Digimon Fan Fiction ❯ It Won't Be Soon Before Long ❯ I'm Not Fallin Apart ( Chapter 9 )
[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]
Chapter 9: I'm Not Falling Apart.
Matt sat beside TK, watching him breathe. He didn't know how this happened. A few hours ago, he had a healthy brother, and the greatest boyfriend he could ever ask for. But now, all of the sudden, his brother was unconscious and his boyfriend ran off to talk to his ex. Everything was -GREAT-.
He looked over and noticed that Izzy was looking just as bad as him.
“Izzy?” He asked. “You know you don't have to stay. You can go back to the hotel...” Matt handed Izzy a credit card. “...You can use this to get a room, on me.”
Izzy decided this wasn't the time to say that he was in love with his brother, so he came up with something else.
“I appreciate that Matt, but I was with him when it happened. Even if i went and got the greatest suite with the softest bed, I wouldn't be able to sleep.”
Matt nodded, and then looked back at TK, still looking sad.
“How are you holding up Matt?” Izzy asked.
Matt came up with a weak smile. “Oh, you know. My brothers knocked out, and my boyfriend just went to see his ex. I'm fine. And I'm definitely not falling apart.” But as he said that, he put his head down trying to hide the tears that were starting to come. He wasn't balling, but there were a few tears falling.
Izzy decided not to press the issue, and so he just went back to looking at TK.
X x x x x x x x x x
Tai sat at the restaurant with Seth. As much as he loved Matt, seeing Seth brought back some memories. After all, they had spent several years together. But he hated being in this situation. Seth cleared his throat, his voice a little shaky.
“Tai, I'm sorry about what happened that night. I was jealous and stupid. The truth is, I can't do anything since you walked out the door.”
“And now I'm stuck living out that night again. I can't stand it! Listen Seth, you are a GREAT guy, some of my favorite memories are with you. But the truth is, your fears? I never thought about it until you said it, but you were right. I really did love Matt I just didn't realize it at the time.”
Seth looked like he was about to cry. “But I'm so depressed all the time. I'm falling apart without you. You mean you don't miss me at all?”
Tai sighed. “I miss you in a way, yes. But I'm NOT falling apart at all, because I have Matt now. I'm sorry. But listen, you were a great boyfriend, you will find someone else.”
“But, theres no one like you.”
Tai blinked and smiled. “I know a guy I go to college with named Davis. He's a LOT like me. When I get back to town why don't I set you up?”
Seth nodded. “I guess It's worth a try.”
Tai smiled. “Will you be okay then?”
“As okay as I can be.” And they finished their meal.
X x x x x x x x x x x
Matt was standing right beside TK, when he saw his eyes trying to open. Matt leaned down and said “TK! You can do it!” He grabbed his hand and kept talking to him. “You can do it TK! I love you!”
TK groaned, as he tried to speak. “I-- L-ov-e – y-ou – I-zzy.”
Both Matt and Izzy froze, until they saw that TK was now awake. “Matt? What happened to me?”
“Um... You got into a fight.”
“Oh.. I remember now.. Matt? Is Izzy okay?”
Matt shot around, Definitely knowing something was up. Izzy moved over quickly, and he hated to put this pressure on him, but his brother deserved to know, and the tension was killing him. “I'm fine TK. Hey um. Do you want me to tell your brother or do you want too?”
T.K. Looked at Izzy and smiled. “You mean how you tried to take advantage of me?”
Matt turned around ready to punch Izzy. As his fist was coming closer, TK busted out laughing. Matt lowered his fist and turned back around.
“Matt, me and Izzy are together.” Matt blinked. “We always had secret feelings for each other.”
“Glad someone is feeling better.” Izzy said. “But when you are out, were gonna have issues. That was mean.”
TK ignored this comment and looked at Matt. “Izzy did not take advantage of me, nor has anything hapend. But we are in love.”
“You...are?” TK nodded. And then The doctor walked in.
x x x x x x x x
Tai stopped on his way home to a novelty store. He was looking at the flavored lube section. All he could see was strawberry.
“Why?” Tai asked himself. There needs to be a Kiwi flavor. Matt would flip! He loves Kiwi!”
Just then the owner walked up to him. “Is there anything I can help you with?”
Tai crossed his fingers.
“You don't by any chance have any other flavors than these right here do you?”
“I do have more in the back. Is there a flavor you are looking for?”
“I need a Kiwi flavor.”
“Yeah, I've got some, I'll get it for you.”
Tai smiled to himself. 'I bet Yama is going out of his mind right now.' Tai thought to himself. 'But before this night is over he will go out of his mind in a good way.'
x x x x x x x x
The doctor got done asking TK questions about how he felt, and looked at Matt.
“You are his guardian?” Matt nodded.
“Well, I think he will be just fine. Just take him home and make sure he gets checked out in a week to see his progress.”
Matt was glad TK was ok. He looked at Izzy. “You will take care of him right?”
“Uh, of course! But I thought you would want too.”
“I have to go find Tai. Marry Christmas.” He said that as he handed Izzy his credit card and ran out the door.
X x x x x x
TBC...
Next Chapter:
“Sweeeeeeeeet Kiwi... Your juice is dripping off my chin...” Thats right xD A Kiwi flavored Lemon!!
"Now I can't walk, I can't talk anymore since you
walked out the door and now im stuck
Living out that night again, I'm not falling apart,
I heard you say, You needed me, now whats the problem? i cant see
you've destroyed me
I won't fall apart again
I'm not falling apart."
x x x x x x xwalked out the door and now im stuck
Living out that night again, I'm not falling apart,
I heard you say, You needed me, now whats the problem? i cant see
you've destroyed me
I won't fall apart again
I'm not falling apart."
Matt sat beside TK, watching him breathe. He didn't know how this happened. A few hours ago, he had a healthy brother, and the greatest boyfriend he could ever ask for. But now, all of the sudden, his brother was unconscious and his boyfriend ran off to talk to his ex. Everything was -GREAT-.
He looked over and noticed that Izzy was looking just as bad as him.
“Izzy?” He asked. “You know you don't have to stay. You can go back to the hotel...” Matt handed Izzy a credit card. “...You can use this to get a room, on me.”
Izzy decided this wasn't the time to say that he was in love with his brother, so he came up with something else.
“I appreciate that Matt, but I was with him when it happened. Even if i went and got the greatest suite with the softest bed, I wouldn't be able to sleep.”
Matt nodded, and then looked back at TK, still looking sad.
“How are you holding up Matt?” Izzy asked.
Matt came up with a weak smile. “Oh, you know. My brothers knocked out, and my boyfriend just went to see his ex. I'm fine. And I'm definitely not falling apart.” But as he said that, he put his head down trying to hide the tears that were starting to come. He wasn't balling, but there were a few tears falling.
Izzy decided not to press the issue, and so he just went back to looking at TK.
X x x x x x x x x x
Tai sat at the restaurant with Seth. As much as he loved Matt, seeing Seth brought back some memories. After all, they had spent several years together. But he hated being in this situation. Seth cleared his throat, his voice a little shaky.
“Tai, I'm sorry about what happened that night. I was jealous and stupid. The truth is, I can't do anything since you walked out the door.”
“And now I'm stuck living out that night again. I can't stand it! Listen Seth, you are a GREAT guy, some of my favorite memories are with you. But the truth is, your fears? I never thought about it until you said it, but you were right. I really did love Matt I just didn't realize it at the time.”
Seth looked like he was about to cry. “But I'm so depressed all the time. I'm falling apart without you. You mean you don't miss me at all?”
Tai sighed. “I miss you in a way, yes. But I'm NOT falling apart at all, because I have Matt now. I'm sorry. But listen, you were a great boyfriend, you will find someone else.”
“But, theres no one like you.”
Tai blinked and smiled. “I know a guy I go to college with named Davis. He's a LOT like me. When I get back to town why don't I set you up?”
Seth nodded. “I guess It's worth a try.”
Tai smiled. “Will you be okay then?”
“As okay as I can be.” And they finished their meal.
X x x x x x x x x x x
Matt was standing right beside TK, when he saw his eyes trying to open. Matt leaned down and said “TK! You can do it!” He grabbed his hand and kept talking to him. “You can do it TK! I love you!”
TK groaned, as he tried to speak. “I-- L-ov-e – y-ou – I-zzy.”
Both Matt and Izzy froze, until they saw that TK was now awake. “Matt? What happened to me?”
“Um... You got into a fight.”
“Oh.. I remember now.. Matt? Is Izzy okay?”
Matt shot around, Definitely knowing something was up. Izzy moved over quickly, and he hated to put this pressure on him, but his brother deserved to know, and the tension was killing him. “I'm fine TK. Hey um. Do you want me to tell your brother or do you want too?”
T.K. Looked at Izzy and smiled. “You mean how you tried to take advantage of me?”
Matt turned around ready to punch Izzy. As his fist was coming closer, TK busted out laughing. Matt lowered his fist and turned back around.
“Matt, me and Izzy are together.” Matt blinked. “We always had secret feelings for each other.”
“Glad someone is feeling better.” Izzy said. “But when you are out, were gonna have issues. That was mean.”
TK ignored this comment and looked at Matt. “Izzy did not take advantage of me, nor has anything hapend. But we are in love.”
“You...are?” TK nodded. And then The doctor walked in.
x x x x x x x x
Tai stopped on his way home to a novelty store. He was looking at the flavored lube section. All he could see was strawberry.
“Why?” Tai asked himself. There needs to be a Kiwi flavor. Matt would flip! He loves Kiwi!”
Just then the owner walked up to him. “Is there anything I can help you with?”
Tai crossed his fingers.
“You don't by any chance have any other flavors than these right here do you?”
“I do have more in the back. Is there a flavor you are looking for?”
“I need a Kiwi flavor.”
“Yeah, I've got some, I'll get it for you.”
Tai smiled to himself. 'I bet Yama is going out of his mind right now.' Tai thought to himself. 'But before this night is over he will go out of his mind in a good way.'
x x x x x x x x
The doctor got done asking TK questions about how he felt, and looked at Matt.
“You are his guardian?” Matt nodded.
“Well, I think he will be just fine. Just take him home and make sure he gets checked out in a week to see his progress.”
Matt was glad TK was ok. He looked at Izzy. “You will take care of him right?”
“Uh, of course! But I thought you would want too.”
“I have to go find Tai. Marry Christmas.” He said that as he handed Izzy his credit card and ran out the door.
X x x x x x
TBC...
Next Chapter:
“Sweeeeeeeeet Kiwi... Your juice is dripping off my chin...” Thats right xD A Kiwi flavored Lemon!!