Digimon Fan Fiction ❯ Fidelity ❯ Screaming Infidelities ( Chapter 1 )

[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]

Author's note: So my cousin got me obsessed with this show in a matter of hours. She put the movie for me and I was hooked. After her telling me about all these fan fictions I decided to write one of my own. Now this my first real fic so yeah...go easy on me.

Disclaimer: I own nothing. I'm a broke sixteen year old girl. Do not sue.


Chapter 1


By - Tangy


~Sora~


It was there again. Yet another tabloid being surfaced about my husband and best friend. Utter bull. Or so, I desperately hoped. Well it is the tabloids after all. I was walking down the block just minding my own damn business when I stopped at the local newsstand to the picture of my best friend Mimi and my husband Yamato looking deeply into each others eyes.

This is getting so old. You think people would get tired of hearing all this.
I just kept on walking. No point continuing the abuse. Rumors started about five months ago, shortly after Matt started working on same drama fest that Mimi starred in. They were both lovers in the movie, which as such I really don’t mind.

At first I must say it did strike me as odd when both my husband and best friend were sharing romantic scenes together, especially because he’s a rock star not an actor. But I understood why he had to do it.

It was after all, mega publicity for the band, and publicity was always needed.

I was okay that my best friend, since junior high, was sharing deep passion kisses with my husband. And at first I was even okay with all the tabloids being about how Matt was cheating on me with Mimi, knowing all too well it was fake.

But there’s only so much abuse a girl can handle.
Day in and day out I saw a new picture of them. He gave her the same look he gave me. In every single picture!

I kept on telling myself that he wouldn’t cheat on me. I kept on reassuring myself on how much he loves me, and how we’ve been dating since we were fifteen.

I cried many nights.

My friends would tell me I’m crazy, that Matt would never do that to me. I just laughed at there faces. Please he is a rock star! Many times Tai would have to shake me down, yelling at me while I wept, reminding me how much Matt loved me and that only a complete idiot would dare cheat on me. I just continued crying. It did me no good. That’s when my possessive side took over. When before I used to call once a day, now I’d call three times a day. I screamed at him every time I saw a tabloid. I called his friends in Hollywood, trying to make sure he was kept on his toes. I wanted to be with him every waking minute.

I guess I got to Matt’s boiling point because after two weeks of my stalker attitude he went off on me. He told me how much of a pest I was being and how he needed his space. I cried saying that he had enough space, we were oceans apart and hung up the phone.
Broken hearted, helpless and alone I ran out of my house. I honestly didn’t know where I was going , I just ran. I followed where my legs took me. It was an hour and a half of running when my legs stopped.

I looked up noticing the long black gates and high tech security system. I was at Tai’s house.

I pressed the white button that allowed me to speak to security. I stated my name and they quickly let me in, knowing who I was.

Tai came out quickly to greet me. He didn’t even ask why I’d come to him in the middle of the night. All he did was hug me. While giving me a warm hug he stopped and stood inches away from my face. I felt my cheeks instantly go red.

He just narrowed his eyes at me and asked me if I’ve been crying. I looked away, hoping my blush would disappear. He took my chin, this time making me stare at him. I softly admitted I had been, explaining him the reason why.

He now did the third unexpected thing that night and held me. He hugged me tightly running he’s finger through my hair. I was in shock, in utter and complete shock. It took me a few seconds for my brain to register what was happening. And when I did, I started crying. But I wasn’t crying over Matt, I knew that. I was crying because the first time in three months, I felt completely loved.

I stayed in his house that night, sleeping in the guest room. Matt called me a day later to ask for forgiveness. I gave it to him. I mean what’s the point of fighting with him.
After that, I didn’t look at Tai the same, I couldn’t. Tai is my best guy friend. It’s funny. Everyone tells me that people from the opposite sex can’t be friends for long due to the fact that at one point or another they’ll think about each other in a sexual way.

To those people, it’s utterly true, but my situation is a bit different than the rest. Taichi and I have been friends for as long as I can remember, and growing up I had the biggest crush on him.

It wasn’t until I was fourteen going on fifteen when I finally got fed up waiting for him and decided I should give up. When I was fifteen he finally decided to come my way right after Matt’s concert. I still remember how my heart did its flip flop motion at that moment, I was so happy. I could have said yes, maybe I should have but right and there I wanted to make him suffer. I wanted him to feel like I did for all those years.

I told him I was trying to keep myself available, because I wanted to date his best friend.
Wow that must have kicked him were it hurts. I had baked Matt cookies to give him luck but made it seem as if was a way to reassure him that I was going to go on a date with him. I acted all innocent, asking if he was mad. He assured me he wasn’t. Then I told him, I’d make him cookies too.

The problem was that I never really liked Matt and was extremely nervous asking someone out for the first time, even if I really didn’t like him.

I was going to turn back, but that’s when Tai did something really unanticipated and pushed me into his dressing room to ask him out.

Matt gladly accepted my date proposal. But fate wasn’t on my side that day because while on the date I realized how great of a guy Matt was, not only friend great but really really great.

After that date we had three other and I fell in love. We continued dating over the years and at twenty we had a small wedding. I was happy and well but all through that I always had a missing feeling.

I never really knew what it was until Taichi and I spent our first night together. I don’t know how it happened, it just did. We had been friends since we were children, I never knew sex would come into the subject. Maybe it was loneness? But can I really blame Matt for this?! I don’t think it would be fair.

Mostly because I’ve had these sick fantasies about this since I was thirteen bloody years old! To be honest I knew it was bound to happen eventually. Having Tai’s long fingers caressing at my stomach, slowly making their way downwards.

It’s him. The only man in the world that makes me feel so wanted and loved. It’s the feel of his hands, the way he moves them, making me feel like I’m the only women in the world. It’s the way his intense chocolate brown eyes stare into mine, making my body melt slowly in his gaze. But mostly it’s his lips. His wonderful gift from Kami. The ones that make my body ach and shiver from excitement just thinking about it. I love him.
And now I’m a twenty-four-year-old women, that just got out of work and is headed to her house. I took a small bubble bath, trying to relax my body, but my body had a mind of it’s own and wasn’t content with simply relaxation.

It wanted Tai.

Getting out of the shower I called Tai asking if I could come over. He gladly said yes, and I got ready to visit my lover. I wore my red T-shirt and a white and pink skirt, a little girly but I know he likes it when I show at least a little of my girly side.
I’m the scum of the earth, I thought as I left my house to go “visit” my husband’s and mine best friend. The drive there was endless, making me want he’s touch more and more. Driving up his quarters, I quickly parked my BMW and literally ran to the front door.

I didn’t even let him greet me before I pounced on him giving him a deep kiss.
He picked me up, putting my legs on his waist and begins to move us upstairs to his bedroom, never once taking his lips off mine. Kami I need him.

When we finally got to his bedroom, he switched from kissing my mouth to slowly sucking on the skin of my neck. I softly moaned, turning into jello in his grasp. Enjoying the sound which escaped my mouth he continued to suck on the tender skin.

I simply enjoyed as I played with his brown locks. After what seemed like hours of kissing, he slowly plopped me on his bed and stripped me of my shirt. I kicked my strappy sandals off and helped him undress by taking off his pajama top, leaving him only with his boxers.

My hands directly go to his chest, feeling how toned it is. Nobody would have guessed it but Tai has the body of a super model. Soccer does wonders. He smiled as I ran my fingers all over his chest and abs, kisses me and pushed my upper body to the bed. He begins to play with the ruffles of my skirt, his hands making it’s way to my inner thigh.
“Tai” I mewled weakly, making him aware of my obvious excitement.

He just smiled wickedly, showing me he was going to make me suffer with anticipation. Painfully slow he moved upwards, giving each piece of naked flesh butterflies kisses.
When he finally got to my face, he simply looked deeply into my eyes. For a moment or two that’s all he did, just kept that intense gaze at me but as soon as I licked my lips he caught my tongue and we began to kiss once more.

He makes me feel so loved.

“I love you Sora Ishida.”

“I love you too Tai Kamiya.”


~*~


One of the best things about the sexual relationship I have with Tai is how long he makes everything last. We spend hours at it, leaving us both breathless, tried, and completely satisfied from our previous engagement. The afterglow that we both share is the greatest though. We lay together, his arms wrapped around my body tightly, leaving me feel safe, protected and loved.

He always does this after we make love. Partially because he probably knows how it makes me and partly because it makes him forget the great treason he was making to his best friend.

Most people don’t get how holding each other in the dark, not saying a single word makes us forget, but it does.

There’s not a sure way of explaining it but laying there, being held so tightly by one another makes both of us think of us and only us. We forget about all the skeletons we have in the closet and focus on ourselves.

It’s been nearly two months of doing this and although it should have ended with the first night it didn’t. Now our bodies have gotten accustomed to each other, and crave for it daily. I was suppose to end it all yesterday night. I though about it long and hard and I wanted to end it. It wasn’t fair to Matt, and although it would kill both Taichi and I, I wanted to end the relationship with Tai.

When I told him over the phone he sounded so down, but as always tried to keep a happy mask on. I was determined, but fate once again decided to mess with me.

All day I was craving for Tai’s touch, but I just pushed it away. I went to the bathroom nearly five times today to splash cold water in my face. It didn’t work. I even stayed at work a little later to try and assure myself I won’t call Tai as an act of desperation.
I left work at nine. I decide to walk, my house is four blocks away and the streets of Japan are always so crowed with cars at that time. While passing the corner I saw in local newsstand Japan’s most well read magazine ‘Celebrity Eye Candy.’ On the cover of the magazine there was a picture of my husband Matt and my best friend Mimi with the same look on his face.

Mimi smiled happily as she gingerly put her hand on Matt’s shoulder. That was the last straw. If Matt can screw around with my best friend then why should I care if I’m screwing around with his?

Now I know what you’re thinking, I only slept with Tai because I’m mad at Matt and honestly it’s not true. I’m not that kind of person. I made love with Tai because I loved and needed him.

Even if I would have stopped yesterday, I would always want him back. No other person in this world makes me feel the way he does, not even Matt. To tell you the true, Matt and I didn't have as much sex in our relationship as most people think we did.

The only time I could even think we had more than eight times a week was when we were finally married. I wanted to say celibate until marriage so anything before that was a no-go. And counting that we only had so much sex because it was extremely fun, new and the plain fact that he was very good at it despite his inexperience, he always did manage to leave a less than subtle vibe that he was up and ready to go at any time. That and the inevitable fact that I was married to one of the attractive men around here, if not the whole world. Or something along those lines. It could never really remember the quotes from those fashion magazines.

But, despite it all, my body never yearned for Matt’s touch the way it does for Tai‘s. We rarely ever made love, we had intercourse. It’s as plain and simple as that.

Of course I did very much enjoy me and Matt's nights tossing around the old hay stack, I just don't get the same affection when I'm sleeping with Taichi. With Matt I would get one-hundred percent but with Taichi I get one-hundred and thirty, if not forty percent.
With Matt, as the time progressed, our flame began to fade. The kisses became dull and unmoving, his touch no longer had any affect on me, and we stopped making love. The sex became more routine than anything else, and that was just the problem.

It was sex. Nothing but sex. No passion, no quivering, no heat. Just two bodies slamming against each other until we both got tired and decided to call it a night. Then why do I get so mad when I think Matt and Mimi are together, you may ask?! Because I’m still his wife that’s why! I’m human and I am not immune to human emotions like jealousy. I still love Matt, I just don’t love him that way anymore.

And I’m not planning on leaving Tai behind and pretend this never happened. I love him deeply and want to spend the rest of my life with him. But before I can do that I have to tell Matt.

I tried to move a little from underneath Tai’s body but I was finding it very difficult, so I had to do what any person in my situation does. Wake my lover’s ass up!

“Tai.”

“Mmm, what is it Sora?” Tai mumbled hoarsely.

“I need to talk to you.”

“Why?” He groaned, obviously not wanting to move from our comfy position.

“It’s about Matt.” He shot both eyes open and got off from me. Sitting Indian style, he smiled, showing me he had my full attention.

“I was hoping we could tell Matt about us and then afterwards start a relationship of our own.” Tai looked at me wide eye.

“You’re not kidding me, are you?” He asked not believing what I just said.
“No, I’m not kidding…” I reassured “…I really want to be with you. He‘ll be coming home in two weeks.” He smiled brightly at me in that moment, moving closer to kiss me. I smiled back, accepting his tender kiss. It lasted a few seconds and when we were going for another one, I noticed the sun coming up from the now pink sky. I stopped midsection and automatically looked at my watch.

“Oh no, it’s seven already! I need to go.” I was getting up when Tai grabbed my shoulder and plopped me back down to the bed.

“Where?”

“To my house of course! I need to go home and change for work. Not to mention take a shower.”

“Uggh,” He answered annoyed. “Can’t you just take a shower here and wear the same clothes you were wearing yesterday?”

“No you dummy. Those clothes are not work clothes, they're more like park clothes. I need to wear a suit or something. I do make a living selling the clothes I wear, you know. If I wear that to work, the tabloids will have a field day!” Tai rolled his eyes at my last comment, crossing his arms.

“Well sorry Queeny. I didn’t know how much of a idol you were! Where’s the old Sora I knew that didn’t care what shirt she wore as long as it was clean? Kami, you’re just as bad as Mimi. This is what I get for wanting to be with you some more.”

I winced when he finished. So much for him liking my girly side. But, I felt bad for yelling at him, when all he wanted is to be with me.

“Tai…” I said halfheartedly. “I do want to be with you, but I’m a grown women now and I need to work. Honestly I don’t care what I wear but in the career I'm in I have to. I make money this way. And I am so not like Mimi!”

“Then why the hell did you choose this career? I mean you're a much better tennis player than you are a designer. Seriously I've seen some of you're work” He mocked, putting on a sorry expression. “I have no idea how you become famous.”

That last comment earned him three large bumps on hiss head.

"Oww!" The exclamation echo through the mansion as he held his minor injuries. “I was just kidding!” Staring at him, I smiled meekly. “I didn't go professional because I hurt one of my tendons while playing a match. You know that. Money was short at the time and I needed a job. Mimi was a model at that time and got me that paid internship at the designer’s cooperation she was the spoke's girl for. I started drawing sketches, people liked it and in time it just grew. Apparently I brought back Tomboy Chic.”

“Oh, I'm sorry to bring back bad memories Sora.”

“No it's okay Tai…” I said trying to take the sadness away from my face. “I'm pretty happy as a designer. I like it a lot.”

Tai smiled at me as we kissed. I got up and Tai slapped my butt on my way to the bathroom. I quickly put my clothes on, said bye to my lover, and got into my car. Driving, my cell phone went off. It was my husband.

“Oh hi baby, how’s it going.” I asked fidgeting with the steering wheel.

“Great, what are you doing?”

“Oh driving to work…” I lied. “…You?”

“Oh I'm getting ready to take Mimi out to dinner.”

My foot hit the break. I might have caused a small accident but I didn't care.

“WHAT!!”

“Chill Sora. I'm just going to take her out to a pre-birthday dinner. Since I'm Mimi's only real friend in this country, it's just going to be her and me.” Matt tried to explain.

“Sounds like a date to me.” I said, venom dripping from the sentence.

“Don’t worry Sora it's no big deal. We're just friends.” I rolled my eyes. Whatever it really wasn't that big of a deal.

“Okay Matt have fun with Mimi tonight. And no I don’t mean it the way it came out.” I could hear Matt laughing over the other end of the line.

“Damn. Oh well, I guess there's always next time.” I bit my tongue, trying to keep myself from saying anything I might regret in the future.

“Okay, bye Matt.” I didn’t let Matt finish before I hung up the phone.

“This is just peachy.”

A/N: Nine pages. Done, wow and that just took...six hours. How time flies. Please review. I'm hoping for at least 8 review before I post my next chapter. If you do then I promise to have the next chapter in about a week or so, make chapter two a little more than twenty pages, along with an animated picture for this chapter! So Please review!