Digimon Fan Fiction ❯ From Heaven To Hell ❯ A Ripped Heart ( Chapter 2 )

Disclaimer: What do I own? Hum...all the caracters you don't know (which, aren't many) and the plot. The rest, you ask? The rest doens't belong to me.

Lisa: *waves her hands* Hello everyone! I just wanted to thank to...

Matt: What the hell are you doing?!

Lisa: *looks confused* What are you talking about, Ishida?

Matt: *crosses his arms* Like you don't know. What's your idea, of making Jun pregnant?

Lisa: *rolles her eyes* You didn't came here, only to ask that, did you?

Matt: Yes, I did.

Lisa: Than you can go back to wharever you came, because I'm not going to give you an answer.

Matt: *taps his foot on the ground* Yes you will.

Lisa: *shakes her head* No, I won't. If you want to know more about Jun's pregnancy, read this chapter.

Matt: I will.

Lisa: Good. Now, go away.

Matt: Hmph. *walks out of the room*

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Chapter 2: A Ripped Heart

"So Sora, how's everything going between you and Matt?" Yolei asked, while looking at one of the drawing the auburn haired girl had made that afternoon

"Fine, why?" the older woman asked, looking up from the drawing she was doing

"Well, normally you draw according with your mood and, by the black and dark blue you used for this dress, I believe I'm right when I say something's wrong." Yolei replied

Sora shook her head:

"Everything's fine." she said "By the way, have you seen Aoshi?"

"Oh yeah, he looks so much like Tai." Yolei replied, smilling "But don't change the subject."

Sora made a guilty smile:

"Nothing's wrong."

"Right, and I'm married with Davis." Yolei said, sitting in front of her friend "C'mon Sora, tell me what's happening."

Sora looked down: she trusted Yolei with all her heart but what if, in the end, all her doubts were foolish and stupid? Could she really say to Yolei she believed her marriage with Yamato was ending?

"I'm scared..." she whispered

"Scared?" Yolei repeated, raising her eyebrow "Of what?"

"I'm scared Matt doesn't love me, anymore."

"Sora, what the hell are you talking about?" Yolei asked, confused "Matt loves you, with all his heart. You know it."

"But...with everything that's happening, I feel like I'm losing him." Sora said, looking at her friend "You didn't saw the look in Matt's face, when he looked to Aoshi...you didn't saw the way he talked, before we get married, about having children...you can't see the look in his face, everytime we talk about the possibility of not having a child..."

"Wait." Yolei interrupted, raising her hand "Why are you saying that?"

Sora took a deep breath and looked at the draw she had been doing: it was a black kimono, with a huge red rose on the skirt; simple yet beautiful.

"I don't know the reason but, we aren't able to have children."

Yolei blinked:

"Have you seen a doctor?" she asked and Sora shook her head:

"No, I'm scared of what he can say."

"Sora, you know some women take more time to get pregnant than others right?" Sora nodded "Then maybe that's the problem."

"But, what if is something serious?" the 25 years old woman asked

"Stop using 'if'." Yolei started "Sora, Matt will love you forever, even if you aren't able to have children. I know that, you know that, hell, even Davis knows that... So stop drown yourself in doubts."

Sora looked at her friend for a second, before smiling:

"You're right." she said and Yolei smiled:

"Of course I am." she replied

"I know that Matt will love me, not matter what; he said it himself."

"That's the spirit." Yolei said, getting up "Now, lets go back to work, because I have to go home soon."

"Oh, want to say 'welcome home' to Ken, huh?" Sora asked and Yolei blushed:

"Don't start..." she muttered and Sora laughed.

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"What did you say?" TK asked, raising his eyebrow "I'm sorry, but I think you said Jun's pregnant?"

Matt sighed saddly:

"That's what I said." he replied

Matt had called his brother, after a good hour trying to digest what he had been told earlier. But now, that he was finally saying the words, he couldn't help but feel it was a lot harder than he thought:

"But, how?" TK asked, confused and Matt looked at him:

"Two months ago." he started "I was waiting for some people from NASA, to talk about my next trip to space, but they called saying they couldn't go. Well, since I was in a restaurant, I decided to eat. Right after I ordered, Jun appeared and we started talking. She didn't seemed like the crazy fan she was, and I thought she could be a good company." Matt stopped and took a deep breath "We drank to much and...I can't remember what happened next. I can only remember awaking here, on the couch."

"On the couch?" TK repeated, raising his eyebrow again "What about Jun?"

"She told me she remembers about awaking up in a bed, next to me. I think we had sex, but I can't remember."

"What the hell made you do that?" TK asked, angry "What about Sora? Does she know about this?"

"No." Matt answered, quickly "She can't know."

"Well, excuse me if I think this is something that can't be keep as secret." TK said, sarcastically "Sora is going to find out, sooner or later."

"I want to be sure..." Matt started "I want to be sure Jun's pregnant and that the baby is mine."

"You're only going to know that, after the baby is born. How do you think you're going to keep this, without telling Sora? That's impossible Matt, and you know it."

"She won't find out, if no one tells her." Matt said "Please TK, don't tell her anything. First I want to be sure, and only then I'll tell her."

TK looked at his brother silent, before taking a deep breath:

"This is crazy." he whispered, running a hand through his hair "What you're asking me is...I don't know...impossible. What if Jun tells Sora?"

"She won't." Matt said

"How can you be so sure?" TK asked "This is Jun Motomiya we're talking about; we can never be too sure about what she can do or not."

"Please TK..." Matt started, desesperated "Don't say anything."

"Ok." TK said, after a few seconds "But, what if the kid is really yours? What will you do?"

"I don't know." Matt said, sincerely "I really don't know."

"Are you thinking about divorce?" TK asked and Matt looked at him, before looking at his knees:

"When our parents divorced, I made a promise to myself: I would never divorce. No one better than we knows how painfull a separation can be and I promised that I would never divorce. Never."

"But this is different." TK started "It has a child in the middle."

Matt closed his eyes:

"That's the most difficult part." he muttered

"Are you sure that's the difficult part?" TK asked and Matt looked at him "Or, the difficult part is going to be when you'll have to tell Sora the truth?"

"That won't be the difficult part." Matt started and TK raised his eyebrow:

"Oh?"

"No, that would be the part when my heart will be ripped."

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"Matt, I'm home!" Sora exclaimed "Where are you?"

"In the kitchen!" Matt's voice replied and Sora smiled:

"I knew something was in the air." she whispered, while walking towards the kitchen. When she entered, Sora wided her smile when she saw the love of her life, cooking "Hey." she said, kissing him on the cheek

"Hey, how was your day?" Matt asked

Sora shruged:

"I made some drawings and Yolei appeared there to help." she replied "What are you doing?"

"Chicken." Matt replied, without looking at her

"Hmm, sounds great." Sora replied "By the way, what did Jun wanted?" suddenly the frying-pan Matt was holding felt on the ground, scaring both Sora and Matt, who screamed in pain when the hot object felt right on his foot "Are you ok?" asked the auburn haired girl and Matt nodded:

"Yeah." he said "But I need to sit." with Sora's help, Matt sat on a chair

"Let me give a look." Sora said, taking Matt's sock and looking at his foot "Hmm, better put some ice."

While Sora walked towards the fridge, Matt couldn't help but look at her back: how could he say to her that, maybe, he was going to be a father and that the Jun was the mother? Worse, how could he even say that, maybe, they would have to divorce? He loved her so much, more than he could put in words but, what if they had to? How would she take everything? 'Do you really want an answer to that?' asked a voice in his mind and Matt shook his head mentally:

"Thanks." he said, when Sora handed him some ice

"Now, clean this mess up." Sora said, after giving a quick peck on Matt's lips

"I can do that, later." the blond haired boy said, but Sora shook her head:

"No, you stay there. I'll clean this in a second, and then I'll cook."

"Ok." Matt replied

"But, what did Jun wanted?" Sora asked, as she picked up a broom

"Oh...er...nothing much. Just asked me about the next travels to space."

"Why did she wanted to know?" Sora asked, picking-up the frying-pan

"Hum...well, you know she's a jornalist, right? Maybe she wants to do a report, or something."

"Yeah, your right." Sora said and Matt smiled:

"Of course I'm right." he said "I'm Yamato Ishida, after all."

Sora looked at him, with an eyebrow raised:

"You're right about that." she said "There's no one more blond, than you."

"Hey!" Matt exclaimed and Sora giggled:

"You're so cute, when you're angry." she said, kissing him softly on the lips

"Oh really?" Matt asked, and Sora nodded "Let me show you what's cute." without a single warning, Matt kissed her full on the lips. He loved her kisses, he loved all about her. However, his heart couldn't stop aching everytime his lips met Sora's, mostly because he knew that he could be giving hopes to something, that could come to an end.

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"Matt, I really have to go!" Sora exclaimed, giggling

"Oh c'mon, you're the owner of the shop, you can be late!" Matt exclaimed, putting his arms around his wife's waist

"No, I can't!" Sora exclaimed "People need me there, Matt."

"No." Matt replied, smiling "You're going to stay here."

Suddenly Sora turned to him, with a serious face and Matt's smiles dropped:

"Yamato Ishida, let go of me in this instant."

'Oh oh, she said my full name. That's not good.'

"Sorry." Matt muttered, taking his arms of her waist but it's then that Sora started laughing:

"Oh Matt..." she said, between laughs and the blond haired boy gave her a confuse look:

"What?" he asked and Sora looked at him, still laughing

"You can't be thinking I'm mad at you." she said

"What if I am?" Matt asked and Sora stopped laughing

"Then, you're really blond." she said, before kissing him

"I'm not going to reply that." Matt said and Sora smiled:

"Good." she said "Because now I really don't have the strength to get out of here."

"What about your shop?" Matt asked, as Sora sat over his stomach

"I'm the owner, I can be late." she replied, before kissing him on the lips

"I'm think I'm turning to be a bad influence on you." Matt replied

"You have always been a bad influence on me." Sora replied

"Oh really?" Matt asked and Sora nodded "Then, what will you say about this?" grabbing her waist, Matt inverted their position

"Oh, what are you trying to do, Mr Ishida?" Sora asked, touching his nose with her finger

Matt smiled:

"Trying to show my love." he replied, before kissing her softly

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A soft knock snapped Matt from his thoughts and he looked around: he was in the living-room, with a picture-album on his legs. Looking at it, Matt saw a picture of his wedding day, next to a picture of Matt and Sora during their honeymoon. Trying to block all the thoughts of his mind, Matt closed the picture-album and sighed. However, before he could do anything, other knock made him get up and walk towards the front door:

"Who is it?" he asked

"Jun." a voice replied and Matt swallowed hard: could she have the results already?

With a tremble hand, Matt put a hand over the lock and stops: after opening the door his life would chance. He knew it. The problem was that he didn't knew if it would be for better or worse. 'Open the door, and you'll find out.' said a voice in his mind and Matt took a deep breath, before opening the door, and face Jun:

"Hey Jun, come in." he said. Without a single word, Jun entered and walked directly to the living-room, where she sat. After looking at her for a few seconds, Matt sat next to her "So...have you done the tests?" he asks and Jun looked at him

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A brown haired man entered in the 'Defectio Lunae' and made a wide smile, when he saw a aurburn haired woman:

"Hey Sora!" he exclaimed "Hey Yolei!"

"Tai, what are you doing here?" Sora asked, with a smile

Tai shruged:

"Mimi asked to come here and invite you, and Yolei to a dinner, in our house."

"A dinner?" Yolei asked, raising her eyebrow "Why?"

"Well, you know Mimi likes to do parties." Tai started "I think this one is because of Aoshi."

Yolei tap a finger on her chin:

"I don't know." she started "I can't leave Akane alone."

"Well, bring her along." Tai said "She's only your child."

Yolei raised her eyebrow:

"A very young child." she replied "Besides, I don't think it's good for her."

Tai rolled his eyes:

"Akane can stay with Aoshi. Besides, we gave plenty of rooms."

"And why do you mean by that, Taichi Yagami?" Sora asked, putting her hands on her hips

"You know." Tai replied "Don't twist my words."

Sora giggled:

"Ok. When's the dinner?"

"Tonight." Tai replied

"Already?" Yolei asked and Tai shruged:

"Say that to Mimi." he said and Sora shared a look with Yolei:

"Why not?" the auburn haired girl asked "I have a couple of dresses here, we can use."

"Really?" Yolei asked and Sora nodded, before looking at Tai:

"Ask for Kari to go to my house. We'll dress there."

"Ok." Tai replied "You're the boss."

Sora rolled her eyes and Yolei giggled:

"So, 8 o'clock?" the lavender haired woman asked and Tai nodded:

"Perfect. I have to go now, tell Matt and Ken."

"We will." Sora and Yolei said, at the same time, while Tai waved and got out of the shop.

Then, Sora turned to Yolei:

"Lets choose the dresses." she said

"Lead the way." Yolei replied

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The silence was killing him. Why couldn't she answer him once and for all? He needed to know:

"Yes, I did the tests." Jun whispered and Matt took a deep breath:

"And?" he asked and Jun licked her lips, before looking at him:

"I'm pregnant." she said "And only you can be the father."

That answer was enough...that answer was enough to rip his dreams along with his heart.

To Be Continue...

A/N: This chapter sucks! I hate it. However, despite of my personal opinion, I hope you review and tell me what you think. Thank you! ~_^