyed and tears dripping off her chin.

I walked to the door and shoved my shoes on. I didn't look back as I let myself out, shutting the door behind me, walking out into the cloudy outside.

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~Dai~

I don't know what happened; I had completely lost track of time. I was drifting in and out of my body, my mind seeming to race at 100 miles an hour.

The feeling I had, this bliss. Like nothing mattered anymore. Everything was everything and nothing was something. I didn't remember the day, the events that occurred, the people I saw. All I saw was the sweet sweet bliss.

It seems impossible to see a feeling, but I saw it. I saw it all. I saw the swirls and the colors. Oh, the colors! Everything seemed to be highlighted with a rainbow marker. I was the most amazing…

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(a/n: yes, it sounds a little confusing, but remember: in norm pov, Davis=Teeks and TK=Dais. Okay! Back to the story!)

Daisuke Motomiya wearily walked down the sidewalk, going nowhere in particular. As he trudged his way towards his apartment a slight drizzle began. By the time he reached his door, a downpour had begun and thunder could be heard, rumbling in the distance.

When he opened to door, which was conveniently unlocked, the lights were out and he couldn't see anything. A sudden bolt of lightning flashed the room and Davis could see the shape of a tall, large man, menacing.

All of a sudden he struck Davis, causing him to fall back against the wall. Davis didn't know what to think as his so-called `father' grabbed his arm and twisted it.

Davis cried out in pain and his father sneered, "Where were you?" Davis could only whimper as the adult stuck his alcohol-soaked face into his own. The man threw him the floor and tried to kick his son, laughing. The fallen boy reacted quickly, though, saving him from any further contact.

Davis sprang to the door and ran out into the pouring rain. He looked back to see the shape of his father standing in the doorway and ran.

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~Dai~

My brain felt numb and sleepy, like I hadn't slept in a few days. I couldn't open my eyes, nor did I want to. But my mind was still racing.

My thoughts were causing my head to spin and I tried to sit up. My head throbbed as I peeked my eyes opened a little. What I saw scared me shitless.

It was TK, but only in face. The other half was, was that X-Veemon? What the hell?

The TK/X-Veemon looked like it was crying. Why? I tried to see myself, raising my hands to my face. But what I saw were claws, claws with blood dripping off of them. I looked harder and saw that the blood was from my wrists.

I was totally freaked out, wouldn't you be? But I was laughing. I was laughing and I didn't know why.

I looked up to get another look at TK/X-Veemon, but he was gone. Now it was Malomyotismon, but I knew it really was my father. I could see kill kill kill kill in his eyes. And then I was scared.

I tried to run away, crying out for TK, Veemon, anyone. I even tried calling out for Jun. Even her flustered face would give me some reassurance that I was dreaming.

Wasn't I?

I was then running through a dark forest, my father on my heels. All of a sudden an endless hole appeared in the ground below my feet and I fell through, falling falling. My eyes flashed with visions of a birthday, crying, and one day that I came home from school…

And then nothingness.

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~TK~

I was scared, deathly scared. Who was that man? That couldn't've been Davis' father, could it've been?

He hit me. He tried to break my arm and kick me. He was drunk and laughing. It-it didn't make any sense. And just when I thought the day couldn't get any worse, it just did. If that was Davis' dad, then, well, I don't know. Why? It just doesn't- arg. Headache.

It was raining `mons outside, lightning flashing every few minutes and thunder making the ground rumble. I was running for what seemed hours until I noticed that I didn't have a clue to where I was. Tired, I slowed down to a walk and glanced at my surroundings.

I tried to look for anything familiar, but it was hopeless. The rain was completely distorting my vision and I was surprised that I hadn't already run into a light post or a building.

Right when I was about to give up and find an ally to sleep in, someone called out in the rain.

"Hey! Davis?" I turned to see this blurry yellow blob. "It that you Davis?"

I didn't answer. All I remember is getting all dizzy and then I fell into the yellow thing and blacked out.

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"Is he gonna be alright?" Yamato Ishida worriedly looked down at his younger brother who was lying on his couch, out cold.

"I really hope so." Sitting next to TK's sleeping body was Kari. There was a light of hope in her eyes (ST: Ha! A light of hope! Hee hee! () sorry…), but concern as well. "So, you said that he was just like this on your doorstep?"

Matt sighed, "Yea. There was a knock and when I opened the door, there he was. I brought him in and he began to wake up. First he started laughing, and then he was screaming. He was saying, saying …… things."

Kari looked up at Matt's confused face. "What kind of things?"

Matt stuttered, "I-I can't explain. It didn't make any sense. He was screaming for TK. And then Veemon. Then, when I tried to hold him still and calm him down, he started to cry out for Jun. He started crying, he-he whispered over and over…"

Kari, perplexed as well, urged, "What?"

Matt was near tears as he muttered, "He's gonna kill me. He's gonna kill me."

As Matt contained his sobs, Kari looked down at TK and brushed his hair out of his face, trying to hold the tears that were daring to come out of her own eyes. She quickly turned to Matt. "Are you sure? He was calling out to himself? And Veemon? And then Jun, Jun Motomiya? You're sure?" Matt nodded.

Kari thought for a moment and mumbled, "But it's so bizarre. It's almost like he wasn't, that he was…" She gasped as she realized something.

"Oh my god."

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~Dai~

My nightmare was over, I could feel the comfort of safety around me. But I was still worried that if I opened my eyes that my father would be there, waiting.

"Davis?"

I know that voice. I'd know that voice a mile away, anywhere. I tried to open my eyes. "Kari?" My voice was working, slowly. "Kari?"

Sure enough, when I got my eyelids to work, there she was. She looked sleep deprived and worried. Where was I?

"Davis, you okay?"

I tried to sit up and steadily replied, "Yea, I think so. Wh-where am I? Wh-" I touched my aching head and was suddenly flooded with memories of what happened the day before.

Shot, Stan, thongs, mall, hat, TK, me, not right.

"Oops."

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