Digimon Fan Fiction ❯ I Am Not The Freaking GAY! ❯ Chappie 6: Who's that person in the mirror reflected back at me? ( Chapter 6 )

[ Y - Young Adult: Not suitable for readers under 16 ]

I Am Not the Fucking Gay
by:~InsanoFreakChild~

WARNING: YAOI lemon/lime stuff!!! no like no read!!
Disclaimer: I don't own digimon
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Chappie 6: Who's that person in the mirror, reflected back at me?

Ken and Matt kept up the heated battle in their mouths, each trembling in desire and need greater than they had ever known (even if they had their memory), as they explored the other's body with fervent caresses. They weren't drawn to each other by simple physical attraction, it ran deeper than that, it was alike to that of a magnetic attraction. Even if they wanted to, the thought of even slowing down was impossible. The strange bond they posses was just too strong. Ken ran his tongue down Yama's neck, making his way down to Matt's chest. Ken sucked lightly on Matt's nipple and he moaned slightly at the feel. Ken nipped at it slightly, but Yama's eyes only widened a little as a shiver ran down his back. Matt gently held the sides of Ken's face, bringing Ken back to his level, and kissed him ardently as he ran a hand down to Ken's nipples and tweaked with them. The intense desire in them was growing drastically. They drew closer and closer, but it was not near enough to satisfy. They rubbed against each other, their erections getting so hard that they hurt like hell. They kept at it like that though, for a good hour and a half, until Ken's knees buckled underneath him and he fell back onto the bed. Yama followed him onto the bed and laid next to Ken there trying to remember what it was like to breathe normally. Ken turned his head to Yama and kissed him sweetly, then laid back for a moment. A faint memory was coming to him, whispering to him what to do now. He ignored the memory of a dream of a spiky haired boy and told himself to rely on instinct instead of faint, fragmented, and uncertain memories. Ken let his hand slide down Matt's front, stopping on Yama's throbbing member. Ken hesitated for a moment as his heart skipped a beat, for he was unsure, and as far as he knew he had never done anything like this before. For a moment, he was nervous and filled with uncertainty. But then, Matt placed his hand over Ken's and blue eyes met. Something about the way Yama looked at Ken made him eager. Ken grasped Yama's rock hard cock and began fervently massaging it. Watching Matt moan and tremble in pleasure made Ken even more aroused, if possible, and he began to shudder in need even as he continued to rubdown Matt. Yama saw this and began to work his magic upon Ken. Ken moaned loudly and thrusted back on Yama's hand. Yama laughed.
"Heh, down boy." He joked.
"Oh... you're... just... mm.. soo good!" Ken moaned and brought Yama into a fiery kiss. After they part to breathe they both say at the same time:
"Mmm.... fuck me..."
"Mmm.... fuck me..." Neither knew that they had thought the words, let alone say it, so all they heard was the other say it and again responded the same thing.
"What?!"
"What?!"
"You said, 'fuck me!'"
"You said, 'fuck me!'"
They both laughed. After a minute or so they looked back into each other's eyes. A lot was coming back to them. Not exactly memories, but the reality of things.
"It's not exactly right to be doing this with a guy if you're a guy, too, is it?" Yama mused.
"I don't think so, but I don't really care because I..." Ken's eyebrows scrunched up, as he tried to remember the word that described how he felt. "Well, I like you a lot, I think I love you... even though I don't even know your name." Ken laughed. Silence.
Finally, Yama said, "So who gets to be on top?"

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Davis was staying at Taichi's for the afternoon/ night/ next morning. It took them a while to find their digivices and D-terminal, only to get lost a for a few hours trying to get out of the base. By then it had been around three o clock, but it was five miles to the next digiport so they arrived in the school lab about six o'clock not having eaten a thing in the day. So then Taichi invited Davis over to help him eat everything in sight at his house. And sense Davis saved Taichi, he figured Davis deserved a good sleepover. Explaining to their parents was the only tough thing they had to do that day. (Well, not so much for Davis because he always lies and gets off the hook.)
Currently (about 9:00), with stuffed stomachs, snacks within arms length, on the couch Taichi and Davis were in horror film paradise. Their eyes were glued to the TV watching Hellraiser 111. Usually, Davis would watch movies mindlessly, but thoughts were beginning to seep into his head. 'What happened to Ken and Yama?' 'Are they still knocked out at the base, seriously hurt?' 'Or are they plotting Plan B?'

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Yama woke up his arms wrapped tightly around Ken's waist. He sighed heavily, still exausted from last night's activities. He got up slowly and plodded into the bathroom, his memory slowly slipping into his consciousness. He yawned and said, "Looking good, as usual Yamato." 'If only I had Taichi....' he said and thought out of old habit. He wiped the sleep from his eyes and washed off his face. He then reached for his brush to find.... It wasn't there.... This wasn't his bathroom. He glanced at the mirror to find his hair a COMPLETE disaster, bags under his eyes, and completely naked! Memories were rushing back to him at light speed as it began to dawn on him. He had failed his desperate attempt to get his beloved Taichi into bed, but instead got the young and slightly crazy Ken. Yama sweatdropped.
"....Ken?" he half-whispered, half-yelled to the bedroom, half-hoping it had been a dream and that he actually hadn't tried to rape his tenshi, his Taichi.
"mmmm.... what, blondy?!!" Ken groaned sleepily. 'God, no! This can't be happening! And because he hasn't gotten his memory back he still thinks I.... and he... and... no! Taichi was supposed to be my first! Taichi! Not this little bastard... Taichi....' Yama sniffed at the thought. "Taichi..." he mused softly.
"Who?" came Ken's hoarse reply.
"my tenshi..." Yama muttered.
"Is that my name then? Have you gotten your memory back? I haven't." Ken got up and went over to Yama and wrapped his arms around the blonde's waist and whispered in his ear, "What about you blondy? What's my tenshi's name, hmmm?" Yama briskly shrugged Ken off.
"I'm not your angel, Ken! Daisuke is who you want! I want Taichi! It's all a big misunderstanding..." Yama had been yelling until he noticed the look in Ken's eyes when he mentioned Daisuke's name. Ken looked completely crushed. He seemed as to melt into the ground as tears began to flow down his face. Yama bent beside him and wrapped his arms around the smaller's neck. "Shhh... It's o-"
"NO IT'S NOT OKAY!!!! WE FUCKED!!! IT WILL NEVER BE OKAY BECAUSE THE FACT WILL NEVER CHANGE!!!! DAISUKE WAS NOT MY FIRST!!!! MY DAI-CHAN!!! My daisuke-chan, my one and only k-koi...." Ken's voice broke as he began to sob into his knees. "A-and don't ever touch me again!!" (A/N koi=love)
Yama pulled back and whispered, "You're not the only one who's fucked up...." A few tears trickled down his face, but after a few moments of thought he wiped the tears from his face. 'I'm not gonna sit here feeling sorry for myself all day. I'm gonna do something.' He went to find his clothes and left.

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Ken sat alone for a long, long time, not realizing the hours passing by in his cold bedroom in his base he thought he had left behind him. But here he was again, he had reclaimed his title as Kaizer. He not only had ruined the friendship and whatever hope there might have been of them becoming more, but he had also returned to the evil he had so long fought to keep back in his past, never to be seen again. 'I've failed in my fight against evil. I've failed in my fight to become happy or ok. I've failed in my fight for self-control. I've failed in my quest for my beloved Daisuke. In doing these things, I'm failing myself, failing to see a single reason to live.'

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Ken: Don't tell me.... I'm gonna kill myself....

Insano: Who told you!!!

Davis: It's kinda obvious....

zss: yeah, your story's too predictable. You've failed at making a good fic!

Insano: Whatever.. I only care what the reviewers say. Please read and review. Please!!!!!!!