Digimon Fan Fiction ❯ How can it be wrong? ❯ what do I do now? ( Chapter 1 )

How can it be wrong?

By: Sarah-chan

Date: June 3,2002

Disclaimer: I really don't own Digimon… if I did do you REALLY think I'd be here writing fan fiction??

How can it be wrong?

Do you know what its like? To love somebody do much and know you can never have them? I mean love love. Wanting to touch them, taste them and feel them just to make sure that they're really there and your not just imagining them. Wanting to wake up in the mourning with the knowledge that they're sleeping beside you. Wanting to hear you name on their lips when your making love to them and be able to do the same instead of calling out their name and then waking up to that empty bed finding it was all a dream.

And it hurts you know? Because I know the feelings are never going to be returned. Most people would think I was sick for feeling this way and that it was wrong. But for me it feels just so right to think of him this way and that love like this cant be wrong or dirty. To me he's the most perfect person in the world. I could sit for hours just listening to the rise and fall of his voice, the heavy yet soft sound of his breathing, or just watching the way the shade of his beautiful eyes change color with each new emotion.

I love the way that his smile never seems to fade and how it stays there when I'm almost certain something bad is about to happen. He can always find the bright side things when others can't and seems to know how to make a bad situation into a good one. I'm really nothing like that. Sometimes I wonder how he can stand being around me. It just seems that sometimes we're just to different to get along but then he'll go and do something so sweet and it proves me completely wrong. Its times like those I thank the Gods he was put on this Earth. Without him my life really wouldn't have any meaning and I'd be long gone by now.

So how can love like this be as wrong as everybody makes it out to be? But I don't have time to think about this anymore cause he's going to be here to get me soon. He said it was something important so who am I to deny him what he wants? I do anything for him because well… I love him.

"Yamato come ON!"

"Coming Takeru"

he's my little brother. So what am I supposed to do now?

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well so ends my first Fic!! What do you guys think?? Please leave your comments by clicking on that delightful little blue box in the corner!!

Ja ne Minna-san!!