Digimon Fan Fiction ❯ dreaming of love ❯ 1 cup of light, a teaspoon of hope, and a sprinkle of courage ( Chapter 2 )

Dreaming of Love

By chara

Takari and Taito hints. I'm still not sure of what relationship I'll do. Review! My first fic, pls be kind… O well…

Disclaimer- If I owned Digimon, I would have seen the uncut version. (I'll see it soon though O'.'O)

CHAPTER TWO- 1 CUP OF LIGHT, 1 TEASPOON OF HOPE, AND A SPRINKLE OF COURAGE

I hurry to Hikari's place as fast as I can. I want to see Biyomon, and I don't want Yamato to realize that I'm gone.

Before I enter the Yagami house, I hesitate. `What if Yamato comes looking for me? What if he really is worrying?' I think `What are you talking about? Why would he care about you? He has Amira to keep him busy; he probably doesn't even remember you.'

I press the doorbell, and it's Taichi that answers it.

"Hello? Oh, hey Sora! So… what's been up lately?" he says, with a big sweat drop coming down his head. There's something odd about his tone of voice…

"Uh… Taichi, is there something that you're hiding? Should I come another time?"

"Oh, no that's not it! Uh…"

"Then can I come in? I need to talk to Hikari." I ask suspiciously. I think I know what's going on.

"Well… ok, but at your own risk. Don't say I didn't warn you, I tried."

Finally entering the Yagami house, I see what's wrong. Sigh. I was right.

"Been answering more then five homework questions, I see." I say, and it's me who sweatdrops this time.

"Huh? Who's there? Is what Sora?" says a muffled voice from under the covers.

"Um… yeah, but were using protection, you don't have to worry." replies Hikari to my former question.

"Ummmm… Hikari, could we PLEASE get them out of here?!" snapped an impatient Takeru.

"Why don't you wait with Taichi in the living room, well be ready… soon."

I gladly leave to room, and sit down on one of the couches.

"Ow, hey! There's some one under here! Go sit on Tai's couch!"

Looking down, I find Gatomon and Patamon.

"Oh, gomen!!! I'm sorry; I wasn't watching where I was sitting."

Moving closer to Taichi, I realize that he's blushing slightly.

"Hey, Sora, do you wanna watch anything?" Taichi says, holding the TV remote.

"No, its ok. So, Taichi, what have you been doing this summer?"

"Well, mostly it's just been playing soccer with Daisuke and Ken… I haven't been doing much else. So what about you, Sora? How's Yamato?"

I shift uneasily, closer to the edge. Surprisingly, Taichi remains quiet, and doesn't pursue the question. Sighing, he makes another comment instead.

"Look, I don't know what's been going on between you and Yamato; I can't get an answer from either of you. He's my best friend, and you've always been there for me, Sora. Where a team, remember? Yamato just mutters that it's his entire fault, and you just sit here mutely, talking about the weather and asking things you already know. I'll always be here for you too, Sora. You're not alone."

Before I can answer to that, Hikari and Takeru walk into the room.

"Wow, that was fast!" says Taichi with another sweat drop.

"So Sora, you wanted to see Biyomon, ne?" says Hikari, ignoring her brother's comment.

"Yup. I hope she's not lonely." I answer.

"Don't worry, Agumon's with Biyomon and Gabumon right now."

"Oh."

Takeru sighed. "Sora, there's some things that me and Hikari need to talk to you about later, k? We have some things to discuss."

Thinking that they need some help with their relationship of some kind, I proceed.

"Hey, Gatomon, are you coming?" says Hikari, breaking the silence.

"Of course." said the white cat.

"Me too." said the pig with bat ears.

"Onii-chan, why don't you stay behind incase mom and dad come home?"

"Oh, sure, whatever." says Taichi, as he flipped through the channels on the TV. "Have fun, you guys."

"Digiport, open!" said Takeru, pointing his D-3 at the computer.

In a whirl of color and data, Hikari, Takeru, Patamon, Gatomon, and I were all transported to the Digital world.

"BIYOMON!" I yell.

"Huh? Sora? Is that really you?" says Biyomon in surprise.

"Yup! Of course it's me, who were you expecting, you silly bird."

"Well, I was expecting Hikari again."

"Hey, Biyomon, have you seen Gabumon or Agumon?" says Gatomon, looking around.

"Oh, they're out getting food, and they won't be back for half an hour."

"Patamon, why don't you and Gatomon go looking for them? Hikari and I would like to talk to Sora alone for a while," says Takeru.

"Should I go too, Sora?" asks Biyomon.

"I don't know what Takeru and Hikari want to ask me, but I'm sure they'll tell you stay. I'm so glad to see you, Biyomon, I missed you so much."

"Me too, Sora. Hey, where's Yamato?"

"Uh…he's… not coming, Biyomon…" I shift uneasily.

"Sora, me and Hikari have been wondering about that. What's wrong with my brother?"

~*~

*ding-dong*

`Huh? Why are Mom and Dad home so early?' thought Taichi.

*ding-dong*

"Coming!"

Taichi opened the door.

"Yamato! What are you doing here?!"

"Taichi… I really need to talk to you…" Yamato's voice is barely a whisper, and he smells a bit of alcohol.

"Yamato, what's wrong? You're drunk! Is there something going on between you and Sora? You've both been acting so weird lately." Says Taichi, helping Yamato and himself to the couch. Yamato seems on the verge of tears…

"Taichi! I've don't so many horrible things to her! I've screwed this up so bad! It's all my fault! I shouldn't have…have-"

"Yamato, why don't you explain everything from the beginning?" says Taichi, doing his best to calm his friend down. Yamato rest his head on Taichi's shoulder, and beings to talk.

"You know how we met Amira, right? We were just shopping, and then one day we just banged into her and her mom, and the next thing I know, we ended up living together."

"But that's ok, you're still with Sora, right?!" came Taichi's voice.

"Taichi, don't you see? I- I'm not with Sora anymore! I don't deserve her! Taichi, I- I slept with Amira! I don't even sleep in the same bed with Sora anymore! Don't you see what I've done?! I don't deserve anything! I'm just a stupid jerk! I took advantage of two women! I don't even deserve to look at her! She deserves so much better!"

Taichi sat up straight, shocked. Then he looked at Yamato, and smiled.

"Don't worry, Yamato. No matter what happens, no matter what you do, I'll always be by your side. It's ok." Taichi gave Yamato a warm smile.

"Bu- but I-" sputtered Yamato, shocked at his friend's reassurance.

"Yamato, daijoubu."

"But I don't deser-"

"Yamato, shut up, would ya?" and they fell asleep, in each other's arms.

~*~

Meanwhile… in a land of digital monsters…

"There's nothing to talk about." I say, but they know that I'm about to crack.

I cry, hugging Biyomon close.

"Sora, Yamato is your boyfriend, if you have any problems, you should talk to him about it." Hikari's voice is gentler now.

"Yamato isn't my boyfriend anymore. He's with Amira. How could he? After all we've been through! I loved him! And after all this time, he was just using me! Using my feelings! I really cared about him. I wanted to be with him forever! And he still choose that bitch over me!" I say, sobbing unstoppably. "I loved him! And I- I thought he loved me t--"

"WHAT!? Yamato is with her?" yells Takeru.

I nod, still crying.

"But it can't be that bad, can it? I'm sure that you can talk it over with her." says a would-be-calm Hikari.

"They slept together! He doesn't even talk to me anymore! He ignores me! H- he doesn't love me! He never did!"

"Sora-san, I'm sure that's not true. I'm sure that he cares about you very much." Says Takeru, but the uncertainty in his voice is obvious.

Biyomon looks at me with a look of confidence in her eyes.

"Sora, it's all going to be alright. It'll all be ok."

"I hope so, Biyomon."

~*~

*ring-ring*

*ring-ring*

"Mmmm… huh? Hey, Taichi, wake up, the phones ringing." says Yamato, waking up at the noise.

"Huh? Wha? Oh! I'll get it." mumbles Taichi, still half-asleep. "Hello? Yagami residence."

"…" came from the other end of the receiver.

"Oh, yeah, he's here. Hang on. Here Yamato, its Amira." says Taichi in a funny voice.

Yamato slid closer, taking to phone. . Taichi got up from the couch, and went into the dinning room, not wanting to over hear anything.

However, less than a minute later, Yamato was back. He looked more shaken then ever. His eyes seemed out of focus now, and he was so pale he looked almost dead.

"What's wrong?" spoke Taichi in an uncertain voice.

Yamato's eyes went wide at the question, but did not blink.

Taichi's voice shook even more this time. "Yamato?"

Yamato's voice was hoarse. "Amira… she's pregnant."

Argh! I really shouldn't listen to the Harry Potter tapes and write fics at the same time. Next chapter… Dreaming of Friendship. This ficcy sucks so much… i guess I need to practice writing more often, scince this is my first time. maybe I shouldn't finish it… still… *sigh* give me ideas, and tell me what relationship u want. Flamers welcome. Actually, this fic was based on a nightmare I had two years ago, but I had to change it so that Sora was the main character, and I kinda screwed it up XP.