Digimon Fan Fiction ❯ It Won't Be Soon Before Long ❯ Can't Stop ( Chapter 7 )
[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]
By: Takato the Dreamer 
Anime/Manga: Digimon Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Romance | Type: Yaoi | Uploaded On: 09.26.2007 | Pages: 3 | Words: 1.6K | Visits: 283 | Status: Work In Progress
Anime/Manga: Digimon Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Romance | Type: Yaoi | Uploaded On: 09.26.2007 | Pages: 3 | Words: 1.6K | Visits: 283 | Status: Work In Progress
Chapter 7: "Can't Stop"
Theres not much of a quote at the beginning because the whole song is in the chap.
X x x x x x x x x x x
Matt sat backstage at Zepp Tokyo with his band rehearsing; he finally had the beat and melody perfect for his new song and could not wait for Tai to hear it.
"This is an awesome song Matt! This will be a big hit, I know it!" His drummer said.
Matt smiled, he was glad that his band liked the song.
His Guitar player nodded. "There must be a really hot babe in your life for you to write such a great song!"
Then his smile faded. This was the part he hated. He knew the world wouldn't accept him being gay, so he never told his band mates or his company. He just kept it to Tai, his brother, and Izzy. But he wanted to do this for Tai, but he had to make it seem like he was talking about a girl, but he hated doing that to Tai, he hoped that he would understand, and read through the song.
Matt was just about to reply to the guitar player when he looked at his watch, "Guys, it's 30 mins to show time! We need to go get ready!"
Matt was glad that he found a way out of replying to what his band mate had commented on, and walked into his dressing room where Tai was waiting for him.
"Hey Tai, It's about time for the show to start. Here is your ticket."
Matt handed Tai the ticket and sat down next to him.
"Tai, I need to talk to you about the surprise."
Tai smiled. "But then It's not a surprise!"
"But Tai... listen, you know I love you right? And you know that I'm happy with our relationship and who we are right?"
Tai nodded. "Yeah, but you are making me a little nervous. What's up?"
"Tai, your surprise is... Well, I wrote a song about you."
Tai jumped up, and then jumped back down hugging Matt.
"I don't believe it! I can't wait to hear it!"
Matt smiled and then put his arm around Tai.
"Here’s the thing... You know... most of the public... has a problem with people like… ‘us’?"
"People like us?"
"...Gays."
Tai then looked a bit defensive, but not towards Matt.
"Yeah, I know there are stupid idiots out there. Why?"
"Well.. the song that I wrote? It gives... the impression that I'm talking about a woman."
Tai didn't know what to say. He knew why Matt did it. He didn't want Matt to lose fans over being gay. But it still hurt a little.
Tai smiled a little. "I understand, I know you didn't do it to be hurtful, you have to do what you have to do."
Matt hugged him and whispered in his ear. "Thank you for understanding. I love you Tai."
"I love you too Matt."
They hugged for a few minutes until it was time for Matt to get on stage, and Tai to get in the audience.
X x x x x x x x x x x
T.K. and Izzy were walking down the street, getting ready to go watch a movie.
"I can't believe this! I'm on a date with TK!" Izzy said happily.
TK smiled. "I can't believe it either!"
TK paid, being the brother of a rock star had its advantages. They went in and sat down in the theater to watch "I now pronounce you Chuck and Larry".
TK looked at his watch, "It's about time for Matt's concert to start..."
Izzy frowned. "Are you still mad at him?"
T.K. nodded. "I just can't believe he'd do that to me."
They were still talking when the movie finally started.
X x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x
Tai was sitting in the front row, singing along with his boyfriend. He felt like the luckiest guy in the world, as he sang along with one of Matt's most popular songs.
'You can't take nothing for granite…
You've gotta live life today...
I turn around, I can see what's behind me.
I turn back around, I can see what's ahead...
And if you believe I've been here all along
just turn around
just turn around.."
After the song was over, Matt looked at Tai and smiled, then he looked away. It wasn't that he was embarrassed of Tai, far from it, but he didn't want it to be obvious to everyone else in the area.
"And now I have a brand new song..." The crowd erupted in cheers. When it finally died down, he continued, "This song is about someone I love very much."
The crowed started cheering, and the drums started. Tai was drooling, and couldn't believe how lucky he was. And then the words started.
X x x x x x x x
Izzy and T.K. were getting frustrated. They loved the movie, lots of gay rights issues and stereotypes being called out, but they kept being distracted by the assholes sitting behind them making comments throughout the movie. Why come to a gay movie if you feel that way about gays?
Finally the guy behind them called the guys fags, and that was it. T.K. stood up and turned around.
"Excuse me you shallow homophobic bastard, If you feel that way about gays, DON'T COME TO A GAY MOVIE!"
In T.K.'s defense, it was dark. He had no idea he had just pissed of a very muscular guy. But what he did know was that he felt a fist in his stomach, and now he was laying on the ground.
x x x x x
TBC!
"I Can't Stop thinking about you..."
A/N: At the end of the chap, the thing that happend with TK is very similar to what actually happend with me, except I didn't say anythingTheres not much of a quote at the beginning because the whole song is in the chap.
X x x x x x x x x x x
Matt sat backstage at Zepp Tokyo with his band rehearsing; he finally had the beat and melody perfect for his new song and could not wait for Tai to hear it.
"This is an awesome song Matt! This will be a big hit, I know it!" His drummer said.
Matt smiled, he was glad that his band liked the song.
His Guitar player nodded. "There must be a really hot babe in your life for you to write such a great song!"
Then his smile faded. This was the part he hated. He knew the world wouldn't accept him being gay, so he never told his band mates or his company. He just kept it to Tai, his brother, and Izzy. But he wanted to do this for Tai, but he had to make it seem like he was talking about a girl, but he hated doing that to Tai, he hoped that he would understand, and read through the song.
Matt was just about to reply to the guitar player when he looked at his watch, "Guys, it's 30 mins to show time! We need to go get ready!"
Matt was glad that he found a way out of replying to what his band mate had commented on, and walked into his dressing room where Tai was waiting for him.
"Hey Tai, It's about time for the show to start. Here is your ticket."
Matt handed Tai the ticket and sat down next to him.
"Tai, I need to talk to you about the surprise."
Tai smiled. "But then It's not a surprise!"
"But Tai... listen, you know I love you right? And you know that I'm happy with our relationship and who we are right?"
Tai nodded. "Yeah, but you are making me a little nervous. What's up?"
"Tai, your surprise is... Well, I wrote a song about you."
Tai jumped up, and then jumped back down hugging Matt.
"I don't believe it! I can't wait to hear it!"
Matt smiled and then put his arm around Tai.
"Here’s the thing... You know... most of the public... has a problem with people like… ‘us’?"
"People like us?"
"...Gays."
Tai then looked a bit defensive, but not towards Matt.
"Yeah, I know there are stupid idiots out there. Why?"
"Well.. the song that I wrote? It gives... the impression that I'm talking about a woman."
Tai didn't know what to say. He knew why Matt did it. He didn't want Matt to lose fans over being gay. But it still hurt a little.
Tai smiled a little. "I understand, I know you didn't do it to be hurtful, you have to do what you have to do."
Matt hugged him and whispered in his ear. "Thank you for understanding. I love you Tai."
"I love you too Matt."
They hugged for a few minutes until it was time for Matt to get on stage, and Tai to get in the audience.
X x x x x x x x x x x
T.K. and Izzy were walking down the street, getting ready to go watch a movie.
"I can't believe this! I'm on a date with TK!" Izzy said happily.
TK smiled. "I can't believe it either!"
TK paid, being the brother of a rock star had its advantages. They went in and sat down in the theater to watch "I now pronounce you Chuck and Larry".
TK looked at his watch, "It's about time for Matt's concert to start..."
Izzy frowned. "Are you still mad at him?"
T.K. nodded. "I just can't believe he'd do that to me."
They were still talking when the movie finally started.
X x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x
Tai was sitting in the front row, singing along with his boyfriend. He felt like the luckiest guy in the world, as he sang along with one of Matt's most popular songs.
'You can't take nothing for granite…
You've gotta live life today...
I turn around, I can see what's behind me.
I turn back around, I can see what's ahead...
And if you believe I've been here all along
just turn around
just turn around.."
After the song was over, Matt looked at Tai and smiled, then he looked away. It wasn't that he was embarrassed of Tai, far from it, but he didn't want it to be obvious to everyone else in the area.
"And now I have a brand new song..." The crowd erupted in cheers. When it finally died down, he continued, "This song is about someone I love very much."
The crowed started cheering, and the drums started. Tai was drooling, and couldn't believe how lucky he was. And then the words started.
'I'm alone in my room
think of you
at a rate
that is truly alarming
I keep looping
my memories of you
in my head
I pretend that you want me
And I fall asleep and dream of alternate realties
And I keep myself at ease by pretending that she still loves me
And I can't stop thinking about you
And I can't stop thinking about you
you never knew about it like i do
And i can't stop thinking about your love...'
Tai was so flattered. He couldn't believe he was talking about him!
'...Can't believe
I thought she
would just follow me
everywhere I go
I go messing with you
in my dreams
and wake up
making love to a pillow
And I fall asleep and dream of alternate realties
And I keep myself at ease by pretending that she still loves me
And I can't stop thinking about you
And I can't stop thinking about you
you never knew about it like i do
And i can't stop, And I can't stop
Oh what I'd give to have you look in my direction
I'd give my life to somehow attract your attention
And I touch myself like it's somebody else
thoughts of you are tattooed on my mind
let me show ya...'
Tai felt flustered. He was extremely happy with the song... but... did Matt just tell the world that he masturbated thinking about him? That just seemed like a private thing!think of you
at a rate
that is truly alarming
I keep looping
my memories of you
in my head
I pretend that you want me
And I fall asleep and dream of alternate realties
And I keep myself at ease by pretending that she still loves me
And I can't stop thinking about you
And I can't stop thinking about you
you never knew about it like i do
And i can't stop thinking about your love...'
Tai was so flattered. He couldn't believe he was talking about him!
'...Can't believe
I thought she
would just follow me
everywhere I go
I go messing with you
in my dreams
and wake up
making love to a pillow
And I fall asleep and dream of alternate realties
And I keep myself at ease by pretending that she still loves me
And I can't stop thinking about you
And I can't stop thinking about you
you never knew about it like i do
And i can't stop, And I can't stop
Oh what I'd give to have you look in my direction
I'd give my life to somehow attract your attention
And I touch myself like it's somebody else
thoughts of you are tattooed on my mind
let me show ya...'
'...I can't stop thinking about you
I can't stop thinking about you
you never knew about it like i do
And i can't stop thinking about you
I can't stop thinking about you
I can't stop thinking about you
you never knew about it like i do
I can't stop thinking about you!!'
Masturbation aside, Tai was on top of the world! He wished the concert was over so that he could go make out with his boyfriend, the rock star, who had just written a song about him.I can't stop thinking about you
you never knew about it like i do
And i can't stop thinking about you
I can't stop thinking about you
I can't stop thinking about you
you never knew about it like i do
I can't stop thinking about you!!'
X x x x x x x x
Izzy and T.K. were getting frustrated. They loved the movie, lots of gay rights issues and stereotypes being called out, but they kept being distracted by the assholes sitting behind them making comments throughout the movie. Why come to a gay movie if you feel that way about gays?
Finally the guy behind them called the guys fags, and that was it. T.K. stood up and turned around.
"Excuse me you shallow homophobic bastard, If you feel that way about gays, DON'T COME TO A GAY MOVIE!"
In T.K.'s defense, it was dark. He had no idea he had just pissed of a very muscular guy. But what he did know was that he felt a fist in his stomach, and now he was laying on the ground.
x x x x x
TBC!