Digimon Fan Fiction ❯ digital pain ❯ relization ( Chapter 1 )

me: Welcome. This fic is set in the future in where all of the digi-destined are teens. I've also added my own character, no like no read. Besides my characters, I don't own digi-mon,wish I did. And if I did, all the cute guys would be running around shirtless and chasing invisible tails. Word of caution, lemons, yaoi, extremely bad language, mention of rape, and lots and lots and lots of touching, enjoy. All flames will be used to burn random things. Ya and I'm using the English names in the story, much easier to spell.

Chapter one: Realization

"Davis, watch out!" Ken shouted as the ball hit Davis on the head. "Owwww." Davis groaned as he threw the ball back at T.k. "Pay attention Davis, you thick headed idiot." Karie stated, chiding her friend. "Be nice Karie." Yo-lee replied and Kodi laughed. "Davis is thick headed as ever." Ken stated, clasping Davis on his sholders,the brown haired teen growing tense under his touch and moving away. Ken sighed, Davis had been edgy to everyone's touches since Minzar,the dark trainer, had done something to him and no-one had been able to get the story of what had happened to him out,exept for Ken. Ken sighed when he remembered the night he had figured out what happened. That night was the night Ken had realized how he felt about Davis.

*flash back, a year ago*

"Hey Veemon,where's Davis?" Ken asked as he walked into his and Davis' dorm. "In his room, he locked the door.Wormmon thinks Davis is crying." Veemon replied and Ken sighed. "I'll go check on him." Ken replied, rubbing Wormmon's head as he went to Davis' door. "Davis, what's the matter?" Ken asked as he knocked on Davis' door after he had heard crying. "Go away!" Davis shouted and Ken growled. "You know very well I can pick this lock, so open up and talk to me." Ken shouted, beginning to get concerned for his best friend. "Leave me alone." Davis replied and Ken expertly picked the lock and opened the door to find Davis cowering in his bed,crying.Ken closed the door and went over to Davis. "What's the matter?" Ken asked, ruffling Davis' brown hair. Davis cringed away from him and cried, "Don't touch me!" Davis shouted and Ken laid next to him. Ken wrapped his arm around the sobbing Davis, bringing him close to him. "Shh,I'm here." Ken cooed as Davis continued to cry. "You gotta promise you won't tell anyone else, Ken." Davis finally stated, once he stopped crying. "I swear on my life that no one will hear a word out of me." Ken replied, still holding Davis close. "He hurt me." Davis muttered, cowering against Ken. "Shhh,who hurt you?" Ken asked, trying to comfort the crying ex-leader. "Mizar." Davis replied,begining to shake. "Shhh,what did he do to you?" Ken asked, holding the shaking teen close to him. "He, he..." Davis stuttered and Ken comforted him. "Shhh,tell me, please. You can trust me." Ken stated, muttering into Davis' ear. "He raped me." Davis admitted, cowering against Ken. "HE DID WHAT!?I WILL TEAR THAT DAMN MOTHER FUCKNG BASTARD LIMB FROM LIMB AND FEED HIS REMAINS TO THAT ABOMINATION HE CALLS A DIGIMON!" Ken shouted and Davis coward. "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to do that. It just pissed me off, I'm sorry." Ken cooed and Davis relaxed a bit. Then Davis started to cry again. "Shhh, I'm here, don't worry." Ken cooed and Davis continued to cry and mumble things. "Shhh,I'm here." Ken cooed and Davis soon cried himself to sleep. 'Damn it, I will tear Mizar to bits for what he did to my Davis.' Ken told himself and realized that he had called Davis his. 'Gods, I have feelings for him.' Ken told himself and shook his head, falling asleep.
*end flashback*

"Hey Ken, pay attention. Class is over, dumb ass." T.k. stated as the bell rang. Ken laughed and went into his and Davis' dorm, he had no classes for the rest of the day. To his surprise, Davis followed him. (Uh-oh, Davis is skipping, bad boy.) "Hey Ken, can I talk to you?" Davis blushingly asked as they got into the room and Ken nodded. "I wanna ask you something." Davis muttered, his face turning a deep crimson. "What?" Ken asked and Davis blushed a deeper shade of red. "How do you know if you love someone?" Davis asked, his face still deep red. Ken laughed and sat down on the couch. "Well, usually you stutter when you talk to them, you can't keep your eyes off of them, you can't stop thinking of them, you get butterflies in your stomach when you're around them, and finally you just want to be with them." Ken replied and Davis sat down beside him. "Thanks for telling me." Davis stated and Ken laughed. "No problem. But I have to ask, why did you ask?" Ken asked and Davis blushed a deeper shade of red.(wow, is that even possible?) "I think I'm in love." Davis stated and with that, he ran into his room,Veemon following at his heels. Ken shrugged and went into his room to study.

*a few days later*
"No...go away...leave me alone...don't touch me...someone help me please...Ken, save me..." Davis muttered, tossing in turning in his sleep. "Ahh-oh, Davis is having that nightmare again. I better get Ken." Veemon stated and left the room to go into Ken's. "KEN!" Veemon shouted into Ken's ear and Ken woke up. "What?" Ken asked, sitting up. "Davis is having a nightmare and he's crying out for you." Veemon stated and Ken let out a curse. Ken stood up and went into Davis' room. "Ken, save me...get him away...get him off of me..." Davis muttered in his sleep, tossing and turning. Ken cursed under his breath and got in the bed with Davis. "Shhh, it's just a dream. It'll be all right, I'm here." Ken cooed as he held Davis tight. Davis calmed down at Ken's touch and woke up. "Kkken?" he questionly asked and Ken laughed. "Ya." Ken replied and let Davis go and started to get up. "Kkken...ppleease dddon't lleave mme." Davis muttered and Ken got back next to him. Ken held Davis close again and Davis cuddled next to him. "It'll be all right. I'm here with you." Ken cooed and Davis muttered something under his breath. "What is it?" Ken asked and Davis blushed a bright red. "Ken, what if a guy likes another guy?" Davis asked, his checks still a bright red. "Usually it means they're good friends and that they trust each other allot." Ken replied, wondering at his former leader's line of questions. "But what if a guy likes the guy allot?" Davis asked as Ken wrapped his arm around Davis' waist. "What do you mean?" Ken questioned and Davis blushed deeper. "You know, like a guy would normally like a girl." Davis muttered and Ken laughed. "Then that means they are gay or bisexual. Why?" Ken replied and Davis blushed deeper.(Wow, how red can this guy get?) "I think I'm gay then." Davis replied back and Ken laughed. "Why do you say that? Is it just because of what Mizar did to you?" Ken asked and Davis turned a deeper red. No, it's not because of what that bastard did to me. I think I've always been gay. Even though everyone thinks Karie is the hottest girl ever, I never thought that. And I think I'm in love." Davis replied and Ken laughed. "With who?" Ken asked and Davis blushed again.(I think if he doesn't stop blushing, his face will permantly turn red.) "Someone you know." Davis replied and Ken laughed. "Is it T.k? Or maybe Kodi?" Ken questioned and Davis blushed a deep red. "No, neither one of them." Davis replied and Ken laughed. "Who is it them?" Ken asked and Davis managed a light laugh. "My turn to ask questions." Davis replied and Ken laughed. "All right, ask away." Ken replied back and Davis laughed. "Are you gay?" Davis asked and Ken laughed. "Why do you ask?" Ken questioned back and Davis blushed again. "I just wanna know." Davis replied and Ken laughed. "Yes, I'm gay. I like to shove my cock into a cute man's ass or have theirs up mine. And I also love to suck and lick and tease my lovers cock's and balls." Ken replied and Davis started laughing hard. "That was way too much information, Ken." Davis stated and Ken laughed. "You asked." Ken replied and Davis laughed. "And now I am seriously am regretting asking." Davis stated and Ken laughed. "Now, who do you love?" Ken asked and Davis blushed again. "You tell me first. I practically spill my guts to you and you've barley say a word." Davis growled and Ken laughed. "Someone you know." Ken replied and Davis laughed. "Is it T.k or Kodi? Or maybe Tai?" Davis asked and Ken laughed. "Even though I wouldn't mind bedding Tai's fine ass, I am not in love with him. As for Kodi, he's just not my type, plus he has the hugest crush on Yo-lee. And T.k and Karie are going out. So, who does that leave?" Ken replied and Davis laughed. "Matt?" Davis asked and Ken laughed. "No, he's a hottie, but him and Sorra are engaged, remember." Ken replied and Davis began to ponder on who that left. "Izzy, Joe?" Davis asked, running out of choices. "Eww and ewwer, plus those two are currently fighting over Mimi." Ken replied and Davis laughed. "Takuya, Takato, Henry, J.t, Koji, or Tommy?" Davis asked and Ken laughed. "Takato is ugly as hell, plus him and Jerry are dating. Takuya is not my type and plus he and Koji are together. Henry is defiantly not my type and he is crushing over Rika. And Tommy is seriously too childish and he's dating Suzie." Ken replied and Davis pondered at who that left. "I give, that's all the guys I know." Davis groaned and Ken laughed. "Forgot one." Ken muttered into Davis' ear and Davis sighed questionly. "Silly boy, don't you know yourself?" Ken asked and Davis nodded. 'Wait, know myself? Gods, it's me! He loves me!' Davis realized and his eyes went wide. "Me?" Davis asked, his voice cracking with uncertainty. "Shesh, Karie wasn't lying when she said you were dull. Yes, I'm in love with you. I've know that since that night Mizar hurt you. I thought of you as mine." Ken replied and Davis blushed. "Now, tell me who you love." Ken added and Davis blushed. "Someone you know." Davis replied and Ken laughed. "Is it Kodi, T.k, Tai, Matt, Izzy, Joe, Takuya, Takato, Henry, J.t, Koji or Tommy?" Ken asked and Davis laughed. "None of the above." Davis replied and Ken laughed. "Iaiari!" Ken cursed and Davis laughed as he snuggled into Ken. "What does that mean?" Davis asked and Ken laughed. "Fucking shit." Ken replied and Davis laughed. "Why do you say that?" Davis asked and Ken laughed. "You love me and I like to curse. Will you be my boyfriend? I swear I will never hurt you like Mizar did." Ken pleaded and Davis sighed. "Can I think about it?" Davis asked and Ken laughed. "Sure, take all the time you want. Now, go to sleep." Ken commanded and Davis soon fell asleep. Ken laughed and soon followed his former leader into a deep slumber.

me: There, I finished it. If I spelt something wrong, please correct me. Otherwise, bye.